Chapter 513: This is good (1)

On the way back, not long after getting on the bus, Lin Li fell asleep on the chair.
Zhou Han didn't call her, just helped her adjust her position, let her sleep better, and the speed of the car slowed down as much as possible.
It’s just that Lin Li’s sleep is not stable. It’s not Zhou Han’s unsteady, but a nightmare.
When the red light, Zhou Han turned to look at her, I saw her forehead was not full of thin sweat, frowning, even the hand on the thigh, do not know when to hold it tightly .

Lin Li?
Zhou Han whispered and reached for a pat on her face.
Lin Li Meng sat up and gasped slightly, seemingly dreaming of something terrible.
"Are you okay?" Zhou Han looked at her, frowning with some worries.
Lin Li raised her hand and blindfolded her eyes, just shaking her head and not talking.
Zhou Han looked at her until the horn of the protest came from behind the car. Only then did she look up and saw that the red light in front had turned green and started to leave.
It was very quiet along the way, Lin Li leaned back, and Zhou Han never asked her what she had dreamed of.
The car stopped in the parking lot of the building, and Lin Li also kept her posture, which seemed to be shaking.
Zhou Han didn't call her, so she sat in the car for a while, but she didn't see her back for a long time. She finally whispered, "Lin Li."
Lin Li seems to wake up like a dream, and she looks at her eyes and finds that she has returned.
I just said something with my head and said, "Come on." He said that he opened the seat belt and prepared to open the door and get off.
"I just dreamed of something." Zhou Han asked behind him, the voice was not big, and the mood did not fluctuate.
The hand that was ready to open the door paused, quiet and quiet for a while, only said: "Nothing."
She did not answer, Zhou Han did not ask more, but also solved the seat belt and opened the door.
It was also silent to go to the two along the way. She did not explain it. He did not ask for a second sentence.
When she got home, Lin Li went back to her room and closed the door. This is an afternoon.
When Zhou Han pushed the door in, she saw her sitting on the tatami on the window sill, her head against the window, her hands on her knees.
Going up, watching her say, "I have dinner."
Lin Li didn't move, so she leaned back, and her eyes didn't know how to stare at somewhere.
"You love him so much?" Zhou Han asked her, her voice was cold and her expression was serious.
Lin Li looked up at him and said for a while: "I dreamed of the child."
Wen Yan, Zhou Han squatted, reacted, knowing that the child in her mouth should be the child she had accidentally miscarried.
Lin Li lowered her head and held her tighter. The chin was placed on the knees. The expression looked helpless. She said softly. "I told Cheng Xiang that I forgave him and said that I don't blame him. I have no children, but I just dreamed of the child leaving, the feeling is so painful, really painful."
"You hurt because you can't put it down." Just as he always couldn't open Xiaobin's life, "It's not important to forgive me for not forgiving Cheng Xiang. The important thing is whether you have let go of yourself. If you can't let go, forgive. Forgiveness is the same, forgiveness is just an excuse, an excuse to let others make others feel good."
Lin Li did not speak, tears fell silently along her cheeks. She knew that Zhou Han was right. She couldn’t refute it. She really couldn’t forget the scene. She had looked forward to the child, but in the end she Leave in the same way.
"Some things are going to face. The escaping will only make you more painful. I know that the process of confrontation is always painful, but only if faced, can we let go and let go of it to be truly free." This is the result of his own work on Xiaobin. He had never dared to face the facts about his child's identity, so every time he saw a child, he was always painful and tangled. Later, he really faced it and looked straight ahead. After this problem was really put down, and now facing the children, there is no pain and entanglement.
Lin Li is still silent, her eyes closed, her mouth twitching, seemingly suppressing what is forbearing.
Zhou Han didn't say anything more. He turned around and went out of the room. Some things can only be put down if he can face it. Others can only give advice at most, and nothing can help.
The sun outside the window is very bright, bright to some glare, no need to go out and feel, in the winter there is such a sun is not a very good and very warm weather.
Lin Li didn't know how long she had been sitting like that. When she remembered, she only remembered that she was sitting in the dark from day to night, and then sitting from the night to the day.
Did she sit in the afternoon for a whole night?
Lin Li didn't look at the time, but it is estimated to be.
Some of the legs have been paralyzed and feel that they are not their own legs. There is no feeling of moving the bullets, only paralysis is left.
She thought a lot this night, and at the moment she still had some digesting. The paralysis on her legs made her unable to move. She could only sit on her inability, closed her eyes and wait for any paralysis.
Just when Lin Li was sitting with her eyes closed, the door suddenly heard a knock on the door.
"Hey..." The sound was a little bit anxious.
Lin Li had some doubts. Zhou Han never knocked on the door like this. He wanted to stand up and open the door, but he forgot that his legs were paralyzed and he couldn’t make up his strength. He stood up, and his thigh was bent and fell directly. On the ground, "Hey..." The was on the ground, but it was really distressed, and the frowning face became a little distorted.
The people outside the door seemed to hear the movement inside. They came in directly when they opened the door. They only heard the tender voice shouting, "Auntie!"
Then Lin Li had not reacted. The little figure had already ran towards her. The little guy was holding her little guy and was crying a little. "Auntie, what happened to you, what happened to you..."
Lin Li looked up and saw the little face in front of her eyes. The little guy worried that his face was in tears.
"Xiao Bin, how come you are back?" She remembered Zhou Han saying that he was sent to the compound and he was picked up on Monday.