Chapter 36:
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Give a Kiss to Paranoid Men
- 山有青木
- 5871 characters
- 2021-03-01 11:49:27
"... That's the way it was. I just thought it was fun. Later ... I was afraid that you would get angry and always wanted to find a suitable opportunity to tell you."
In the president's office, Ji Ting was quietly sitting on the sofa, and Shen Tuchuan stood beside her like a frustrated daughter-in-law, explaining things from beginning to end with a stiff shoulder.
"You're not looking for a suitable opportunity to tell me, you are looking for a suitable reason to" wash "the industry, have you never thought to confess to me, right?" All the emotions had been exhausted in the lobby At this time, there was only infinite calmness in the listening season.
Shen Tuchuan pursed his lips, and half of his voice said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."
"... So you are fully capable of solving your own dilemma, right?" Ji heard about the value of Gu and Shen Tushan.
Shen Tuchuan remained silent for a long time, and Ji understood. The plan for co-authoring had long been settled. Only she was still worrying blindly, and felt that he could not do without him. This is really ...
"Listen, isn't it okay to be angry?" Shen Tuchuan crouched down, learning sparsely to please her before, and grabbed her hand.
Ji Ting looked at him quietly, and half a while suddenly asked: "Since I know it was a lie to me, why did you intentionally get angry with me after I questioned the car?"
"..."
"He also deliberately gave me the phone from the week before and lied to me with others," Ji said after hearing a moment of silence and wanted to pull his hand out, but he gave up because he was holding on, "Shen Tuchuan In the early days, it was a misunderstanding to lie to me. What happened later? "
"... I just want to be closer to you." Shen Tuchuan said hardly.
Ji Ting raised his lips and said, "So you have to lie to me to pretend to be angry and use my guilt to force me to be your girlfriend?"
"I didn't force you ... were you willing?" Shen Tuchuan looked into her eyes, afraid to see a different answer.
Ji listened sarcastically with him: "Yeah, voluntary, so are you happy?"
"Listen, I'm sorry." In this moment's effort, Shen Tuchuan has said a dozen times sorry, more than the previous 22 years combined.
Ji Ting looked down, and after a long time he sighed and tried to pull his hands out again, but he failed. The unknown fire suddenly ignited in her heart. To burn her whole body, she took a deep breath and discussed with him as calmly as possible: "You let go."
"You haven't forgiven me yet." Shen Tuchuan clenched her hand.
Ji Ting's eyes cooled down: "We'll go back to this matter and discuss it now. It's working time. I'm going back to work."
"You forgive me first." Shen Tuchuan was flustered in his heart, and he couldn't let go of her.
"Shen Tuchuan," Ji Tingding stared at him, "don't force me to hate you."
When she said this sentence, she didn't seem to be mixed with a trace of revenge, but she was elaborating a fact.
Shen Tuchuan's heart shook, and she unconsciously let go of her hand. Ji listened to her lips and stood up, heading towards the door without looking back.
Shen Tuchuan stared at her disappearing motionlessly, her fingertips began to tremble. He wasn't quite sure, why she was not afraid because she was not very angry.
Ji Ting came out of the president's office with a stretched face, and several people in front of her hurried to make way when she entered the elevator, bowed slightly to her and said, "Mrs. Hello", it seemed like a few minutes, the world knew her relationship with Shen Tuchuan Already.
"..." Ji Ting now couldn't help getting angry when he heard the word "Mrs.", but there was no reason to spit Qi on others, so he took a deep breath to cover up the true emotions, and smiled and nodded.
After she got into the elevator, those people didn't follow, so she could only go to the second floor by the huge elevator alone.
Standing in the elevator, watching her face reflected on the elevator door, Ji Tingjiu could not return to her mind until the elevator door opened, and she cleared her mood and went out pretending to be nothing.
The colleagues at the branch office were waiting for her on the second floor. Although she was uncomfortable after seeing her, she was greeted enthusiastically. Only the girls and male colleagues who had mocked her on the bus just a moment later, she flinched and looked away. I dare not look at her.
Ji Ting still took them as the air as before, and after saying hello to a few colleagues, he walked in front of the supervisor and said, "Sorry for the supervisor, it has caused you trouble."
"No trouble, no trouble ..." The director quickly waved his hands, his face was a little complicated. Ji Ting was arranged a week ago. She thought that it was at most a distant relative from a week ago, otherwise she would not go to a branch office. Who knows that she is the wife of the president.
I don't know if the wife of the president's Weifu private visit for so long has caught many handles of their branch.
Ji heard her thoughts, and she couldn't help crying: "Don't think too much. I really ran to work and didn't mean anything else."
"That's good, that's good ... No, even if you're a private visit to WeChat, we welcome it." The supervisor turned a corner when he spoke.
Ji Ting smiled and did n’t explain any more. Several colleagues next to me were a little awkward and careful, but when they saw that Ji Ting was still the same as before, they all came around and started chatting with some freshness: "I always thought you were a man before My friend is an older person. I didn't expect that he would be so young and still our big boss. "
"Yeah, he is one year younger than me." Ji listened softly.
Her words provoked discussion among the group, all of which were boasting about her and Shen Tuchuan. Ji Ting was also patient and cooperated. The girl next to her turned blacker and darker. As for the previous male colleague, Some can't stand.
"Xiao Wu, aren't you saying that you want Ji-Ying to consider you? Why, do you still think about it?" Someone looked at his male colleague, and his eyes were full of good things.
The male colleague froze and smiled dryly: "I, I don't know Tarzan, the dog's eyes are low, don't, don't see me in general." Talking, but not even the courage to look at Ji. I just feel hot on my face, I can't wait to find a place to dig into it.
A female colleague noticed that the girl immediately raised her voice: "Actually, we haven't seen Ji listening to his boyfriend, and we don't know who started it. He said that Ji listening was an old man, and Ji listening himself denied her I do n’t know if I have to apologize.
"I think it's time to apologize. How can you arrange a little girl like this, that is, Ji Ting has a good temper, and can only endure her for so long."
A group of people talked eloquently next to each other, Ji listened this time just smiled and did not speak. When they say these words, they may not really help themselves, they just want to make a good impression in front of themselves after knowing what the wife of the president is, otherwise why not help her before?
The girls were blushed and blushed by them, and they had long lost their former momentum. She and her boyfriend both worked under Shen Tuchuan. Now they offend Ji Ting, and really do n’t know what will happen in the future.
But I really wanted her to apologize, she couldn't say another word of sorry. She had previously determined that Ji Ting was not as beautiful as her net worth and target. She actually had a sense of superiority in front of Ji Ting. Now she apologizes. She is really more uncomfortable than dead.
People around her were not convinced yet, and the atmosphere was a little embarrassing for a while. Ji heard a glance at her and asked the supervisor with a smile: "What should we do next?"
"Visit first, and then go to the meeting after lunch, then lunch time." The atmosphere was a little stiff, and the supervisor was busy.
Ji Ting nodded: "Let's go."
The supervisor immediately organized a party to go forward, and the girl who had been completely ignored turned red with a flush in her face, and tears began to accumulate in her eyes, as if someone had bullied her. But before everyone had given her a chance to make peace with Ji, she did not want it, so everyone pretended not to see it.
A group of people walked around the headquarters building to visit, and many people greeted Ji Ting along the way, and Ji Ting responded gently. The colleagues around her were a bit embarrassed, and the sense of distance that had finally disappeared before appeared again. They once again realized that the fact that Ji Ting was really the wife of the president.
After the visit, go to the meeting room on the top floor to introduce the company's culture and situation, and increase the cohesion of the branches and headquarters.
When Ji listened to the conference room, it was already full, and she stood up when she saw her heir, and bowed to her, "Mrs. Good!"
Ji Ting was frightened by this battle and twitched his lips, barely squeezed out a smile and nodded at them, then sat down until the last row. The supervisor watched her go backwards and took someone with her, and the last group sat behind.
Ji listened as they followed, busy whispering, "You can go to the front, you don't need to be with me."
"It's okay, there are already full seats in front of us anyway, we'll be fine here," said the director diligently, and other colleagues nodded.
Even so, no one wants to sit next to Ji Ting. Ji Ting glanced at her colleague who was sitting beside her, and her heart was even more unspeakable. At this time, all the absurdities she experienced were the king of Shen Tuchuan Bring the eggs.
Although I always had my eyes on myself in the beginning, this situation was reduced a lot at the beginning of the meeting. Ji Ting was finally able to relax, and his eyes stared forward.
I don't know how long, there was a sudden commotion at the back door, and when Ji heard it, a person was already sitting in the empty space around him.
Just for a moment, she knew who the other party was, and her expression was a little bad immediately: "What are you doing?"
"Shh, what about the meeting." Shen Tuchuan lowered his voice.
Ji listened to the corner of his mouth, looked at him strangely, meaning that you have a day to take care of other things? Shen Tuchuan sat in a seat stiffly, Yu Guang kept staring at Ji Ting's face, and then she was relieved after seeing that she did not show any emotion of rejection.
"Let's eat together later?" Shen Tuchuan whispered.
Ji Ting looked faint: "Where is the meeting, don't talk."
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment, carefully pinching her wrist, slowed her voice and said, "Let me let them meet."
Others who overhear their ears: "..." aren't they mysterious Gao Leng presidents? Why is she licking the dog in front of his wife?
After Shen Tuchuan said that Ji Ting didn't say it, he had to get up and forcibly terminate the meeting. As a result, Ji Duan gave him a glance and was honest.
He looked at Ji Ting's wrist and didn't dare to move, for fear of reminding Ji Ting, Ji Ting would retract his hand.
He kept the same posture until the end of the meeting. When he was going out, he could finally speak. "I'll take you to the cafeteria to see. The food over there is not bad."
Just a week ago: "..." Why didn't he remember that the president went to the cafeteria?
Ji Ting's expression remained unchanged: "Forget it, I want to work with colleagues."
Shen Tuchuan looked at her supervisor unpleasantly, and the supervisor's sweating brushed out: "Just go with me, I have made an appointment with other colleagues." No matter there are no logical problems, take it directly The others fled away.
He wiped the sweat on his forehead a week ago: "President, Madam, two please, I still have something, I will not give you away." He left without a word, as if the person who had just chased Shen Tuchuan was not him same.
As Shen Tuchuan was there, the meeting room soon went clean, leaving him and Ji Ting. Shen Tuchuan flattered and reached out to her: "Listen, let's go to dinner."
"I'm not hungry." After listening to Ji, he said that he was in the same position, and he still had a mood to eat. After that, he went out.
Shen Tuchuan's lips stopped her in the past, and her voice was even more low-spirited: "How much to eat, otherwise the stomach will be uncomfortable, shall I take you to the cafeteria?"
Ji listened for a moment and looked at him seriously: "Shen Tuchuan, can you stay away from me?"
Shen Tuchuan's heart seemed to be pinched by a big hand at once, and the blood coagulated with it. His face paled slightly: "Listen, don't ..."
"Is it so difficult to give me a little time alone?" Ji Ting's eyes were a little confused, "I just want to be alone and digest my emotions, can you stop following me?"
Shen Tuchuan's hand was clenched into a fist, and his nails were pinched in his palm. The severe pain calmed him down a little.
"How long are you going to be alone?" He asked his voice hoarsely.
Ji couldn't hear it for a while, and answered honestly after a long time: "I don't know."
"Will you break up with me?" Shen Tuchuan's eyes were red.
Ji did not listen.
Shen Tuchuan took a step forward, hugged her in her arms, and pleaded, "Don't break up with me, don't leave me, okay?"
"I won't leave you." After hearing this sentence, Ji just felt very sad. Because of the task, no matter what you think in your heart, you can't fully take it into consideration. You can only think about the task to the greatest extent.
Shen Tuchuan was relieved when she heard her words, and she let go of her helplessly: "So, where are you going to go later?"
"I'm tired today and want to take time off." Ji listened slowly.
Shen Tuchuan nodded and looked at her carefully: "Okay, you go back, I'll help you and your supervisor ask for leave."
Ji Ting and him looked at each other, and looked away. Shen Tuchuan originally wanted to follow the past, but the thought of looking at her own eyes, finally resisted the steps towards her, and went to help her with low pressure to take leave.
Ji Ting walked out of the company building alone and stood on the side of the road watching the car pops. His mood finally widened. She called a taxi to sit in. She wanted to report her home address, but suddenly thought that since Shen Tuchuan had cheated her, the place where they live now should also be Shen Tuchuan's house.
And those jewels, the so-called millions of royalties, everything is a lie he made up.
The more she thought, the more she felt that her life was not real enough, and she was so disgusted that she didn't want to go back at all, so she reported to the driver a few kilometers away from a shopping mall, and she was going to relax and talk.
When she arrived at the mall, she went to eat a big meal alone, and the food filled the emptiness in her heart, so that she did not feel as empty as before. After eating, she strolled around again, looked at her clothes and her bags, and ended up buying nothing.
After a circle, Ji Ting's stomach emptied. She glanced at the time and went to the fourth-floor cinema to buy a bucket of popcorn. She picked a literary film for more than three hours and turned her phone to silent to watch a movie. .
Because it is a working day and a literary movie with a wide audience, there is only one person listening to Ji in the large movie theater. She sits down and begins to eat popcorn. Gradually, she gets into trouble because of the long and tedious plot on the screen.
Anyway, she was alone. She lifted the baffle between the two chairs, lay down comfortably, and soon fell into a dark sweet dream.
This sleep was very heavy, and it wasn't until the cleaning aunt came to wake her that she woke up stupidly and glanced at her mobile phone. Suddenly there were more than a hundred missed calls and a lot of text messages. These things were sent by the same person.
At first, the text message only carefully asked her if she was home. Later, she did not reply, and Shen Tuchuan said that he had also returned.
Maybe she did n’t see her at home. Shen Tuchuan was suddenly anxious and started sending text messages and calling frantically. The follow-up text messages seemed to be fine. She threatened for a while to be soft, but unfortunately she muted when she entered the field until See it now.
Ji listened to the time, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, she thought it was just the end of the movie, but did not expect that it has been so long.
Although angry with Shen Tuchuan, she never thought of torturing him with an intentional disappearance. She hurried out, preparing to call Shen Tuchuan, but as soon as she opened the address book, the phone turned off automatically when there was no power.
... It's a godsend.
Ji Ting was speechless for a moment, and took a taxi to go home. She thought Shen Tuchuan was at home, but she didn't see anyone when she got home. She charged her cell phone and called him.
The phone was connected after only one beep. There was a hoarse and anxious voice from Shen Tuchuan: "Ji listen, where are you?"
"I'm at home." Ji listened to answer.
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment: "Okay, I'll go back now."
After speaking the opposite, he hung up the phone. Ji listened with relief, sitting on the sofa for the first time and seriously watching the text messages he sent to himself. When I saw the phrase, "You signed a lifetime contract with me, don't try to escape from me easily," Ji listened for a moment, and remembered for a long time that I remembered what the only contract he had signed with him.
What he said should be the contract signed by the two before leaving Shen Tujia ... But isn't that an ordinary labor contract?
Ji Ting frowned into his room, pressed his birthday on the safe, and then took out the two contracts.
I took the contract and sat down in the living room. I looked at it one by one. Finally, on the last page, I saw the word ‘life’. She snorted and found herself stupid again.
Thanks to her, she still felt that Shen Tuchuan lacked social experience and was easy to be deceived by outsiders. Now that she is the one who is vulnerable to being deceived, Shen Tuchuan is so good that she does not need anyone's help at all.
When Shen Tuchuan hurried back, he saw Ji Ting quietly sitting on the sofa, with two contracts in front of him. His face changed, and he rushed to protect the contract in his hands, only to find that the page he had signed on had been torn off.
"Why did you tear up my contract?" After finding Shen Tuchuan one afternoon, she could no longer control her emotions.
Ji Ting looked at his stubborn expression and stunned God, then looked at him calmly: "Unfair contract, why should I keep it."
Shen Tuchuan grasped the contract's hand and clenched suddenly: "You don't think you can leave me if you tear up the contract? I tell you, I have kept a backup for a long time, even if you tear up the original, you can't destroy the contract!"
"So you want me to continue working as a maid for you?" Ji Ting looked down, "It's not impossible."
Shen Tuchuan panicked, and answered with a stiff face, "I don't want you to be a maid, I just want you to stay away from me."
Ji couldn't listen, and the air seemed to be quiet. Shen Tuchuan was silent for a long time. Finally, she crouched down in front of her, holding her knees to look up at her, softened her voice and said, "Listen, let's not fight Well, shouldn't this have happened? You know my original intention, but I just want to be taken care of by you. "
Ji heard his fingertips tremble, looked at his sweaty hair and clothes, and nodded for a moment: "Okay, no more noise."
"Do you forgive me?" Shen Tuchuan didn't expect her to be so good, and immediately couldn't believe it.
Ji heard a bitter smile: "I can't help but forgive." She has to stay behind to complete the task as soon as possible and return to the real world.
Listening to her helpless tone, Shen Tuchuan frowned inadvertently, always feeling that there was something wrong, but she couldn't say one, two, three. In the end, she could only temporarily suppress the violation: "Let's eat, you think What to eat, I will make it. "
"I've eaten outside just now, I'm a bit tired, I'll go to rest first." Ji listened with a mild smile.
Shen Tuchuan nodded, and when she got up, she stood up, followed her to the bedroom door, and was about to kiss her, and the door closed mercilessly in front of her. He froze, stared at the door for a long time, and finally left with his eyes down.
Because he was busy looking for Ji to listen to the wind during the day, Shen Tuchuan began to have a fever that night. This time, he did not resist. When he felt uncomfortable, he immediately sent a text message to Ji Ting: I had a fever.
It didn't take long before the door knocked. Shen Tuchuan lay down contentedly, and when she arrived, she began to look fragile again: "Listen, I feel uncomfortable."
Ji Ting frowned and helped him take his temperature, and after taking a fever, he gave him medicine: "Take medicine."
Shen Tuchuan sat up obediently, her eyes stayed on her. He took Ji's hand, the medicine in it, and after taking it, seized Ji's hand and asked carefully, "Can you stay with me again?"
"... Well, you sleep, I am here to guard you." Ji Tingwen said gently.
Shen Tuchuan felt a ecstasy in her heart, but did not dare to show it, but nodded obediently, and then lay down under Ji Tian's gaze.
He was uncomfortable and had just taken medicine, and soon fell asleep. When he fell asleep, Ji Ting turned and left.
In the early morning of the next day, when Shen Tuchuan woke up, it was already more than eight o'clock. He hesitated and quickly got up, ran to Ji Tingwu to wake her up. As soon as he entered the door, he saw that her bed was flat and flat, apparently she had already left .
He stood blankly for a long time before returning to the house to get his mobile phone to send her a text message, but as soon as he opened it, he received her message: I go to work first, and you take a good rest.
Shen Tuchuan's face slowly eased, comforting herself, she was afraid of being late, so she left early.
That night, Shen Tuchuan waited in front of her company as usual, and when Ji heard it, he saw the car hesitated, and pursed his lips and came up.
Shen Tuchuan looked at her tenderly: "How are you today?"
"It's okay ... can you stop picking me up next time?" Ji Ting asked softly.
Shen Tuchuan froze for a moment: "Why?"
"Everyone now knows you are my boyfriend. They will be uncomfortable if you come."
"Then make them uncomfortable. When did you care about the eyes of others?" Shen Tuchuan asked with a stern face.
Ji couldn't hear anything, just looked at him quietly. Half a while, Shen Tuchuan started the car with a calm face, and said hoarsely, "Okay, listen to you."
"Thank you." Ji Ting was relieved. She couldn't say why, but suddenly she seemed to have lost interest in the missions of this world, and she didn't even want to see a male partner.
Shen Tuchuan stared at the front, unable to say a word. At this moment, he felt that there was something in his body, which made him feel pain in his internal organs.
Naturally, there was no good night kiss that night, and every day after that, all the intimate actions seemed to disappear, and their relationship returned to the state when they were at Shen Tujia.
Shen Tuchuan was always anxious about this state, but because Ji Ting's attitude was not wrong, he couldn't find a breakthrough.
After more than ten days, a peaceful weekend, Ji Ting was sitting in the living room watching TV. At this moment, the news of Shen Tujia's collapse was being broadcast on the TV. It took a long time to introduce Shen Tujia's history and trends. all over.
When Shen Tuchuan came back, he saw Ji Ting sitting on the sofa. He paused and sat down beside her. After watching the news for a while, he said in a deep voice: "Listen, I succeeded."
"Well, you succeeded." Ji Ting smiled.
Shen Tuchuan looked a little irritated when she looked at her oil and salt, and then raised her carefully, "Can you hug me?"
Ji heard silence for a moment, and stretched out his hands to hug him.
The long-lost lemon scent lingered on the tip of the nose, and Shen Tuchuan's voice was a little hoarse: "I can finally get rid of the shadow brought by the Shen Tu family and go to a new life completely."
"Congratulations." When Ji heard this sentence, he felt like an outsider.
Shen Tuchuan tightened her waist, as if to embed her in her body: "Let's live well in the future."
Ji heard a moment of silence, and after a long time ‘um’ said. Shen Tuchuan's eyes glowed with faint water. He raised his head and slowly approached Ji Ting's lips.
When he was about to touch, Ji Ting suddenly pushed him away and stood up, hurried to the kitchen: "The custard is steamed, come and eat."
Shen Tuchuan's eyes darkened and he said nothing in the end.
He has been tolerating, wondering when Ji He can really forgive himself. At first he felt guilty, but gradually the guilt was consumed, and instead he became more resentful.
Shen Tuchuan didn't understand, it was obviously a trivial matter, why Ji Ting was holding on, even because he had been deadlocked for this matter. It is because he has learned to be in the position and imagined that he and Ji listen to change his position, he will become more irritable.
Because if he was deceived by Ji Ting, no matter how badly deceived, as long as she is coquettish, she is willing to forgive her, but Ji Ting can't treat herself like this.
After all, it's because she doesn't love herself enough.
The darkness in Shen Tuchuan's heart grew more and more heavy. Until one day, Zhou told him that Ji Ting had resigned, and this darkness seemed to erupt in an instant.
"What did you say ?!" Shen Tuchuan stood up sharply.
Startled by his reaction a week ago, he hurriedly said, "Yes, it is today. After she handed in the resignation letter, her supervisor told me, and I ..."
Before he finished speaking, Shen Tuchuan rushed out of the office with a shame on his face.
He's had enough of this state, and he's going to ask if she really wants to hang herself all her life, if she answers 'yes', if she answers ...
Then lock her up to a place where they are both, so that she can't leave herself forever.
... or is she gone now? She lied about her resignation, thinking about it long ago, if she could not see her when she went back?
He refused to think again.
Shen Tuchuan's heart was wrapped in darkness, her eyes were red along the way, and she could only be relieved after waiting for Ji's answer.
How he got home has no memory at all, only when the elevator door opens and he sees Ji Ting in the living room, he is relieved and finally feels alive.
Ji heard the sound, and Mu Na looked at him.
Shen Tuchuan stepped out of the elevator and waited for the elevator door to close, staring at her calmly: "Why didn't you tell me about your resignation?"
"No need." Ji Ting replied lightly.
Shen Tuchuan's fist clenched, but he remained calm: "Why don't you think it is necessary? You should have a lot of things to pack, tell me in advance, I can help you move things ..."
"Shen Tuchuan." Ji listened to interrupt him and looked at him in confusion.
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment: "What's wrong?"
"When will you feel happy? Your life is so good now, why are you still not happy?" Ji Ting frowned.
There was a mockery in Shen Tuchuan's eyes: "Yeah, why am I still unhappy, should some people reflect on themselves?"
"Your requirements for life are too high. The higher the standard, the more unhappy you are. You still lower the standard as soon as possible, so that you are happy and I will be liberated." Ji Ting sighed.
Shen Tuchuan frowned: "What does it mean to be liberated?"
"Just I can go," Ji listened seriously, "you are not happy, I can't go."
Shen Tuchuan's face instantly darkened: "You want to leave me, do you want to break up? You finally said it."
Ji Tingyi looked at him with infinite grievances.
Shen Tuchuan strode forward, came to her and grabbed her wrist, and suddenly smelled a faint taste of wine, but it was not obvious, he didn't pay much attention.
"Ji listen, admit it, you don't love me at all, but you never find a chance to tell me," Shen Tuchuan said, his voice trembled slightly, "It's so easy to grab my handle now, so I won't live or die Will you put it? "
"I don't mean that ..."
Shen Tuchuan sneered, and the maliciousness in his heart could no longer be concealed: "You don't have that meaning, what do you mean now? I apologized and asked for it during this time, I did everything I could do, but You're not soft-hearted at all, are you just leaving me for an excuse? "
"I tell you, don't even think about it, I won't give you a chance to leave me, whether you like me or hate me, you don't want to stay away from me." Shen Tuchuan's fierce threat, his voice was clear Despair in a broken jar.
Even if hell, he will pull her to perish.
Ji heard red eyes and looked at his deformed wrist: "It hurts ..."
Shen Tuchuan, who was going to pull him to hell, immediately relaxed her nagging, saw the tears in her eyes, and frowned, and asked, "Does it hurt?"
"Hmm ..." Ji Tingzhang swore, and started to cry.
Shen Tuchuan's hand was completely loosened, and she squeezed her wrist to massage gently. Half a moment seemed to feel that her deterrence had been compromised. After a moment of silence, she said lightly: "In any case, you better give up the idea of leaving me, otherwise the final pain will be yourself."
...... This sentence seems familiar.
Ji Ting's tears kept falling, a look that would never stop. Shen Tuchuan was quiet for a long time, reached out and hugged her waist, and buried her face in her clothes: "Being with me, will it make you unbearable?"
"But I can't find the meaning I have ..." Ji Ting cried and snored.
Shen Tuchuanton paused: "What do you mean?"
"I thought, I thought your current life is what I tried to give you, I pulled you out of the mud, but I suddenly found out that there is no meaning in my existence ..." Ji Ting's brain was dizzy I just want to release all my depressed emotions during this time.
"Without me, you can also get rid of the Shen Tujia and revenge those who hurt you. What I think of as hard work is originally doing nothing. Even without me, even without me, you will accomplish what you want to do. , I really overestimate myself ... "
Ji Ting became more and more sad when she cried. From the moment the deception scheme like Shen Tuchuan's joke was revealed, her heart has been stunned. The more powerful Shen Tuchuan was, the less he needed her help. Everything she had done before had not disturbed his judgment, but had no effect.
She wanted to ignore this feeling, but whether it was Shen Tuchuan herself or everything around her, it seemed that she was emphasizing this matter with her. She has no meaning in this world. From the beginning, she was a passionate man who helped the men, but in fact the men could solve everything by themselves.
Although being deceived by Shen Tuchuan is worthy of anger, what really caused her emotional abnormality during this time was her own ‘useless’. She would even think that if she didn't blend in by herself, maybe Shen Tuchuan would solve everything faster and better, so as not to waste time on herself.
...... But even if all this is true, she can't help but feel wronged, after all, she is sincere and helpful.
Ji Ting under the influence of alcohol is like a child, crying and pumping straight, but also confess his sadness, not at all embarrassed.
Shen Tuchuan listened to her quietly, until she was tired of crying and retracted into her arms, he said with a dumb voice: "You have been in a wrong state for a while, just because you think you have not helped me?"
"I didn't help anything, but I still enjoy your kindness to me. I don't deserve it ..." Ji Ting choked and his eyes were swollen with only a seam left.
Shen Tuchuan took a deep breath and suddenly was a little angry.
"Why do you say that you are useless? You are the most useful person in this world for me, without you, without you ..."
"Without you, I can't find the meaning of living at all. When Gu Gu prescribes medicine to me, even if I find it, I may still eat it because ..."
"My original plan was to leave this boring world completely after the revenge was completed."
"You left me."
The author has something to say: String children: Dare to drink, it seems to be out of order!
Ji Ting: Hey ~
Chuaner: Don't cry, don't cry, obediently
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