Chapter 1375: My favorite you

Ning Xi smiled bleakly, "You can probably guess what happened later. After I was pregnant, I thought the child was Su Yan, so I kept on. At that time, Su Yan was on a business trip in a very remote place abroad, until I It's almost eight months since I was pregnant ...
After returning, he told me all the truth ... That night, it wasn't him ... the child wasn't his ... He broke through what Ning Xueluo did to me, so he covered Ning Xueluo's crime, so he said It was him that night ...
When Ning Xueluo told me all the truth, I was emotionally excited and had a car accident across the road. The child ... was born and died ... this is probably the only kindness that God has to me ...
Otherwise, I really don't know how to face and treat this child ... "
After Ning Xi said this in one breath, all the emotions of that year came to mind at this moment, "Oh ... do you know how I felt at the time ... it was just like this ...
Ning Xueluo and Su Yan didn't know. Actually, from the beginning, I doubted Su Yan's words. Although my memory was very confused that night, it felt impossible to forget ...
That strange man ... very scary ...
I hurt ... it hurts ...
The pain of feeling like I'm going to die ...
After that, I had a high fever for a week, and recovered from lying in bed for more than a month. When I saw a doctor, I felt so ashamed that I still can't forget ...
At that time, the only person supporting me that night was Su Yan. I did n’t dare to think about it. If that person was n’t my boyfriend, I did n’t dare to think about the result ...
That's why I've been deceiving myself ... until I can't lie anymore ... until I paid a bigger price ... "
Ning Xi paused and continued to say, "Later, the fear of men has always followed me. I am extremely disgusted and reject the contact with men. The one time five years ago was my only one-time experience ...
I looked at the psychiatrist for a long time without any results, but then I didn't care anymore ... "
After listening to everything Ning Xi told, especially the fear when Ning Xi mentioned that strange man, Lu Tingxiao's eyes were full of Sen Han's killing intention, "Who is that man?"
Ning Xi's body shuddered subconsciously, "I don't know ... I checked for a long time ... no clues ... I'm not sure if it was arranged by Ning Xueluo ... as if ... that person was never in this world at all Appeared on ... "
After finishing all this, Ning Xi's face was blank, staring blankly at the man in front of him, "I'm done ... this is my past ...
You are so good ... so good that sometimes I ’m despicable ... if you are worse ... a little scum would be better ... "
Lu Tingxiao stared at the girl in front of her eyebrows tightly, with a stern look, "Ning Xi, I tell you clearly that you are a lover in your eyes, because you like me and love me, so you will see me and feel good My first time, the only time I was with other women, and even ... I still have a child, a stain that I can't erase in my life ... "
"Nonsense! Little Treasure is not a stain!" Ning Xi's dull expression dissipated immediately, but a small, extremely serious look staring at his eyes.
Lu Tingxiao laughed helplessly, "That's right, to me, everything that happened to you is nothing, no matter what kind of experience and past, it is you, who constitutes you now, my favorite you."