Chapter 78: wide awake

At the time of school, Lin Chaoxi and Bao Xiaomeng went together.
As the sun sets, the school is surrounded by stall hawkers, and the fragrant barbecue and fried skewers linger in the air.
Before the stall, the head was swaying. Lin saw a circle of students around, and did not see Lu Zhihao and Hanamaki. I wanted to come. Their Zhongming class probably would not be so punctual after school.
They stood at the intersection of the four roads, and Bao Xiaomeng took her to the jewelry store.
"I don't go, you go home soon," Lin said.
"why?"
"There are two weeks to go to the exam."
"Ah?" Bao Xiaomeng squatted in front of the sidewalk lamppost and said with a smile, "Go."
"Xiao Meng, in fact, I have changed. I am now a woman who wants to take a class."
"Don't be kidding. What happened to you today?" The lovely girl looked at her with a strange look.
Lin Chaoxi pinched her white face: "I am serious."
The traffic on the road is like a shuttle, and the surrounding is very lively. Bao Xiaomeng is suddenly not very happy: "I am doing this with you every day, can you go with me once?" The girl said very wrongly.
"I really can't do it recently. You can go back to do your homework. There is still a year of high school entrance examination."
After Lin Zhaoxi finished, he walked on the zebra crossing and turned his back to the the sidewalk.
She knows that it looks so cold, but in the short-lived youth that she finally got back, she doesn't have much time to spend.

Or the house number 284, all the lanes, Lin Chaoxi stood in front of the house, took the key from the bag, and gently opened the door.
At that time, she left the world of cheese, Lao Lin just emptied the garbage in the small courtyard, and the yard was still empty.
But now, the green grape vine, the hydrangea in the corner, and the small goldfish in the corner of the wall still have small goldfish. Everything here coincides with what she should remember in her memory.
She took a deep breath in the mouth of the courtyard, the soil and the flowers and trees were fragrant, and Lao Lin went to work in the welfare home, and it would take me an hour to get home.
She can go to her room first, pack it up...
Along the left brick road, she walked to the front of the hut, twisted the handle and pushed the door open...
There are almost no white walls in the cabin, colorful star posters, messy anime maps, and the splendid color of the waves rushing like waves, giving people a very strong psychological pressure.
She couldn't help but think of the room of a famous cartoonist on the Internet. In short, it was almost exaggerated.
At the top of the metal-focused death gaze, she walked into the room, closed the door, and dropped the bag.
Although she is still familiar with the furniture combination, the room is really complicated, and she doesn’t know where to start.
She simply sat down at the desk and prepared a simple cleanup plan.
Throwing the sundries first, after finishing, is probably the order, but it is not difficult for Lao Lin to think that she has changed too much. She is still preparing to step by step and clean up every day. Today, I start with the desk where I have to do my homework every day.
Thinking about it, she was ready to find a pen to record, so she habitually touched the table for a long time, but found nothing.
How can I not even have a pen holder?
She thought about it and looked down at the window.
Suddenly, a grinning smile appeared on the window, and she was shocked.
Looking at it, she discovered that it was a poster for the clown in Batman. The clown not only had a big mouth, but also turned to face the alley.
Lin Chaoxi took a breath, and she was really heavy in the second edition. Lao Lin must have been complained by neighbors many times.
She quickly rip off the clown poster and prepared to change a poster for Luffy.
The idea is simple, but the process of finding tape paper makes the idea realization very rough.
In the second edition, she randomly put things in her hands, so that she came over like this, and there was no memory of the tape position in her mind, so she could only rummage.
Drawers, cabinets, most of the storage space is filled with the little girl's shiny jewelry, or the dark black loli.
She crouched down and reluctantly opened the accessories and wanted to see if there was any tape.
At this time, a blue iron box was exposed.
Still familiar with the words "Danish blue can cookie", the corners are slightly stripped, revealing a silver-white metal background.
Once, she put the most cherished things in it, and some of them closed the lid...
But now, she in the world of cheese, seems to have not touched this box for a long time.
In a flash, a lot of dusty memories suddenly appeared, and there was dust floating in the air under the sunset beam.
That is a very long process.
As people grow up, time and space are continuation and growing and updating.
Because she suddenly came to the world of strawberries, she pushed the world of cheese to a new branch.
Kobayashi’s embarrassment, her self-struggling and the ultimate courage, these experiences have shaped a brand new one.
Very energetic, very bloody, always strive to be the best.
But in the strawberry world, she only disappeared after two months. She didn't get such a strong personal ability in the new world of cheese, and this did not match the championship high that she was at that time.
How to describe this less perfect "Chinese and Lin dynasty", she remembered the personality psychology course she had attended at the College of Education.
The "actual self" and "ideal self" in personality do not match, the actual ability is insufficient and the ideal is too good. The difference between the two constantly causes her negative emotions.
If "Zhonglin Linxia" is studying calmly, it will not be like this at present.
But she always thought that she should be very, very powerful, but every time the exam was not satisfactory, sometimes even a supplementary question in a math test paper could not be right.
It was a very painful process. She often opened the tin box and looked at the championship certificate. She thought that she should achieve such a result, but the reality was always disappointing.
She continued to fight back, continued to fail, and will continue to succumb in the struggles.
In order to make herself look so smart, she finally found a reason for her not to work hard. She indulged in watching drama and new anime to paralyze herself.
But when she saw the iron box in the drawer at night, she knew that she should not do this.
There is no way, entertainment is too pleasant, too relaxing, and it is much easier than not to be self-reliant every day.
Hands on the cold iron box, Lin Chaoxi tastes the course of his heart, suddenly awake as never before.
She also thinks the problem is too simple.
Just keep telling yourself that "you have to use courage" and "you can do it" is a routine for false success.
Suddenly wake up, she wants to test the mathematics department of Sanwei University, can she really survive the failure?
Every day to achieve the goal is so difficult, and slack is a sudden thing.
Only the accumulation of knowledge, the gradual improvement of ability, and the hard work every day are the only reliable things.
She didn't have any moments more awake than she is now, and there is no moment to thank the door that opens the time and space more than now.
She hopes that her time at this time will be enough, enough to make up for the time she has slipped through her fingers, enough to make her and her there have the ability to pursue a better future. .
Lin Xiangxi thought so, closed the drawer, did not open the dusty iron box.

When Laolin came back, she had finished the desk and started doing homework.
It was already dark for most of the time. When Comrade Lao Lin knocked on the door, he first slammed it.
The face of Lao Lin Xiaoying Ying appeared in the background of the small courtyard of the twilight, and the smell of cooking smoke from every household was accompanied.
His face was dimmed by light, but it was bright and youthful.
Lin Chaoxi pushed the chair up and stood up, but he was afraid that he was too obvious. She resisted the urge to rush out, and changed her movements, pressing the desk coolly.
If there is still time to make up, she still wants to spend more time with Lao Lin, and I want Lao Lin to accompany her.
Lao Lin wiped his pants with a wet hand and said casually, "Come back?"
Lin Chaoxi’s heart trembled, and I always felt that Lao Lin meant something, but it might also be that she was a guilty conscience.
Sure enough, when she prepared the interface, Lao Lin said: "Which "Love of Lavender" is not finished yet, why not?"
"Too lazy to see."
"What happened?!" Lao Lin's tone was especially exaggerated, but the body was very leisurely to go to the yard.
He sat down at the stone table slowly, and placed the green beans he had just bought for dinner.
Lin Chaoxi could not help but follow the past, sitting down in front of Lao Lin.
Lao Lin turned the plastic bag and began to choose the vegetables, and did not lift the head.
No matter how the world changes, Lao Lin has a personality as always.
"Dad, you don't care about me, why don't you ask me what happened?" She slightly imitated the tone of Zhong Lin's eve to spend money, and spoke to Lao Lin.
"Come on what you care about. Since you know that you like Zheng Tianming, our father and daughter have been in a long time. I have to pay for my new album by Avril."
Lin Zhaoxi: "..."
"It's not as good as Lu Zhihao." Lao Lin whispered very disdainfully, very resentful.
"I don't like him, I want to test the class." Lin said.
Lao Lin suddenly put down his hand. Under the gleam of the chandelier in the courtyard, his face was solemn: "Is it really for Lu Zhihao, is there a father in my eyes?"
Why are you so excited?
Lin Chaoxi was almost scared by the sudden change of Lao Lin. When I heard this, I knew that Lao Lin was teasing her.
It’s too difficult to play a middle school girl, but the slogan is shouting now, and I have to finish shouting.
"I suddenly woke up from the second phase!" she shouted.
Even the symbolic air stagnation in the comics was gone. When Lao Lin heard this, his hand moved.
Rubbing, rubbing, green green beans were cut off, she was waiting for the old forest to respond, Lao Lin looked at her up and down, and finally shook her head: "I feel as if I haven't, is it back?" 2k novel reading network