Chapter 1510: Remember me forever

Xu Wei nodded.
"There is dinner in the room, I will take you to eat."
Xu Wei did not refuse, and followed Song Yiyang to dinner.
Maybe it's really hungry. Xu Wei has a good appetite, Song Yiyang's appetite is not bad, and the two seldom talk when eating.
When Song Yiyang was 70% full, he put down his chopsticks and picked up a tissue to help Xu Wei wipe the oil stains on the corners of his mouth.
"Eat slowly, the rest is yours," Song Yiyang said, worried that she might choke.
Xu Wei, enjoying Song Yiyang's care, answered.
After the two of them had eaten, Song Yiyang asked Xu Wei, "Continue to rest, or?"
"I don't want to sleep now, I want to see the scenery." Xu Wei said, walking to the French window.
Song Yiyang let her thoughts go, but took her coat, walked behind her, and put the coat on her.
"I'm not cold." Xu Wei said, taking off his jacket.
Song Yiyang put his hands on Xu Wei's shoulders to stop her movement, "Wear if it's cold."
There are no windows or air conditioners in the room, but the temperature in this place is lower than in Xigang, so it is necessary to keep warm.
Xu Wei had no choice but to listen to Song Yiyang.
The two of them sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the night view outside. It was not as prosperous as Westport, but the faintly lit lights appeared to be particularly bright and quiet and beautiful.
Song Yiyang took Xu Wei in his arms and chatted with her about the past.
"Remember that summer vacation, we went on an outing with our classmates?" Song Yiyang asked.
"Yeah, remember."
At that time, he and Song Yiyang lived in the same room. They were closer and happier than they are now.
At that time, I and him were carefree people, enjoying each other's company, cherishing every minute they spend together, and being extremely close.
Song Yiyang kissed Xu Wei on the cheek and said, "I hope our relationship will go back to that time."
Back when she fell in love, she was close to herself without any worries, dependent on herself, and loving herself.
And I only treat her well, give her my whole heart, take care of her, care about her, only her is in my eyes.
Xu Wei shook his head, "I can't go back."
Hearing Xu Wei's answer, Song Yiyang was not surprised. He knew exactly why she refused.
"I'm sorry." Song Yiyang apologized.
Xu Wei did not speak, looking at the scenery outside the window.
Song Yiyang sighed in his heart, lying next to Xu Wei's ear, and said seriously, "Wei, the thing I regret most from the time I met you up to now is that I let go of your hand at that time and did not take care of you. To my responsibility."
When mentioning the pain of the past, Xu Wei's heart no longer felt as painful as before. After all, there was some pain.
auzw.com "Don't you regret loving me?" Xu Wei asked.
He should regret that he has loved himself. If he has not loved himself, those things will not happen afterwards. Then his college time, his college time, are beautiful and bright.
And now, he can find someone he likes to marry and have children.
You can also find a suitable person to live under the of marriage.
Song Yiyang shook his head and replied, "I don't regret it, I won't regret it in this life."
Xu Wei heard Song Yiyang's voice without any throbbing in his heart.
Thinking of the past and the bits and pieces on the university campus, Song Yiyang continued, "At that time, I felt that life was fulfilled because of you, and because of you, life had a different meaning."
"Like you and falling in love with you is an important and long-term thing in my life. In this life, I will not regret it." Song Yiyang said.
Xu Wei just listened quietly and didn't want to speak.
In fact, both of them knew that at that time, they were sincere in paying each other, and it was really good to pay.
Xu Wei knew very well in his heart that Song Yiyang had treated himself well, cared for himself, regarded himself as life, but
After all, he abandoned himself and left himself.
Probably, some people just disappeared when they walked. They and Song Yiyang are just such people, right?
A picture of a child gradually appeared in Xu Wei's mind, and the line of defense against Song Yiyang in his heart gradually eased, but he knew very well that he didn't mean to forgive Song Yiyang.
"Yiyang." Xu Wei suddenly cried out intimately.
"Well, I'm here." Song Yiyang immediately replied, both happy and happy, because such a name is too rare.
"Do you miss our children?" Xu Wei asked.
Song Yiyang barely hesitated and replied, "Yes, I miss him very much."
"I miss him too," Xu Wei said. "If he can come into this world, he will be my favorite person. Whether it is a boy or a girl, I love him and I will give all my love to him. he."
Xu Wei was heartbroken, thinking of the undeserved child. At that time, he was abandoned by Song Yiyang without the company of Song Yiyang. When he didn’t know what to do, he didn’t have time to test the child’s gender.
That's gone.
Song Yiyang was very self-blame and regretful. He pressed Xu Wei's face and said seriously, "If I can go back to that time, I will never abandon you. I will do my best to give you and your child the best Take care and company."
Song Yiyang thought, if at that time, I don’t think too much, don’t think about what will happen to my parents when they know it, and don’t think about the thoughts and practices of grandparents when they know it. I only need to think about how to accompany Xu Wei and how to make her go well. I gave birth to a child and spent my life with her.
However, at that time, I did not do this.
Xu Wei shook his head, looked at the scenery in front of him, and said to Song Yiyang, "But there is no such thing as life."
Actually, I also thought about it. At that time, if Song Yiyang did not leave him, what he and Song Yiyang would face is not only himself and his children, but also the accusations and decisions of the two elders, as well as the eyes and thoughts of friends and classmates. He and Song Yiyang have to endure a lot.
"Well," Song Yiyang replied, also telling the truth, "what we think now, we at that time can't even think of it."
Just like the cowardly self at that time, when encountering things, he did not make the best choice, but chose to escape and stay away.
Xu Wei did not speak, and took the initiative to lean in Song Yiyang's arms. He closed his eyes to prevent the tears from flowing out, and muttered helplessly, "How can I forget you? How can I not love you?"
The last three words were too soft and the voice was too small, Song Yiyang did not hear. But before Song Yiyang heard it, he shook his head and said, "Don't forget me, Xu Wei, remember me, remember me forever."