Chapter 90: chapter 90

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This is a dead question without a solution.
But...Xiao He still didn't want Fan Shen to have an accident.
If you stay awake, you will die.
He didn't want Fan Shen to die anyway.
As long as you live, there is hope, as long as you live, there are other possibilities, as long as you live... They may one day, one day... will be together.
So even though this is cruel to Fan Shen, this is bullying him, but Xiao He still said without hesitation: "Wake up, Fan Shen, please wake up, I will not see you, I will never see you On the one hand, but I hope you can live, even if you are far apart, even if you have not been able to see you, even if you are alive, I can only miss you silently, but I also hope you can live."
When Xiao He said this, Fan Shen twisted his eyebrows slightly.
But slowly, Xiao He collapsed a little. He cried so much that he couldn't stop his tears, and he cried so much that his voice was choked, crying as if his chest was filled with despair.
"If you die... Fan Shen, if you let me know that you are dead, then I won't live anymore, I won't live anymore."
Listening to the news that you are alive from a distance, at least there is hope of continuing to survive.
But if you die... Then I am alone, how can I bear all this?
So... Although very selfish, please wake up.
Is Fan Shen a person who has no responsibility?
No... he is braver than anyone, stronger than anyone, and more determined than anyone.
Although he was full of pain just thinking about it, Fan Shen knew Xiao He's mind and realized Xiao He's love, and he could not let him down.
"Okay..." Fan Shen kissed his forehead and whispered, "I promise you that I will live."
Xiao He shouldn't let Xiao He bear all this alone, at least give Xiao He a time, a process of gradually forgetting him slowly and normally.
Because it was the last hug, they hugged each other lingeringly, wishing to kiss every part of each other's body.
However, there will be an end after all.
Xiao He fell asleep in contentment and woke up in a void.
Back in the real world, there was no joy, only despair and grief, and I didn't even know what to say or do.
Because Xiao He would be stunned every time he woke up, so Qin Su didn't bother him.
But this time Xiao He couldn't calm down anyhow.
He didn't dare to look at Fan Shen who was sleeping on the side. He just got out of bed and whispered to Qin Su, "Come on, let's take a step to speak."
Qin Su got up and led him out of the house.
Xiao He took a deep breath and said softly, "Fan Shen will wake up soon."
As soon as he said this, Qin Su's body was slightly stiff, and his eyes that had always been calm as water were full of undisguised surprise.
Xiao He saw it in his eyes, but couldn't laugh.
In fact, he had worried before whether Qin Su would be unfaithful to Fan.
But now, Xiao He is very clear that the people who can be kept by Fan Shen must be extremely loyal. Although Qin Su looks a bit mysterious, he probably respects Fan Shen very much inside.
At that moment, Xiao He was a little jealous instead.
Qin Su can stay with Fan Shen, but he can't.
But... Xiao He also understands.
Qin Su is just a subordinate to Fanshen, but he is the closest person to the pillow with Fanshen.
There is too much difference between the positions of each other, so the requirements are very different.
It is said that lover's room cannot tolerate a little sand. Xiao He didn't think he wanted to try it, but he knew...At first, he can get along with each other in harmony, but like cutting meat with a dull knife, when he feels pain, he is full of eyesight. Bared.
He and Fan Shen were so scared that it was the time when they were desperate.
No longer thinking about it, Xiao He continued: "Before this, can you help Fan Shen erase the memory of this treatment?"
This is Xiao He's little abacus, and it is the last thing he can do for Fan Shen.
Qin Su must have this ability, after all, he said it at the beginning.
Xiao He spoke at this moment, but Qin Su was a little puzzled: "You...don't you want to see Young Master again?"
Xiao He nodded: "Never see each other again?"
Qin Su frowned slightly: "Is there any contradiction? Although I reminded you at the beginning, if you are sure, you can fall in love with the young master. I have no right to..."
"No." Xiao He shook his head, almost forcing his own voice to flow out of his difficult voice, "I can't be with him. We have reached an agreement on this point. You only need to make him forget all this. , It is the best for him and for me."
Qin Su wanted to say more, but Xiao He didn't want to say anything.
"That's it. I'm going back. I haven't been home for a long time and want to rest."
Qin Su was not a good at comforting people, seeing that Xiao He's heart had been resolved, he could only swallow the words back.
Xiao He left, and left without concern.
He knew that Fan Shen would wake up, and he knew that Fan Shen would learn that he had amnesia by reading Qin Su's mind.
But it doesn't matter. Only they know what happened between him and Fan Shen. What Qin Su heard was just fragments of words, and it didn't mean anything.
And amnesia, not only the memory, but also the feelings.
Without that mood, no amount of experience would be pale and could not arouse resonance.
Fan Shen would be confused at best, but Xiao He knew that Fan Shen would not be curious.
He is very smart, so how can such a smart person not understand?
In this way... at least Fan Shen doesn't have to bear their feelings, at least it can relieve him some pressure.
But... Xiao He returned home and couldn't smile at his parents for the first time. He went back to the house and hid in the quilt, crying out of breath.
He personally ruined the happiness of this life.