Chapter 372: Release (2)

Sometimes I also wonder if this is the real fate, just as Su Shi said to her before, they have been hurt each other, and each has experienced such a long wait, maybe those hurt and wait for later, in order to Now they meet, and then combine, God gives them the opportunity and test of each other, because of this test and hardship, they have kept themselves to each other.
Thinking, Enron’s mouth faintly smiles, the smile is satisfying and happy.
"Do you know, I used to think that as long as I can give birth to his children, he can stay with me for a lifetime." The nursery rhyme slowly opened his mouth with a mocking smile. "But he would rather not have children. I don't want to stay with me."
Enron didn't talk, just looked at her, didn't speak, didn't express any opinion about it.
"He really doesn't love, even if I try hard to love him, but he doesn't have any thoughts in his heart." The nursery rhyme said, the smile of the corner of the mouth slowly expanded, and then laughed out, "Oh. "The smile is in Enron's opinion, it is even more ugly than a cry."
Turning his head and looking at Enron, he asked: "You said that I am stupid, stupid, and I worked a man for six years. It took me six years to really know and accept this. Men don't love me, no matter how much I do, I will never have my place in my heart."
Enron still didn't speak because she didn't know what she could say. In fact, it seems that the nursery rhyme is not a poor person, is it because she is only using her family, her background, and then to help her career success, but never gave her real feelings. Their marriage is only a product of a certain purpose. In the end, it is not too unexpected to get such a result.
"I know that he is with me because of my background, my family, I know that he never loves me. I know how painful he was when he made a choice between you and me. I also know that he is leaving. I have never forgotten you since, and I know all of this. I know all of them." Nursery rhymes said, turning her head and looking at the distance, the breeze blowing her her hair, and directly attached to her face. On, even a small scorpion flew directly to her mouth, and did not reach out and continue to say faintly: "I don't mind if she doesn't love me, don't mind that he is only with money for the right to be with me, even I don't mind if he still can't forget you, even if he is yelling at your name while holding me, I can pretend that I haven't heard anything, and I can try to tell myself that one day sooner or later. I will live in her heart. I thought that time can change everything. I thought that after a long time, he can erase you from his memory. I thought that after a long time, he could see my efforts and see To my love for him, His good, but..." The nursery rhyme stayed for a while and then slowly reopened his mouth and said: "But I am wrong, wrong and outrageous, I will not love, no matter how much effort I put, he will not see me." Ok, I can't see my love, but it took me six years to see this simple truth. I said, I reached out and slowly covered my flat stomach. After a while, I tightened my hand. Tightly clenched into a fist, the expression on his face was a bit painful. He said: "The cost is still the life of my child!" The tears in the eyes fell like no warning, and there was no sound, but it was pitiful.
Enron, there is a kind of shock that can't be said in the heart. She is a mother. Now she still has a child. She knows how the child feels in the stomach. Even if he doesn't even move at first, it is the same as no time. But knowing the feeling afterwards is very wonderful. She can't describe it, but she can feel it.
Enron didn't know what to say, just looking at her, still couldn't help but ask: "You, are you okay?"
To ease my emotions, reach out to wipe the tears on my face, shake my head, and pull out the smile of my mouth, saying: "Nothing, although the price is heavy, but it is not meaningless, at least let me see it, this Men are no longer worthy of my love, stupid for six years, and it is time to stop stupid."
Enron didn't know what to say, just looked at her and nodded. It is strange to say that at this moment, she actually began to have some pity and pity her.
"Do you know who he is with?" the nursery rhymes asked with some pretense.
Enron didn't talk, just shook his head and his eyes fixed on her.
"Xiao Xiao." said the nursery rhyme. "You should be familiar with this name. It is your former colleague. It is a woman of all kinds."
Enron just nodded, yes, she also remembered. Eleven last time I went shopping with Su Shi and met on the pedestrian street. Xiao Xiao was very close to him because he was really only a stranger, so he did not deliberately To remember his things, because I don't care.
Her reaction was too dull, and the nursery rhyme was a little surprised. He looked at him with some doubts and asked: "You are not surprised at all?" Even if there is no relationship with Mo Fei, but this combination is still very strange, isn't it?
"I have met them on the street before." Enron said truthfully.
"Oh, this way." The nursery nodded a little, then smiled and said: "Do you know, I hate you before, really hate you, I always think it is because of your relationship, so you can't Accept me, can't love me, if you don't have it, if you meet me earlier, maybe our ending will not be like this."
"From six years ago, when I told me that I broke up with you, I couldn’t do it with him." Enron clarified again, maybe she hadn’t really let go before she met Su Shi, or she didn’t A piece of feeling came out, but one thing she knew very well, even if they didn't look back, they were impossible.
"I didn't believe it before. There is an old saying that the lover has a Shih Tzu in his eyes. Oh, his all kinds of bad things are good in my eyes. At the beginning, he was the best in my eyes, even perfect, because There is a strong sense of insecurity in his feelings. I always thought that your words were deceiving me. I even felt that such a good man was awkward outside. It’s ridiculous to think about it now. He is not good, not even Perfect, even a man who can't do anything with emotional loyalty, can be called a good man."