Chapter 43: Abandon

I did n’t know until I returned to my hometown that I was in trouble again.
After Zi Xi and Hu Fei got married, he had always been safe and sound, and his nature would not make a woman too embarrassed. Last night, I didn't know what to do, so Hu Yao went back to her maiden house overnight, causing Hu Guanglie to go to Xian Wang Mansion early in the morning. Ziyi should not close the door and let him make a noise in front of the door. He advised him to stop, and had to send a Pegasus to Xiao Bao to report.
This time, Hu Guanglie was so ignorant of his importance that he provoked Xiao Yan to anger and ordered him to be tied to jail.
Right now Xiao Yan is about to help Fuzi to ascend to the throne, but Hu Guanglie is still struggling with his usual treacherousness to make such troubles. Not to mention Xiao Yan's anger, even I think this man is too lessons. After two days, Hu Yao finally couldn't bear it, and went to the house to see me and intercede for her brother. In a short period of time, the flamboyant woman stunned a lot. Asking her for cause and effect, she refused to say anything, just blamed herself. I didn't know how to comfort her for a while, but I felt sad with her. Could it be that I was wrong, and only paid attention to Ziyu, but lost the happiness of another person.
I took Hu Yao to intercede with Xiao Yan, and this time punishing Hu Guanglie was not just for him to make trouble for the King's Mansion. Although Xiao Yan relied on this tiger general, he was also annoyed that he had always been wild and arrogant, and he had the ambition to let him know so that he had some measure. Since I had pleaded with him, Xiao Yan also pushed the boat along the river and released Hu Guanglie out of office.
After Ziyue's marriage, I never stepped into the King's Mansion again. After sending Yao Yao back to the house, I hesitated for a moment before turning to the door.
On the third day after the Lantern Festival, the Taiji Hospital presented a memorial, saying that the emperor's paralysis had worsened, and the chances of healing were slim.
The ministers made the table saying that the emperor was young, and she was even more unable to bear the burden of the society. It was difficult for him to serve as the chief of the society. He invited the queen queen and the regent to discuss another king to succeed, in order to maintain the stability of the emperor.
On several occasions, Xiao Zheng invited Ziyi to enter the palace to discuss politics. Ziyi always said he was ill and couldn't leave behind closed doors.
This day's court discussion is about the ceremonial ceremony of the ancestral temple. The Wangfu came back, but said that His Royal Highness the King was not drunk. The emperors and other relatives stole him, and Xiao Xiao was greatly flaunted. When the ceremonial ceremonial ceremonial officer served the dragon prince, he went to the prince ’s palace to welcome him. The king carried him into the palace. Long Jue is the thing used by the emperor—Xiao Jue's words come out clearly.
Tai Changsi was obstructed by his duties, and Jin Jin said that the Emperor is only a prince. If the dragon meets him, he may be suspected of overrun.
Xiao Yu sneered, "The King gave it, and he deserved it. What is Yue Yue?"
Tai Changsi Qing sweated coldly, nodding heavily. The Minister of Public Administration fell to his knees, and Khan did not dare to speak, and no one spoke. Since the reign of Xiao Xun, he has acted deeply and rigorously. The domineering of the martial arts has deliberately converged and rarely revealed on the court. Today, he has arrogantly stepped on the emperor system. I hugged Jinger and sat down in the curtain, and my heart was clear—Xiao Xiao was going to take advantage of this and give the new gentleman who was about to take off the throne; let the people of North Korea and China understand that Tianzi's majesty was in his Xiao In his eyes, there was nothing to play with. He was killed and killed.
Before long, the prince Yin was greeted into the palace by Long Yan.
In the severe winter season, he actually only wore a single-piece uniform, wide-sleeved open-mouthed, no crown, no shackles, and bare-footed people helped him, and he stepped into the temple. The predecessors had the phrase, "It's drunk, and if Russia is a jade mountain, it will fall." Xiao Ming ordered people to set up a golden couch under the imperial seat, and left and right to help Fuzi. In front of the eyes, he was drunk and fell asleep in the Golden Temple.
Such elegant and proud daughter-in-law, who bears the last dignity of the royal family, is now like a drinker, and even Su-ri's most precious manners are completely disregarded. They are simply at the mercy of the people, arrogant and abandoning, neither free nor resisting.
Seeing Zi Xi close at hand, I suddenly forgot everything, and just wanted to get out of the curtain and drive away all the civil and military forces in the hall. No one could throw his pity and contempt on him—a sudden, chilly look It fell on me, just a glance without a trace, but it made my whole body blood coagulate for it.
The regent of all sentient beings is my husband, who is also the one who has made Zi Zong invincible-if the person who pushed Zi Zong into this situation is Xiao Zhe, I am his greatest accomplice.
At this moment, I started to wonder, for the first time, whether I was really wrong. Maybe I shouldn't try every means to survive. Such a humiliating life is more cruel than death. Maybe I should not wish for a marriage for him. The imposing happiness is his hopeless sinking. I closed my eyes, suddenly turned my head, and didn't dare to look at him again.
The princes under the Dansong called the Chitose three times, with high crowns, Zhu Xi, and python robes and jade belts. These noble heads were now low at the feet of Xiao Yan, humble as ants.
For hundreds of years, the Emperor Orthodox Supreme stepped on his feet overnight. This is the emperor Tianwei.
Looking at Xiao Yan's figure, I gradually felt cold.
In the third year of Chengkang, Emperor Mingjing abdicated due to illness.
The Empress Dowager was played by the Emperor Xiaozhang, the Emperor of the Emperor Yuzhang, and the Emperor was established as Emperor, and Emperor Jingjing was abolished as King of Changsha.
On the 21st day of the first month, the prince of the yin dynasty ascended the throne in Chengtian Temple, and set the queen Hu as the queen, and her biological mother Xie as the queen emperor Xiaochun Yuning. Change the name to Yuanxi. Immediately amnesty the world, sealed the princes, promoted the left servant to shoot Wang Xi as the left phase, Song Huai En as the right phase. The new monarch entered the Qianyuan Palace. On the same day, the retired Emperor Changsha moved out and temporarily resided in the Yongnian Hall.
Three days after Ziyi's ascension to the throne, Xiao Zheng resigned from the post of assistant government, and the ministers knelt outside Chengtian Hall, and begged to recover his life. Xiao Zheng didn't allow it, and handed it over to Zi Zi. He didn't say a word, and the matter just hanged there. On the face of it, Xiao Zheng has already returned to politics and retired to the royal palace, making it easier to get out. However, the two left and right sides still chanted everything to him, the core of the political affairs remained unchanged, power was interwoven, and they were drawn closely by invisible lines, and eventually merged into Xiao Qiao's hands.
A new willow in early spring with a faint green bud.
Outside the window, the sound of the warbler suddenly cried, and I suddenly stood up, lingering for a moment, not realizing it was almost noon. Now Jinger abdicates, he no longer needs to get up early every day to take him up, and he feels free and easy.
"Ayue." I called two times without seeing the figure, my heart was weird, and I swung open the veil, stepped on the silk barefoot, and stepped out of the inner room. In the end, the spring is getting warmer, and I do n’t feel cold when I wear only a single gown. There is a light wind coming in through the curtain. Opening the long window, I leaned out and was about to sniff the fragrance of the garden flowers. Suddenly, his waist was tight, and he was embraced from behind, before falling into his warm arms.
I chuckled, leaning against his chest, not turning his head, but in his arms.
"Run out in this suit, watch out for the cold." He tightened his arms and surrounded me all around.
"It won't be cold. I've been raised by you. Don't you think I'm fat?" I broke away from him and turned around with a smile. He screamed and fell down.
Xiao Yuan laughed, stretched out his arms and hugged me horizontally, and hugged him directly on the couch.
"I just woke up, it's not ..." I smiled awkwardly. "I really have gained some weight."
"Yes, it's fatter." He laughed at all. "Hugging is as heavy as a cat."
I slammed his hand into the placket, "Is the king very leisurely now? I lie in the boudoir for joy in the daytime."
He nodded solemnly, "Yes, the King Fu is idle at home, doing nothing, and has to indulge in the joy of the boudoir."
I shoved him with a smile, and suddenly he felt a bit hot in his ears. He bit his earlobe with his bite, and suddenly his body was soft, and a snoring sound had not come out, and he was sealed in the lips by his kiss.
A room of spring light, thousands of thousands. After lingering, I crouched on his chest, and the warm masculinity fluttered across my neck. He suddenly sighed, "You have to keep your body well and become stronger and stronger before you can have our children."
When he was fascinated, his words suddenly poured down like a bucket of ice water. I closed my eyes, motionless, and let him caress my cheek with my forehead on my lips, and I shrunk to avoid it, a bit cold from my fingertips to the bottom of my heart.
Xiao Min shook my cold hand, pulled Jin and wrapped me in, "Why is my hand like this?"
I was speechless and lowered my face, fearing that he would see the guilt in my eyes, and my heart was bleak.
After noon, I reported to Xiao Xun to enter the palace to discuss.
After he left the house, I had nothing to do, and took A Yue to cut flowers in the garden.
Probably it's really cold. I'm getting a headache. A Yue helped me back to the room and called a doctor to diagnose the pulse.
Lean on the couch and feel drowsy. In my dream, I just felt that there were strange stones everywhere. The vines were blocking me in front of me. I couldn't get over them. After walking for a long time, I was still entangled with strange vines at my feet and crawling along my legs. Come up ... I heard myself screaming, and suddenly woke up from my nightmare.
A Yue ran over and hurriedly wiped Spar with me. "Princess, what's wrong with you?"
I could not speak, but felt that my back was cold and sweaty.
The doctor arrived, and he was busy diagnosing the pulse for me. I just said that I felt the wind and cold was not a big deal. From the recent pulse, the symptoms of qi and blood loss were greatly improved.
I groaned, "I have been nursed for so many years, is it still a matter of fertility?"
"This ..." The doctor waited for a long time. "At the moment, if the princess can continue to recuperate, she should be able to recover, but she should not worry about overwork. Even if she fully recovers, it is still not easy to conceive a child."
Rejoicing in my heart, I retired the medical staff calmly, telling him not to tell Wang Ye for the time being.
The newly-produced history of the Taiji Hospital is a southerner, with extensive travel experience and unique insights. He asked me to bathe in the soup every day, one at a time in the evening, in order to make the blood flow smooth and strong. Take orally and baptize daily, supplemented with acupuncture. Xiao Zheng was very nervous at first and refused to let me try easily, but I insisted, and after a few days, I saw that my face was rosy and everything was fine. This allowed the Taiyi doctor to continue to apply the medicine.
For more than half a year, I have never been miraculously sick, and the doctor said that I gradually became healthy.
I tried to persuade Xiao Yan, maybe it was time to stop the medicine. However, he refused to allow me to take another risk.
However, Taiyi also said that I have been taking the medicine for many years, and now I am afraid that it will be too late to stop, and there may be little chance of another child. This makes the gleam of hope I just saw lost again, day after day, year after year, and I have become accustomed to countless disappointments. Only this time, I was especially reconciled-I never even had a chance to try, forcing me to give up.
In March of spring, everything began to sprout.
Doctor Wu Qing of Yinqing Guanglu went to Beijing to welcome his relatives, and the master of Xuanning County married Jiangnan. The marriage of the two noble families has caused a sensation in Beijing, and the wedding scene is extremely luxurious. On the day the county chief left Beijing, there were tens of thousands of people on the streets. After that, for dozens of days, there were still rumors of the grand occasion of that day. The popularity of Wang's family is as high as the sky.
After Pei's marriage, only his aunt and Qian'er remained in Nuoda's Zhenguo government. My brother showed pity for their mother and daughter loneliness, and liked Qianer's innocence. He often took their mother and daughter to live and stay in the residence of the King of Jiangxia.
I thought that my aunt might not be willing to let go of her old grievances. However, she now seems to have nothing to worry about. In a short time, she knew all the Ji Ji in her brother's house and got along very well, letting Qian Er learn painting with her brother. The elder brother said that Qianer was quite a bit like me when I was a teenager. Xiao Ye also praised Wang ’s daughters as top figures, which made her aunt very happy.
Gradually I realized that my aunt was more and more willing to take Qian Er to enter and enter the Yuzhang King's Mansion, called Visiting Me, but every time while Xiao Xun was in the house, he came to the door. Qian Er was often entangled in Xiao Yan, and even Xiao Xiao taught her to ride, which caused Xiao Yan a headache. My aunt also always intentionally or unintentionally referred to my brother's children in front of Xiao Yan, and mentioned that my body was ill.
I would rather be narrow-minded and think too much. However, at first, she remained calm and watched coldly. The aunt seemed to think that I was really weak and incompetent.
I have always had the habit of taking a break in the afternoon, and often at this time Xiao Yan would read the official letter in the study alone. One afternoon, when I woke up, I heard a faint laughter outside. When I got up and watched, Qianer took his brother's young daughter Qing Yi to play in the court. Xiao Xun came from the study room and decided to stand on the porch. Watching this scene Xianyan's lively girl, teasing the child with pink makeup and jade carving, surrounded by flowers, warm and sour.
I lowered the curtain quietly and turned back to the inner room without a word.
After Qianer left, I sat under the porch and stared at the flowers in the court. Playing with a delicate and beautiful jade in the hand, originally wanted to see Qianer gave her ... Xiao Xun did not know when to come to me, leisurely narrative is common, I am low-key, taciturn, he saw me The mood was down and she calmed down. After a while, he laughed, "It was really fun to see Qian Er teasing Qing Yi."
With a bang, the jade was knocked off by me.
For my aunt, I can be gentle and courteous, and respect her as the leader, but that doesn't mean she can't forget it.
Afterwards, my aunt went to the door several times to see me, but I stopped back because of lying sick. She managed to get her brother to invite us to a banquet in another restaurant. After three or five times, she didn't see any new tricks.
Today, I personally took my aunt Xu back to her home to visit her. At first sight, my aunt was surprised. In the narrative, I actively mentioned that my brother's children were extremely cute.
My aunt sat with me and sighed slightly. "You are a small child, you have been nursed for many years, and you are not good. Unfortunately, the princess has gone too early. She always loves children. If you can see your children in your lifetime, I'm afraid there will be no more regrets. "I looked up at her and frowned slightly." My aunt is right. My grandmother has failed, but she has always felt sorry for her. "
The aunt sighed and stopped talking. I suddenly asked, "Qian Er is almost fifteen this year, right?"
"Yes, this child is not too young." Auntie froze, busy smiling at the interface, eyes rolled on my face.
I nodded with a smile, "Qian Er is lively and makes me look envious, if she can always be around, my house will be lively."
"I'm afraid this child is too stubborn." Auntie laughed quickly, and her eyes flashed, "If you feel that the house is clean, you can always let her go with you."
I smiled, and the conversation turned sharply. "No matter how good it is, just now that I'm in Jingli, I can't compare it to my hometown. Qianer is a famous lady after all, and it's not good to play around all day. I still need a stable person. It ’s better to mention it from time to time.
Auntie groaned and didn't answer, her eyes flashed, as if trying to figure out what I meant. I did n’t wait for her to answer, and called back to Aunt Xu, "Maybe my aunt still remembers the deceased? Aunt Xu has been with me since my mother went. For decades, although she was named the master and servant, I regarded her as a relative. Aunt Xu didn't say a word with a smile, her eyes were quiet.
"I thought, my aunt has been away from Beijing for many years, and everything in this house is deserted. I can't live without someone to take care of." I smiled. "Besides, Aunt Xu has been in the palace for many years and is well versed in etiquette regulations. You do n’t need to send Qianer to the palace, you can ask Xi to teach you.
My mother ’s face was frozen, and I was there, I did n’t know how to answer. There was no loophole in my remarks, and it sounded like a good intention, but my aunt couldn't help but quit, and only responded. Since then, Aunt Xu has been around, her mother and daughter's every move was in my eyes. I faintly smiled at my aunt, and in her eyes saw the cowardice that satisfied me.
In the past, she couldn't fight her aunt with all her thoughts, but now if you bully me, try it.
Since then, the aunt has converged a lot, but she still often lets Qianer go to her brother. I just do not know, sometimes I met Qianer in my brother's house, and I laughed at Yan Yan, and sometimes taught her some piano skills. Qianer seemed a little afraid of me, and she was very charming and lively in front of her brother. I think she is still a child after all, and I can't bear to treat her coldly.