Chapter 87:

Those three words were like unintentionally leaking heart sounds. Lu Yue heard a wave of her eyes, and a secret emotion in her heart gradually rose. A nervous red rose on her white face: "I ..."
"Sorry, you didn't hear me just now. I'll go first." Lu Yuegang just started, and the man had blocked his words, the cold back made Lu Yue think he had just heard his ears, and then The loss in my heart rose quietly.
[Lu Yue: Alas, it is indeed a mermaid, playing such an insane trick! 】
001: Where does he see that this is a desire to escape? Look at the mermaid's awkward look. Who turns around?
Lu Yue returned uneasily, but unexpectedly did not see the shadow of the man. Lu Yue was a bit lost. After noon, the man had not returned. He put the rest of the food in the refrigerator, and then went to school with the preparation materials. .
Along the way, I have been thinking about what the man said. Thinking about it, I began to doubt whether the man had said that.
"Teacher, I have n’t understood the last question you just talked about in the class, can you repeat it?" Lu was pulled back, but Lu Yue turned back awkwardly, because he even talked about himself. Did not remember anything. Lu Yue felt helpless about her messy heart.
However, when he hurried home, he still couldn't see the man's shadow. He had to eat dinner by himself and then prepare for tomorrow's class. Lu Yue has always been rigorous and responsible in his research. He is not sloppy at all. He is now a teacher, but the pride and responsibility in his bones make him ashamed of his absence this afternoon.
He comforted himself in his heart, don't think about zero first, he will come back, otherwise where can he go?
However, until midnight, the man had not returned. The next day, Lu Yue got up and glanced at the bed. He usually gets up every morning and can see men standing there, staring at the scenery outside, but now there is no shadow there.
Lu Yue couldn't help worrying, why didn't she come back? Where did you go?
He nervously took out his cell phone and wanted to contact the man, but suddenly remembered that the man didn't even have the cell phone, which means that no matter where the man went, he couldn't contact him!
Lu Yue's body was shaking, but he tried not to make himself appear too trivial. He murmured, "It's just that he didn't come back one night. Don't worry, he should be back today."
He comforted himself so much, but after three days, the man did not return.
During these three days, Lu Yue told himself not to think too much, but when he ate, he couldn't help looking at the seat opposite, always remembering the delicate look of the man when he ate. Although a man is always silent and doesn't speak actively, he feels that such a person makes him feel comfortable. He can't get rid of his nightmare. He doesn't need the comfort of others, he only needs someone to accompany him.
After finally having such a person, Lu Yue felt suddenly more afraid of loneliness than before when he left so suddenly, and he could not sleep again and again. Those pictures were like an intertwined giant net, making it difficult for him to get out.
[Lu Yue: So, where did the mermaid go, why not come back? 】
[001: He went back to deal with things in the clan, probably will come back tomorrow, do you miss him? 】
[Lu Yue said frankly: a bit, I want to finish the blackening value and hurry away. Every day, the sea breeze blows, my skin is rough! 】
[001 suggestion: Maybe you can redeem sunscreen products. 】
[Lu Yue: Not a five-star praise. Don't! 】
[001: Rest assured, quality assurance, can't be worse. 】
The mermaid who finished handling the matter really returned the next day, so when Lu Yue saw the familiar figure standing there, he almost thought that he had hallucinations. He stood there stunned, the people across the room noticed the sound, and slowly turned to look at him. When those dark eyes reflected his obviously thin face, Lu Yue knew that the person in front of him was real.
"You ... what's wrong?" The man was startled by Lu Yueying's appearance, his voice was faintly worried.
Lu Yue closed the mist from her eyes, walked down to the sofa without a word, lowered her briefcase, and poured a glass of water silently, ignoring the man's questioning. Obviously wanted to ask him where he went and why he didn't come back these days, but he swallowed again. What qualifications do you have to keep him with you? Not to leave in the end.
The more the mermaid looked at the youth, the more wrong he was. He left in a hurry that day, afraid that he would scare him out if he suddenly blurted out. However, it doesn't seem to be the case at all now, what went wrong? Or is the youth in trouble?
Thinking of this, the mermaid approached the young man with a restrained tenderness in his eyes: "What happened?"
Lu Yue did not answer. He held the glass tightly with both hands, and his thin fingers were as bright as white porcelain under the light. The honey-colored lips clasped tightly, as if suppressing something inside.
The young man still didn't speak, the mermaid's eyes darkened, or did he not want to see him?
"Sorry, then I'll go back." Just as the mermaid wanted to leave silently, the young man sitting on the sofa suddenly stood up, his voice anxious and sad: "Where are you going?"
The man turned to look at him: "... I can't tell you, sorry."
The youth apparently froze, and his eyes fell red instantly. He wanted to ask, why do you come here if you have a place to go? Also, did he really just talk to him?
The young man really didn't want to make himself too embarrassed. He didn't know why he felt that kind of dependence on men. Perhaps he was too afraid of being lonely and afraid of living in the shadows of the past. Maybe it is the gentle eyes that men occasionally show, which makes them feel silently cared for, like the calm sea in the early morning sun, giving people infinite peace and tolerance.
But that tolerance did not belong to him, because the man left the place again.
[001: So what do you think? 】
[Lu Yue: Parting is for a better reunion. I'm brewing feelings. 】
001 humming in my heart, just because of the nature of Lu Xiaofei, even if he has been brewing for several years, he can't produce a "feeling".
For the next few days, Lu Yue got up like a wood, ate, and went to class. He wanted to forget that person and go back to his previous life. It turns out that this is not a difficult thing to do. A friend of his previous told him that forgetting a person just takes time. You don't need to deliberately, you just need to focus on other things.
As long as Lu Yue thinks, he can certainly keep himself busy. He has classes during the day and comes back to prepare classes in the evening. On Saturdays and weekends, he can also go to see the sea and go around the town. This is exactly what I wanted to live after retirement, nothing bad.
Yes, nothing bad. However, he always came to the hotel door where he was drunk that day, intentionally or unintentionally, and couldn't help looking at the surrounding alley intersection, subconsciously looking for a tall figure. When he sees a strange face, he can't help being lost. The town is not very big, he thought, if he walked around the town, would he accidentally run into him? But what should I say after encountering it?
He had been a stranger with himself. He had let him live in the past to thank him. Now that he should have his own place, how could he still come back? What reason do you have for him to come back?
Lu Yue thought about it, she was going to be mad by herself. What does it look like? He looked at the dark-skinned man in the mirror, and couldn't help secretly abandoning himself. It doesn't look like it, Lin Yuan.
The changes in Lu Yue even felt the group of students in the school. Their teacher Lin has been getting more and more when he has gone away recently, and the face under his eyes has lost a circle. Bai Jing looked in his eyes and couldn't help feeling distressed.
"Lin Yuan, what's wrong with you?" After school that day, Bai Jing pulled Lu Yue going out. Since having dinner that night, the relationship between the two has become closer than before, but these days the youth are obviously not in a state.
"I'm fine," Lu Yue said lightly.
Bai Jing poked politely: "Don't lie to me, you must have encountered something, say, what?"
"I'm really fine, but I haven't slept well recently."
"Don't you think of someone? You shouldn't fall in love, right?" This was originally a question Bai Jing asked casually, but she didn't know until she saw Lu Yue's forbearing lips. This is what he said.
When Lu Yue was forced to tell the ins and outs of the story, the girl patted the table on the spot, and she was startled.
"Isn't he just a man! Lin Yuan, you look so good and learned so much that even men are going to like you!"
Lu Yue smiled bitterly: "It's the same, he's gone."
"Go after it!" Bai Jing's eyes seemed to be spitting fire. "How do you keep people out if you don't chase it, you don't know that he doesn't know you like him! Come on, you don't mean he is also possible Like you? "
Lu Yue paused for a moment: "But ..."
"It's nothing," Bai Jing met his hesitant eyes. "If you look hard, you will surely find him. The town is so big, are you afraid he will hide in the sea!"
"... I see." Lu Yue finally nodded and smiled. He looked at the the opposite side with a grateful look, and then turned his head towards the distant horizon. A round of red sun rose slowly across the sea level.