Chapter 192: I am not born

"Since she was born, Jiu'er has been suffering from illness because of her weakness. She spent almost seven months in the hospital bed. I thought I could hold it and accompany her to walk firmly. , But the doctor just found out that she has leukemia again!"
　　 Song Yiran on the phone cried overwhelmedly and nervously said: "She is still so young, but she has to experience the greatest illness in the world, Shi Sheng, what do you think I should do now?"
　　 When I heard Jiu'er was ill, my heart twitched, knowing that Song Yiran was calling me with no means and no support at this time, so I myself must not panic first.
　　 I asked her calmly, "When did it happen?"
　　 Song Yiran replied: "Just now."
　　 I asked patiently: "What did the doctor say?"
　　 "A bone marrow transplant is needed, but there is no suitable one."
　　 "Let’s find a way together, tomorrow I will come to s city to find you."
　　 I have been running around the past few days and I almost had a miscarriage last night, so I dare not run around for the time being.
　　 Song Yiran's cries gradually became smaller, "Thank you Miss Shi."
　　 "It's okay, your child called me sister-in-law."
　　 Song Yiran understood what I meant, and she reminded me: "Don't let Shi Cheng know."
　　 Shicheng is the child's biological father, and if he matches the type, the chance of success is very high.
　　 It is impossible for Song Yiran to know this, but she still reminded me to hide Shicheng.
　　 It seems that her resentment towards Shi Cheng is deeper than she thought!
　　 "Well, I will keep it secret for you."
　　 Song Yiran originally wanted to say something, but the doctor called her on the phone. After she hung up the phone in a hurry, I got up out of the bedroom and saw Tan Yang playing games in my living room.
　　 I sat down in surprise and asked: "When did you arrive?"
　　 Tan Yang's white face looked at me and said, "Didn't you say that you want to come over to play with you yesterday?"
　　 I smiled and asked: "Then how do you know my address?"
　　 "I'm looking for the address Fu Xi asked for. Your concubine opened the door for me."
　　 Yuesao is not here at the moment, I guess I went to the supermarket to buy food.
　　 Tan Yang’s attention was all on mobile games. I got up and went to the kitchen to pour her a glass of milk and handed it to her,
I haven’t given you a red envelope for the new year. Wait for me to get it in the bedroom.

　　 There are a lot of red envelopes in the drawer of the bedroom. I think about the New Year's atmosphere.
I took a red envelope out of the room and handed it to Tan Yang. She took it and said thank you. I also gave her a car key and explained: "I don’t know where the cars are, and I don’t know how they will honor them No, I can't ask Xi Zhan directly, so I prepared a car for you again."
　　 Tan Yang took the red envelope and the car key without asking me why I couldn’t ask Xi Zhan directly.
　　 She knew the reason, after all, the Junior Class was disbanded.
　　 I asked her gently, "What do you want to eat tonight?"
　　 She was playing with her mobile phone and asked: "Do you do it for me?"
　　 "Yes, what do you want to eat?"
　　 Tan Yang thought about it seriously and wanted to ask: "Is hot pot okay?"
　　 "Well, I will ask Auntie to buy some fat beef and hot pot seasoning."
　　 I took out my mobile phone and ordered my sister-in-law to buy vegetables. She reminded me that I could not eat spicy food.
　　 I thought about it for a while and said, "Then buy a mandarin duck pot, and then buy some beer."
　　 After I hung up the phone, Tan Yang suddenly remembered something and mentioned: "Gu Lanzhi was in Tongcheng. I met him last night, and he even sent me a red envelope for the New Year. It really made me a kid."
　　 I smiled and said, "You are a kid."
　　 "Cut, I will be an adult in half a year."
　　 I randomly proposed to ask: "Should I invite Gu Lanzhi to dinner together tonight?"
　　 Tan Yang said in a faint tone: "It's up to you, you are the master."
　　 "Then I will call him."
　　 I found Gu Lanzhi's number to dial.
　　Because I basically never contacted him, he called the little the phone with a little surprise.
　　 I smiled lowly and asked, "Would you like to come to my house for dinner tonight?"
　　 He asked in a faint voice: "Why do you suddenly remember to invite me?"
　　 "Tan Yang is at my home, I want to gather among friends."
　　 Gu Lanzhi was silent for a while before asking uncertainly: "Is Tan Yang?"
　　 "Well, play games here."
　　 Hearing this, he said in a cool voice: "I will return to Wucheng later, time is too late."
　　 "Oh, then you are busy."
　　 I hung up and said to Tan Yang who was playing the game, "He has no time."
　　 Tan Yang said: "You can invite my brother and Fu Xi, there are so many people."
　　 "Okay, you can contact them."
　　 Hearing that Tan Yang quit the game instantly and turned on their WeChat group to send voice and video. It didn't take long for Tan Zhinan and Fu Xi to pick up. From the video, I saw that the two big men are wearing very festive and full of new year.
　　 Tan Yang treacherously smiled and said: "My bet is won, and you alone will give me fifty thousand yuan!"
　　 Fu Xi smiled and said, "That's fine, let's buy some gifts and come over and eat!"
　　 I was particularly confused and asked Tan Yang, "What gambling appointment?"
　　……
　　 After hanging up the phone, Gu Lanzhi narrowed his eyes and looked at the snow in front of him.
　　 The winter in Tongcheng was exceptionally cold, which made him feel utterly cold.
　　 When Gu Lanzhi hurried to Tongcheng last night, he didn't expect to bump into Tan Yang and her brother at the teacher's house. After introduction, he learned that his teacher's wife was Tan Yang's fourth aunt.
Tan Yang was not surprised when he saw him. He faintly greeted him and played with his little nephew. Gu Lanzhi found that Tan Yang in front of his family was very well-behaved, talking and laughing like a child, even wrapped in immature. It was the coldness and coldness in front of him, a look that didn't care about anything.
　　 It seems that she is trying her best to blend their atmosphere, trying her best to dress up her identity.
　　 Only then did Gu Lanzhi discover that Tan Yang is a girl who is good at disguising.
　　 At least there are two appearances.
Gu Lanzhi didn’t stay long before he left. The four aunts of her family heard that she and Gu Lanzhi had performed on the same stage before and thought they knew them very well, so she hurriedly sent Tan Yang out to see off the guests. The two walked in the snowy night. In other words, when he was about to be separated, Gu Lanzhi asked Tan Yang, "Child, do you hate me?"
　　 Gu Lanzhi swears that he never cared about anyone's opinion during his thirty-one years of life.
　　 Only the child in front of him, he didn't want her to hate him.
　　 can't tell what it's like, but Luoluo said that it was caring.
　　 Gu Lanzhi felt possessive for the child in front of him for the first time.
　　 is different from the feeling when he wants to protect Shi Sheng, he wants to occupy the child's long life in front of him.
　　 At this moment when this thought arose in his heart, Gu Lanzhi finally knew what his recent hesitation was!
　　 Tonight, under the falling snow, at this moment, Gu Lanzhi beside Tan Yang has to admit that he has fallen in love with the child in front of him, and he will not shy away from his deep heart.
　　 He didn't know when he started to care about her, maybe she suddenly broke into his concert to sing; maybe she stood in front of her perfectly in a kimono under a Japanese temple.
　　 Maybe he was framed by someone while chasing the robber...
　　 And the moment she stood bravely beside him!
　　Yu Luoluo chased him for decades, he has never been heartbroken; Shi Sheng remembers that he was nine years old until the moment when she "dead" he didn't feel softhearted; and Tan Yang before him was only a few months...
　　 In fact, in this world, love, childhood sweethearts, and love at first sight are all false. The real thing is to meet the right person at the right time.
　　 Just as Tan Yang appeared in Gu Lan's world at just the right time.
　　 Not sooner or later, he broke into his world suddenly.
　　 with an extremely arrogant and extremely indifferent posture.
　　 Hearing what the man beside him said, Tan Yang raised his eyes and looked at him and said, "I don't hate it."
　　 Gu Lanzhi rarely asked nervously: "Then why do you always avoid me?"
　　His voice is low, with an imperceptible expectation.
　　 "You always say you are responsible for me, but I don't need you to be responsible!" she said.
　　 Gu Lanzhi raised his hand to touch her soft top of hair, and solemnly asked, "Why don't I need to be responsible?"
After a pause, Gu Lanzhi stared at her eyes tightly, and explained in a low voice: "My child, although I am fourteen years older than you, what's so bad? The pain of aging is better than you. Taste it first and tell you experience later, and I can stand in front of you for anything, what's wrong with it? Child, I don't want to be so much older than you, but what can I do?"
　　 His last sentence is really helpless.
　　 Tan Yang blinked his eyes and asked, "I am not born, but I am old?"
　　 Gu Lanzhi sighed after hearing this and corrected: "I'm not old yet."
　　 Tan squinted his eyes and smiled and said, "You are an adult and old-fashioned feudal society. The difference between us is not one or two generation gaps! Gu Lanzhi, why do you always catch me?"
　　 Tan Yang is smart, and he naturally knows why he catches her.
　　 Tan Yang subconsciously did not want to get involved with Gu Lanzhi.
　　Because the man in front of me is Shi Sheng’s childhood and youth.
　　Besides, my parents will never agree that they are together.
　　 Gu Lanzhi was silent, and heard her say: "I'm sorry, I reject you!"
　　……
　　 "Sorry, I refuse you."
　　 This is the last word Tan Yang said to him.
　　 Thinking of this Gu Lanzhi's heart gave birth to an inexplicable melancholy.
　　 He doesn't know why, but he is in a particularly bad mood now.
　　 Except for Shi Sheng, this is the first time he has been rejected.
　　 Shisheng refused him logically, because she never loved him in her heart.
　　 She just followed him as a touch of light.
　　 and Tan Yang...
　　 She kissed him and refused him even under the temple.
　　 Gu Lanzhi raised his hand and touched the corner of his lips.
　　 The soft touch that day seems to be here.
　　 This is the first time he has been kissed.
　　 guarded for thirty-one years and was attacked by a child.
　　 Tan Yang Na, what should he do?
　　 He doesn't seem to know much about this kid.
　　 Sometimes she looks like an elf, sometimes like a demon.
　　 Gu Lanzhi shook his head slightly and stopped thinking about him. He sighed slightly and got up, looking at the faint snow outside the window, he was suddenly reluctant to leave Tongcheng quietly like this.
　　 In that case, I will stay one more day.
　　 After thinking about it, he took out his phone and sent a message to Shi Sheng.