Chapter 15: .No, I love you now

Gu Tingchen is so ridiculous. The love between us lasts only two months. After two months, he will become her groom, but he wants to ask me whether I love him or not.
　　 And two months of love are each other's acting.
　　 is his mercy and compensation for me.
　　 I put my arms around his neck and smiled and said, "Love. You know, every family has a big business, and I chose you to marry you. It’s nothing more than loving you."
　　 From before to now, I never hide my love for him.
　　 Gu Tingchen laughed when he heard the words. He held me tightly in his arms, rubbed my back gently with his palms, and said with a low laugh, "Shi Sheng, I love you."
　　 I was taken aback and looked at him incredulously.
　　 After a while, I became sober. He once said that when he fell in love with me, he would pretend to love me, pet me, would not disobey me, and even make me happy.
　　 Now he is just fulfilling his original promise.
　　 I can take it seriously, but I can't talk too much about the authenticity of his words. I know in my heart that he will really only play with me for two months.
　　 Because Gu Tingchen, whom I know, has never missed an appointment with anyone.
　　 He promised Wen Ruyan that he would marry her and he would surely keep his promise.
　　 It's like now he clearly hates me but still says love me.
　　 I smiled slightly, put my head on his chest and said nothing, but he clasped my body and asked, "When did you fall in love with me?"
　　 I mumbled and said, "It's early, I forgot the time.
　　……
　　 Gu Tingchen slept with me at night. He kept his promise and didn't have a relationship with me, so he gently held me in his arms.
　　 is also the first time he spent the night in my bed.
　　 I was sleepless all night, got up very early to go to the bathroom to take a bath, took painkillers while he was not awake, and put on a fine makeup.
　　 Very light makeup, but it can hide the paleness of my face.
　　 Gu Tingchen woke up just after putting on his makeup. He just woke up and looked at me with a slightly awkward look, before coming back for a long time and saying, "I slept here last night."
　　 I hummed softly, "You are not used to it yet."
　　We have been married for three years, but he still is not used to spending the night with me...
　　 He bent his lips and smiled: "No, it's just a little joyful."
　　 I was curious and asked him, "What is pleasant?"
　　 Gu Tingchen didn’t answer, but got up and said,
I’ll make breakfast for you. We’ll go on a date after dinner. Where do you want to go?

　　 date...
　　 I lowered my eyes and said, "I don't know."
　　 Gu Tingchen was silent for a while and asked, "Where is Jinling?"
"this is……"
　　 "My mother has always lived in the small town of Nanjing."
　　 I know that Gu Tingchen's parents divorced since childhood, but I never met his mother, nor did I see her attend when I got married.
　　 Gu Tingchen did not recognize this marriage back then, so it is normal not to notify his mother. Perhaps Chairman Gu notified but was prevented by Gu Tingchen.
　　 "Oh, yes, do I need to bring something?"
　　Perhaps aware of my helplessness, Gu Tingchen came over and reached out and gently rubbed my long hair, like coaxing a child: "Don't be nervous, my mother is a very easygoing person."
　　 "Oh, I'd better bring a gift."
　　 Gu Tingchen understands my nervousness very well. After breakfast, he took me to the city center to buy some gifts, and booked the nearest air ticket online. We both spent a while outside before rushing to the airport.
　　 Gu Tingchen on the plane was very silent. It should be like this. Both of us prefer to be quiet, and it seems that we can’t find anything to talk about.
　　 After arriving in Nanjing, Gu Tingchen drove a car, and we rushed to the town at dawn.
　　 When I got there, it was just near the evening.
The evening in the small town was too quiet, a round sun filled with deep gold and fell down the woods. Gu Tingchen asked the driver to park at the entrance of the town and pulled me out of the car, and walked for about eight minutes to his mother’s house. .
　　 Standing at the door, Gu Tingchen suddenly seemed very hesitant, his expression seemed a little nervous.
　　 I asked him in a low voice, "Why? Does your mother know you are coming?"
Gu Tingchen nodded and explained, "Well, I didn't tell her. Actually, since she divorced my dad, I rarely contact her. Although I don’t blame her, I also lose closeness with her. Every time she calls They are all very official words, let me be careful not to stay up all night."
　　 Those words are very similar to what an ordinary mother would tell her children.
"Actually, I am quite envious of you, at least there are still people chatting in your ears, my parents... I still can't find their bodies. People who participated in the rescue said that the sea was too vast. They don’t know the exact location of the plane’s fall. Except for a few lucky people who landed on nearby islands, the others... they didn’t say, but I know that the sharks in the sea were buried because that one was where the sharks gathered."
　　 seemed to evoke my sadness, Gu Tingchen said with an apologetic expression: "I'm sorry, I didn't intend to evoke these things about you."
　　 I laughed and said, "It's okay, it's all a long time ago."
　　 Gu Tingchen paused and suddenly called my name, "Shi Sheng."
　　 I looked at him puzzledly, "Huh?"
　　 Gu Tingchen's eyes were deep and said: "You have always been fake, whether it was before or now, it is precisely because of this that makes people feel annoying."
　　 The setting sun in the distance is falling slowly, I squinted at the light that is not glaring at all, and asked: "What about now? Do you still hate me?"
　　 Gu Tingchen said sweetly: "No, I love you now."
　　 His current love is nothing more than acting.
　　 I smiled and said, "Go in."
Gu Tingchen reached out and knocked on the door. The one who opened the door was a woman who looked like she was in her forties. Although she had a lot of wrinkles on her face, she had a very good temperament. She saw Gu Tingchen startled, and immediately laughed and said, "How come you suddenly think Come and see me? Don't make a phone call before you come. Is this a daughter-in-law?"
　　 Gu Tingchen faintly explained: "I thought about coming here temporarily, mainly because I want to take her to see you. How have you been recently?"
She greeted us and laughed and said, "It's good. Your brother came here to see me two days ago. He only left last night. He came as soon as his front foot was gone. I can’t be deserted here. What to eat?"
　　 I’m surprised, Gu Tingchen still has an older brother? !
I looked at Gu Tingchen in confusion, his expression remained unchanged, and then his mother said in a gentle voice: "You are not willing to let you move to Wucheng to live with me. You have to live here alone. My brother flies all over the world. Where can I take care of you? Think about my proposal and don't stay here all the time."
　　 Hearing this, his mother smiled and said, "I know you care about me, but I am used to living here. The neighbors in the neighborhood are familiar with each other, but they are not alone."
　　 Gu Tingchen sighed, "I'm just afraid of your loneliness."
　　 "Don't worry about it, I will call you and your brother when I am alone, what do you want to eat? I will go shopping for you and my daughter-in-law to cook later."
　　 The mother and son actually get along very harmoniously, not as close as Gu Tingchen said.
　　 And he is very concerned about his mother's life.
　　 "Be free, don't make it so grand, just keep it simple."
　　 "Well, then you sit with your daughter-in-law for a while, I will go out shopping for groceries." She thought about it, and then asked, "Chen'er, what should I call my daughter-in-law?"
　　 Gu Tingchen said, "Dad called her Shenger."
　　 "Then I call Sheng'er too. Sheng'er sits here for a while, and I go to the market to buy vegetables. Chen'er, you can bring a pot of warm water to the cabbage and put it at the door."
　　 After speaking, Gu Tingchen's mother left in a hurry.
　　 After she left, I asked him in a low voice, "Does your mother still know that we are divorced? By the way, what is the cabbage in her mouth?"
"I haven't told her about the divorce." Gu Tingchen stood in the courtyard and shouted a cabbage. A German Shepherd jumped out of it. I subconsciously stepped back and wanted to run. Gu Tingchen grabbed my wrist and used another one. He touched its head and explained to me: "My mother lives alone in danger, so I got her a German shepherd in the army to protect her and protect her master."
　　 I asked nervously: "It doesn't bite, right?"
　　 Gu Tingchen smiled and said, "Don't bite acquaintances."
　　 "Then it was the first time I saw me..."
　　 "Yes, but you have my breath."
I:"……"
After chatting with Gu Tingchen for a few words, I forgot to ask him about another brother. It was only when we took the cabbage to take a walk outside after dinner. I asked him curiously. He didn’t hide it. , I have an older brother named Gu Lanzhi, but he has lived with my mother since childhood."
　　 "After the divorce, your parents took a child alone. You followed your father, and he followed your mother. Why haven't I heard your dad mention these things for so many years?"
　　 "My brother has a weak temperament and doesn't go back to Wucheng very much, so he gradually broke off contact with my dad. In fact, in his heart, he doesn't look down on Gu's family, so my dad doesn't take the initiative to pay attention to him because of his self-esteem."
　　 The two brothers are exactly the same, and Gu Tingchen's temperament is also deserted.
　　His expression is faint, so I can't ask too much.
　　 As soon as I finished walking in the small town, it snowed. Gu Tingchen raised his hand and touched my cheek. My warm fingers touched my cold skin. I couldn't help but tremble. He frowned and asked, "Are you cold?"
　　 I shook my head and said, "It's not very cold."
　　 The night was heavy, and Gu Tingchen suddenly loosened the traction rope in his hand and hugged me in his arms. I was taken aback, looking at the distant clear moon with helpless eyes.
　　 He asked in a low voice, "Isn't it cold to wear so little?"
　　 I blinked, pressed the floating in my heart, put my head on his shoulder, smiled softly and said, "It won't be cold if you are here."
　　 Gu Tingchen's body froze when he heard that, he just hugged me, and the cabbage didn't run around. I stared at the falling snowflakes and my heart sprouted.
　　 even wished in my heart, how good is he if he really loves me?
　　 People are too greedy and always want more!
　　 I sighed secretly. Gu Tingchen suddenly slammed and hugged me. I subconsciously reached out and put my arms around his neck, and he hugged me back to the room with his long legs.
　　 Cabbage is very obedient. He followed us into the room and lay beside the bed obediently. Gu Tingchen put me on the bed and rubbed my head with his hand. He always likes to do this kind of affectionate action recently.
　　 "I've been here many times, but it's the first time I met snow. I was really caught up by you. I guess I will be covered in silver when you sleep tomorrow."
I lay on the bed, stretched out my hand to hold his palm, and said gently: "Really? Then I'm lucky, Wucheng is wet, rainy and snowy in summer and winter is also prosperous. I'm tired of seeing the snow in the ancient town yet. Tingchen, you promise me now, will you build a snowman with me tomorrow?"
　　 Gu Tingchen raised his hand and touched my head, and said in a low voice, "Well, take a break first. I'll boil some hot water to wash your feet. Do you want to remove your makeup?"
　　 I shook my head and refused to say: "I don't really want to remove makeup."
　　 "Well, then don't remove it."
　　 Gu Tingchen left the room. I reached out and touched my face. There were a few ugly scars here. I didn't want him to see them.
　　 Maybe it was because I didn’t have a lot of time, that’s why I abused myself so unscrupulously. It didn’t matter, I really didn’t think it mattered. Anyway, it would return to the dust in a few months, but I still feel sad.
　　 I sat up and looked at the snowflakes outside, and couldn't help thinking, if he hadn't killed my child two years ago, then I wouldn't have left nothing in this world, right?
　　 At least I still have children who are in harmony with me.
　　 Suddenly I felt ashamed to my parents and to Shi's family, because I gave Shi's family to a man who had nothing to do with Shi's family.
At the end of the 　　 Shi’s family, there was no heir.
　　 Thinking of this, I felt a sorrow in my heart.
　　 is home for the time, but also for myself.
　　 Twenty minutes later, Gu Tingchen had already taken a shower and returned to the room. He also had a basin of hot water in his hand. After waiting for me to wash my feet, he hugged me to sleep.
　　 When I woke up early in the morning, the snow didn't stick up, and I couldn't build a snowman. I was a little disappointed, but Gu Tingchen comforted me and said that I would stay here for a while.
In the next few days, the snow still didn’t get up, but Gu Tingchen was surprisingly gentle. He took care of me and was considerate of me. He never disobeyed me as he said. He would give me whatever I wanted. I thought it would be in the coming days. Passed this peacefully until Wen Ruyan called him.
　　 At that time, we huddled in the room and watched the movie about solving the crime together, occasionally discussing the plot, and she cried desperately on the other end of the phone: "Ting Chen, I miss you."
　　As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Tingchen got up and walked out of the room.
　　 I turned my eyes and stared at the snow outside the window.
　　 Today's snow should be tied up, right?