Chapter 1407:

"Okay, Uncle Wei." Chen Yuan saw that Uncle Wei's expression was a little unnatural, and she couldn't ask anything more.
Anyway, everything is in Dad’s essay. Wouldn’t it be clear after going back and looking at it?
"Then Beibei, I'll take you home! If you don't understand anything, just call me." Uncle Wei saw that it was too early.
Chen Yuan nodded: "Okay."
After returning home, Chen Yuan held the cowhide envelope tightly, her heart beating so hard that she could barely stand it.
Here is the mood of Dad, the record he made, what will be in it?
It must be about mom and Liu Ruping!
Is there anything about your own growth?
Chen Yuan became more nervous as she thought about it. She put down the envelope, went to the bathroom to wash her face with cold water, and then walked out.
The envelope was lying quietly on the marble coffee table. Chen Yuan felt that it was a heart. The surface was calm, but there were countless tiny blood vessels beating inside.
Look, watch now!
After taking a deep breath, Chen Yuan walked over and picked up the envelope, opened the cover, and pulled out an old notebook from the inside.
This notebook was often seen when Chen Yuan was a child. It had a simple brown hard cover with three golden words on it.
Is this Dad's essay?
Chen Yuan stroked her beating heart again and again, then opened her notebook tremblingly.
The neatly written on the title page: "My diary."
This is Dad's handwriting!
Chen Yuan's tears welled up immediately.
Turning over another page, it is really a diary written by my father, as well as time and weather.
The date of this first diary is the day Chen Yuan was born.
Yu Zhenhai was still full of joy and happiness because of the birth of his daughter. He wrote in detail the appearance of Chen Yuan just born, her wrinkled face, cries, and almost pulled the doctor's sleeve. The danger of being taken off the operating table.
Chen Yuan looked at it and couldn't help laughing. It turned out that her father was so happy when she was born!
He loves himself.
But why didn't Dad write about my mother? At this time, shouldn't a man be very grateful to his wife?
Chen Yuan began to complain about her mother.
She turned to the second page again. This time, a week had passed since Dad's first diary.
"Beibei is sick and the newborn is jaundiced. I was terrified."
The first sentence shocked Chen Yuan, followed by how her father worried and guarding herself all night.
Dad has a very difficult day, but what about mom?
Later, she finally saw a sentence: "She still quarreled with me at this time, saying that I was impatient, because I already had a daughter, and the second daughter was irrelevant. She was angry and asked me to give Babe to the doctor and do whatever they want. ."
Chen Yuan couldn't help crying. She felt that her situation didn't matter. The poor mother had just given birth and was about to face her father's derailment and the illegitimate daughter.
Reading page by page, Chen Yuan's expression slowly changed.
The complaints about his father, the sympathy for his mother, and the hatred for Liu Ruping began to waver as the reading continued.
How could this be?
Chen Yuan couldn't believe her eyes.
It turned out that the third person who used the despicable trick was not Liu Ruping, but his own mother!
Moreover, even his own existence is very ironic!
In Yu Zhenhai's essays, a detailed record of Song Zhen's shameful behavior in order to be with him.
Poor Liu Ruping, who was unmarried and conceived at that time, was exhausted from scorning and cynicism, and also blinded by excessive sadness.
But she didn't give up the child in her belly, and gave birth to the fruit of her love for nothing.
Chen Yuan saw the helplessness and bitterness of her father. It turned out that he stayed in this unsentimental home for herself and stayed with her mother!
Chen Yuan now deeply felt the pain and struggle in his father's eyes, how painful he should be!
The women and daughters I love cannot get close, but the women and daughters around me are also a responsibility.
How does this feel? Chen Yuan could not imagine!
"Oh my God, how could it be like this!"
It was too far wrong. Father must have waited until he grew up before telling the truth. Unfortunately, he could not wait until that day before being killed by his mother!
Chen Yuan felt heartbroken. She didn't dare to blame her mother, because her mother was actually very pitiful. She gave her life's tears and hard work, but she couldn't get what she wanted.
But she thinks the saddest person is herself!
With a firm belief, I always believed that it was Liu Ruping who caused the destruction of her family, but in the end she could not imagine that the person who harmed others and herself turned out to be her mother!
Blame yourself, and that's probably it!
Moreover, not only did my mother suffer for a lifetime, she also killed the poor and innocent father, how ridiculous it is!
Chen Yuan felt that the sky was about to fall. Everything she had always believed in was overthrown. Everything she did was a terrible joke!
"Bebe, my daughter, you are going to college soon. Dad is very happy and proud of you! From then on you can leave our quarreling family all day long, you can spread your beautiful wings, Flying high in the blue sky!"
Chen Yuan finally couldn't help crying in her father's last post.
She knew that if her father hadn't been for her, he might have left her mother to find Liu Ruping, or he could still watch Bai Chichi grow up.
But now think about it, how sad my father's life was.
A beloved woman, a biological daughter has never seen each other again.
And the woman who killed him gave birth to a daughter whom he had to love.
Chen Yuan felt that her mother was really too much.
"Dad, I was wrong, I almost killed your grandson!"
Lying on her father's notebook, Chen Yuan shed tears, annoyed and regretted that she had a splitting headache.
Damn it, if I hadn't read this essay, I would still be trudged in the quagmire of revenge, and I couldn't help myself.
Chen Yuan recalled carefully, she still realized Liu Ruping's kindness and Bai Chichi's tolerance from some clues.
They are such gentle women, no wonder their father has been unable to let go of his heart, they are worthy of love!
On the other hand, his mother used despicable means to win a man who didn't love him, and also tied his life.
Not only that, but he used lies to plant the seeds of hatred in his daughter's heart. How can such a personality defect compare with Liu Ruping?
If you are in the position of your father, you will definitely choose that gentle and strong Liu Ruping instead of your vicious and selfish mother!
No wonder the look in her mother's eyes before her death was so terrible, it turns out that she treated her daughter with such a purpose!
The more Chen Yuan thought about it, the more desolate she felt. From beginning to end, she was a character who shouldn't appear. If she wasn't for herself, her father would be free and her mother would be able to get rid of earlier.
If it weren't for him, Xin Xiaozi's baby would not be dead, and Bai Chichi would not separate and combine with Situ Qing.
So many sins are derived from a word of mother, a curse!
Chen Yuan suddenly felt blood on her hands, she stood up tremblingly, and stumbled onto the balcony.
The high top floor overlooks the night view of the entire city. The brightly lit places, the dim and lonely places, are not where you should go.
What does a person who shouldn't exist in this world do?
Chen Yuan was barefoot, lying on the railing, watching the small pedestrians and vehicles under her feet, and suddenly wanted to fly down.
Just like what my father said, you have beautiful wings. Why are you imprisoned in this worldly world?
What's more, it has brought endless pain to so many people, so what right do they have to continue living?
"Bai Chichi, Xin Xiaozi, I'm sorry! The harm I have caused you is irreparable, let me be in my next life..." Chen Yuan murmured.
She stopped suddenly, smiled sarcastically, shook her head and said: "Funny, if you really want to seek forgiveness, why are you talking so much nonsense?"
If you want to die, die, no one cares anyway, or they will be happy because of her free jump!
"Tingjing..." The phone rang suddenly.
Chen Yuan frowned, who would want to get herself at this time?
"Is it Uncle Wei?"
Chen Yuan didn't want to bother, anyway, she had already figured it out, it's better to die coolly than to bring troubles to others.
But the phone kept ringing, and Chen Yuan closed her eyes and sighed.
Why can't even death be cleansed?
Back in the room, Chen Yuan grabbed the phone and looked at it. It turned out that it was the person from Xiao Ye who called, and she thought of something in astonishment.
No, if you die like this, then no one will remind Situ Qing that there is a powerful enemy full of hatred hiding in the dark!
Once Situ Qing was conspired by Master Xiao, then Bai Chichi's life must be difficult, because she was in love with Situ Qing, they were a couple on the boat, and they should be in the same boat, regardless of each other.
At this moment, Chen Yuan suddenly developed an inexplicable feeling towards Bai Chichi.
It was the love between sisters, strange and familiar, and Chen Yuan began to tremble slightly. She wanted to make up and also wanted to protect her only relative in this world.
Having made so many mistakes, how much pain and sorrow has been brought to Bai Chichi's life, it would be no shame if she gave up his life like a grass, but what would Bai Chichi do?
Situ Qing couldn't be overthrown by Xiao Ye, otherwise he would be involved until Bai Chichi.
Chen Yuan tried to calm herself down and connected to the phone.
"Yu Beibei, you will contact Jusao next week and tell her the latest situation clearly, and then she will send someone to find Bai Chichi."
"Look for Bai Chichi, what are you doing?" Chen Yuan was startled.
"Didn't you forget so quickly? Why do you find her? Naturally, you will kill her and kill her!" Xiaoye's person said impatiently.