Chapter 153:

After walking out of the hospital, Lin Zhan found that the sky was light rain. He was worried that Lin Xian was getting cold in the rain, and wanted Lin Xian to wait here for a while. He went to the car to get an umbrella and came back to pick her up. But he looked at Lin Xian's lips with a stubborn face, thinking of Zhou Qin's advice, he was still worried that Lin Xian would leave without a word.
He took off his coat and blocked Lin Xian's head and calmed her: "It's not raining so much, let's walk faster and pass."
Lin Xian looked over at him and smiled bitterly with his head up. She stepped out of the refuge of his clothes and walked into the vast rain curtain without looking back.
Lin Xian slightly closed her eyes on the way to Lin Xian's grandmother's house. Her right hand was over the white jade pendant Xiao Xiaoqing sent to her.
Her emotions calmed down a little bit, and she turned to look at the flying scene outside the window, and said lowly and hoarsely: "Dad, although I am going back with you now, I will not compromise."
This day is probably the most difficult, chaotic and frightening day Lin Zhan has spent in his whole life. The beloved wife is still lying in the hospital bed, and the beloved daughter is also sad and helpless that he has never seen. He is caught between the two and struggles. He was annoyed that Lin Xian was not sensible, but also distressed her for being unskilled in the world.
He sighed deeply and eased the tone to persuade Lin Xian: "Envy, your mother's attitude is now too much, but she is also anxious, for your own good. You listen to your mother's words, to everyone, to each other Do you have more time and choices? Your experience is not enough now, there may be some things you can’t understand thoroughly. After a long time, you grow up and look back, you may find that you have more ignorance."
"Dad, how old is it to really grow up." Lin Xian's black eyes stared at Lin Zhan quietly, and said in a low voice: "Maybe in my mother's eyes, I will always be a child and never Can it be independent."
In the eyes of parents, no matter how old the children are, they are still children, especially in the eyes of mothers like Zhou Qin who can't help worrying. Lin Zhan couldn't deny this and was choked by Lin Xian.
He remained silent for a few seconds and replied: "But it's different in my eyes. Lin Xian, when you really grow up, you can take on your future life, and your father will respect him when he can afford his future life. Yours. However, Lin Xian, you were in contact with Xiaohua at the age of 17 years old, and I have to wonder if you were affected by Xiaohua’s subtle influence, or whether you did not clearly distinguish admiration and love, The boundary between family, friendship and love. I know that Xiaoyun is a person with a very good personality and charm. Between your girls, sometimes when you are too good, it is easy to blur emotions. Moreover, you have never been in love with a boy. You will meet many people, and there are many possibilities. How can you let me sloppyly believe that you like girls and don’t like boys."
"Dad, how do you think you define a person who really likes a person, and how do you define love as true love?" Lin Xian asked arduously.
"What kind of feelings and ideas do you have for your mother, I do the same for her. She didn't affect me. I like her when I don't know that she might like girls too. I look at you The grown-up child, Aunt Xiao is also a friend you have known for many years. Don’t you know what kind of people we are? From beginning to end, I take the initiative to influence her and pursue her. Both you and your mother, don’t Treat me again and blame her. She has already blamed herself and felt guilty and grieved. If it were not for me to die, she would not have promised me."
"Fucked by death?" Lin Zhan forced himself to calm down and listen carefully to Lin Xian's words. When he heard this word, he could not help but tighten his brow.
"Dad, it may seem naive to you to do this, but I had to do it. At that time, Aunt Xiao couldn't accept me at all. In order to avoid me, I even had to leave the city of Anjiang. I am sure that this is impossible in my life. I like others no more. Without her, I would live better than I die, so I can only give it a go. My mother asked me if I was angry with Aunt Xiao, but she didn’t know that there was no Aunt Xiao. , I will die too." Lin Xian resisted the tears and tried his best to calmly confide, so that his voice was shaking.
Lin Zhan turned his head and looked at Lin Xian deeply. He rubbed the steering wheel with both hands and shook his head heavily. "Lin Xian, you are right. In my opinion, you are naive. You may think you are already long. It’s big. But when you really grow up and become a truly mature adult, you will know what you did before, how immature you were just now. No one in this world has left Who really can’t live, only a child will be so impulsive to die for love. You said Xiao Wanqing you forced, if you are not really a child, you should know that you should not violate her Willing to force her like this."
"But Dad, let her love me and me together without violating her true will. We love each other. Isn't her sincerity to love me and me? It makes you feel embarrassed to violate her true heart. It's you It's imposed on us now. It's not that I want to force her, I'm forcing her, it's your prejudices and constraints that make my pursuit of her into a persecution." Lin Xian complained.
"Lin Xian, are you now accusing us in reverse? But Lin Xian, compare your heart with our hearts. Isn't our fear of our opposition to ours not normal? You are only 19 years old now, how do you make us believe that you are true? Know what they are doing and know what they have chosen to bear in the future?"
"Xiao Wanqing is 14 years older than you, beautiful and generous, and takes care of you in every aspect. It is not impossible for you to admire and infatuate your feelings for a while. But after a long time, you will grow up and be more exposed to society. In the world of the world, you are just right, and Xiaoxu has gradually started to age. You may then slowly find that the traits that once exceeded her in your heart make you fascinated and began to fade. But then, The wood has become a boat. What you and she have lost because of this relationship has been lost. Even if you regret it, it is impossible to save it. Such a regret is too expensive. How dare we gamble? I know you must not understand ours now Thoughts, you may not understand until you become a parent one day."
"Dad, I won't regret it." Lin Xian promised with a cry. She also knows that language is the most pale and weak evidence, but at this moment, she can't produce any evidence that can prove the affection between them except language.
Sure enough, Lin Zhan looked at the wiper that was swinging back and forth and reluctantly retorted: "All people in communication should have said such a sworn alliance, but what they can really do is only a small probability."
He looked at his daughter, who was stubbornly arguing with himself with tears on his neck, and still had a soft heart: "Envy, we will take a step back and say that we will wait for you to grow up a few years later, and the experience will be richer. Really You can live an independent life out of society. If you still make sure that you really like girls, then dad must be on your side. Okay? Now, listen to us first, don’t be angry with your mother, take a step back, okay?

In this case, it sounds like a concession, it sounds like there is room for it, it sounds like she is very considerate. But Lin Xian whimpered for a moment. She tried to control herself not to cry, but she couldn't help sobbing, the words were intermittent: "Dad, this is not fair. You also said, Aunt Xiao is older than me, I can wait a few more years, how many years can she have Lay me with me like this. How can I bear it..."
Her eyes were red, covered with blood, and she said word by word: "Dad, I'm sorry, I will never give in."
At one moment, Lin Zhan really seemed to see something called Deep Love from the eyes of his young, young daughter.
Lin Zhan was moved.
That evening, Lin Xian calmly sat in the room where Grandma had been preparing for her, and refused to eat. No matter what Grandpa and Grandma said, she was unmoved. Seeing the anxious look of the old man, she felt guilty, but there was no other way.
Zhou Qin was convinced that she did not dare to tell the old man what was going on. Lin Xian was also convinced that Zhou Qin was also afraid to explain to the old man, so there was more room for manoeuvre in this matter. Now that the whole family is aware of the incident, it is not just a matter of their own family. Zhou Qin can't say anything. My grandfather and grandmother did not know what had happened and dared not let her go easily, but they always spoiled her and distressed her. When Zhou Qin got better, he would eventually persuade her to speak to her and help her put pressure on Zhou Qin together. Moreover, she can see that Dad's attitude is not so firm, she is betting that in the process, Lin Zhan will not look down, and her heart softens to herself.
Xiao Wanqing worried that he had been waiting at the door of Lin Xian's house with such a face and mental state, so that Lin Xian's neighbors saw the inexplicable and silently hid in the stairwell beside the elevator. She glanced darkly through the small window in the stairwell and looked at the article when it came, but in the blink of an eye, the sky was gloomy and cold.
She opened the window, stretched out her hand, and then quietly hit the rain in her hand, feeling the pain of the cold and numbness of her body.
No umbrella. She couldn't help thinking.
Who would have thought that it would rain suddenly in such good weather? Like, who would have thought that they would hurry to face the cruel reality in such a good day of universal celebration.
People are not as good as days. Lin Xian's future plan for them was in vain, and her efforts to persuade Zhou Qin with a little more energy were too late. As if it were heaven, everything seemed to happen at a worst time.
Can you compete? Xiao Wanqing took the empty cold in his hand and asked himself bitterly.
The clicking sound of high heels hurriedly sounded in the aisle, Xiao Wanqing did not react in the first time. It wasn't until the footsteps were near that Wen Tong didn't see Xiao Wanqing's shadow through the staircase door and asked her name suspiciously, Xiao Yunqing was stunned to distinguish that Wen Tong was here.
She raised her hand to take care of her hair, blinked her eyes vigorously, and forcibly rejuvenated herself, before pulling open the door of the stairwell, she raised her head and said softly to Wen Tong, "I am here."
Her pale and tired eyes slammed into Wen Tong's eyes, and at once brought Wen Tong's heart to the pain.
This kind of Xiao Wanqing reminded her of Xiao Xiaoqing who had suffered a big change and pretended to be strong many years ago. Lin Xian, after all, will she still bring the same fatal blow to her?
Wen Tong leaned on the umbrella handle with one hand, unconsciously pressed hard, steady tone, looking at the mask Xiao Xiaoqing blocked on her face and whispered to her, "Why wear a mask?" She thought of Lin Xian said, Zhou Qin hit her, and her teeth were tight.
Xiao Wanqing pulled the corners of her lips hard, and a forced smile flashed in her eyes, pretending to answer her naturally: "It's a bit windy today."
Wen Tong narrowed his eyes, then suddenly reached out and pulled the mask from Xiao Wanqing's ear at a speed that was too fast to cover his ears. Her movements were a little big, and she pulled the mask over and wiped Xiao Wanqing's cheeks hard. Xiao Yunqing instinctively sighed softly.
Wen Tong heard the inhalation, his hands tremble, and he froze. She looked at the red, swollen and scary five-finger marks hanging on Xiao Wanqing's pale face, a sour nose, and a tear in the corner of her eyes slipped.
Xiao Yuanqing bit her lip and looked at her, embarrassed. She could see her friend's distress, and she lowered her eyelids and said softly, "I'm fine."
Wen Tong slightly sniffed his nose at the beginning, adjusted his emotions, turned his head and frowned, and said: "Whether you're okay or not, go, let's go back and apply my face first."
Xiao Wanqing stubbornly said, "I'm fine, Wen Tong, did you help me ask the hospital? Would you please help me to see Sister Zhou Qin and Lin Xian?"
"She's okay! Xiao Xiaoqing! When will you be able to think about yourself first!" The worry and distress in Wen Tong's heart was irritated by her attitude, and she couldn't help raising her volume to roar her.
Xiao Wanqing was stunned by her roar, staring blankly at the fierce Wen Tong, his eyes slowly emerged wronged.
Wen Tong looked at her expression and rubbed her eyebrows. For a while, she sighed for a long time and eased her tone: "Alright, let's go and see what you want to see, but after reading it, you go to the clinic to see your face, and then do the relevant examination, She certainly didn't matter if she started with anger."
Xiao Yunqing heard that she had asked for the address, and was anxious, and no longer cared about what she said behind her. She nodded and agreed quickly: "Okay, you just called the phone? Who answered? Did Zhou Qin wake up? That Let's go quickly."
Wen Tong was too anxious when he came, and did not consider that Xiao Wanqing also drove the car. When she left, she needed to come to this heartbreaking place again to avoid Xiao Wanqing, and drove her car to a toll parking lot not far away, and then , Driving Xiao Wanqing's car, took her to the hospital where Zhou Qin was.
As the car was driving, Xiao Wanqing sat wearily in the co-pilot's seat to rest, and then asked Wen Tong afterwards, "Which hospital is it?"
"Concorde." Wen Tong replied looking at Xiao Wanqing.
As soon as the voice fell, Xiao Yunqing shook the whole person, and then, as if he was frozen, his face was pale and white, and he tried his best to maintain a calm look, and also revealed obvious fear and panic.
Wen Tong subconsciously asked her: "What's wrong?"
Xiao Yuanqing clenched his fists hard, and there was gradually water vapor in his eyes. It took a long time for her to squeeze out of her throat with difficulty: "My parents walked there."
Wen Tong also froze immediately.
She thinks about Xiao Wanqing, she remembers everything clearly. But for many years, she still almost forgot about this matter.
It turned out that there were some injuries. As a party, even if there was time to pass, it would never be forgotten. Some pains are not caused by the person concerned, and even if they are attentive, they cannot really feel the same.
She slowed down her car, licked her lips, and hesitantly asked Xiao Wanqing: "No, okay? You are waiting for me near here, I will go to see, and then come back to pick you up. And, you can't see you in the past. she was."
Xiao Yuanqing's mind repeatedly replayed the scene of his parents' faces with grimacing reflexes, lying straight on the hospital bed covered with white cloth, over and over again. This is a scene that often appears in her nightmare that has not changed over the years. In the first days, she was afraid to sleep every night in fear.
The pain that had been sealed for a long time seemed to be unsealed by the word "concord". Suddenly, Xiao Yun's blue throat was tight and his chest was like a big stone. It was difficult to breathe heavily, and his temple jumped suddenly.
She unconsciously raised her hand and grabbed her heart, suppressing her nearly collapsed choked voice, and said weakly: "No, I want to go." She said: "Wen Tong, whether she sees me or not, this is what I should do I am ashamed of it."