Chapter 144: Fortune telling

The data room is on the third floor of the library, just next to the classroom where they go to class every day. Going up the road, she has to go many times a day.
Every day before, she always ran up and down in three steps and made two steps. And today or now it is different, her steps have never been so slow.
Is she really going to find it? What will she find?
Most of the teachers on the third floor have turned off the lights and looked out through the empty classrooms. The clouds outside the window are pressed lower and look like black-hole monster eyes.
In fact, the time is only 5:30, but there is always such a day in the summer, the sky is completely dark, you know that the rain is coming, but I don't know when.
Because of the influence of the physiological period, women are more likely to be sentimental and indecisive. In the end of the day, Lin Tianxi’s heart and soul fight, but eventually stood at the door of the data room.
When the two wooden doors were closed, she suddenly realized that it was summer vacation and the archives room should not open.
Holding the psychology of trying again, she put her hand up and tried to push it. I didn't expect the door to be loose, and I screamed.
Most of it is black, only the chandeliers make a dark yellow light at the door.
At the door is a desk.
There was an old thermos on the table, a gray-haired old lady carrying a bag, lifting the thermos bottle, bending down and putting it on the ground.
It seems that it is going to work.
"Closed." The old woman did not return, and said casually.
Lin Chaoxi stood at the door without going.
"Look for anything to come tomorrow."
Lin Chaoxi put his hand on the door and didn't want to find any reason and excuse. He only said, "Teacher, I want to take a look at the school yearbook and see the book with my dad."
The old woman looked at her from top to bottom. I didn't know what I was thinking. Finally, I said, "Oh, then I will give you ten minutes. Anyway, I will have nothing to go back."
Lin did not know what words in her words touched her, and she was so easily given a 10 minute chance.
"Do you know where the yearbook is? I will take you there." The old woman came over and took her hand.
Sanwei University has been established for more than 100 years, so there are more than a hundred of the yearbooks, which are placed on the shelves and are magnificent.
The yearbook records the annual events, important manuscripts, departmental situation, teacher and student list, rewards and punishments, etc. of a school, often with an astonishing thickness.
Lin squatted and his fingers slipped through the books.
As the female college student just said, she stuck in the three ages of graduated from college or graduated from graduate school, and took several yearsbooks from the bookshelf.
She has already developed a habit of reading books. She first looks at the catalogue, finds the name of the graduate of the mathematics department, and sees the page number. She flips back directly.
The □ □ Yearbook is crisp enough, the museum is dimly lit, and each word is as small as sesame.
Lin Zhaoxi looked a little anxious, one, two, three times, one, two, three, but I don't know if she was too poor to find, she never saw the name of Lao Lin.
She could see her eyes sore, her fingers moving to the right and moving again, but still not.
At that time, she didn't feel confused. She just looked at the densely anonymized names. If she was awkward, she would probably find out where the old forest was. ,
From the name of the mathematics student to the name of the faculty and staff, whether it is a graduate student, an undergraduate or a master's doctoral student, Lin Zhaosheng has never appeared.
In the end, she moved all the books in the entire row.
No, no, no, no...
As the key of Dangdang gradually approached, Lin took a deep breath.
"Children, really want to close the door." Granny said so.
Lin Chaoxi was sitting on the ground at the time, in front of more than ten heavy school yearbooks, each of which was open to the same part.
The old woman glanced at her and asked, "Who are you looking for?"
Like catching the last straw, Lin suddenly raised his head: "Let Lin Zhaosheng, do you have an impression?"
The other person pondered for a while: "Which department is it?"
"Department of Mathematics."
"Can not remember."
Lin Chaoxi’s heart sank again.
"But I am old, I can still remember the celebrities I have seen in school, but I have never heard of this name."
"He had been here before the early 90s."
"Every year, there are so many people in the mathematics department, you test me too much." The old woman took a shot with her shoulder and pulled her up. She said with a strong heart: "In fact, it’s not important for Dad to be a college graduate. As long as you Study hard, you can also take it here."
Lin Chaoxi finally understood, she probably thought that this was a lie that parents deceived their children, but Lin could not explain the strange problems inside.
The situation is now weird.
Before she came up, she was ready to open the psychological construction of Lao Lin's past. So far, in this one-year-old signature yearbook, Lao Lin's past has become more empty.
This school has his traces.
He read the book here, and there are his handwritings in the book, but he does not belong here.

Lin Chaoxi never felt that her life was a huge scam, because Lao Lin even lied to her.
He never talked about his past, nor did he think about the future of their father and daughter.
He seems to be holding her hand so leisurely and leisurely, and she has been with her for 22 years, but what is behind the years?
She never knew.
On the same day, the same stairs. Every time, her mood is completely different.
So far, she only feels empty and confused.
There is a huge hollow in the body, but there is no wind blowing through it. Everything is like the sky outside the library. It is wet and sultry, like condensation.

The time was less than 6 pm, she couldn’t afford to do anything for the first time, and there was no one to talk to, and she walked back to the dormitory without knowing it.
There are a lot of people in the hallway, and the girls who have just finished washing their heads and clothes are in the hallway, and there is a loud voice everywhere.
The door of Room 202 was open, and Lin went slowly to the door and heard the voice of the roommate.
"Xiao Ling, you still have to talk to Lin Chaoxi, I see you are so unbearable every day."
Lin dynasty stopped.
"Since you can't sleep every night, let her change the dormitory." This is another roommate.
"She has paid great attention."
"But when I opened the door and closed the door, I suddenly came in and went out alone. I was occasionally woken up because she was crippling, like we were bullying her."
"She is also studying hard."
"But this kind of effort is not right. I sleep for four hours a day, so the worse the test is."
"It is estimated that the results before are too good. Now it is anxious to fall. There is a girl in our school who jumped off the building."
The chatter of the girls came out with a word, the air in the corridor was stuffy, and the flavors of the various washing products were mixed and breathless.
"No way, some boys are really too smart." Yin Xiaolin finally said.
Lin Zhaoxi picked up the umbrella against the wall and turned and left.

The repressed life of more than a month has suddenly been released at this moment.
Holding the umbrella and carrying the bag, Lin Chaoxi walked aimlessly, nothing to learn, and nothing to think about, she walked purely mechanically.
In the vicinity of the university campus, there are a number of food stalls, good-looking clothing stores, and a large array of electrical appliances. There are male and female smiling people everywhere. The surrounding is very hot and full of fun, filled with the most real joy of the world.
It may be that the weather is repressed, or it may be empty inside, but the forest is getting colder and colder.
From the noisy campus to the cold streets, she went to another noisy campus.
The rain still didn't go down, and her action of taking the umbrella seemed silly.
Looking up, Lin Zhaoxi felt that this should be a day of sitting with a friend and chatting with a cold beer.
There are so many people here, she doesn't know any of them.
She passed the Baicao University and passed through Yongchuan University. She also passed a brand new jewelry store.
The store is wide, the furnishings are bright, the spotlights are lit, and everything is like the most beautiful dream of a girl.
Lin Zhao looked up and the sign was "neon".
Her eyes are a bit sour, she is very familiar with this name, and there are many jewelry stores near many schools in tranquility.
Our boss wants to open a new jewelry chain in Yongchuan, she is looking for the old clerk here.
Someone said this to her more than a month ago.
Holding a very strange mind, Lin Chaoxi inserted the umbrella into the umbrella bucket at the door and walked into the jewelry store.
The beautiful female students are picking up their favorite hair accessories, and there are crisp laughter everywhere.
She walked from one end of the store to the other, walked around each shelf, carefully watched the appearance of each salesperson, but did not see her want to see the face.
Bao Xiaomeng is not here either.
When I finally walked out of the jewelry store, Lin thought about it, this is probably one day.
No matter what she wants or what she wants, she will never find it.

The rain finally fell.
It has been a lot of days in the backlog, and today it has been raining, but when the raindrops really fall, there is no warning.
In a flash, the rain traverses the sky and descends from the sky with a vigorous momentum, as if to cleanse the world.
In the ear is the rumble of the sound of the waves, Lin Lin opened his hand and looked at the empty palm, she realized that she had just dropped the umbrella in the jewelry store.
The rain is too big, surrounded by crowds of people, Lin immediately slid wet, but she has no place to go, so no hurry.
She continued to move forward with a constant pace and stopped under one roof.
Looking up and looking around, the old neighborhood was instantly emptied, and the world was dark and faint.
Sure enough, real life can't be filled with all kinds of romances like in the movie. At that time, she had used up all her luck.
It was so wet and cold that Lin sat down on the steps in front of the squat, holding his knees and closing his eyes.
Obviously very sleepy, she could not sleep at all.
She is very tired now and wants to go home.
This thought is constantly lingering on her.
Lao Lin’s affairs, the training team’s affairs, the results went from bad to worse, and the girls who were sleeping did not like her.
She forced herself to think seriously and cautiously whether she still needs to stay in the training team for training.
The summer training is to train the top students, to sprint the national team. If this is the syllabus written by Lao Lin, then he may even train them to become future mathematicians.
The talent gap is gradually emerging, is it necessary for her to continue?
Like her ability, isn't it just one thing to focus on?
The thoughts were very reluctant, and the rain did not know how long it took. There was always a pattering sound in the ear, and the rain was either urgent or slow, but the pedestrians gradually increased.
Someone stepped on the pond and made a "beep" sound.
Lin Zhaoxi raised his head.
That is a familiar face.
Double ponytail, big eyes, dragging the tattered trolley case in his hand. Although she had no baby fat on her face, she looked very embarrassed, but she had an umbrella in her hand.
The other person looked at her with incredulous eyes.
After a while, Lin looked at the parasol that tilted a corner and smiled: it seemed to be better than the imaginary plot.
"Do you know where to drink ice beer?" she asked.

When the old friends reunited, they should always have a drink.
Lin Chaoxi and Bao Xiaomeng sat down at the snack bar.
It’s already time for school, the rain has stopped, and the snack bar hidden in the deep lane is very lively. It is very close to Yongchuan University, and the students crowded the small shops.
The boss is a middle-aged couple and there is a waiter in the store.
It was a young boy who looked like a college student. He was wearing a checkered apron and his face was handsome and handsome. Like most temperamental guys, he seemed to be very cold. Kelin said that the boys often bend over and meet the requirements of the other person when they meet the children and the old man. It is easy to make people feel good.
"How are you doing?" The opposite voice came, Bao Xiaomeng asked her first.
"Obviously not good." Lin is very calm.
"The training of the provincial team... is it too hard?"
"Yeah, there are too many smart people, too many things to learn, every day you chase after me." She raised her head and looked at Bao Xiaomeng. "Maybe you are right."
Lin Zhaoxi did not know what the problem was in this sentence. Bao Xiaomeng’s eyes suddenly turned red.
Lin stared at her.
"I am not right at all, you should study hard, don't be like me!"

It’s hard work to go to work?
Lin looked at the suitcase at her feet.
"I didn't do it there, I resigned."
"What's wrong?" Bao Xiaomeng lost so much. In fact, Lin Chaoxi’s heart has been very tight.
"Too tired, I have to stand for 12 hours every day. I will change my break after 6 o'clock, but the manager also arranged for me to stand. I really can't stand. It is obvious that another person should go to work because she is the manager. The fellows can just transfer the class. Say 800 yuan a month, but the store manager said that he would give me 600, because I didn't look at the goods, 200, so much money, there is no more." Bao Xiaomeng said more More, but suddenly stopped, bowed his head and did not look at her.
"Do you tell the boss, does the boss really like you?"
"The boss is not Teacher Li, no matter what."
"Yeah." Lin asked, "Where are you going to go, change jobs?"
Bao Xiaomeng was silent, and her eyes were filled with tears. No answer, but better than answer.
She wiped her tears and changed the subject: "Don't tell me, do you still return to the training team?"
"I might……"
Lin Zhaoxi said that there was a fresh and nice male voice in the ear: "You have been sitting here for ten minutes, what do you want to eat?"
Lin Zhaoxi looked at the sound and asked: "Is there an ice beer?"
The waiter showed his eye-catching gaze. He turned the ballpoint pen on the circle and said, "No."
"You have it in your refrigerator." Lin said at the transparent freezer in the corner.
"I did not see it."
"Is there ice cola?"
"nor."
"Why?"
The boy glanced at her from head to toe and finally looked at the water stains formed by the drops on her face. She said, "I think you are more suitable for eating two bowls of enthusiasm now."
"That's what you said." Lin said.
But the boy still didn't move.
"what happened again?"
"Pay money first."
Lin Chao opened the bag zipper and squatted inside for a long time, and the movement gradually stopped.
Bao Xiaomeng reacted and pulled out the wallet. There was only one change in it, a total of 7 pieces of 4 hairs.
"I just wanted to go to the store to ask for a salary." Bao Xiaomeng was so embarrassed that he had been forced to pack.
Lin Xiang looked up at the restaurant's menu and found a bowl of 馄饨8 dollars. She and Bao Xiaomeng looked at each other. She thought that they could only go.
The waiters didn't know when to leave, just after they got up and they got up, the two bowls of enthusiasm were put down.
Hot and angry, Lin Chaoxi raised his head: "We don't have enough money."
"Do you count things?" the waiter asked.
Lin Xixi is not clear: "What?"
"Fortune telling."
Lin Chaoxi was completely sluggish.
"You can say whatever you want, after all, I just want to find a reason and want to pay you a meal."
The boys have clear eyes, no intentions between the opposite sex, but more like a brother-like care.
"Remember to check out before you go."
Leave this sentence, he left to go busy
The boss smiled at the kitchen: "Is Lin good and good guys?"
Lin Xiangxi looked at the boss and realized that he was calling the waiter.
It was also the hot soup, Lin Lin found that he was really hungry, and a bowl of time, she and Bao Xiaomeng did not say anything.
The cockroach disappeared and the soup bowl gradually disappeared. She finished the last soup, wiped her mouth, and placed one hand in front of her.
The phalanx was slender and the joints were distinct. Lin looked up and slammed into a pair of dark eyes. The waiter looked at her, his eyes were soft and extreme, as if he had the magic of seeing through the hearts of the people.
"I... I won't be fortune-telling," she said with a bump.
"That answers me a question?"
"go ahead."
"I feel that life is very difficult now. Everything is hard to fight. Should I give up what I still want to stick to?"
The boys are watching her, but also watching Bao Xiaomeng.
This is obviously a very casual question, but Lin Dingxi has a shock. This is obviously the question she wants to ask, but the other person naturally asks for the exit.
Lin Chaoxi took a deep breath and felt that the answer was too difficult: "I don't know."
"Oh, then remember to pay me back the next time, a total of 16 pieces." The boy finished, put his hand in the apron pocket, and turned around so quietly.
Lin Xixi did not know what the other party was out of. In this way, perhaps they heard their conversation, or they might have experienced a moment when life was extremely unsolvable.
Together with Bao Xiaomeng, she stepped out of the store.
After the rain, the sky is shining into a sunset.
Although it is still hot and humid, it is full of countless puzzles and incomprehensible life.
Lin Chaoxi looked back at the busy figure of the waiter in the dilapidated shop, but seemed to know how to answer his question.
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