Chapter 204: The first step of reconciliation

In the end, I didn't invade Xi Zhan, because I fell into Xi Zhan's arms, with my arms around his waist subconsciously.
　　 The man didn't push me away, let me hold him, and let my lips exhale or even lick under him.
　　 He also drove back to the apartment with great endurance.
　　 Thinking of the minor things last night, my heart was so hot, and my cheeks were so hot, I was at a loss for a while.
　　 shouldn't be like this, shouldn't be in this way!
　　 is really wrong drinking.
　　 Besides, I never licked Xi Zhan's place...
　　 Although there is a thin suit cloth.
　　 He and I seldom do things that love men and women, only a few times because of his overbearing, he didn't do too much posture.
　　 And now...
　　 My heart that was about to collapse broke its bank at this moment, and I got up sadly and opened the door like a ghost.
　　 Xi Zhan was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his back facing me to answer the phone. I opened the door of the apartment in silence and planned to leave quietly.
　　 Xi Zhan turned his body when he heard the door opening. He twisted a pair of beautiful sword eyebrows, and there seemed to be a sense of boredom in the middle of the eyebrow bones.
　　 He asked with a weak voice: "Where to go?"
　　 His expression was cold, and a faint fear arose from the bottom of my heart, as if I was afraid of him when I first met.
　　 I murmured and explained: "Go to Tan Yang."
　　 "She went to Wucheng last night."
　　 "Oh, then I will go to Wucheng to find her."
　　 Hearing that, Xi Zhan put away his phone and walked on a pair of long legs to my side, sighed and asked, "When will you hide from me?"
　　 I fell silently.
　　 Seeing that I didn't say anything, Xi Zhan finally compromised. He whispered, "It's raining over in Wucheng. Change your clothes and go."
　　 I still wear the little black vest from last night. I instantly understand that Xi Zhan is stubborn in feudal thinking. He can't see me wearing it like this, but the more he doesn't want me like this, the more I want to be right in my heart!
　　 I ignored him and wanted to go straight out. Xi Zhan suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me into his chest, staring at me dullly for a long while, and suddenly his cold palm touched my smooth abdomen.
　　 I can't stand his squeaking, staring at him suddenly, his voice is like a subwoofer spit out a low voice, "Since when has Yoona been so disobedient? Huh?"
　　 His last um ending sounded slightly high, too sultry, I blushed and said helplessly: "Hurry up and let me go!"
　　 Xi Zhan didn't let me go, but picked me up. My legs were suspended in the air and subconsciously clamped his waist, and his hands were still hugging his neck. He slightly raised his head and looked at me with clear eyes.
　　 I looked at the handsome man in front of me from top to bottom. His silhouette was like a knife cut, descending into the world like a god!
　　 He has always felt like this, not in this world, standing at the highest point, watching everything in the world indifferently, as if no matter what happened, he couldn't get into his heart.
　　 Even if I destroy him and deceive him, he never blames me.
　　 I felt guilty when thinking of what I had done eight months ago. I held his neck tightly and said guilt: "I'm sorry."
　　 He raised his eyebrows and looked at me puzzledly, "Huh?"
　　 "Yuanyou was right, I ruined you."
　　 Xi Zhan put me in an army, "Don’t you know me?"
I:"……"
　　 If Xi Zhan had never pierced me.
　　 The former Xi Zhan would only let me direct and act.
　　 And he is a spectator.
　　 Is he angry because I didn't recognize him yesterday?
I lowered my head and bit my lips, holding back the tears that were about to come out of my eyes. After a long time, I apologized and said: "I'm sorry, brother, I don't want to recognize you, I'm just afraid to recognize you! Because I have nothing to do I didn’t keep the successful ones, including your children... I was afraid to recognize you! And when I went to Finland to find you several times, you avoided me. I thought you didn’t want me anymore, and I felt uncomfortable. I feel very depressed!"
Seeing my aggrieved appearance, Xi Zhan didn't blame me. He turned around and sat on the sofa to free a palm and rubbed my cheek lightly, comforting me with a low voice, "Don't do things that have passed. Let’s talk about right and wrong. Those two children...we didn’t have the chance to be their parents. Besides, you’re still young and the technology is so powerful now. When you want a child that day, go do IVF, if you don’t want to We don’t want to be reborn!"
　　 The cry I had to bear because of his words burst into tears. I lowered my head and buried myself in his arms and cried non-stop. The grievances, depression and depression of recent days disappeared in an instant.
　　 I am sincerely grateful to Xi Zhan.
　　 I am grateful that he has no complaints or regrets towards me.
　　 is more grateful for his willingness to approach me again.
　　 "Yoona, you are the most precious to me. All the others are clouds. I don't want and don't care about the past, and I don't have time to find out what is right or wrong. Have you forgotten what I said before?"
　　 He said before that misunderstandings do not make him a reason to push me away. I have always kept this sentence in my heart, but I also remember that I have not seen him three times in Finland, and I was very shocked!
　　 I cried and asked: "Why didn't you see me?"
　　 I am vulnerable in front of Xi Zhan.
　　 I am also willing to put down my hard shell and rely on him!
　　 This is completely different from the feeling I used to be with Gu Tingchen. It's like the man in front of me is worthy of my life!
　　 Xi Zhan didn't explain why he didn't see me. He was always taciturn and returned to his former deserted appearance after speaking.
　　 I looked up angrily and shouted, "Xi Zhan."
　　 He curled his lips and chuckled, "It's not big or small."
　　 Once I called him Xi Zhan and he said I was not big or small.
　　 I'll see you correct it later, but I just let me go.
　　 I originally wanted to say that you are my man. I call your name justified, but I remembered the absurd things I did last night.
　　 I hurriedly got up from his arms, he looked at me with puzzled eyes, I reached out my hand and wiped my tears and said, "I'm going to Wucheng."
　　 I am still afraid of being in the same room with him. Maybe I haven't been close for eight months. I feel happy and strange at the same time.
　　 Besides, I should also meet my parents.
　　 Go and give them an explanation.
　　 He stubbornly said: "Change clothes."
　　 Perhaps it is the stubbornness in my heart, I deliberately confronted him: "I am too lazy to change, wait until Wucheng."
　　 "Yoona, listen to me and change your clothes."
　　 Xi Zhan's face was quite cold, I didn't bother to say anything to him, and happily took the car key and left the apartment.
　　 Jing Yi handed me a trench coat as soon as he came downstairs.
　　 I frowned when he heard his cheering explanation: "Mr. Xi just ordered. He said that the weather in Wucheng is a bit cold. He was afraid that the owner of the house would be frozen so he asked me to prepare a piece of clothing."
　　 Xi Zhan must have not said so much!
　　 He said at most, "Prepare her a dress."
　　 I took the question: "You still listen to Xi Zhan's order?"
　　 Jing Yi said: "Since Mr. Xi left the country, he has never contacted me, so he just sent me a text message."
　　 "Then you send him a text message now."
　　 Jing Yi asked obediently: "What does the family chief send?"
　　 "Just say that my parents are going to give me a blind date."
　　 Jing Yi asked in surprise: "The Patriarch wants to make Mr. Xi jealous?"