Chapter 611: Confession (1)

Today is the last day of the one-month period.
　　 Zhai Yunsheng asked about the news from the school and confirmed from there that Jian Yiling's itinerary was only scheduled for one month.
　　 And Zhai Yunsheng also confirmed from Jian Yiling's university abroad that she has already started to arrange new jobs for her there.
　　 This must have been approved by Jian Yiling himself.
　　All kinds of information have been revealed, and Jian Yiling will leave after the one-month period expires.
　　 Zhai Yunsheng returned home at night and found no one at home.
　　 It was empty and completely dark.
　　 And on the dining room table is a one-month personal doctor agreement signed by Jian Yiling and his grandfather.
What does it mean?
　　 was telling him that her one-month contract expired, so is she leaving now?
　　 Zhai Yunsheng closed his eyes.
　　 He said that if he can't keep her, he won't force her to stay.
　　 is the choice of fate.
　　 Zhai Yunsheng sat on the sofa in the living room.
　　 Quiet and lonely.
　　 His world has recovered to be so quiet again.
　　 In my mind, the scene in childhood came out again.
　　 He stood in a pool of blood, and in front of him was his father, who had died.
　　 He cried and yelled at first.
　　 Later, I didn't have the strength to cry, and gradually became quiet and numb.
　　 Later, he didn't know how long he stayed in that quiet environment, feeling that the whole world was only himself and death.
　　 At that time, he thought, why was the person who died was not him.
　　He is the one who shouldn't live in the world.
　　 His father can live well without him.
　　 But he just survived, not knowing why.
　　 And his father, left this world forever.
　　 He could see the caution of people around him.
　　 I can see the pain and sadness of Grandpa.
　　 I can see the guilt and self-blame of my second uncle.
　　 The only thing I can't see is the possibility and meaning of living.
　　 My heart hurts a bit, but it is also very real.
　　 He actually understands that he is not qualified to have noise and emotion.
　　 Only this deserted loneliness is suitable for him.
　　 "Pop--" The light switch buzzed.
　　 The light in the room is on.
　　 Jian Yiling came out of the room and looked at Zhai Yunsheng sitting on the sofa in the living room.
　　 He only turned on the lights in the hallway when he came back, and the living room was dim.
　　 Zhai Yunsheng looked up and saw Jian Yiling.
　　 A figure he thought he had left.
　　 stood in front of him vividly and truthfully.
　　 Jian Yiling walked to Zhai Yunsheng, "What are you doing?"
　　 Zhai Yunsheng looked at the person in front of him for a long time.
　　The Adam’s apple rolls, and the voice is a bit hard: "You are not, have you left?"
　　 "No." Jian Yiling replied.
　　 Is it not now or not in the future?
　　 Haven't left today, or are they really not leaving?
　　 "You have reached one month." Zhai Yunsheng said.
　　 "The plan has been changed, and I won't leave for now." Jian Yiling replied.
　　 I won’t leave for now...
　　 will not leave.
　　 "Then why did you take out that agreement?" Zhai Yunsheng asked.
　　 "It's expired, need to renew." Jian Yiling explained.
　　 Renewal...
　　 is really a rigid move she would do.
　　 "Then you really don't leave?" Zhai Yunsheng asked.
　　 "Don't go, I promised Mr. Zhai to take care of your illness." Jian Yiling replied.
　　 Zhai Yunsheng looked at Jian Yiling's clear eyes and knew that she was telling the truth.
　　 It was not him who asked her to stay, but what his grandfather said to her.
　　 "Is it just because of my grandpa?" Zhai Yunsheng asked further.
　　 She was holding his arm in front of the Qin brothers and sisters that day. He remembered that scene very clearly.