: Chapter 27
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Entering a Split Personality
- 龙柒
- 1680 characters
- 2021-03-03 10:40:58
Disgusted by his son!
Xiao He's whole person is broken!
He stood there stupidly, feeling that he didn't even have the strength to wipe his hair.
This is really how sweet it was before, how sad it is now.
How good as a kid! Mengmengda, obediently, the people's hearts are almost softened into cotton candy when the father calls.
But now...I've grown up and thought about it. Not only do I stop being cute, I don't even call my father seldom. What's more, I still hate him now!
Xiao He only felt that a fire was burning in his chest, and he was about to explode.
After more than ten years of feelings, he really regarded him as his own child, devoted all his feelings, and worked hard to achieve the best, best and most complete role of father.
But now, Xiao He was choked to death.
Is it such a painful thing to grow up?
Xiao He put on his clothes feebly, learning his mind.
He must go home more to see his parents when he has time. Being a parent is really not easy!
He was in a bad mood, but Xiao He was originally a very soft personality, so if he wanted him to lose his temper with the child he raised in the palm of his hand, that was nothing to think about.
Xiao He prepared the food, puffed up, and knocked on the door: "Xiao Fan, have dinner."
The room was silent and there was no echo.
Xiao He was silent for a while, and then said again for a long time: "If you have any concerns, you can tell your dad, and my dad will help you figure it out."
There was still no response, but Fan Shen, who was leaning against the door, slowly opened his eyes.
speak? how to say?
The handsome boy curled his lips and gave an ironic smile.
Tell him that he longs for him every day? Tell him that he kissed him to climax in his dream
tide? Or tell him that when he meets him, he will be uncontrollable and want to beg, thinking of the whole heart stabbing constantly?
Then... his stupid father will be stunned.
Then... can he see him again?
At the thought of losing him forever, Fan Shen clenched his fists abruptly and instantly pressed everything to the bottom of his heart.
Destined to be unspeakable, then bury it deeply.
Destined to be unavailable, just watch.
It's better than losing forever, better than leaving completely,...much better.
After calming down, Fan Shen turned around to open the door and looked at Xiao He.
Xiao He was taken aback, but he was finally relieved and he was able to come out. Being hungry is not good for his health. He is now at the age of growing his body, so don't delay.
Because of this episode, this dinner was a bit too silent.
Xiao He tried to find a topic, but Fan Shen didn't like to talk about it. As he talked, he couldn't go on.
Fortunately, although his son was having a temper, he got up and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes as usual after the meal.
This is the rule of the two of them, one cooks, the other cleans up. Fan Shen has been doing this since he was ten years old.
Xiao He sat in front of the computer, flicking the comments when he was okay, but he was actually a little absent-minded.
Sure enough... I still have to talk to Xiao Fan.
Puppy love, although it is natural, it happened too early and it is not good.
For one thing, they are still young, their minds are immature, love comes and goes fast, too much toss is not conducive to physical and mental growth.
Furthermore... Although Xiao He knows that this is a spiritual world, his goal is to heal Fan Shen, hoping that he can grow up healthy. If there is an accident, it is also a huge shadow, which may affect the future. life.
Xiao He sighed long, rather distressed.
Adolescence is really boring!
It's a pity that there are a lot of parenting books, but there are very few books for teenagers...so he doesn't even have a reference.
However, let's talk anyway.
Xiao He is still somewhat confident. Although Fan Shen ignored him during the rebellious period, Xiao He still firmly believes that the relationship between the two of them can not be ignored by a few words.
He truly regards him as his son and believes that he must respect him.
In that case, what can we talk about? Maybe they will be able to untie his knot, they will be like before!
As Xiao He pondered, he was moved.
I really miss that obedient little guy, hurry up and return it to him!
After making up his mind, Xiao He didn't hesitate anymore, got up and left the study.
It happened that Fan Shen came out of the kitchen, and the two of them were facing each other.
Xiao He said quickly: "Let's talk."
Fan Shen's eyes flickered, and he asked softly, "Is there something wrong?"
Xiao He approached him and shook his hand very naturally: "I can't talk to my dad if there is nothing wrong?"
Fan Shen's body was not stiff and wanted to take his hand out, but Xiao He had already pulled him to sit on the sofa.
The two were close together, sitting side by side.
Xiao He couldn't help but sigh. He has maintained the appearance of twenty-six, but he is also more than ten years older than Fan Shen, but this guy is now a little taller than himself, and if he grows, he will definitely be taller. A lot of it, I really feel like thinking about it, the son is so much taller than the father...
He is entangled here with some of these, but Fan Shen beside him is tight and stiff like an ice sculpture.
They were too close, he could see his white neck as long as he turned his head a little bit, and then down slightly, he could catch a glimpse of the slender clavicle under his open collar, and even see...
A sudden burst of heat hit his body, and Fan Shen closed his eyes abruptly, forcibly concentrating.
But it's useless... His breath, his taste, and the heat of his body are all like deceptive squats, constantly approaching him, constantly corroding him, with a sweet and greasy taste and the tingling pain of scraping bones, It made him want to resist, but was powerless.
Xiao He brewed for a while, and finally spoke: "I saw it in the afternoon."
Fan Shen was startled slightly: "Huh?"
Xiao He said, "I saw you and that girl."
Like a thunderstorm, it rang in Fan Shen's mind suddenly. He suddenly returned to his senses, and a trace of panic flashed across his azure blue eyes: "No, I and her..."
"I know." Xiao He couldn't help feeling soft when he saw him so nervous.
After all, he was still a child, and he would still be nervous when his father saw such things.
However, Xiao He is inspiring to be an enlightened father. Where can he be blamed for this, he said warmly: "At your age, it is normal to have these thoughts. I am not that staid, but I still want to remind you to like each other It’s okay, but you have to be careful. After all, you are still young, and the road ahead is still long. Don’t be impulsive..."
Xiao He kept talking, but Fan Shen couldn't hear a word.
He fixedly looked at the man in front of him, but the luster in his eyes was like an extinguished lamp, gradually being swallowed by the night, and then disappeared without a trace.
It's ridiculous.
What was he panicking just now?
What right does he have to panic?
He was afraid of his misunderstanding, but in fact, where would he care?
"As long as it's not a line, is it okay to fall in love?" Fan Shen asked softly, lowering his eyes.
Xiao He was taken aback, and couldn't help but blinked: "This..."
"Dad." Fan Shen raised his head and looked into his eyes, "What do you want me to do in the future?"
Xiao He looked at him. At that moment, there was a gap in his brain, but he quickly reacted and said, "Of course I hope you will grow up and become a responsible, ambitious, and..."
"Does anyone have a family?" Fan Shen suddenly twitched the corner of his mouth, revealing a striking smile, "Marry a woman, get married, give birth to a child?"
Xiao He frowned, he instinctively felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't find out if he looked into it carefully.
But Fan Shen was waiting for his answer.
Xiao He recollected it, and there seemed to be nothing wrong. Growing up, getting married and having children is what all parents expect of their children.
It's simple, straightforward, and stress-free.
Thinking about this, he was relieved, and nodded.
Fan Shen smiled, and responded with a voice that was barely audible: "Okay, I understand."
After speaking, got up and left.
Xiao He was still sitting on the sofa, feeling inexplicably empty in his heart.
Why is it so weird... Are children so elusive when they grow up?
Xiao He sighed heavily.
Fan Shen went to the bathroom, took off his clothes, turned on the shower, and let the cold water drip down.
Something that has been very certain for a long time, but when he heard it personally, it still felt like an upset.
He didn't know why he was like this, he didn't understand what a normal father-son relationship should be.
Since he remembered, he was the only one.
In his eyes, in his heart, in the entire world, there is only him.
He didn't understand when he was a child, until he was twelve years old, his heart beat because of a kiss that was so shallow that he had no other meaning.
Then he had a dream.
The man in the dream was moaning carefully, whispering his name, confused and infatuated under him.
And he can kiss him without scruples, touch him, bring him happiness, and give him all the tenderness and affection that overflows.
But after waking up from the dream, it is like falling into the abyss.
After that, Fan Shen refused his favorite Good Morning and Good Night kiss.
Since then, Fan Shen has never slept with Xiao He again.
Not wanting, but not dare.