Chapter 1490: Can't go back

"No, let's wash it alone." Xu Wei agreed to stay, but he was so close to Song Yiyang that he couldn't do it himself.
"Oh." Song Yiyang answered, obviously unsatisfied.
Xu Wei was a little worried that he would get drunk crazy when he got drunk. This man usually couldn't fight against it when he was domineering. If he got drunk crazy, he couldn't stand it.
"Song Yiyang, you first obey, I" Song Yiyang said before Xu Wei's words were finished.
"You don't need to put a bath water for me, I'll take a shower, you help me get clothes." Song Yiyang said.
"Well, then you go to the bathroom."
"it is good."
Song Yiyang was very obedient, and after letting go of Xu Wei, he went to the bathroom alone.
Xu Wei was also surprised by Song Yiyang, who was so obedient, but he was also satisfied, and he was much more relaxed.
Song Yiyang came out of the bath and was a little more awake, but his head was a little dizzy. He put on the pajamas Xu Wei took for himself, then looked at Xu Wei and said, "You go take a bath, I'll wait for you."
"Oh." After Xu Wei answered, he hurried to the bathroom.
When Xu Wei came out of the bathroom wearing Song Yiyang's shirt, Song Yiyang was already lying down on the bed, as if he had been asleep for a while.
Hearing movement, Song Yiyang opened his eyes, looked at Xu Wei, stretched out his hand and said, "Come and sleep."
"No, I'll go to the guest room to sleep." Xu Wei said.
"Come here," Song Yiyang's tone was serious. Even though he is drunk, he still cannot change what he believes, "I want to talk to you."
Xu Wei really didn't want to sleep with Song Yiyang, but seeing Song Yiyang ripping off the quilt for a while, Xu Wei stepped forward helplessly, trying to help Song Yiyang cover the quilt.
After Xu Wei approached, Song Yiyang stretched out his long arms, directly hooked Xu Wei into his arms and hugged him tightly.
"Song Yiyang, let go, I won't sleep with you." Xu Wei resisted.
"Hey, lie down first, I have something to say to you," Song Yiyang finished speaking, and added, "Which is a whisper."
The three words whispered made Xu Wei curious, thinking in his mind, and his reaction was slow.
Song Yiyang took this opportunity to directly imprison Xu Wei in his arms.
Xu Wei wanted to say something, but before he could speak, he heard Song Yiyang say.
"I always wanted to explain to you." Song Yiyang said.
Xu Youwei was taken aback, curiosity came up, and asked, "Explain what?"
"At that time, I didn't understand responsibility, and my personality was too impetuous, and I didn't think about things seriously, so I hurt you." Song Yiyang said, his voice sounded a little lazy, but his mind was very clear.
Xu Wei did not speak, waiting for Song Yiyang to continue.
"If I did it again now, I would rather be known by my parents and beaten to death by my dad, I would not leave you and our children."
Xu Wei's eyes slowly turned red when he heard Song Yiyang's words.
"Since I went abroad to study, I think about you every day in my mind, and in my dreams at night I also dream about you, and our children."
"In my dream, there is always a little girl crying," Song Yiyang paused and continued, "She should be our child. She is telling me that I did something wrong. I'm sorry for you and sorry for her."
"I want to make up for you, I want to do everything possible to make up for you," Song Yiyang said, "As for our children, I can only say sorry, it's all my fault."
"Song Yiyang." Xu Wei cried, and while calling out Song Yiyang, he slapped his chest with his hands to vent his emotions.
In fact, not only did he have a bad life these years, he also had a bad life.
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He is not just a dull young master as he appears, nor is he only domineering and arrogant as he appears on the surface, he is also intentional.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry," Song Yiyang said, slowly opening his eyes and looking at Xu Wei in front of him.
Xu Wei's bottom line still collapsed in front of Song Yiyang. He stretched his hands up, held Song Yiyang's face, and asked, "Are you still dreaming at night? Dream about me? Dream about children?"
"Yeah, yes." Song Yiyang nodded and replied.
Xu Weixin started to feel pain. Based on his thoughts that he didn't think much at the moment, he said, "I forgive you, don't blame yourself anymore."
If he and his past are his grief that keeps him immersed in pain, then choose to let him go.
"Then are you willing to be with me?" Song Yiyang asked immediately.
"No," Xu Wei replied firmly, "Song Yiyang, we can't go back."
Even if you love each other, so what? The past is broken.
"But I want to be with you." Song Yiyang said emotionally like a child, dissatisfied with Xu Wei's rejection.
Xu Wei didn't want to talk about this with him, and said, "Go to sleep, I'm tired."
"Yeah." Song Yiyang listened to Xu Wei's words and hugged Xu Wei to sleep.
Xu Wei worried that Song Yiyang would come in disorder, and said, "You are not allowed to come in disorder."
"Well, I won't," Song Yiyang said clearly in his mind, "I will not force what you don't want."
Xu Wei knows what Song Yiyang is talking about. In fact, he would do those things to himself every time when he was together before. So now that he said this, he believes that he will not treat himself tonight. Do that.
"Go to sleep."
"Yeah." Song Yiyang answered.
This night, it was very quiet, Xu Youyi was still nervous at first, then slowly relaxed, stayed in Song Yiyang's arms, and fell asleep comfortably.
When Song Yiyang woke up the next morning, Xu Wei was no longer in the room.
"Xu Wei." Song Yiyang immediately sat up and shouted.
But it was quiet all around, and no one answered.
Song Yiyang was in a hurry. He clearly remembered in his mind that Xu Wei slept next to him last night. She was at home, but
Song Yiyang immediately opened the quilt and got out of bed to find Xu Wei, forgetting to wear his shoes.
Searched in the room, no, Song Yiyang went downstairs to search again.
Song Yiyang didn't hear Xu Wei's voice until in the restaurant downstairs, she was talking to the nanny.
"I will help him make a cup of soy milk every morning. He likes to drink soy milk." Xu Wei said to the nanny.
"Okay, I see." The nanny replied. Mr. Song hadn't said before that he liked to drink soy milk, so he didn't know Mr. Song's hobby.
Standing in the dining room, Song Yiyang was very satisfied when he heard Xu Wei's words, with a smile on his lips.
After so many years, she still remembered what she liked.
Song Yiyang didn't bother Xu Wei and turned around to wash up.
When Song Yiyang went downstairs again, breakfast was ready.
After Xu Wei and Song Yiyang greeted them, they didn't talk much, and they went to work after breakfast.
Song Yiyang is in a very good mood today, with a smile on his lips. "Wait and stop the car near the company, I will get off and walk over." Xu Wei worried that his colleagues would gossiping when seen.