Chapter 88:

However, Qian Wei didn't stop. She still had too many things to ask for.
"Is your dream to be a judge?"
Lu Xun paused and nodded.
"Why did you change your dream? Why do you become a lawyer?"
Lu Xun was silent for a moment before finally speaking: "The summer vacation of the sophomore year just started, most of the students have just returned home, and a small number of students have stayed to participate in the school ’s practical projects. Your girl ’s dormitory building has a stay in school. The girl lost a very expensive necklace. In order to find out, the auntie Guan searched the dormitory without your consent while you were away, and found the necklace in your drawer ... "
Qian Wei bit his lip tightly: "Why don't I know this at all?"
"Because I also stayed in school that time, I helped you deal with it." Lu Xun lowered his head and lowered his eyelashes. "From the monitoring and various evidences, you can prove that you have no problems, and I don't know the reason. The girl framed you. Because the dormitory was searched without the consent of the person, there was a problem originally. Since you are innocent, the school simply did not mention this matter. There were not many schools left at the time, so there were few people who knew, etc. When you come to school again, you do n’t know that this storm happened. "
"'I hope that one day, I will be able to defend my loved ones, not to maintain a judge-like neutrality for the so-called objective position'." Qian Wei said gently, "This is why you chose to become a lawyer ,is it?"
Lu Xun froze: "Have you heard?"
"what?"
Lu Xun was somewhat embarrassed: "What I said to your bed when you were in a coma."
He explained: "Your attending doctor said that your head was hit, and it is likely that you will continue to coma. The best way is to talk to you more. The external stimuli are very effective for the comatose patients. I did not I know what to say, I just want to tell you that you are the reason why I chose this career path. My life trajectory and dreams are only willing to change for you. "Lu Xun moved his head, his ears flushed slightly," If I knew you could hear it, I would n’t say those words, it ’s so stupid. It was too anxious at the time, I was a little irrational. "
"So you also talked about the confession you gave me when you were 19 years old?" Qian Wei finished and added a whisper with a red face, "Your irrationality, I actually like it."
Lu Xun froze for a moment, his eyelashes quivered softly, and then he replied in a low voice: "No." At this moment, not only his ears, but also his face became red, "I only said a lot of messy things, you don't remember better."
This time Qianwei was suspicious. She looked at Lu Xun and decided to make an offer: "But I had a dream. I dreamed that I fell dead and I was reborn back to 19 years old. In this rebirth experience, you write to me After the love letter, he was mistaken by Qian Chuan for being written by his suitor, and there are many, many more things. I thought these were conceived by me, at least they did not exist in this time and space, but now I found out that they are not like this. , I checked with Qian Chuan, he can prove that the details and things that I do n’t remember happened. So maybe it was not a rebirth at all, everything happened in reality. "Qian Weiyi said while enduring She could n’t help pulling her hair,
So what ’s going on? Is it my insanity? Or is it really that I broke my head?
She glanced at Lu Xun,
Will this conversation with you now? Did I imagine it? "
"Qian Wei, do you know? I had this doubt since you said that to me at the airport last night. Is everything in front of me conceived because I like you so much?"
Qian Wei was stunned. She had never seen such an inquiry. Tonight, he looks strong and fragile. It is strange that such two contradictory temperaments appear on the same person, but Lu inquiry makes them appear so Naturally, his eyes looked at Qian Wei so gently, he seemed to have waited so long for her life.
"But I can be sure now that all this is true." Lu Xun's black eyes were fixed on Qian Wei. He said in a calm voice that if Qian was unable to calm down, "I'm afraid my heartbeat will soon exceed It's a hundred and fifty, and I pinched myself on the way to my place. It hurts a lot. "
"You didn't think about it, let alone rebirth." Lu Xun lowered his head, his arm muscles were slightly tight, "Everything you experience is related to your treatment plan."
"what happened?"
Lu Xun paused: "When you were taken to the hospital, the situation was not good. The hospital developed two sets of traditional treatment plans, but they had no effect. At that time, the attending doctor had already explained the worst results with your parents. I just can't wake up. "
Qian Wei was a little shocked. Was his situation once so dangerous?
"I can't accept the result that you can't wake up." It seems that recalling this past incident, Lu Xun's voice still brought a bit of bitterness, "I tried my best to find other treatment options. In desperation, the attending doctor told me that ACF-02, a new drug that may have an effect on your condition, has just passed the approval of the Food and Drug Administration and was launched in the country. This new drug has a good effect on stimulating the brains of coma patients. , But there are some obvious side effects, and because it is very expensive and has just been on the market, there are many people watching, and the attending doctor has explained all the pros and cons to me. But the longer you stay in a coma, the lower the chance of waking up. So in the end I persuaded your parents to be funded by me and we used this radical treatment plan. "
Lu Xun's eyes were clear and clean, and his tone was as calm and calm as possible, but even at this moment, Qian Wei could hear the turbulent waves and struggling back and forth when the situation was critical at that moment in his calm tone.
Choosing a treatment plan for a patient who may never wake up, this is a very risky thing, not to mention Lu Xun is not a direct family member. I am afraid that at the moment of making a decision, the psychological pressure and burden will be greater than anyone else. Are heavy.
"If the new drug's treatment plan is successful, it is naturally a good thing, but Lu Xun, have you ever thought about what will happen if it fails? It is very likely that my parents will blame you and think it is your radical treatment. The plan caused bad results? "Qian Wei whispered," At this time, it has always been more and more wrong, not good, if you just provide enough money to support, do not make any decision for me, It will be much safer for you. "
"I can't think about that much." Lu Xun's voice was mute. "Even if there is only one tenth of a million hopes, I will try to go bankrupt, even if I bear the reputation."
Qian Wei always felt that, in the face of such inquiries, what kind of gratitude and touching was in front of him at this moment, compared with his violent behaviors, they were all light and flirty.
"So what kind of treatment principle does this new drug use?" Qian Wei also had a hunch that the truth of the matter was inseparable from this drug.
Lu Xun pursed his lips: "In a person's life, he receives a variety of messy and even useless information every day, just like maybe you chatted with the driver today when you took a taxi, or you were old with the vegetable market when you bought food yesterday. Auntie bargains, this information will be stored in your brain when it occurs, but this information that you think is not important, the brain will distinguish this part of short-term memory, and in order to reserve storage space for subsequent memory, this part Short-term memory deletion. The principle of this new drug is to stimulate brain cells and functions, especially the one responsible for storing memory. Under the influence of this drug, those short-term memories that have been deleted by you can also be restored. Your brain It will be stimulated with potential, and will regenerate new energy, thus stimulating the master of the brain to wake up. "
Qian Wei digested for a long time before finally reacting. She tentatively asked: "So that means these details and memories have indeed happened. Qian Chuan also told me, but I didn't think it was important. So I neglected it, and even quickly forgot, I do n’t even remember what happened, until I used this new drug and remembered it all under the stimulation of the drug? "
Lu Xun nodded: "But the side effects are also obvious, because the stimulation to the brain and memory is very large at once. While retrieving the short-term memory in the past, a lot of information is rushing to you at the same time, and even some timelines are messy. Cause side effects that can cause hallucinations. "
So although the 19-year-old Lu Xun sent a love letter to him is true, it was not sent on his mother ’s birthday, but a plain weekend. It turns out that although the big events are right, many The small details have different reasons. Those short-term memories that have been recovered and the illusion of side effects are stunned to piece together a 19-year-old illusion of rebirth.
At this point everything finally fell into place.
Qian Weixiang walked in the labyrinth for a long time. She was confused and troubled, but in the end someone reached out and took her, opened the fog in front of her, and led her step by step out of the labyrinth that troubled her.
She looked directly at the landing inquiry: "Why didn't you tell me?"
Why didn't you tell me why a person bears these, why a person resists. Qian Wei could n’t imagine how Lu Xun likes himself, so that he can swallow and digest all these pressures alone. He has obviously paid so much for himself, but he never asks for rewards. He never even told him that he only guarded himself so silently and firmly. .
"The attending doctor said that because the side effects of this new drug are difficult to confirm, it is not recommended to tell you the cause and effect immediately after you wake up. The irritation may be too large. I am afraid that you will not be able to bear all the disordered memories and collapse." Lu Xunside At the beginning, the eyelashes showed a beautiful arc under the light, "Frankly, if you didn't ask me, I might not say it in my life."
"why?"
"Because I don't want you to be with me because you are grateful to me." Lu Xun looked at Qian Wei, "Qian Wei, if you are only grateful to me, then you must push me away and refuse me, because for You, I do n’t have any resistance and self-control. "
Qian Wei didn't speak, she directly took Lu Xun's face and took the initiative to kiss each other's lips: "I like you, never out of gratitude." She stared at Xun Xing's eyes, "Why do you think I am grateful? Was it with you? "
Lu Xun was also confused and panicked by this unexpected kiss. He concealed the red expression on his face and tried to maintain the calmness of his voice: "Because of the second confession, you rejected me again. So I also I do n’t know why you changed your mind now. "
Qian Wei was shocked: "What second confession? When did you confess to me?"
Lu Xun was stunned: "You didn't see it?" He rolled his eyes, and quickly reacted. This time his tone brought a sense of conviction from the teacher, "Qian Wei, that legal aid case, are you until Did n’t even watch now? "
"Don't ... did you put the confession letter in that legal aid case?"
Lu Xun squeezed his lips tightly. He didn't speak, but his stormy expression had already explained everything.
It turned out to be true!
Qian Wei's voice trembled, and until this moment, she still had a strong sense of impracticality: "That is to say, you have always liked me? From 19 to 28 years old? Have you always loved me? Nine years? like me?"
Lu Xun turned to the beginning, he looked at the deep colors outside the window.
"Yep."
At this moment Qian Wei simply wanted to beat her head, what did she miss? She wanted to laugh and cry. She did n’t know, she did n’t know at all. She did n’t know that 19-year-old Lu Xun had written a love letter to her, but she did n’t even receive it. She didn't even know that the 28-year-old wrote it again!
She couldn't imagine how a proud person like Lu Xun would have been ignored for the first time when he confessed at the age of 19, and what kind of blow to him, but even he still silently waited for nine years until he was 28 and again confessed.
"Qian Wei, look at this legal aid case immediately."
"Qian Wei, did you read the legal aid case?"
"Did you read the legal aid case?"
Qian Wei regretted thinking that he should have realized Lu Xun ’s ardent unusual attitude towards this legal aid case. He had reminded himself many times, including the last text message that made him fall into the construction pit until this moment. Everything has been explained. Lu Xun never urged her to work, but her response to him.
After learning that Qian Wei missed his second confession again, Lu Xun's face couldn't help but look black: "Qian Wei, although it's a bit unsightly now, but I'm your boss anyway, even if I know I like you, you Nor can you be arrogant and completely ignore the boss ’s instructions? How many times have I reminded you to see the legal aid case? Did you lie to me already? "
Qian Weidu mumbled and explained: "What kind of petty and arrogant, I don't even know you like me!" She suddenly thought of what is in general, "You and what do you like me! Your oily cases, never Just don't take me! You like it? "
"Do you remember the merger of Chenyang Machinery?"
Qian Wei was stunned, and then nodded with anger. "Remember, I can remember clearly, that is the only project you have done with me!"
"That case, the final legal letter of M & A due diligence issued by me, I made a mistake, and it almost affected the tens of millions of customers' M & A decisions. Fortunately, I found it at the end." Lu Xun pursed his lips, "This error, As a lawyer, it is very fatal. If you fail to find it in time, it will not only destroy the client ’s industry, but also the professional life of myself and us. Qian Wei, I ca n’t do the same case or project with you. Because you are standing by me alone, I ca n’t concentrate, I ca n’t focus on the case itself, I ca n’t control myself. As long as you are there, I become less professional, which is too bad.