Chapter 63: 64

Liu Heng called Liu Yi and couldn't get through. He called the company. The secretary on duty said that the president did not come to the company today.
After receiving the bean paste, Liu Heng received a phone call from 6 Hengda and drove the bean paste toward Liu Yi’s house. Liu Heng felt vaguely that this incident had a great impact on Liu Yi.
The absolute bachelor finally changed his thoughts of wanting a child. All the preparations were made, but in the end he couldn't have children because of sperm vitality.
Liu Heng drove in the front, and Doudou sat in the back parking space. He came over and asked carefully, "What happened to Uncle?"
Liu Heng looked at Dousha in the rearview mirror and thought about it: "Uncle originally wanted to give Dousha a younger brother and sister, but for some reason, he couldn't give birth."
Dousha felt serious and helpless in Liu Heng's tone, and sat silent in the back. After a long time, when Liu Heng's car was approaching the Liu Yi community, Dousha fixed his brow and said, "That uncle is sad."
Liu Hengdao: "It's sad."
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Liu Heng pressed the code to enter the door. When the door was pushed open, the crystal chandelier in the hall was lit, and several men's coats were thrown on the sand. The floor heating in the room was not turned on, and the air conditioning was not turned on.
Bean paste shrunk inside the down jacket, revealing two big eyes and looked inwards, ran across Sha Xiao and ran into Liu Yi's room.
Liu Heng stood in the hall and glanced around. He felt a lonely smell, the smell of Liu Yi, as if there were no other people in this family except Liu Yi.
Bean Pat patted Liu Yi's door, and then carefully opened the door.
The room "Haitian Chinese" has the fastest update, the whole text is very dark in the hand room, the curtains are pulled, and the lights are not turned on. A very strong and choking smell of tobacco is dispersed in every corner of the room, and the bean paste stops at the door Two seconds later, after adjusting to the darkness, I finally saw a figure sitting on the bedside.
Doudou shouted: "Uncle." Running towards the head of the bed.
Liu Heng just walked to the door and saw Liu Yi lying against the head of the bed, without moving or making a noise.
"Don't turn on the light!" Liu Yi's voice was a little dumb, and only said this.
Liu Heng paused and took back the hand that was going to turn on the light. He knew that Liu Yi didn't need any comfort at this time, and no big man likes to tear his own wounds for others.
Liu Heng did not go in, pulled the door of the room, and left the bean paste.
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Liu Yi was lying on the side of the bed, and there was a pack of evacuated cigarette cases scattered on the bedside table. From the news, Liu Yi stayed in the room by himself and smoked. He was sober and knew how many cigarettes he smoked. I know what time it is now, and even know that I haven’t drank or eaten.
Liu Yi and Liu Heng are very similar. They come from the same family and receive the same education system. The working atmosphere after adulthood is very similar. They are used to control and like to arrange their lives within the plan.
Just like this surrogacy, Liu Yi learned the lesson from Liu Heng. Except for the secret work, almost all others are responsible for themselves. All the preparation work is done and the money is ready, but waiting for such a absence Messages within your own control.
-He can't give birth! !
The doctors at the surrogacy agency explained a lot to Liu Yi on the phone, why they couldn't give birth, what are the key points, if they really want to do what they need to do, what are the chances and what kind of psychological preparation are needed. Liu Yi held the phone and listened for a long time. He didn't listen to anything. There was only one sentence hovering in his mind... he couldn't live.
What does it mean to not be born? It means that he will not have children! Even finding the best surrogate can spend no amount of money! ! !
Liu Yi was an absolute bachelor before, a life-long old virgin. Some views are related to his early years of studying abroad and his experiences abroad. Finally, he changed his views and wanted a family of his own. However, his physical conditions determined that he would never be possible. Have your own child. His expectations were shattered, his hopes shattered, he would not have children, and he might have spent all his life alone.
Like falling from a high altitude into a cliff, he has never felt this way in his life, sad or even desperate.
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Doudou walked to the bed, struggling to open his eyes in the dark and tracing towards Liu Yi. When he walked in front of Liu Yi, he finally barely saw Liu Yi's outline and shouted, "Uncle."
Liu Yi's throat was very dry, and the throat knot moved up and down before saying: "Don't get out of school?"
Doudou put her small hand on the edge of the bed and touched it upwards, and touched Liu Yi's hand: "Uncle smoked a lot of cigarettes."
auzw.com Liu Yi: "Well, uncle will not smoke that much next time."
Doudou didn’t know what to say for a while. Although he could feel that Uncle was sad and unhappy, Uncle smoked a lot of cigarettes, but he didn’t quite understand why Uncle couldn’t have children, Big Oranges and Dad could produce Doudou, why Uncle Can't it? Uncle loved him so much. When Liu Heng was abroad, Liu Yi hugged him and coaxed him. Why can't Uncle have a baby? !
unfair! !
Bean Paste didn't have much understanding of the word "unfair" before. This was the first time that Bean Paste was absolutely unfair and very angry. Liu Yi felt sad and uncle felt sad.
"Uncle is crying?" Doudan's voice was low.
"No." Liu Yi reached out and touched the child's head.
"Dad said Uncle can't have children, is it true?"
Liu Yi put his hand on Dousha's head and pressed it lightly. This time, for a long time, Liu Yi nodded and said, "It's true!" He said it like a sigh, not knowing that he was answering Dousha's question , Still comforting himself.
It's true, it's true.
Doudou feels more and more uncomfortable, and the children's emotions come suddenly, like an exploding volcano or a noisy sea wave.
The room was dark. Dousha's small hand grasped Liu Yi's big hand and felt the warmth of Liu Yi's palm. Liu Yi seldom wears very thin, sitting on the cold bed in the room, only wearing a shirt and suit pants, but the palm is still warm, Doudou wears a thick down jacket, and the small hands are really cold.
Liu Yi's backhand grabbed Dousha's little hand and squeezed it in his palm. Dousha asked in the dark: "Why can't it be born? Why can't it? Why can everyone else but Uncle can't?"
Dousha asked three whys in a row, and the words asked Liu Yi in his heart, yeah, why, he also wanted to know why? But what can I do?
Dousha asked very wrongly, just like the pain in Liu Yi's heart spread to Dousha's heart along the palm of his hand.
Liu Yi held the small hand of Bean Paste, slowly the hands of two people 3gnove1.net updated the fastest, the whole text was warm, and Liu Yi suddenly felt a bit real, the soul that had just been drained was recovered, he sat up He pulled the bean paste into his arms and coaxed it like he was holding the bean paste when he was a child. He patted the bean paste on the back and said, "It's okay, Uncle still has bean paste."
Dousha pouted his face and buried his face in Liu Yi's arms, holding the clothes in Liu Yi's chest with the other hand, and said dumbly: "Uncle will have children in the future! There will definitely be!!!"
Liu Yi held the bean paste and hugged the child in his arms. In the darkness, Liu Yi's face was extremely blurred, and the eyes like the twin pools flashed slightly, and finally returned to silence, just like his heart.
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After Liu Heng took the bean paste, Liu Yi turned on the air conditioner at home, went to the bathroom to take a shower and change clothes, and washed away the smell of tobacco.
Liu Yi changed clothes and came out with a sweater on his shirt, but barefoot and no shoes.
He pushed open the door of a room and stood there for a long time.
The room is a baby room that was just set up not long ago, with pink and light blue walls, a thick layer of cushions on the ground, two baby beds placed next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and a lot of cabinets on the wall of the room. There are countless toys from the age of 3 to 3 years old, as well as children's clothes and shoes for diapers, bottles, nipples...
This room was personally furnished by Liu Yi, and it took a lot of effort for Liu Yi. Sometimes Liu Yi came back late after working overtime. He would stay in this baby room for a long time, and he spent most of the weekend in this baby room. ... He often thought of bean paste at that time, and wanted to search Baidu for "Fifth Literature" to see the latest chapter. When Liu Heng was not around, he was so pitiful and cute. When he closed his eyes every night, he even thought about it. Will the children born before have beautiful bean paste...
He thought a lot and even asked a professional in a surrogacy agency to ask. He thought Liu Heng could do very well. He should also be able to do it. He did a lot of considerations. But in the end, everything was empty...
Liu Yi took a deep breath, and finally dropped his eyes without looking at the room again, slowly closing the door, taking out the key in his hand, and locking the door completely.
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Liu Yi sat back in the study room, looked at the mailbox and looked at the documents in the internal system of the company. He was somewhat short-sighted and would wear glasses when working.
At the moment, Liu Heng faced the computer with his glasses. The light was not turned on in the study. Only the cold light of the computer screen hit Liu Heng's face, reflecting his cold face.
It seems that he has always been such a faceless and serious person, and his heart is also firm and cold, and he never feels sad when he is weak and helpless.
Years later, only Doudou remembered that when he was a child, his uncle had been sad about something. He closed himself in a dark room and licked the wound alone.
He hugged himself and said, "It doesn't matter. Uncle has no children, and Doudou will be Uncle's child in the future."
After the bean paste grows, he feels very lucky. He has the love of big oranges and Liu Heng, the care of grandparents, the love of family and friends, and even Liu Yi all the way.