Chapter 94:

Even if Qi Qi didn't look up, he knew that the woman was bloodless for a moment.
You do n’t have to look at her face, just look at her pair of feet-the sole that has just been rubbed on the floor has stopped suddenly, the toes are raised, the ribs on the instep are stretched, the whole body Stiff.
Qi Qi observed this and decided to go on.
"I've been alone all these years, and I didn't even make a phone call, because I would be hung up by my family without saying a few words." Although he was only laying his "interview", Qi Qisuo Most of the statements in the past are in line with the facts, and the feelings are also, "To be honest, I am not alone, I have a job, I have a salary, and I do n’t have to eat and live by myself ... But every year during the holidays, colleagues I went home and reunited, and said in my heart that it ’s not uncomfortable to be fake. "
Speaking of which, his right hand was gently placed on the plaster of his left arm to remind him of what happened to this listener.
"You are also in the hospital. Can you imagine how I feel when a person wakes up in a hospital bed after the anesthesia effect of the operation is over, and no relatives can see it?"
The woman's feet on her feet slowly lowered and landed again, as if grasped by what he said.
Qi Qi lowered her head slightly and took a deep breath.
Looking back on my own experience at that time, even if it was for a certain purpose, the emotions inevitably fluctuated when I said it. He secretly warned himself not to get stuck in memories too deep to extricate himself.
"However, I am actually lucky, because leaving home is already a matter of graduating from college. After all, an adult, whether it is material or spiritual, can still bear it."
He paused a bit at this place, and quietly looked at the woman's feet again.
"Compared to those children who have been abandoned by their parents since I was a child, I have such a degree of pain ... It's really nothing--" Qi Zi said slowly.
The woman's feet cramped fiercely.
If there is not concrete floor but mud at the foot, it is estimated that two deep scratches on the ground can be seen. It was like the scar that that sentence scratched in her heart.
She looked away and gasped for a moment, her hands tied to the gown of the patient, her fingers tied tightly with the strap.
At this moment, Qi Qin suddenly smiled calmly, as if nothing had happened.
"Auntie, I have an extra breakfast here, would you like to try it?"
The woman was still wandering, looking at him as if she had lost her soul, and for a moment he forgot how to organize the sentence, so there was no answer.
Qi Qi didn't make a sound, but quietly started to open the lunch box taken out of the satchel.
The lunch box has a good thermal insulation effect, and the food contained in it is still warm. There are a few sliced ​​egg omelets on the upper layer, a ball of corn and mashed potatoes, nutritious biscuits made of several pieces of coarse grains, and a lower box with half boxes of preserved eggs Congee.
He didn't wait for the woman to refuse, and took the lead to hand over the lunch box and smiled slightly: "I just ate at the breakfast shop outside the hospital today, and I didn't know that my friend would bring me breakfast. The things are completely untouched and very clean. It ’s a pity to waste so much—Auntie, you ’re welcome, try it.

For such a long paragraph, the woman only understood the word "friend", and suddenly looked up and stared at Qi Qi.
"Friend ..." she repeated mechanically.
Qi Qi looked back calmly, carefully observing the emotion in her eyes.
What emotions are still vague, the only thing that can be confirmed is that those emotions are violently turbulent-
"Ah," he suddenly shouted shortly, showing something that reminded him of, "Yes, my friend aunt, the one you have seen is the one who reached out to help you yesterday--"
The woman gasped and almost dropped the lunch box in her hand. It was easy to hold steady, but my hands were shaking steadily.
"He ... have you been here?" Knowing that she was in the hospital, she came here and didn't meet.
"Well, he's been here." Qi Qi's face didn't change color.
"When……"
"It's about half an hour ago," Qi Qi lied a little according to the current situation, and deliberately fabricated a few details, "but he is a little strange today, he called me to meet me at the door of the hospital. Ken comes in. And ... he looks so bad that he leaves when he has finished. "
"Poor look ... what does it mean?" The woman's voice began to tremble slightly with the hand.
"He is in a poor state of mind," Qi Qiao frowned lightly. This statement is true. It's just that when he described it, some of the details were selectively removed, and some others were added. "I don't know what happened. He hasn't wanted to speak since yesterday, and he refused to answer anything. But— —

He paused deliberately here, hesitantly.
"But what?" The suspension was successful because the woman suddenly raised her head.
The interview said it was not simple, there were only two things coming and going, one was asking and the other was answering.
How to ask questions is very particular, and the way to get answers is not necessarily generated by "ask", you can also "lead". A woman is not a person who can easily ask out things, so she needs to change the method and formulate the information she wants to hear.
Qi Long sighed for a long time.
"Yesterday at midnight, he suddenly called me ... It sounded like he was drunk or something. He was not very conscious. At first, he only heard him choking, and when he came behind, he started crying. I was terrified, but people There is really no way in the hospital. I can only listen to him crying while persuading. In the end, my voice was crying, but I still refused to tell me why. "
The woman was sitting like a clay sculpture, and she moved, her head down.
After really listening to these descriptions, she was not so excited, and her eyes were as if she had been hollowed out.
Then, she made an unprecedented action-she broke the egg roll in the lunch box and trembled it to her mouth, even pushing a little bit of it out of fear of falling out.
Qi Qi was stunned for a moment, unable to describe his mood at this moment.
He whispered, "Auntie, does it taste good?"
Without a word, the woman nodded slightly.
Qi Qi noticed that when she nodded, something fell straight, flashed in the air, and fell into the lunch box.
He breathed a sigh of relief, wondering why he could finally say the rest of his words at ease.
"Very good, right? My friend ... Actually, like the food he made, he is a very good person. But you may not think that he once said that he and I experienced similar experiences. I didn't believe it at all. —I do n’t believe that he is such a good person, how can parents have the patience to abandon him? How can an abandoned child grow up to be such a considerate person when he grows up, taking in others and taking care of others.

Speaking of which, he smiled and explained: "Ah, he is a veterinarian, has rescued many small animals, is it very loving?"
Even, rescued me.
Recalling the past, his eyes softened involuntarily.
The woman slowly lifted her face, not even paying attention to the two wet traces on her face, or how embarrassed the tears were.
Qi Zi looked at her, and looked back.
"I just want to know, the people who abandoned him at that time ... Have you ever had a little regret? What do you say?"
The woman blinked her eyes, barely squeezed the tears from her eyes, and looked at the young man in front of her again. The pure white sunlight on the winter morning was printed on Qi Qi's face through the window glass. The temperament was the same as when he first met, but the line of sight cast had changed and became straight and thorough.
She opened her mouth and her voice was hoarse: "You, actually know who I am ... right?"
Qi Qi was silent, and smiled silently.
With a "di", the text message came.
Shen Yan was slightly shocked.
Hearing the SMS promptly, he did not have the courage to take out the phone and check the message immediately.
I subconsciously looked at the wall clock on the wall of the ward, and it was almost lunch break. At this time, no one would text him. However, the thought that the man was having a conversation in the hospital at this time that he could not guess where he was heading was very deep.
In the morning, basically spend time in the operating room. Surgery requires full attention, and the mobile phone as the only contact tool is also left in the office, allowing him to put his mind to work smoothly without having to think about it for the time being.
It ’s a pity that you always have to face—
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He hesitated to walk a few steps in the ward, his eyes suddenly stopped on the severely injured puppy dog ​​abandoned by the owner because of the collision.
The dog's recovery is good. Today's eyes are significantly longer than yesterday, and there is an appetite for eating, but the ears are still lingering and weakly sagged on both sides. Despite this, it raised its head when Shen Yan reached out and stroked it, gently licking his fingers again and again.
As if encouraged by it, Shen Yan's eyes moved lightly, and he smiled bitterly and confusedly.
Finally, he opened the interface of the SMS mailbox.
【benign. 】
The result of the pathology report.
The message of only two words choked him. When the feelings intersect, the hands hold the phone tightly, whispering, and slowly bury the head on it.
Even the dogs on the hospital bed looked up at him curiously, and murmured "Wang" for a moment.
"Fortunately ..." is benign.
He was heartily happy with the result, unable to deny his emotions, and was not ashamed of it.
It was a fact that he was deeply hurt by his mother.
But he couldn't be malicious, expecting her to get a "malignant" diagnosis, and struggling with illness when he was in his later years, he would not be restful for the rest of his life.
Grandpa would not want him to be such a person.
Qi Qi will not.
"what……"
Thinking of Qi Qi, Shen Yan gradually calmed down, and her breath finally returned to her normal rhythm. His thumb flicked back and forth on the keyboard and paused. He couldn't decide whether to call or not.
Since Qi Qi was able to send him the report, he must have just talked to the doctor, or ... and his mother himself.
Hesitating, his own cell phone ringing sounded first, scaring him.
"Hey?"
"Huh?" Probably the voice in the voice passed through, and the man laughed lazily in the earpiece, "What's wrong, don't you feel relieved to see the test result?"
Shen Yan shook his head subconsciously, although the other party was not in front of him at all.
There are places where you ca n’t worry, but it has nothing to do with the condition.
"She ..." Did you meet you?
"She is still sitting next to me," as if she was proficient in mind reading, Qi Qi answered calmly, and after hearing Shen Yan's breath suddenly stopped, smiled and gave him a strong heart shot, "You do That breakfast ... Auntie, she had finished it and said it was delicious. "
Shen Yan finally realized the intention of Qi Qi packing an extra breakfast at this time.
But what Qi Qi said, he couldn't respond for a while, as if stepping on a cotton field, he took two steps in a daze and couldn't believe that he was in reality.
Qi Xiao didn't hear him open his mouth for a long while, and then he continued gently: "We have been talking for a few hours. Me, I have talked a lot of things ... Most of them are things in my own home. Social events heard through various channels, family cases or something. Let her know that this kind of thing does not only happen to her. "
Suddenly, he continued.
"However, I said that no matter how much I can represent myself, I can use my own experience and feelings as examples, there is no way to replace you. Your real thoughts are only qualified by you, and I am an outsider in this matter. Finally, it ’s up to you two.

"Hmm ..." Shen Yan was breathless and answered very reluctantly.
"Shen Yan," Qi Po whispered, "There are some things that she wants to say to you face-to-face, and it's only suitable to speak face-to-face-can you come after work?"
Most companies or organizations usually work early in the afternoon from Friday to afternoon, but the pet hospital is just the opposite, because many owners are sending their
children
at this time, but it has become a hospital for a week except Saturday The busiest time of day.
Shen Yan couldn't get away, and some operations had already set a time, and it was not good to leave the job without permission. He had to come in accordance with the normal commuting time.
However, the mood is more anxious than any other day.
At more than four o'clock, he was still writing an emergency report in front of the ward door. Qi Qi had actually returned from the hospital. He appeared in the corridor and greeted him with a smile, which surprised him.
"Qi Qi?" Shen Yan called out the name in surprise, thinking he had admitted the wrong person.
"I'm back in advance." Qi Qin walked over with a soft smile as he answered. However, there were other nurses and customers coming and going on the corridor. He did n’t lean over, but stopped at Shen Yan ’s side, and his little finger rubbed vaguely on the back joint of the opponent ’s hand,
What should I say? Already said, and ... she also needs a little time alone to be mentally prepared. "
Psychological preparation.
Hearing this word, Shen Yan shook his eyes slightly, because he was not sure whether he was well prepared. After all, Qi Qi obviously wanted them to meet alone.
Qi Qi turned his head and looked at him quietly for a moment, still smiling: "I found a nice restaurant near the hospital, with cubicles, and good food. I guess you arrived at the hospital just for dinner time, I have reserved two seats for you. I will write you the address on the paper. You and your aunt will eat slowly and talk slowly. "
While talking, he took out a note in his pocket that had the address of the restaurant pre-written.
"Also, when I interviewed the People ’s Hospital before, I met a few leaders there and asked them to arrange a separate ward for her tonight, and then allowed her family to stay and take care of it. You stay overnight, so you do n’t have to worry Visit time limit or something. "
"Qi Qi," Shen Yan said slowly, dumbly, "Thank you. Thank you for everything you did for me."
Qi Qi lowered her eyes, seeming to laugh instead of laughing, and suddenly came out an irrelevant sentence: "You come over first, I have a private message to tell you."
Shen Yan did not know so, really lowered his head.
Qi Xiao's eyes swept all around, everyone was busy with other things, without paying attention to them, he pulled Shen Yan's collar down with his hand, and kissed him on the side of his face. A bite.
Looking up and seeing Shen Yan's stunned expression on his face, Qi Qi couldn't help but bury it on his shoulder and smiled for a while.
It wasn't until the nurse's footsteps came from the corner of the corridor that he pursed his lips, put a post-it note in Shen Yan's hand, and slightly bent his eyes and stepped back.
"Come on."
"Ok……"
Shen Yan unconsciously raised his hand to the place where he was just kissed, and promised in a low voice.
Qi Qi took another two or three steps back, and the silhouette gradually merged into the light from the window at the end of the corridor, making it dim, but it made Shen Yan feel that he was indeed standing in front of him.
He asked one last time: "If you want me to go with you, just speak. I can run again."
Shen Yan clenched the note in his palm, silenced for a moment, but finally shook his head gently: "No, I'll go by myself."
At this point, the voice inadvertently blew a little bit of depression.
"Sorry, Qi Qi ... I don't know how much I will talk to my mother and how long it will take. Tonight, I may not be able to do your two games--"
"You are thinking about this," Qi Qi smiled helplessly, "Idiot, when can't you listen to the game, serious things are more important."
Shen Yan stopped talking again: "When I first signed up, I said that I wanted to take back a round for you, and finally abstained."
Qi Qi raised her eyebrows, raised her chin slightly, and the tone was also: "I also said when I signed up, I want you to dub without any burden, not for anyone else, of course, this 'other' Including me. And the role of Tongquetai, I am more than enough to clean up by myself— "
To be honest, if he didn't mention it, he almost forgot the existence of the great Tongquetai.
Of course, this kind of thinking can't let the fans of the Great God know.
At least, he will not let the fans know until he "apologies" to the gods in public. Because the show is the finale, right-Qi Qi glanced at the time on the watch and smiled thoughtfully.
The author has something to say: _: з∠_The background has been exhausted to collapse in the past few days ... I'm sorry to post it now.