Chapter 185: He didn't see me

The villa was dimly lit, and there must be someone inside. Instead of knocking on the door, I took out my phone and sent a text message to Xi Zhan.
　　 "Second brother, the new year is two hours away."
　　 I'm not sure if he still uses this number, but this is my last hope, and Xi Zhan did not return me.
　　 The palm of my hand was red with cold, I breathed a sigh of relief and walked around in place, the snow on the ground has penetrated my shoes and soaked my socks, my body felt extremely cold, and I wanted to leave quickly.
　　 I am pregnant now, so there can be no accidents in my body.
　　 I couldn't hold on any longer, and after thinking about it, I sent a message to Xi Zhan, "Today is my 24th birthday."
　　 Today last year, I experienced the greatest grief in the world.
　　 And it is still this year.
　　 I lost my favorite man.
　　 And I pushed it away by myself!
　　 The text message I sent seemed like a stone sinking into the ocean. At this moment, I finally understand that Xi Zhan and I are really strangers.
　　 I am no longer the woman beside him.
　　 So I can no longer enjoy his pampering and pampering.
　　 Thinking of this, my heart hurts so hard to breathe.
　　 I put my hand over my chest and warned myself that I was calm, but the more I was like this, the sadness in my heart became deeper.
　　 The window on the second floor was pushed open, and I was shocked. When I looked up, I saw Yuanyou with an unusually cold expression.
　　 He was Xi Zhan's third brother first and then my third brother.
　　 I know in my heart that he hates me.
　　 I opened my mouth and wanted to ask him where Xi Zhan was. Before I could ask, another person appeared in the window
　　 He Ming, the son of He Ming.
　　 His relationship with me has never been bad.
　　 But at this moment he also looked at me with indifferent eyes.
　　 He frowned and asked, "What are you doing here?"
　　 I whispered, "I'm coming to him."
　　 Yuanyou continued, "He?"
　　 He frowned again and asked, "Who is he?"
　　 Yuanyou knew that I was looking for Xi Zhan but deliberately made things difficult for me.
　　 I looked at him with red eyes and raised my neck and said, "I know I was wrong, will you let me see him?"
　　 Yuanyou was about to say something, Heming patted him on the shoulder and stopped him. He looked at me and said, "He is not here."
　　 Today is New Year’s Eve, it is everyone’s home night, and the villa here in Espoo is his real home.
　　Where can he be if he is not here?
　　 And He Ming and Yuan You are here.
　　 I'm sure Xi Zhan must be in the villa.
　　 And he must be able to hear my voice.
　　Thinking about this, I know that I will not see him today.
　　 I bent down and placed the box in my hand at the entrance of the villa, then looked up and smiled at Yuanyou and the others: "Happy New Year."
　　 Seeing this, Heming withdrew his gaze, I turned around and left the villa, sat back in the car and felt warmer.
　　 I never told the driver to leave, until the bell rang around twelve o'clock, I moistened my eyes and said to the driver in front: "Happy New Year, let's go."
　　 I read silently in my heart,
　　 Happy New Year, Xi Zhan.
　　 The car drove away slowly, and I turned my head slightly to look out of the window. The snowy snow drifted down, and the snowy sky was the most beautiful, as quiet and pure as the man.
　　Because of the rain and snow in Wucheng, I used to not like snowy days. It was always wet and cold.
　　 But now I like the weather, especially the snow in Finland, especially Espoo.
　　 Because a person falls in love with a city.
　　 This is what the old Patriarch of the Xi family said before his death.
　　 When I sighed and was about to look back, through the heavy snow, I suddenly saw a tall and determined man standing by the window on the second floor of the villa.
　　 He is still so handsome and his face is cold and merciless.
　　 It turns out that he is really in the villa.
　　 I dare not blink or tell the driver to stop, I am afraid the phantom will disappear instantly!
　　 The speed of the car was so fast, he disappeared from my sight within a few seconds.
　　 I hurriedly turned around, there was no man in the window.
Is 　　 my hallucination? !
　　 I reached out and stroked my belly and closed eyes.
　　……
　　 It was five o'clock in the morning when I returned to Tongcheng. When I got home, I lay in bed and went to sleep. It was noon the next day when I woke up.
　　 The New Year's concubine was not here today. I got up and poured a glass of milk to sit on the sofa and flipped through WeChat. There were many New Year wishes.
　　 Tan Yang said, "Happy New Year, waiting for me to come and play with you tomorrow! One more thing, He Ming asked me to be his woman yesterday."
　　 I smiled and asked: "How did you respond."
As soon as he sent it to Tan Yang, he replied, "How can I respond? I will only be an adult in August and September next year, and Heming will be thirteen years older than me. If my mother knows I'm looking for someone this age, I will not interrupt my leg!"
　　 I rarely smiled when I saw her news. When I was typing to reply to her, she sent me a message again, "My mother is the most afraid of me in this world. Our whole family is afraid of her!"
　　 I sent a crying face and asked: "Then do you like him?"
　　 What I am asking is to put aside the external factors of age.
　　 Tan Yang directly voiced me this time, "I don't know exactly what it's like to like someone, because I haven't experienced it so far, maybe that's why I reject Heming!"
　　 Tan Yang's words indicate that he has no intention of He Ming.
　　 Actually, I don't quite understand whether He Ming is on a whim or serious about Tan Yang. He doesn't look like a man who falls in love at first sight.
I spoke back to Tan Yang and said: "Heming will be almost forty when you are twenty-seven years old, and he is indeed too big for you! You are still young, and there is more time to go. Pick the other half in the future. When you grow up, there will be more elder brothers from the wealthy family chasing you. You will be picky at that time!"
　　 I suddenly remembered that not long after I was just an adult, the threshold of Shi's family was broken by major families, and I wanted to make an early marriage contract with me.
　　 At that time, I refused all of them, until Gu's family came to the door.
　　 Thinking of these, it is inevitable to sigh the vicissitudes of life.
　　 Tan Yang did not reply to me again. I quit the chat interface with her and saw that Yu Luoluo also sent me New Year greetings last night.
　　 Not only her, but also Gu Lanzhi's text messages.
　　He said, "Happy New Year, little girl."
　　 He has always been a gentle man.
　　 I replied: "Thank you, Happy New Year."
After half an hour after I responded to WeChat one by one, Ji Nuan sent me a voice message last night, "Sheng'er, I am in Ireland. This is Chen Shen’s home. I realized that Chen Shen is actually A very warm person, he took me to see the aunt who raised him since childhood, and his aunt has a very handsome son, the child is very cold, Chen Shen asked him he pretended not to hear anything, but I But he found out his little secret! He likes the little girl next door, but the little girl doesn't see him much!"
　　 Ji Nuan’s voice is full of joy. I can tell that she is very happy now. Chen Shen made up for the grief caused by Chen Chu’s death.
　　 Gu Tingchen called me when I was about to reply to her, and I hesitated to answer his call.
　　 But my parents are in his hands.
　　 I sighed deeply to relieve the depression in my heart, and asked: "Why are you looking for me?"