Chapter 357: Night talk

When Liu Yanbo woke up, it was already a quiet morning at night.
When he opened his eyes, his eyes were as dull as the first illness, but there was no more decadence and sorrow when he first came back. Then he saw her, and saw Yin Hanruo, who had been shaking his head by the bed and had been shaking.
He looked at her--
Looked at her unsprinkled face covered with exhaustion, and looked at her still unable to relax her eyebrows even in her sleep, he suddenly felt very relieved in his heart.
Liu Yan fluctuated and wanted to wake up cautiously, but still alarmed Yin Hanruo. At this time, her nerves seemed extremely keen, and her eyes were opened when the quilt was tilted, even though she woke up with sleepiness Dimly tired, but in a flash of joy and excitement in her eyes, she looked at him and asked softly, "How are you feeling now?"
Liu Yanbo sat up, leaning back against the bedside and said, "I feel pretty good, just a little thirsty."
"Don't move, I'll go down."
Yin Hanruo picked up a glass of boiled water and put some sugar in it carefully. Liu Yanbo suffered from hypoglycemia, which she had known for a long time.
The water is very hot, and it is not suitable for entrance. In order to speed up the heat dissipation, Yin Hanruo used two cups to change this cup of sugar water back and forth, and also used his mouth to blow it from time to time, just like all the virtuous wives of this world, considerate.
Liu Yanbo watched quietly, smiling like sunshine.
When someone is sick, there are people to take care of and accompany, this is probably one of the most beautiful aspects of marriage?
When the water temperature was moderate, Liu Yanbo stretched out his hands that had been wrapped in bandages like dumplings and wanted to pick it up, but Yin Hanruo refused decisively. "Say you don't move. The doctor said, what you need most now is more rest."
Drinking a whole glass of sugar water under the service of Yin Hanruo, Liu Yanboo took a long sigh of relief, then licked the lips of Jiu Hanfeng Ganlu and smiled, "This is the best time I have rested."
He is telling the truth.
Ye Hanruo did n’t buy it. After putting the cup on the bedside table, he bluntly said,
That ’s not a rest, but a coma.

Liu Yanbo smirked and asked, "How long have I been in a coma?"
Yin Hanruo glanced at his watch and answered truthfully, "Ten hours."
Speaking of words, Liu Yanbo twisted his upper body from side to side, while moving his muscles and saying, "For so long, no wonder I now feel that the bones all over my body are soft, and the thief is uncomfortable."
After getting along for so long, Yin Hanruo still has a certain understanding of Liu Yanbo. The thief strongly said, "Don't find such a crappy reason, you lie down honestly and sleep well again."
"I can't sleep." Liu Yanbo can only tell the truth "And, you look like you need a better sleep than me now."
"You sleep, I hit the floor."
After finishing the speech, Yin Hanruo got up and paved the way for herself. She really needs to sleep well now. In these two days, she has not been much easier than Liu Yanbo.
Liu Yanbo no longer insisted on letting the bed out. Now, he is no longer as stubborn as he used to be, and will no longer force others to think he is good.
Ten hours
Whether it is coma or rest, this has been a long period of time, enough to restore a mentally and physically exhausted person.
Liu Yanbo once again lay on the bed honestly, but he is in such a good spirit that he ca n’t fall asleep at all. He wants to talk to Yin Hanruo more now, but he does n’t know where to start because he knows clearly, What she wants to listen to now is probably what he doesn't want to mention.
"Liu Yanbo, how long haven't you been back?" Yin Hanruo quilted, and asked lightly.
go back?
Where do you go back?
At this moment, Liu Yanbo certainly understands what Yin Hanruo is asking. He was silent for a moment, and boasted, "Fourteen years, from the moment I chose to escape, I never dared to go back."
"The last time you went to see a psychiatrist, you said that you will be mentally prepared for treatment after the Ching Ming Festival this year. Did you decide to go back before this?" Yin Hanruo asked again.
Liu Yanbo gave a soft "um" sound, and he did exactly what he planned.
Yin Hanruo paved the floor, but did not lie down in a hurry, but got up and walked to the bed again, sat down on the bed and said, "I will go back with you by then."
As soon as she said this, Liu Yanbo's face changed abruptly, most of her expression was frightened, her attitude was firm, "No!"
Why?
Yin Hanruo did n’t ask, because she probably already guessed the reason
He feared that his own emotions would get out of control and hurt the people around him.
Yin Hanruo's heart was not shaken by this, but his attitude was more intolerable. "Liu Yanbo, you are not a good son, but I want to be a good daughter-in-law."
What kind of daughter-in-law is good?
In the eyes of parents, you do n’t need to be filial to them, as long as you can spend the rest of your life with their sons, this should be the best.
The so-called couple
Should it not be the same as the wind and rain?
This is the reason, but Liu Yanbo still shook his head. Looking at Yin Hanruo, who was firm-eyed and serious at this time, he was terrified in his heart, because in this matter, he had no confidence in himself--
It is about Liu Yanbo ’s only psychological flaw about what happened that year, and he cannot control himself.
Yin Hanruo certainly understands this point. In fact, after learning from Bai Bin ’s mouth, in her opinion, Liu Yanbo has done well enough now, after anyone has gone through such changes, May not be able to do better than him--
Understandable, she still hopes he can do better, and needs him to do better.
"Liu Yanbo, do you have no confidence in yourself?" Yin Hanruo held Liu Yanbo's bandaged hands, and said warmly and persistently. "Even if you don't have confidence in yourself, you should be right." I have faith and confidence in us because we are husband and wife. "
"I said, you are no longer alone now." Yin Hanruo said again. "So, if you want to adapt to your present life and want to come out of the haze of your past, you must learn to get used to not being alone. To bear your joys and sorrows. "
"I used to have no control over you, but now, no matter what you are going to face, I hope you can remember a little, at least-"
"You still have me."
Yin Hanruo spoke very affectionately. She had never said such affectionate words to a man before. Even the hard-hearted Liu Yanbo could not help but softened. He looked at her and said bitterly, "I am just afraid ...
"You are afraid that your emotions will be out of control, you are afraid that you will hurt me if you are out of control, you are afraid that you can only do nothing when you are out of control, right?" Yin Hanruo said first, "Do you know what I am afraid of?"
Liu Yanbo shook his head.
There are some changes in Yin Hanruo's look, there is distress, there is also self-blame, and there is an indelible grievance. She gently said, "I'm afraid that I don't know what it is for every time you come back. I ’m afraid I ’m going to learn from other people about the emotions and sorrows of you. These are more terrifying to me than powerlessness, because powerlessness will drive me to do better, but without knowing it, I will only let I am even more helpless. "
"Liu Yanbo, I ’m not as useless as you think, and I ’m no longer the little girl who used to be a princess dream in a fairy tale. You do n’t need to create a world with sunshine and beauty for me. It ’s not what I want now, do you understand? "
Liu Yanbo nodded, he did understand.
Yin Hanruo held his hand tight again, and sincerely pleaded, "So, on the day you decide to go back, please take me, please?"
Okay?
Liu Yanbo wanted to say "not good", but in the face of Yin Hanruo who was so sincere at this moment, he could not say the word anyway.
After struggling for a long time in the heart, in the end, Liu Yanbo still said hard, "Okay."
He promised very helplessly, anyone could hear it.
But what Liu Yanbo did n’t know was
Sometimes, helplessness is also a kind of courage.
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