Chapter 483:

The white dress is not unfamiliar to Kang Shaonan, just because he said one thing back then: You are so beautiful! Over the years, almost all of her dresses are white. Her persistence moved him, but it also made him helpless. In five years, he refused her more than once, but she firmly believed that as long as she worked hard, she would definitely be able to touch Kang Shaonan's heart.
But she overlooked one point after all, he and she are the same kind of person! !
The same persistence has a different ending.
He found the girl back then, but she is still alone!
Kang Shaonan walked slowly to Jingan's side and watched the sea in front of her with her.
"What is it for me?" He looked forward calmly, with no expression on his face.
Listening to his emotionless words, her tears welled up in her eyes, turned her head, and stared at him without evasiveness: "Shao Nan, why are you so merciless to me? You are so kind to her, you can't give it to me. A little bit of love?" She didn't expect him to love herself wholeheartedly, all these years of waiting, even if he had a little touch and tenderness, she was content. Thinking about her efforts over the past five years, she was not reconciled.
Kang Shaonan did not look at her, but still looked at the sea in front of her with cold eyes: "Jingya, I am not as good as you think, and I am not worthy of your life. If I can share a little love with you, it would be infidelity to my wife. It's also disrespectful to you. So, I'm sorry!"
"I'm sorry? I've waited for you for five years, so you give me an excuse? Kang Shaonan, why is your heart so hard? Why? I don't believe that you have never loved me!!" Jingan Ya listened to his words with expression Shouting of collapse, tears rained down.
Kang Shaonan slowly turned his face to look at her, watching her tearful and sighed: "Jingya, let go! Don't be so stubborn anymore. Xiaoxiao is pregnant. I don't want her because of this. She can’t afford any harm caused by the incident! I’m here to tell you today, no matter how long you persist in the future, I will never let go of Yu Xiao’s hand, never! So from now on, don’t No matter how hard you are, if you let me go, and let yourself go, you will find the person you love."
Listening to Kang Shaonan's unfeeling words, the quiet and elegant tears cascaded down like a bursting river, and the heart was broken one by one, and the cool sea breeze blew on his face, bringing bursts of heartache after another. Like a sharp knife across the apex of the heart time and time again, it hurts the heart and soul. She kept shaking her head, her body trembling in the sea breeze.
not like this! This is definitely not the case! This is not the result she wants!
Absolutely not! !
"We live in the same city. It will be a matter of time before we meet each other. If you have any complaints or dissatisfaction, I hope you will not be angry with my wife because of this. Although she has forgotten what happened seven years ago, Because of that injury, she has been living carefully. I only hope that her future life will not be disturbed by others. If you can do it, I will be grateful to you forever!! Jingya, I know you are a good woman, if If you are willing to let go of everything, you will definitely find your own happiness!!!"
"But... you are my happiness! Why? Why are you ruining my happiness? She has amnesia for seven years, maybe she will continue to amnesia for the rest of her life! If you don't disturb her, don't marry her, we are now We are already a husband and wife, and the three who are happy like that! Why do you have to make me suffer? Why?" Jing Ya looked excitedly and asked loudly.
"Jingya, maybe what you said makes sense! But I can't use her future life to take risks! I hope she will never recover her memory in this life, but no one can predict the future, if I stay with you Together, and she recovered her memory, none of the three of us would be happy!! And...even if we are together, you are the only one who is happy..." Kang Shaonan paused when he said.
"Why is I the only one who is happy? What do you mean?" Jingan Ya was a little shocked by his words, staring at him blankly.
"Because the person I love from start to finish... is the only one!"
Quiet Ya's body shook, and there was a brief blank in her brain. She looked at Kang Shaonan and laughed at herself, and asked in a cold voice, "That is to say... Haven't you loved me from beginning to end?"
how can that be?
She doesn't believe it! Do not believe! Never believe it! !
"Actually... I fell in love with her seven years ago!!!"
"I don't believe it!! Don't believe it!!! Don't believe it!!!" Listening to Kang Shaonan's words, Jingan Ya shouted almost hysterically.
"Jingya, whether you believe it or not, I will not change my original intention!! Sorry, I have to go back! I don't want her to worry about me! Sorry!!! Goodbye!!" Kang Shaonan looked at her and said, resolutely turned around. Step by step towards the way he came.
Jingen Ya looked at his back in despair, tears flowed into a river, and her heart was blown into pieces by the cold sea breeze. My eyes became more and more blurred, and I could no longer find any direction. She trembled and smiled brokenly in the center of the sea breeze. The sad smile made people feel heartache.
"Kang-Shao-Nan!!" Jingan Ya looked at Kang Shaonan who had gone away and shouted hysterically.
Kang Shaonan stopped, but did not look back. After a slight pause, he continued to walk to the car.
"You—will—after—regret—!!! Kang—Shao—Nan!!! I—love—you!!!" Jingan Ya watched as he finished shouting in despair, and looked back. The endless sea smiled sadly and jumped into the cold water.
As if feeling something, Kang Shaonan turned around fiercely and found that there was no longer a figure of Jingya on the reef. He frowned, and quickly ran back to the original position, seeing the quietness of the sea that was undulating with the waves. Jumped into the undulating sea.
Kang Shaonan's water is very good, and in a short while, he swam to Jingan Ya's side, hugged her body and rescued her ashore. But at this time, she was completely unconscious because she drank too much water. Kang Shaonan hugged her to the beach, found a flat place to put her down, and kept pressing her lower abdomen. Seeing that she did not respond, he returned to his body and began to help her with artificial respiration. This was repeated for about two minutes. With a few coughs, Jingeya woke up from her coma. She opened her eyes slightly and looked at the joy on Kang Shaonan’s face, struggling to raise her hand to caress. He took down his resolute face.
"Shao... Nan, you still love me... right? You don't want me to die... right?"
After all, he still loves himself, otherwise, he would not be so desperate to save himself. When she thought of this, she felt a glimmer of hope in her heart.
Kang Shaonan frowned and looked at her with a serious expression: "Jingya, why do you have to do this? Why do you want to make fun of your life?"
"I want to see if you care..." Jing Ya looked at Kang Shaonan and smiled bitterly.
"Get up, I'll take you home!" Kang Shaonan helped her stand up, Jing Ya did not refuse, and followed him to Kang Shaonan's car.
The two got into the car. When Kang Shaonan wanted to start the car, Jing Jing grabbed his hand and stared at him closely and asked: "Shaonan, you haven't answered my question. You love me. Is it? Otherwise you won't come back to save me! Will you?"
Kang Shaonan looked at her thoughtfully. At this time, she looked embarrassed. She didn't have the image of a quiet and elegant lady. Kang Shaonan couldn't bear to hit her again, but didn't want to give her hope, so she silently pushed away. With her hand, she started the car and drove quickly to the quiet and elegant house.
The scenery outside the car window kept changing. Quiet Ya looked at the scenery outside the window with a bit of sluggishness. She looked back at Kang Shaonan’s handsome profile, then turned her head and looked at the window and said to herself faintly: "I My favorite writer is Sanmao, because she is a woman who lives for love. Without love, she would rather die. Actually... I and she are the same kind of person..."
Kang Shaonan frowned and twisted his face as she listened to her. But he said nothing, just drove the car in silence.
"Some people say... the happiest thing in the world is that the person you like happens to like you too. Shao Nan, in fact, I never thought that you would divorce her. I just hope you can love me and I will be content. ......" The scenery outside the window kept changing, but she could not see anything. Hearing his silent silence, her tears welled up again.
"Shao Nan...why are you so cruel? Why don't you even give me a little love...Is I not good? Or am I too ugly? If you give Yu Xiao 100% love, give me Is one percent good?" She looked at him almost beggingly, tears slipping silently.
"..." Kang Shaonan remained silent, without answering anything.
Quiet Ya could not get his response, leaned back in the seat, and closed his eyes disappointedly...
The car drove for about half an hour, and stopped at a distance of 50 meters from the quiet Ya’s house. Kang Shaonan turned around and looked at the quiet Ya: "Get off here! From now on... Don’t do stupid things anymore, you It’s not just for me to live. You still have parents, younger sisters, and relatives. If you don’t have a heart to love them, you are not the quiet and Ya I know. Go back! Forget me and live again... "
Jingya laughed bitterly at what he said, and shook her head a little self-deprecatingly: "It may only take a few days to remember a person, but how easy is it to forget a person?" After speaking, she opened the door and got out of the car.
Kang Shaonan quickly turned the car and stopped when he drove back to her, rolling down the window and looking at Jingya: "Jingya, in fact...No matter who the person fell into the water today, I will save him! Goodbye!!" After speaking, the car started and left quickly.