Chapter 179: Goodbye Xi Zhan

The fear in my heart became deeper and deeper. The doctor comforted me for a long while and told me not to get excited, and then checked my body!
　　 In the end, he concluded: "You have a small amount of bleeding caused by your poor physique. You may have a threatened abortion, but the situation is not particularly critical."
　　 Threatened abortion phenomenon? !
I couldn’t accept this result. I quickly asked the doctor to find a way for me. Seeing that I was so excited, he quickly calmed down and said,
The child has no problem for the time being, but you have to go to the hospital for regular check-ups with the hospital’s treatment and take the fetus injections and take the fetus medicine , And the most important thing is to keep your mood happy, because being too nervous or being overjoyed will make the fetus's condition unstable. Many pregnant women have miscarriages due to emotional instability during pregnancy!"
　　 was silent, the doctor asked: "Do you have a problem with your back?"
　　 I was surprised and asked: "How?"
"Your case shows that you have been seriously injured and the central nervous system is still recovering. If you are pregnant now, it may cause... You should be clear about the situation. The time you are pregnant with this child is not very suitable. I personally recommend you Kill it, if the body recovers smoothly and cultivates..."
　　 The doctor turned my case's hand and suddenly paused, "Have you ever had uterine cancer?"
　　 I nodded and said hardly: "Yes."
"Your uterus has not been removed, but your body is ultimately a loss, plus your back is... Your physical condition is really bad, not suitable for pregnancy! If you insist, it will threaten your life. , I really recommend you to fight..."
I interrupted the doctor and said firmly: "You know my condition, all kinds of illnesses have accumulated, and I have also had a kidney transplant... This pregnancy is my only chance, and I think I may never have it again. My mother’s qualifications, so I decided to risk my death to give birth to this child. You can give me a treatment plan, no matter how much it costs, I’m willing to give me the best medicine!"
　　The doctor frowned and asked me, "Does your family know?"
　　 "Well, he knows."
　　 "Does he know your physical condition?"
　　 When the doctor asked me this question, I realized that the reason Xi Zhan asked me to kill the child might be because of my physical condition!
　　 Maybe Xi Zhan doesn't want me to take risks? !
　　 Now I only have this reason to comfort myself!
　　 I nodded and said, "He knows."
　　 Seeing my resolute attitude, the doctor sighed and said, "I will try my best to help you, but you must keep a good mood and stop having sex."
　　 I nodded, and the doctor told me about the dangers of continuing to get pregnant, "This is your own choice, let alone whether you can keep the baby, you may not be sure even if you give birth later..."
　　 He hesitated and stopped, I know what he meant.
　　 I took the fetus medicine and left the hospital. When I returned to the apartment, I lay down to raise my baby. I felt lonely at night.
　　 In fact, how can I not know what the doctor said?
　　 I am also afraid, I am afraid that my life is in danger.
　　 afraid of leaving Xi Zhan.
　　 But even more afraid of the child's departure.
　　 Gu Tingchen once knocked out my child and gave me uterine cancer. I always thought that if the child was kept, I would not have to get sick, and naturally I would not experience those painful things!
　　 So this child became my obsession!
　　 I want children!
　　 want to fight fate once!
　　 wants to be a mother more!
　　 I stretched out my hand and wiped the moist corners of my eyes and went to sleep with my eyes closed. I woke up once in the middle of the night, but when I saw the tall figure standing by the window, I was shocked and mumbled to my second brother.
　　 Carrying my back is very lonely. He heard me calling him to stay still, and I called my second brother again in a sad heart.
　　 Then he turned around and looked at me with bleak eyes.
　　 I quickly apologized: "I'm sorry."
　　 He faintly asked, "Is the child still there?"
　　 The first time he saw me was to ask the child!
　　 I suddenly realized that he was here to kill tonight!
　　 is here to kill this little thing in my stomach!
　　 I answered the wrong question: "When did you come back?"
　　 "Just arrived." He replied.
His voice was low and indifferent, I stared at him with some fear, but stared at him with a little miss. I got out of bed and stood in front of him, cautiously aggrieved and said: "I know that I am the murderer and ruined your front. Half-life career! I feel sad, I feel sorry for my second brother, it was me who let you down! I never thought of doing this, but I was..."
　　 Xi Zhan gave a faint hum, he lowered his eyes to look at me, his deep eyes were alienated, which made my heart very uncomfortable!
　　 "Do you remember what I said?"
　　 The question Xi Zhan asked me suddenly made me startled, and I reached out and cautiously grabbed his sleeve.
　　 Seeing this, Xi Zhan's eyes looked at my little movement.
　　He asked calmly: "I'm afraid I will leave?"
　　 I hummed softly, and Xi Zhan suddenly reached out and held me in his arms. I could clearly feel the man's beating heart.
　　 I was shocked and asked: "Second brother does not blame me?"
　　 I haven't held Xi Zhan for a long time, and haven't felt the clear breath of him for a long time.
　　 I held his waist tightly with my hands and heard his voice in a low and deep voice: "Baby, why did you forget what I said to you?"
　　 He is still willing to call my baby! !
　　 I asked aggrievedly in my heart: "What is it?"
"Our life is too short, and the life we ​​want to go on with you is even shorter. At least in my life close to the first thirty years, you have not appeared. Misunderstandings, pain, concealment, etc., will only lead to negative emotions. The two of us are drifting away. Whether my emotions are good or sad, I will not push you away from me. I hope you will remember these words for the rest of your life."
　　 He once said these words to me, and when Xi Zhan said these words again, my heart suddenly became bright!
　　 The depression of this time suddenly disappeared.
He rubbed my head, and said tolerantly: "You are a child of the Xi family. It is right that the Xi family wants you to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors. It is also right that the Xi family wants to suppress me. All this is just for a reason. It's fruitful."
　　 "But the third brother said that your career was completely defeated."
　　 I am full of guilt and said: "I pushed you into that situation, no matter if I was intentional or not, I am the murderer after all! Second brother, sorry, I blame me for being naive!"
　　 Blame me for trusting others too easily!
　　 I held his waist and told him everything that happened during that time.
Suddenly, Xi Zhan lowered his head and kissed the corner of my eye. A thin and cold feeling slipped across my skin. I heard his faint voice say: "Xi Wei is a member of the Xi family, and I am the head of the Xi family. You believe He is normal."
　　 Xi Zhan didn't blame me from beginning to end.
　　 But he didn't see me in Finland that day.
　　 When I thought of this, my heart was blocked. I asked him. He paused and explained, "Chen Shen is inside."
　　 Chen Shen was in prison? !
　　 "Why is he there?"