Chapter 265: Realize

Fang Zhu was still hesitating, Longan had already seen her! "Mother Fang, why are you here?"
Fangzhu had to step forward to salute: "Litchi asked me to bring a letter to grandma."
I haven't gone back at this time, obviously there is something important. Lin Jinrong motioned to her to go in with her, but refused to bother Dow and had to go back to her small yard. When he returned to the room, Mr. Shui had already heard the news, frowning and said: "You can't take the medicine when you feel the wind and cold. Stop it first, and then say it after curing the wind and cold." Prescription, decoction, inquiry, wait. When the room was cleaned up, it was almost two hours before Fangzhu could reply.
Lin Jinrong put the treasure-inlaid silver fish scented ball handed by Fangzhu under the lamp to take a closer look. This pair of inlaid silver fish fragrant was specially designed by Dow to go to the best gold and silver shop in Taiming Mansion for her wedding. The shape is lively, the workmanship is exquisite, and the fish eyes are inlaid with the finest rubies. Yes, in the fish tail, four small characters are engraved, which is impressive. These four characters are consistent with her name. They are cautious in words and deeds, with considerable tolerance and ease of advance and retreat. Anyone who has a snack can know that it belongs to her.
The second room doesn't have to want this thing, probably just want her personal accessories, take it, and what do you want to do? Lin Jinrong sighed softly, unspeakably tired. If the lychee is a little bit dull, it is still unknown how much trouble this thing will cause. Madam Gui was called away by Lin Yuzhen at this time to give Lu Yun food. Is there any connection in the process?
Seeing that she hadn't said a word for a long time, Fangzhu whispered: "Grandma, let you rest assured that Lychee will take good care of her. Do you want to let the second master know about this?" There was a thief in his house, of course. He has his own heart, is it possible that she has to endure it with all her strength, and why not disturb him to concentrate on reading? Lin Jinrong said without hesitation: "Of course you have to let him know. Always let him know....
After Fangzhu escaped from his death, he hated Erfang. Hearing what she said, he immediately replied: "The slave and maid will arrange for someone to talk to the second master tomorrow."
Lin Jinrong nodded and told Dou'er: "Arrange for Zhang Che to take her back." When Dou'er Bing Fangzhu went down, she sat and thought for a long time but still couldn't understand.
The second room is too insidious, who knows what they are making? Maybe nightmare defeats witchcraft. Will this time fail for a while?
Seeing her meditating, Litchi remembered Dow’s instructions not to overwork her, so he took a rugged Tao Xun from Duobaoge on the side, and laughed: "Grandma, look, this is when you were in Qingzhou. I bought it when I was visiting the market, and my wife kept it for you, and never moved. "Xun! Lin Jinrong suddenly remembered that he was inexplicably missing in his previous life, and the Xun who was smashed by Lin Wuxie's anger in this life was soaked in cold sweat for a while, but the medicine was urged. At that time, it was rare for her to return to her family's home, and it was even more impossible to go home and live for a few days. She stayed at home almost every day, as if she had never seen a farce like today, why didn't that xun be seen? Where did you go? Who got it? When Lu Yan said something strangely, he had already seen it from where, and he had seen it from the place where it shouldn’t have appeared, so he came to ask her! He didn't believe her anymore, right? The second room is undoubtedly the pusher, so what about Lu Yun? What about longan?
What roles did they all play in the middle?
Longan! Lin Jinrong sat up abruptly and stared at Longan. She wanted to ask Longan, did Longan steal the Xun by her trust? In fact, the betrayal didn't just start when Longan climbed the bed, but it started very early?
Longan was trembling by her sight and put the Tao Xun away. She couldn't help standing with her hands, and said tremblingly, "Grandma? ..., there are many words that entangled on the tip of Lin Jinrong's tongue. She couldn't help but blurted out, but she only slowly swallowed it a little bit, then closed her eyes, lay down softly, and waved her hand to Longan gently.
Longan was like a mouse that had just escaped from under the paws of a cat. She slid and escaped, hiding in the outer corner for a long time before she recovered. I pricked my ears to hear the movement inside, but I couldn't hear any sound.
Lin Jinrong closed his eyes and lay on his side on the bed, letting tears run down the corners of his eyes, soaking her hair and soaking the brocade pillow. She choked silently, pulled up the quilt, and wrapped herself tightly, so that the fine sweat from her body was soaked out a little bit. She couldn't get sick. She couldn't afford it. She wanted to live well. She must Live better than the previous life! Before she left, she must step on the faces of those people severely.
For a woman, chastity and fame are the most important things, but she lost inexplicably, and she was too unwilling to lose. Why are there such people in the world who don't take the lives and reputation of others seriously, and trample them as they want? Thinking of a person like her, she never thought of embarrassing anyone, always giving in three points first in case of trouble, how can she forge such a deep hatred with whom?
Jealousy can ruin a person’s sanity. Lu Yun had probably been dissatisfied for many years, and his thoughts and emotions had long been different from ordinary people. In addition, he was negotiating with the Jin family at that time. When he was desperate to see her crying with Wu Xiang, She had a misunderstanding because she was in harmony with Wu Xiang's blowing of the Xun, so there was a subsequent provocation. If in this life, she didn't let Lin Shiquan and Liuer avoid suspicion, what kind of words would Lu Yun say? She could not imagine. But at that time, Lu Yan had never mentioned anything about this matter to her desperately. Whenever he was willing to ask her, it probably happened later. .
Then came the Xun thing, and then Lu Yan and Wu Xiang turned their faces, and Lu Yun asked her to persuade Lu Yan to reconcile with Wu Xiang. For this reason, she turned their faces with Lu Yan one after another, gradually drifting away. It is undeniable that Erfang must have done no less action in the middle. But the reason why Erfang targeted her, bullied her, trampled on her, in the final analysis, was only because of Lu Yan. But abandoning her, not believing her, giving her hope but making her desperate, he was the one who hurt her the most. She didn't know the truth until she died, and she didn't even have a chance to argue. Is there anything worse than this?
I have figured out many things that I couldn't figure out before. Lin Jinrong wanted to cry and laugh, and the hatred that had faded for a long time was like snake venom, bit by bit infiltrating her whole body from her heart, making her uneasy. She desperately wanted to vent, but she couldn't find a place to vent. No one could even listen to her to confide her emotions, no one could comfort her.
Lin Jinrong stuffed the quilt into his mouth, biting hard, biting desperately, until his teeth were sore and weak, and his body was weak. . She didn't know when the tears dried up. She stared at the top of the tent blankly, and the keys in her hand were tightly compiled. No one could give her strength and confidence like them. Believe in people, it is better to believe in it, and beg for others than for yourself.
Dou'er came in from the outside, but seeing Longan sitting desperately beside the smoked cage outside, her face was nervous and uneasy. Even when she entered the door, she was shocked. She couldn't help but wonder: "Grandma is asleep?" Longan was startled. , Turned back abruptly and whispered: "I don't know."
Dou'er couldn't help being very annoyed, and there was a bit of complaint in her tone: "Leaving you here to take care of grandma, but you hide out here to enjoy the happiness, don't even know if grandma is asleep or not?" he said, while lifting Walking in, Longan didn't care about getting angry, and pulled her sleeves forward and whispered: "Grandma is afraid that I don't want to be disturbed. I was driven out."
Dou'er saw her panicked and pitiful look, and knew that it was not a pretense, so she sighed, "What's the matter?"
Longan said with her lips shaking and choking: "I'm afraid my grandma doesn't want me anymore. She just looked at me as if she was going to eat."
Dou'er didn't believe it at all, but Lin Jinrong didn't like or believe that longan was real. Although she usually doesn't talk a lot and doesn't have any troubles, she also understands that since Lin Jinrong has left longan by her side, as long as she doesn't make a mistake, she won't be thrown out easily. Longan must be comforted: "Stop thinking about it! Who is grandma? Mostly sick and confused. Blame you for not being able to look at yourself, at that time you suddenly came up with such a sentence to disturb her. You go, here I will serve."
Longan wiped her tears: "I'm waiting here. You do things inside the house, and I do things outside." Dou'er sighed and ignored her, raising the curtain and entering the back room. Before the curtain was put down, Lin Jinrong lay quietly on the bed, tightly wrapped in the quilt, motionless. Bean was able to go forward and leaned forward to look at Lin Jinrong, and saw that her eyes were closed tightly. The hair on her forehead was soaked in sweat, which seemed very uncomfortable. He retired lightly, slapped hot water in, twisted the kerchief, and gently wiped off the sweat with Lin Jinrong, taking care not to mention it.
Lin Jinrong opened his eyes as soon as there was a hint of white belly. The whole body was greasy and very uncomfortable, the bones and muscles seemed to be run over by a carriage, and it hurts to move. She sighed softly, and greeted the sleeping Dou'er on the floor next to the smoking cage: "dou'er, go to bed and sleep." Dou'er woke up in shock, turned over and sat up, and said dumbly: "Grandma, Are you better?"
Lin Jinrong smiled at her: "It's much better. Thanks for your hard work, go and rest, and call longan in." Dou'er put on his coat quickly, put away the bedding in twos and threes, and rolled her sleeves to help her get up.
Lin Jinrong shook his head, and said firmly and firmly: "Is it all going to be sick? I want you to use it to sleep! Let the longan come in." As soon as the voice fell, I saw Gui Yuanding with two big dark circles under his eyes and neatly dressed. Carrying a large pot of hot water, he said in a low voice, "Is grandma better? Bean, you go and rest, there is me here."
After all, Dou'er helped to find a clean coat and changed the charcoal basin before leaving. Lin Jinrong straightened her arms, and Longan helped her dry her sweat, put on clean clothes, and combed her hair smoothly.
She dressed up again, walked to the window, raised her head slightly to the morning light outside, and it was another day.