Chapter 434: Self-torture

Lin Li thinks that from the sports meeting of Xiaobin School last Friday, her interaction with the child seems to have improved a lot compared to the previous one. Although the child still doesn't like talking very much, she still doesn't like to laugh, and does not match him. Now this age is precocious, but the subtle changes have made Lin Li feel that the child is no longer the same as before, so she rejects her, a small detail, when she subconsciously reaches out and wants to touch his head. He didn't hide. She talked to him. Although he still didn't want to communicate with her, he would nod or shake his head, and looked at her very seriously. The number of times was too long. Lin Li could read a few from his eyes. Simple meaning.
Anyway, this is a good start for Lin Li. Since I have made up my mind to use this marriage as a job, then a good working environment is of course an important factor in how long this job can last. One.
But let Lin Li feel that her stomach is not so good. It seems that she is really being said by herself. Maybe she used to eat too much, the stomach function is too strong, and as many things as they have, She can eat, and such a good appetite is like good luck, it will not follow you for a long time, when you use all the good luck, then bad luck comes, and now for Lin Li Well, that bad luck is her bad appetite. Maybe she really got anorexia. She has no appetite for food. Sometimes she is very hungry, but she is not willing to eat. Even after eating, after eating, It will not spit out for a long time, just like now...
Lin Lizhen sat on the ground, and the whole spit was somewhat vain and weak, her chest was ups and downs, and she still had some breathing. This afternoon, she took Xiaobin’s school and went straight to Enron. Because Enron was her best friend, she felt it necessary to tell her about her current situation.
There is time and fate is such a trick to tease people, this is such a guess that torture is not transparent, a few months ago she has been unable to accept and understand because of Enron's flash marriage, in her thoughts and understanding, marriage is sacred, Only two people who love each other, with the blessing of everyone, make a promise to the other person's life! Then the combination of two people who are not in love is not a marriage at all.
But now, she really understands and understands Enron's original mood and helplessness. Enron said at the beginning, ‘I don’t know who to marry, who is married. 'Yes, it’s like her now. Since it’s no longer loved, marriage doesn’t have any meaning for itself. It’s just a relationship of mutual cooperation. Then, marry, marry, who, what? What is the difference?
Moreover, it is rare to find someone who is loyal to each other. This kind of cooperative relationship is too much pleasant, and there is really nothing to complain about.
She is sure that she is not as good as Enron to meet Su Shi, but she is also very happy to be able to find her own happiness after Enron has experienced it.
Lin Lizhen sat on the ground for a while, waiting for the cold wall behind him to prepare, but because the time on the ground was long and the feet were a little numb, this stood up, the foot was soft, and the eyes would fall. In the past, suddenly there was a strong force behind her arm that held her whole body up, and then Lin Li only felt that her back was hot, and the whole person handed in a warm chest.
Slowly looking up, I saw Zhou Hanzheng looking at her with a slight brow. In addition to his usual coldness, the eyes seemed to have more blame.
"Thank you, thank you." Lin Li thanked him, reaching out and pushing him away, unable to guess what he meant in his eyes.
Zhou Han did not let go, looked at her with a cold eye, and said with a voice that was more than a dozen degrees colder than his eyes: "Do you think you still have to move?" After that, she did not wait for her to answer, and directly took the waist. She hung up.
Lin Li only felt a little dizzy, and with just vomiting, she was so dizzy that she clung to his neck, but in view of the numbness in her feet, Lin Li did not push him away. Say you have to go by yourself, because you really don't have much strength.
When Zhou Han was holding her out of the bathroom, standing at the door, Zhou Jiabin’s small potter was looking at Lin Li with his big eyes, Lin Li’s thoughts were quite clear, and she remembered that she had been doing the homework with the little guy in the living room. However, suddenly the stomach surged so much that he left the room and ran to the bathroom. It is estimated that the child was worried about what happened to her. This was called Zhou Han.
Thinking, Lin Li suddenly had some satisfaction, and there was a kind of gratification in her heart. She smiled and looked at him and said, "I am fine."
The little guy didn't talk and gave way to Zhou Han, but his eyes were still fixed on her.
Zhou Han hugged her toward her room, carefully placed her on the bed, fixedly looked at him and asked, "Do you want to drink water?"
Lin Li nodded. After she had just spit, her mouth was really uncomfortable.
Zhou Han only looked at her, then did not say anything more, turned directly out.
After a while, Zhou Hancai brought in a cup of warm water with moderate temperature. His face didn't have much expression and handed it over to him.
Lin Li reached out and thanked her gently. "Thank you." He took a big drink at the water cup.
Zhou Han looked at her and said with a blank expression: "Tomorrow morning at 9:00, the Fifth Hospital of the City, I have already contacted Dr. Tang, you will only have to report the name in the past."
Lin Li stunned for a while, and realized the meaning of his words. He directly looked at him and looked at him. He only said, "I don't want to go, I don't need it."
"I have already contacted." Zhou Han said, the tone and expression have not changed.
"I said no." Lin Li frowned, her voice insisted on a pique, directly placed the cup in the hand on the bedside table, sliding down the body and pulling over the quilt to cover her body.
"Give me reasons." Zhou Hanyi looked at her, the eyes were too sharp, and the people watching had a kind of inexplicable fear.
Lin Liyi looked at him with a big eye and said: "Mr. Zhou, if there is nothing wrong, we are only a cooperative relationship. Before signing the certificate, we signed a cooperation contract. You have no right to interfere with my freedom. I said that I don't want to go and I don't want to. Go, there is no reason, no reason! I am going to sleep." Finished, turned directly to his back to him.
Zhou Han was determined to look at his woman who was facing her. The brow wrinkled more tightly than before. He said, "How can you control your body? Don't go, but don't bother you in the bathroom." I want to hug you out, don't let people think that I abuse you and don't give you food."
"I didn't ask you to hold me out." Back to him, Lin Li whispered, "You don't have to give food, like you, all day with a face, it is mental abuse!"
Zhou Han ignored her embarrassment and said with no emotion: "If you want to punish yourself with mistakes made by others, then you are too stupid."
Wen Yan, Lin Li's whole person violently shocked, the quilt was holding the sheet and holding the nail tightly.
Zhou Han stood and watched him for a while, and did not say anything more. He turned and prepared to leave. When he put it on the doorknob, Lin Li’s quiet voice came from behind him. The tone of the air made people feel a little distressed.
"I do not have!"
The action on the hand stopped, Zhou Han turned his head and looked at the person who almost curled himself up in the bed. The corner of his mouth raised a sneer and said: "You don't have it? Are you not because of the original? Do you regret if you don’t keep your child? Because you feel your responsibility, you start to punish yourself, and even subconsciously feel that your life is an unforgivable mistake, so you start to be harsh on yourself and harsh on your stomach. You can't eat, but you don't want to. You feel that your own healthy and happy life is a sin. Only by tossing yourself and tossing yourself into the present, you will feel a little more comfortable, because you are simply atonement!"
Zhou Han’s words were stabbed in the heart of Lin Li’s heart. The pain was like Ling’s, and the pain made people breathless. Under the quilt, Lin Li hugged herself and only made up for it. Whispered, "I don't have it, I don't have..."
Sometimes when the secrets in your heart are discovered, the words are broken, and the facts that are exposed outside are always unacceptable. Even if you know that all the people are saying the truth, you have to deny it. It doesn’t seem to Admit that it is safe, it will not hurt, but where the wound is, but also blood, how can it not hurt.
"Is there only you know in your own heart, how to do it is also your own choice, others can't interfere, but it is worth noting that you do it. If you do it, those who love you hurt you will not feel bad, and you can afford them! You are like this -"
"Don't say it!" Lin Li interrupted his words, clenched his teeth, and prevented himself from crying. The voice squeezed out of his teeth and said, "I am tired, I am going to sleep, please go out!"
Zhou Han looked at the trembling group on the bed and looked at it for a long time. He didn't say anything more and turned and left the room.
When the door was opened and closed, hiding in the bed, Lin Liqi finally cried out, and the tears that had been suppressed for a long time wet the pillow towel along the corner of the eye. Xu was so painful because of the heart, Lin Li cried so much that she could not herself. The whole person twitched, and the whole room echoed with low sobs. The first was very low, very depressed, and then the crying gradually grew from small to small. Lin Li finally released the pain that had been suppressed for a long time in her heart. .
Outside the door, Zhou Han stood for a while before he stepped up to the study room.