Chapter 118:

"I want to see Lin Xian." Wen Tong raised his eyebrows and could not tell what kind of bitterness he was suppressing. If she has no way to persuade Xiao Wanqing to choose a more open path, then what can she do only to make her this already difficult path, as little as possible?
Lin Xian is too small and too small. She knows Xiao Wanqing's restraint and tenderness too well. Some things have some words. As Xiao Yuanqing's best friend or her family, it is her responsibility to make a clear statement to Lin Xian for Xiao Yuanqing.
How can she rest assured that she has been carefully caring for the person who has been on the tip of her heart for so many years, just so easily handed over?
But Xiao Yunqing heard the words, raised her charming eyes, and begged her nervously: "Wen Tong..." The feeling of refusal and humiliation was beyond words.
Wen Tong stiffened and withdrew his hand that wiped tears for Xiao Wanqing. There was a tingling in her heart, and there was a flash of injury and disappointment in her deep eyes: "You don't believe me? I won't embarrass her." Even if she was so unwilling, but Xiao Xiaoqing likes her like this, she except Respect and support her, what else can she do?
After so many years, has Xiao Wanqing not even understood and trusted her? Wen Tong's heart was a bit cold.
Xiao Wanqing noticed the change in Wen Tong's tone. She unconsciously nervously took Wen Tong’s arm to recycle, shook her head, and sincerely explained:
I don’t have it. Wen Tong, I believe in you. I know you want to see envy must be no malicious, and even you can be sure that you are For my good, I want to help me. Wen Tong, you want to help me say something that I might not be able to say, is it?" They have been friends for so many years, and they have a thorough understanding of each other's nature.
Wen Tong stared at her quietly, his eyes softening.
"Wen Tong, don't look for her, don't you say okay?" The always gentle but stubborn woman begged her softly.
Wen Tong turned away from her gaze and stubbornly calmly answered her: "Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian are young, but she is also an adult. Since she chose to be with you, as an adult, as your Objects, some things, she has the responsibility and obligation to share with you. You want me to believe your choice, believe Lin Xian, do not treat her as an unreliable child, then you can’t always treat her like you want Protected children. Are you not in a relationship of mutual dependence?"
"But Wen Tong..." Xiao Wanqing smiled bitterly: "Some things, I told Lin Xian, what can I do?"
"Wen Tong, compare your heart with your heart. What did we do when we were 19 years old. In the fantasies of love, in addition to the wind and snow, what kind of responsibility and responsibility can you think of? Lin Xian has worked very hard and very hard because of me, I see it in my eyes . She has forced herself to grow faster than her peers. I love her very much. I don’t want her to be so tired. This is not the kind of youth she should have."
She paused and narrowed her eyes bitterly: "What's more, Lin Xian no matter how hard she tried, she was always a child in the eyes of Sister Zhou Qin and in everyone's eyes."
Thinking of this, Xiao Wanqing suddenly choked with a sore breath. "The gap between me and her exists objectively. The current relationship between me and their family is not resolved by Lin Xian's efforts now. Lin Xian understands too clearly and can only follow me Let’s just worry about it together. Wen Tong, it doesn’t make sense.
Lin Xian is still young, thinking about things naive and optimistic. Sometimes Xiao Wanqing is envious of her optimism.
Transfer pressure, tell Lin Xian how much her psychological pressure is, what she may face, and how difficult their future is, except that Lin Xian and her are unhappy and troubled together, and there is no help in solving the matter.
Lin Xian tried harder, she is at this age, after all, her abilities are limited. To Zhou Qin, even to the outside world, can her words have a convincing weight? She was so brave, so sincere, so like herself, Xiao Wanqing was afraid that Lin Xian would do something irrational.
Perhaps, the way to help her relax her relationship with Zhou Qin and reduce her future blame is that Lin Xian will come out of Zhou Qin's cabinet and leave her clear before her romance is discovered. But how could she hide behind Lin Xian, and watch Lin Xian now go out alone with her family to bear the things she had experienced; how could she have the patience to let Lin Xian at such an uncertain age, to bear that The unknown may regret the miserable results.
She can't be so selfish. She can't be so shameless.
She is so much older than Lin Xian, she deserves a little more; she is Lin Xian's lover, and she should also protect Lin Xian before Lin Xian really grows up and matures.
Wen Tong was speechless by Xiao Wanqing. She likes Xiao Wanqing and naturally thinks more about Xiao Wanqing. She could not immediately worry about Lin Xian like Xiao Wanqing, what Lin Xian had suffered, or what she was about to suffer. She just wants Xiao Wanqing to share her pressure and understand her pain, so that she can comfort her and protect her in time when she needs it. Maybe it doesn't help, but at least, you can rely on one more shoulder.
But Xiao Wanqing considered Lin Xian's words, poking at the heart, and poking at the point. What does Lin Xian know? In addition to the comfort of verbal weakness, what can you expect of a half-old child who is still dependent on his parents, has no social support, no financial resources, and has a disturbed heart?
Xiao Yunqing himself has clearly seen it so clearly, why should he still be so stubborn that he knows that there are tigers in the mountains and prefers to travel in the mountains?
Lin Xian, is that all right?
"So what do you want?" Wen Tong choked with a throat and asked her hardly.
So, you have to be like this, do you stand alone?
"Wen Tong, I want to wait for her to grow up and wait for her to grow up at her own pace."
Although I don't know, can I wait until she grows up. I don't know, she is still not by my side when I grow up.
The woman stood vigorously under the street lamp, the soft golden light cast by the lights around her. She smiled softly and bitterly, and Wen Tong's nose was sour.
"Why..." Why can't it be me. Wen Tong struggled to stop the secret that was lingering in her heart for a long time, and she couldn't help suppressing it.
She turned her eyes quickly, and a tear fell from the corner of her eyes.
It's because I lost my life.
I can only wish you happiness.
She blinked, wiped away her tears, looked back, stared at Xiao Wanqing, like an elder, seriously and seriously told Xiao Wanqing: "Xiao Wanqing, the road is chosen by you, I respect you, so you have to walk well , You have to prove to all of us that you chose nothing wrong." I don't want to see you hurt anymore.
Xiao Wan Qingshui looked at her with eyes full of eyes.
Wen Tong turned around, hiding all his affection and attachment, and while walking forward, he threw down a sentence: "Tired to find me to drink, I barely complained about you."
The bitterness and heavyness of Xiao Yunqing's heart slowly dissipated, and a smile on his lips gradually blossomed. She followed Wen Tong's footsteps two and three steps and whispered solemnly: "Thank you, Wen Tong, really."
"Thank you so much so don't worry me so much." Wen Tong grumbled.
Xiao Wanqing chuckled loudly.
Under the light and shadow, the long shadows cast by the two were walking side by side, not too close, but not too close together and not too far away.
On the way back by car, Lin Xian called as usual. This time, her tone was slightly different from usual. With some care, she tentatively asked Xiao Xiaoqing how to eat with her mother at night.
Xiao Yuanqing heard the girl Qing Yue's voice, and there was a soft smile on her lips. With a soft voice, she and Lin Xian briefly described the process of eating at night. The wording was consistent and lively, and Lin Xian listened with a sigh of relief.
Sometimes, Lin Xian can’t wait to grow up overnight, grow up white all night, and grow up overnight to be a person who can stop Xiao Panpan from protecting her, being able to break away from her parents, and being able to convince her parents of her decision.
But she can work many things, but she can't work the matter of time alone. In addition to waiting for the time to pass with confidence, in addition to waiting for her well in the waiting, trying to grow up to be a better person for her, let Xiao Panpan wait for her to grow up, do not leave because of disappointment and sadness, she There is no other way.
Because Xiao Wanqing was still driving, Lin Xian, despite reluctance, didn't say a few words, but still let Xiao Wanqing hang up the phone sensibly and concentrate on driving. Before hanging up, she announced excitedly that it was five days before she could count down from home.
"I'm waiting for you." Xiao Wanqing's soft and indifferent words were the greatest relief Lin Xian heard.
She hung up the phone with satisfaction, turned on the desk lamp, and began to prepare lessons for the tutoring work she had already found after school.
She promised to take Aunt Xiao to see Xue's promise. She wanted to fulfill it earlier. Every thing that promised her, she wanted to take one step at a time and take her to realize it.
Xiao Wanqing returned to the empty home, looking at the darkness of the room, and his heart gradually became heavy again. She thought of what Fang Cai Lin Xian said in her ear, and I would be able to return to you right away, with a low brow and a smile. But instead she thought of Zhou Qin's eyebrows when she talked about Lin Xian's future, she smiled lightly, and turned into a sour bitter smile.
Since that nightmare, she began to lose sleep, and occasionally fell asleep, and she would suddenly wake up soon. Two days ago, she took sleeping pills because she needed to work because she needed work. Tomorrow is Sunday, she controls herself and tries not to take medicine.
However, it was hard to fall asleep in the early morning, and she didn't know how long after that, she had nightmares again and woke up in a panic.
Xiao Wanqing struggled to wake up from a dream, sweating coldly, like a person who was drowning in the water for a long time and was about to die. He finally landed on the shore, breathing heavily, and his heartbeat disordered.
She recalled the warmth and peace that the girl had given her, which allowed her to close her eyes and sleep again until dawn. She turned to look at the bed, Lin Xian, not beside her.
In the dim light, brown Teddy quietly accompanied her by the bed instead of the girl.
Xiao Wanqing remembered the text message she sent to the girl when she came home: I missed me at night, or I couldn't sleep, so I hugged Teddy, just like hug me.
She turned around, and in the dark night of the nightmare, she finally couldn't hide her fragility, and helplessly reached out and hugged Little Teddy's fluffy body tightly, just like, holding her beloved girl.
"Salting..." Suddenly a strange voice sounded in silence.
Xiao Yuanqing suddenly stiffened holding Teddy's body, fear overwhelmed everything, and made her forget the heartbreaking pain caused by her nightmare. All her hair was startled by the sudden noise.
Isn't she awake yet? ! !
Hearing breathlessly, he was frightened.
The next second, the unexpected sound was the girl’s clear and pleasant voice, low and soft, like with a soft heart smile: "My baby, give you a little sweet, let you Sleep well tonight..."
"My little devil, make your eyebrows make you like this world..." The word is soft and gentle, ringing in this lonely night, falling in the dry atrium of Xiao Yunqing.
The song seemed to come from the belly of the little Teddy she was holding.
Xiao Wanqing was shocked first and then overjoyed. In a flash, she wanted to cry and laugh. Envy this idiot...
She put her ears on Xiao Teddy's soft belly, listening to the girl's heart-pounding voice, passing her cochleae into her ears, just like Lin Xian was coaxing her by her ear at the moment, sing low Chant.
My heart gradually settled down...
Tears wet Little Teddy's long fluff.
How can it be so enjoyable?
Lin Xian, how can I be willing to let you go?
Xiao Wanqing wondered if she was getting more and more out of bounds. When she heard Zhou Qin said Lin Xian would not leave, she felt a little relieved except for guilt and shame.