Chapter 354: Dilemma

Mei Baoqing’s behavior is like a mystery. Lu Yan didn’t find out anything, and Lin Jinrong didn’t come out. Zhang Shanniang commented on Mei Baoqing:
Is he, the most slippery person, how much money does he have? Everyone can't estimate it, but guess he must be very, very rich."
If you have too much money, you will bite your hands. This is the truth. In Mei Baoqing's shop, ordinary gangsters did not dare to make trouble, but there were always gangsters who he couldn't afford to provoke, and once they found him, they would be endless trouble. Therefore, whether Mei Baoqing sent his only sister to the palace, and befriended everywhere, whether he wanted to make friends with people like Lu Yan, it was all just to protect himself. If it is only limited to this mode of communication, it is not far or near, for Lin Jinrong and Lu Yan, it will not have much influence, but he is afraid that he has different plans.
Lin Jinrong thought about it for ten days, but didn't see Mei Baoqing making any follow-up actions, so he could only let it go. At this time, Pingzhou's letter from home arrived. Lin Jinrong sneered uncontrollably after reading Lin Yuzhen's letter. At this moment, she thought of her. She raised her eyes and looked out of the window. The sun was hanging high in the sky, the white light was reflected on the courtyard wall, and the heat waves rushed into the house one after another. If ice is not used, even wearing a very thin gauze. , It will be hot and sweaty if you move it slightly.
This kind of weather made her take Yi Lang, who had been a little over two months old, on the road. One can imagine what would happen on the road. She is fine, but where is Yi Lang? Lin Jinrong looked back at Yi Lang, who was lying in the cradle and teasing Yiyi with Dou'er, a resentment arose. I couldn't wait for Lu Yan to appear in front of her immediately and solve the matter quickly.
It was easy to wait until the time of Shen. Lu Jing was about to return home. Cherry came in and said: "Grandma, the second master made people come back and said that someone invited him to dinner, and he will probably come back very late. Please don't wait for him and rest first."
Lin Jinrong couldn't get out with a sigh of relief and could only endure: "Tell the porter that if the second master comes back, let him come to me no matter how late it is."
Cherry retired. Lin Jinrong picked up Lin Yuzhen’s letter and read it again. Lin Yuzhen was born in a scholarly family and was a person who had studied piano, chess, calligraphy and calligraphy from elementary school. This letter of hard work is well-written. Filial piety, longing, pitifulness, profit and other general directions to persuade Lu Yan and her, but these are secondary, the most important thing is that Lin Yuzhen sacrificed the banner of Mrs. Lu, Mrs. Lu's health is not good, anytime Maybe he is not alive, and is very eager to see Yi Lang.
Mrs. Lu is seriously ill. The situation in the Lu Mansion is very complicated. Lin Yuzhen is outnumbered and has a sad life. These Fangzhus are clearly stated in the letter, but all the reasons are no better than the last word "filial piety." As a junior, especially like Lu Yan-it is not wrong for a person who has been greatly favored by Mr. Lu to satisfy the small wish of a seriously ill old man, and it should be. This is filial piety and must be obeyed.
But in many cases, knowing the truth of one thing is completely different from accepting and completing one thing personally. Lin Jinrong is very clear about the weight of Mrs. Lu in Lu Yan's mind. She wants to know which one Lu Yan would choose. She thought of the original Jiangshen Temple, and a long-lost emotion came like a tide.
Lu Yan didn't return home until nearly three hours later. He was stopped by the concierge as soon as he entered the door: "Second Lord, grandma, please go to the main courtyard when you come back."
Lu Yan looked at the sky it was late. Lin Jinrong seldom asks people to confess to him in this way, and it is mostly because of serious matters. He suppressed the surge of wine and rushed to the main room as quickly as possible. Sure enough, the light was still on in the room, so he appeared under the porch. Cherry and others had already notified Lin Jinrong in the room and delivered sober soup and hot water. .
"A Rong, what's the matter?" Lu Yan felt Lin Jinrong's abnormal silence. After he got used to returning home, Lin Jinrong slowly told him about the trivial matters of the day. How about Yilang, who is visiting again, she At the invitation of someone else, where did he go to play, what was fun, the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law next door were in conflict again, what did he make delicious, etc. He was not used to such silence.
Lin Jinrong handed Lin Yuzhen's letter to him without saying a word of curse.
Lu Yan knew that she was in a bad mood even if she drank a little too much. When receiving the letter, she recognized Lin Yuzhen's handwriting. She was shocked. He half woke up from the wine, fearing it was unfortunate news, and tremblingly opened her hands. Looking at it, the frowning eyebrows slowly flattened, and then wrinkled in annoyance.
Lin Jinrong looked at him quietly, without saying a word.
Lu Yan raised his eyes to look at Lin Jinrong, and met a pair of unusually deep eyes. There was an emotion he didn't understand in those eyes, as if with a sneer and scrutiny, and as if holding some hope. Some embarrassment: "A Rong."
Lin Jinrong did not speak, but looked at him quietly, waiting for him to finish.
Lu Yan didn't like Lin Jinrong's look. He wanted to discuss with her and find an effective solution to this matter, instead of being looked at by her with such a gaze. He is very embarrassed. He knew very well how hot the weather was. Lin Jinrong had just recovered, and Yilang was too young to go all the way without him. It was really reassuring. In case he shuddered, he secretly poked.
However, the grandfather who was so kind to him supported him when he was most confused and the most helpless. The grandfather who taught him to walk, encouraged him time after time, and gave him opportunities time after time, the old man, the body The frail grandfather, who may disappear from this world at any time, has such a small wish, but he just wants to see the long-awaited great-grandson side, still out of kinship. Can he not agree? Does he bear it? If Mrs. Lu's wish cannot be realized, I'm afraid he will feel guilty for a lifetime.
Lin Jinrong's thoughts are obviously different from his. Compared with the wish of the old man, she is obviously more concerned about Yilang's health and feels more distressed for Yilang. It is understandable, but they cannot find a perfect solution. After not being disturbed by family affairs and relaxing for more than a year, Lu Yan once again felt distressed and could only keep silent.
The light beating of the candle light lit Lu Yan's eyes with distress. Lin Jinrong took a breath: "What do you think of Minxing?" If Lu Yan had to make that decision, she would not agree to it. She would not agree to let her hard-working Yi Lang in such a situation, once and again. No, so she won't obey him. Between Mrs. Lu and Yi Lang, she only chose Yi Lang.
It would be great if the road was closer, if Yi Lang was a little older, if... but there is not so much in life. If, fantasy is fantasy, what should be faced is still to be faced, Lu Yan is troubled Said: "A Rong, grandfather..."
The light in Lin Jinrong's eyes flickered, and gradually faded: "Grandfather treats you like a mountain." She already knew his choice.
Lu Yan nodded: "Yes." If it hadn't been for Mrs. Lu to support him all the time, he wouldn't have the current life, including Lin Jinrong, who was also won by Mrs. Lu for him. He hadn't had time to fulfill his filial piety. He had no reason. Not satisfying Mrs Lu's wish. He hesitated to think, if the weather becomes cooler, the roads go slower and take good care of their mother and child, maybe it won't be a serious problem?
Just when he wanted to speak, Lin Jinrong stood up and said in an irrefutable tone: "I am not afraid of hardship, and I am also willing to do my filial piety and gain a good reputation, but my Yi Lang, he is too young. The weather, let him drive such a long road, I can't bear it, and I don't want to take the risk. So I won't agree." Baishan Xiao first, if it was that year, even if she was heartache, she couldn't bear it, she would probably cry Agree, but after that incident, would she still put Yi Lang in such a dangerous place and risk Yi Lang's health? will not. Even if it's a big lottery with Lu Yan, it won't be torn with the Lu family. She was not filial piety by Erfang, and she would not.
"A Rong, don't do this. Let's discuss it carefully. There is always a way." Lu Yan knew she was unwilling, and he understood and understood, but he never thought she would use such a decisive attitude. He was a little angry and sad, but Knowing that I can't get angry at her.
This is a normal attitude of a mother who wants to protect her children, but he is really embarrassed. Yilang is his own blood and grandfather Lu is also his grandfather. If Dow made such a request, what would Lin Jinrong do?
He doesn't need to say too clearly, everyone understands the truth, but he can and cannot be done. For a long time, Lin Jinrong turned her head and said indifferently, "It's not impossible for me to take Yilang back first, but I have to wait until autumn." If everything remains the same, Mrs. Lu will die in September, and she can take the lead in August.
Lu Yan stood up in silence and walked to the screen to wash.
Lin Jinrong sat silently for a moment, got up and walked to the bed, slowly took off his coat, and lay down gently.
After a long time, Lu Yan walked out and stood in front of the bed and said, "A Rong..."
Lin Jinrong didn't speak, knowing that each was in trouble, she still felt wronged and didn't want to ignore him.
Lu Yan waited for a while, but couldn't wait for a response, so he sighed softly, blew out the lamp, and lay down beside Lin Jinrong gently.
That night, both of them did not slept well. When it was approaching the fifth shift, Lin Jinrong vaguely heard Lu Yan stand up and yelled softly in her ear: "A Rong?"
Lin Jinrong pretended not to hear.
Lu Yan was silent, put on his clothes and went away. When he walked into the yard, there were several cold stars shining in the sky, and the yard was quiet and peaceful, with only the rustle of the wind blowing over the grape leaves. Faint lights flashed in the east wing, and Yi Lang's cry and Pan's coaxing could be faintly heard.
Lu Yan's feet couldn't help heading towards the east wing, but he knew it was too early for him to enter the room, so he just stood by the window and listened. If Yilang is not allowed to meet with Grandpa Lu, he feels very guilty, but if Yilang is allowed to go this trip, he will feel extremely distressed. It is a dilemma.
The third watch, May Pink 1750 + tears bursting into tears, and the third watch is the wooden person paying attention to me.