Chapter 44:

When Chu Fei woke up, there was still some unreality.
He lay on the bed for a long time, and he seemed to lose his anger. After a long time, his body shook suddenly, stumbled and got out of the bed, and went to open the wooden window in the house to look out.
The sky was bright outside, the sun was high, and the mountains were still a bit cold early in the morning. The morning breeze made him get goose bumps immediately. Chu Fei didn't care, but stared blankly at the bright scorching sun above his head. It wasn't until Xiao Si noticed that he was unusual and called him aloud that he finally recovered.
He is still alive?
This courtyard is very familiar, and it is clear that it is still in Yunshan Temple. He comes to Yunshan Temple every year and lives in the same courtyard every year.
Could it be that after going down to the Yin Cao Jifu, the Jifu is exactly the same as the world? Not only is there the sun, but the trees and plants seem to be reproduced from the world, and even the yard full of anger is like a dream.
It is said that there is no sky in the netherworld, is it possible that the monk also lied to him? Or is it that he can avoid the pain of deep-fried, fire-cooked, scalpel, and the sea of ​​slashing, all his sins?
"The prince, the prince!" The young man walked over with his coat and hurriedly put it on him: "The mountain is cool and the prince is careful to pay attention to his body.
Chu Fei looked back at him, thought for a long time, but still couldn't think of his name.
He flicked away the little boy, walked back to the center of the room, looked around, then asked, "Where is this?"
"Master, this is Yunshan Temple. Why did you forget this?" The young man was surprised: "Master, do you want a slave to call the doctor?"
"Yunshan Temple?" Chu Fei responded, and couldn't help but wonder.
Xiaosi looked at him anxiously, walked a few steps towards the door, and heard Chu Fei say again: "Is Master Huizhen in the temple?"
The young man replied: "Of course Master Huizhen is in the temple. Originally, Master Huizhen was wandering away. It was the lord who specially called Master Huizhen back. Did you even forget this?"
Chu Fei didn't answer, and after tightening his coat, he hurriedly walked outside. He has been to Yunshan Temple many times, and he is familiar with all the roads here. When he passed the yard next door, he didn't pause at all, and walked straight towards Master Huizhen's residence. Xiao Si was startled, and hurried to chase after him.
The young monk in Master Huizhen's courtyard saw him coming, but they didn't stop him, and Chu Fei didn't answer any of them, and rushed in.
"Great monk!"
Master Huizhen heard the sound.
"Great monk, did you do it?" Chu Fei grabbed him and asked eagerly: "Good point, why am I..." He stopped halfway through his words, and didn't know what to do next. Say.
Master Huizhen's white beard seemed to be less than he remembered.
Chu Fei suddenly found something wrong. He didn't let go of Master Huizhen's hand, but hurriedly turned around and asked Xiao Si: "When is it now?"
The little servant wondered: "Master, what are you asking? It's Mao Shi."
Chu Fei was short of breath: "I ask you if this year is Tianhe... How many years is Tianhe?"
"Back to the prince, it is Tianhe eighteen years."
"Eighteen years? How could it be eighteen years?" Chu Fei asked Hui Zhen again, "Great monk, did you do it?"
Master Huizhen said the Buddha's name, "What the prince is saying, the poor monk can't understand it."
Chu Fei grabbed his robes and stared at him for a long while, finally calmed down. He raised his eyes to see the worried look in the young man's eyes. He only felt that his headache was splitting, and he waved to drive him away.
"Prince, the minion is going to call the doctor over?"
"No need to call."
"Then the minion will bring some food?"
Chu Fei paused, then said, "Make a pot of strong tea for this king."
The young man responded and hurried out.
When Xiao Si had made the tea, he found an excuse to drive Xiao Si away again, taking a sip of strong tea into his stomach, and Chu Fei woke up completely. He closed his robe, held a cup with a small mouth and drank, looking at the distance in a daze, sorting out the memories in his mind.
Upon seeing this, Master Huizhen didn't say anything, and silently closed his eyes and recited the scriptures.
After a long time, Chu Fei finally moved.
His eyes were deeper than before, and most of the anger from his body seemed to have been taken away. The whole person was depressed, his clothes were messy, his black hair was scattered, and he was far from the usual glamour.
"Great monk, in Buddhism it is said that people have reincarnation, is it true or not?"
Master Huizhen moved for a while and opened his eyes to look at him: "The prince thinks he has an adventure."
Chu Fei smiled bitterly: "If you really say it, it will indeed arouse envy."
If there is a chance, who doesn't want to do it again?
But before he died, his thoughts were gone, and he had the thought of dying. Who knew that he opened his eyes again, but did not die as he wished, but returned to many years ago.
Tianhe eighteen years... Tianhe eighteen years. At this time, nothing had begun to happen, and even A Nuan had never entered her palace.
If someone else wants to do it again, it is to make up for the shortcomings of the past, but let him do it again, what do they want to make up for? No one in the palace treats him sincerely, the only one who treats him sincerely, if he does it again, he doesn't dare to hurt Ah Nuan again, and let Ah Nuan walk the same way in his previous life again.
Throughout his life, he boasted that he was witty and smart, but he couldn’t even understand the minds of the people around him. Only during the time he was just married, he and A Nuan fell in love with each other, and had a sweet life afterwards. It was also calculated and provoked by others, and was separated from A Nuan. If he wanted to make up for the shortcomings, he shouldn't go back to this time. He had to return to his childhood in one breath. When the queen mother adopted him under the queen's knee, he directly slammed to death on the scarlet pillar in the temple. A hundred dead.
Chu Fei sighed and said wearily, "Even if there is such an adventure, I don't know if it is good or bad."
Master Huizhen said: "The prince is hesitating in his heart."
Chu Fei smiled bitterly: "I live like a fool, so what else is there to hesitate."
"I'm afraid the prince didn't think so in his heart." Master Huizhen said: "The prince has always been confident, and he doesn't even believe in his own fate. Yesterday, the prince personally said to the poor monk that he would stop until he hit his head and see the results clearly. How can you be softened so easily."
He had to believe the fate only because he saw the result clearly, the blood was shed, the man was lost, his life was gone, and his pride was shattered to pieces.
He has seen all the results, even the things he didn't know before, the ones who were concealed, and the ones who were deceived. He could see clearly before he died. What could he not be reconciled to?
If you really say that you are unwilling, he is the only one who owes A Nuan, and he can't pay his life. But when he wakes up, it is already too late, and it is too late to make up. He can only ask Huizhen to help her day and night. Chanting the sutras and praying for blessings, in exchange for her next life to go smoothly.
Even though he did it again, he didn't dare to approach A Nuan again, and then hurt her to die for himself, because he fell too painful and miserable in his previous life, and now he dare not even think of any extra thoughts. I accidentally walked the wrong way and went back on the old path of my last life.
Chu Fei buckled his back, holding the cup and cautiously, without the confidence of the past.
Master Huizhen had been with him for a long time, but he still saw him for the first time.
Master Huizhen couldn’t bear to say:
Since the prince has one more chance than others, why should he give up like this. The prince has an adventure, and he has an advantage over others. If he just gives up like this, the prince who knows the poor monk, really Not like."
Chu Fei said, "What kind of me do you know the great monk?"
Master Huizhen said: "The prince often tells the poor monks that man will conquer the sky."
"Great monk, is this also the fortunetelling you gave me?" Chu Fei smiled bitterly: "I didn't believe you when you told me fortune-telling, but then you really got it. I didn't believe it before, but now I am I have to believe it. If that's the case, then why should I listen to you and avoid the fate early, so as not to end up in the same way."
"The poor monk also said that the number of people's lives is changing at any time, and the poor monk can say it is only nine out of ten."
"But nine out of ten, they have already been hit."
"But the poor monk hasn't figured it out. The prince will have some adventures."
Chu Fei was taken aback.
Master Huizhen folded his hands together and nodded slightly: "The fate of the prince has changed, but the poor monk can't see it clearly."
"You..." Chu Fei couldn't help but straightened up. "Are you serious?"
"The monks don't slander."
"But what if..."
Master Huizhen: "It's better for the prince to follow his heart. If the prince can have this adventure, he is still unwilling to think about it. If the prince abandons himself, wouldn't this opportunity be wasted?"
Chu Fei nodded thoughtfully.
He suddenly said, "Great monk, do you know what happened to me?"
Master Huizhen laughed but did not answer.
"Great monk, did you do this after all?"
Chu Fei thought about it, and after repeating such a mysterious thing, only Master Huizhen could do it. Master Huizhen has a high level of cultivation, and even today's sages highly respect him. Even before his death in his previous life, the last one he saw was Huizhen.
Master Huizhen said: "The poor monk does not understand what the prince is saying."
Chu Fei looked at him suspiciously for a long while, but could only give up.
When he came out of Master Huizhen's yard, Chu Fei returned to his residence. He lay on the bed and couldn't help thinking carefully about his plans for this life.
After living, he understood everything. Everyone in the palace didn’t treat him sincerely. The Queen Mother hated his mother and concubine. At the time, Princess Shu died of love with the emperor, so that the Queen Mother didn’t have a chance to start her hands. Her hatred fell on him, and the emperor raised him. Da, I dote on him in every way, even a few nephews are not favored by him, but they are meant to be the queen mother and want to kill him.
In the last life, he wanted to marry A Nuan, but he was very nervous. At that time, A Nuan’s reputation had not yet been cleared, and the royal family had always paid attention to fame. He originally thought that neither the queen mother nor the emperor would agree, but he didn’t want to. When A Nuan was told to them, the queen mother and the emperor were only happy that he had a sweetheart, and never said anything because of A Nuan's reputation. It was that he was full of joy, only when the empress dowager and the emperor both spoiled him, but he did not know that A Nuan's reputation was cleared later, and he was praised by Master Huizhen, but the two changed their faces together. First of all, it provoked him and A Nuan to separate his heart, and then he designed her when A Nuan was giving birth, so that she would kill and kill her for fear that he would leave his own child. Later, when he was discouraged and depressed, the two of them were worried that what they were doing would be exposed, and they attacked him first, splashing sewage on his head, and a glass of poisoned alcohol killed him.
If in this life, A Nuan has cleared his reputation first, and then he proposes to marry A Nuan, he may be hindered by two people in every possible way, for fear that he will get any help for it.
Chu Fei sighed in his heart.
But in this life, he didn't dare to hurt Ah Nuan anymore.
As long as he clears his fame, A Nuan can naturally marry a good family. Although he dare not approach, he will also watch in secret to remove obstacles for A Nuan. If someone dares to treat A Nuan badly. , He will definitely help Anuan deal with that person. He didn't dare to let A Nuan marry her anymore, as long as A Nuan lived comfortably in this life and no longer suffered the grievances of the previous life.
As for himself, as long as he be a idle prince, be stupid appropriately, and show no threat, the empress dowager and the emperor will not be wary of him.
Even so, he still felt unwilling in his heart.
How did he live so silly?
Although he was grateful for the empress dowager and the emperor's nurturing affection, all the affection had been polished in the last life. Even if he was in peace, the two would not let him go easily.
Huizhen said to let him do what he wanted. He wanted to protect A Nuan, but he was not reconciled to let others calculate. If he can't even find a place to stand, how can he protect A Nuan?