Chapter 169: Weeping Qin Lan

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　　 "Alan, how are you doing? Are you okay?" Seeing Qin Lan lying on the bed with a look of despair and red eyes, with a thick bandage on her body, Chen Xin hurriedly asked her concerned.
　　 But seeing Qin Lan just lying there with his eyes still open, Chen Xin breathed a sigh of relief, and finally let go of the worry that had been hanging before.
　　 After all, Qin Lan didn't seem to be missing arms or legs at this time. There were no obvious injuries on her body except the bandage on her shoulders, and she was not unconscious.
　　 It just seems to be in a bad state of mind, but this is not a particularly serious situation, and it can be recovered by good training.
　　 "Axin..." Seeing Chen Xin's appearance, Qin Lan called out his name, but her voice was particularly hoarse and dry.
Seeing Qin Lan’s almost chapped lips and listening to her hoarse voice, Chen Xin didn’t need to think about knowing that she must have not drunk for a long time, so he quickly picked up the cup on the bedside table and gave it from the kettle. Qin Lan poured a glass of water.
　　 Carefully held Qin Lan's neck and fed water into her mouth. Seeing Qin Lan's thirsty appearance, Chen Xin couldn't help comforting her: "Drink slowly, don't worry, there is more."
　　 However, after drinking the water in the cup, Qin Lan shook her head and stopped Chen Xin from feeding her water again.
Upon seeing this, Chen Xin also put down the cup, sat down on Qin Lan's bedside, looked at her haggard look, stretched out his hand to stroke her forehead, and asked with concern: "What's the matter? Make it like this by yourself? It's not like you at all!"
　　 "Axin..." Feeling Chen Xin's gentle comfort to herself, Qin Lan's emotions that had been accumulated since yesterday broke out suddenly, she called Chen Xin and then cried.
Reaching out his hand to wipe the tears on Qin Lan's face, seeing her crying so sad, Chen Xin did not stop her, but gently stroked her forehead, comforting her: "It's okay, it's okay, just cry All right."
　　 Qin Lan cried for a long time, as if she couldn't stop her tears.
　　 Until Chen Xin felt that she would hurt her body if she kept crying, this prevented her from continuing to cry, coaxing her while trying to figure out what was going on.
　　 After crying bitterly, Qin Lan's emotions seemed to be released. At this time, she was finally able to restrain her emotions. While sobbing, she intermittently told Chen Xin what happened.
"Blame me, if I fired that shot earlier, and if I was more decisive, those brothers would not sacrifice!" After explaining to Chen Xin what had happened, Qin Lan had a tendency to cry again. She was always there. Blame yourself, regret your mistakes, and think that you have caused all this.
Listening to Qin Lan's words, Chen Xin didn't know where to start, so he could only quietly wipe the tears off her face, and said to Qin Lan: "Don't be like this, Alan, you don't want it. Who knows that things will change? How about this? And even if you shoot in time, with those people's madness, they must have other means. You can't be blamed for this."
"Why don't you blame me? If I fired earlier, I could stop the criminal from pulling the detonator, and the comrades standing next to him would not sacrifice!" Qin Lan shouted at Chen Xin, venting to her Own dissatisfaction.
"How can you be blamed? You can't know in advance that the criminal has gunpowder and detonators! You have responded in time. You can only say that the criminals are too vicious, and those criminals should be blamed. Blame you." In the face of Qin Lan, whose emotions were almost collapsed, Chen Xin could only try to comfort her: "Moreover, even those who sacrificed, they certainly don't want to see you blame yourself like this. If you think Sorry for them, shouldn't it be better to cheer up and bring those criminals to justice?"
　　 Listening to Chen Xin's comforting words, Qin Lan's mood finally eased and gradually calmed down.
　　 Although he still felt guilty of himself, he did not continue to cry and cry.
　　 After the mood eased, heavy fatigue surged, and Qin Lan soon closed his eyes and fell asleep.
　　 Looking at Qin Lan with her eyes closed, her brows furrowed, Chen Xin couldn't help feeling distressed, but he didn't do anything else. He just covered her with a quilt and sat on the chair by the hospital bed, intending to guard her.
　　 However, when Chen Xin was guarding Qin Lan, a hand suddenly pressed on his shoulder.
　　 Chen Xin hurriedly looked back, but saw Hong Rui standing behind him, making a "hush" gesture at him with a finger.
　　 Seeing that it was Dr. Hong Rui, Chen Xin did not scream, but asked in a whisper, "Doctor Hong, when did you come?"
"I've been here for a while, when you told her to stop crying." Dr. Hong Rui explained and smiled at Chen Xin: "I should have helped her with psychological counseling, but it depends on what you do. Yes, I didn't interfere. Thank you, it saved me a lot of things."
"Whatever Doctor Hong said, Alan belongs to me anyway..." Chen Xin got stuck at this point, and shook his head with a smile before continuing: "She encountered this kind of thing~www.mtlnovel .com~I can’t stand idly by as far as I can."
　　 While talking, Chen Xin looked at Qin Lan on the hospital bed again, and couldn't help sighing.
　　 Who can think that she who is always strong will have such a weak time? Obviously she was comforting herself not long ago, so that she would not break down emotionally.
　　 Thinking of this, Chen Xin couldn't help but sighed again.
　　 Listening to his continuous sighs, Hong Rui couldn't help but shook his head, patted Chen Xin's shoulder again, and whispered to him: "Let's go out and talk, let her rest here."
　　 Hearing Hong Rui said this, Chen Xin also nodded, and followed Hong Rui out of the ward.
　　 came to the corridor outside, closed the door of the ward, Hong Rui and Chen Xin were talking in normal voices.
"I didn't expect to see you Dr. Hong again. I haven't thanked you for what happened last time!" Chen Xin was polite to Hong Rui, and at the same time caring about Qin Lan's situation: "How is Alan's situation with her? is it serious?"
"It's not serious, but the psychological trauma may be very serious. I am afraid it will be difficult to heal for a while. It will take time for her to come out slowly." Hong Rui shook her head without saying any complicated technical terms: " When encountering this kind of thing, she must be uncomfortable in her heart. During this time, be more concerned about staying with her. What she needs most now is the company of family and friends."
　　 "I know, I will take care of her." Chen Xin nodded solemnly.
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