Chapter 25: He doesn't know me

If Gu Lanzhi was the man who played the piano and called to my little girl nine years ago, then after I separated from him, I would meet again with the familiar back figure I saw outside Ji Nuan's Mao Mao Teahouse.
　　 is as profound as it was years ago, overlapping with the warm man in my memory.
　　 Ji Nuan asked me at that time, "Sheng'er, why are you crying?"
　　 I don’t want to cry, but I followed that back for nine years,
　　 is something that flows in my blood and is carved into my bones.
　　 is my only and only greed in this world.
　　 I clearly remember that after the concert that night, I got up in a panic and went backstage to find him, but I didn't get anything. I was so disappointed that I left the music hall unwillingly.
When I was walking slowly on the street with high heels, a slanting figure suddenly dragged out on the ground in front of me. I was surprised to hear him smile and say: "Little girl, you follow me again... ..."
　　 At that time, "Gu Tingchen" was the man I really loved in my heart.
　　 That night, he was there waiting for me.
　　 also that night, I called him Gu Tingchen.
　　 He knew that I had admitted the wrong person but he didn't correct me.
　　 He knew that I had been waiting for him but never explained to me.
　　 He is gentle, but he is also cruel and cruel.
　　......
　　 The weather in Wucheng has always been rainy, and the day I returned was also gloomy. Before I returned to Wucheng, Chu Xing revoked my death report, which means that the will I made has not yet taken effect.
　　 Although Gu Tingchen is in the hands of Shijia, it is still my company in name.
　　 But I don't care, I didn't come back to fight with Gu Tingchen.
　　 I just want an answer stubbornly.
　　 I want to meet Gu Lanzhi.
　　 I want to talk to him.
　　 is to cut off his nine years of following.
　　 How can the nine-year obsession be broken? !
　　 I dragged my suitcase and walked outside the airport. As soon as I got in the car, I received a call from Ji Nuan.
　　 Ji Nuan went to Chen Chusheng with peace of mind after my surgery and his condition stabilized. I don't know what the two of them are now, but I realize that Ji Nuan is much happier now than before.
　　 She asked me worriedly, "Sheng'er, how are you doing now?"
　　 I stayed in the hospital in S City for two months, and my condition improved. Although the tumor was not completely eliminated, and it was even dangerous at any time, the doctor said that I can live one or two years longer.
　　 And as long as I receive treatment well, until they develop a new drug, it can cure my disease.
　　 I didn't feel too relieved to say: "It's good, at least there is hope."
　　 After hesitating for a while, Ji Nuan said anxiously: "Chu Xing said you have returned to Wucheng."
　　 I stretched out my hand to trim the skirt inside my coat, and replied, "Well, I just arrived at the airport."
　　 Ji Nuan asked clearly, "Are you going to find Gu Tingchen or him?"
　　 What Ji Nuan said he was referring to Gu Lanzhi.
　　 I am speechless and don't know how to answer her.
Then Ji Nuan asked me a fatal question, "Sheng'er, you only married Gu Tingchen three years ago because you confessed to the wrong person. You think he is the man you love deeply. Although the truth is cruel, it is true. It is Gu Tingchen who has been with you for three years and has a relationship with you."
Ji Nuan paused and said word by word: "Even before you knew the truth, you were pretending to be Gu Tingchen. Have you ever thought about whether you love Gu Lanzhi nine years ago or this one who is with you now? Three years, three years of hurting you, Gu Tingchen who made you taste the pain of love?"
　　 Ji Nuan asked me who is in love...
　　 My love seems to be split in half.
　　 She asked too suddenly, I couldn't answer this question.
Ji Nuan’s voice came from the other end, and he said clearly:
Gu Lanzhi’s appearance in your life can be said to be a short-lived one. His appearance may be a destiny arrangement that made you know Gu Tingchen! Sheng’er, I You can see that you like the man with flesh and blood in front of you."
　　 Ji Nuan’s words hit my heart. I have never thought about these issues before.
　　Because this problem is something I still can’t figure out.
　　 If it is true as Ji Nuan said, then where is my purpose of returning to Wucheng?
　　 But my heart told me that I must return to Wucheng.
　　 I closed my eyes, pretending to be calm, and said, "I have my own considerations."
　　 After thinking for a while, I asked curiously, "Why do you keep saying good things to Gu Tingchen?"
　　 Ji Nuan’s grievance with virtue seems too much.
　　 When I asked me this way, Ji Nuan said in embarrassment, "I am worried about you."
　　 It should be because he was afraid of me asking something, Ji Nuan hung up the phone in a hurry.
　　 After I hung up the phone, I kept thinking about what Ji Nuan said. These questions are unavoidable. I haven't found a correct answer myself, and no one can answer me.
　　 An hour later, the car stopped at the door of Shi's villa. I dragged the suitcase and got out of the car and saw the man standing at the door startled, and subconsciously asked, "Gu Tingchen, why are you here?"
　　 The man in front of him was wearing a white shirt, a black tie between his collar, and a string of polished Buddhist beads hanging from his white wrists. I remember he didn't wear this kind of jewelry before.
　　 At this moment, his eyes were faintly looking at me, quenching the soft light, as if a deep vortex sucked me in, indulging in it.
　　 For a long time, he frowned and asked in an unfamiliar voice: "Do you know me?"
　　 I looked at him with a stunned look, "Don't you know me?"
　　 He gave me a cold look, then turned and left here.
　　 I was full of disbelief looking at his leaving back, so I quickly called Chairman Gu.
　　 The latter received my call and shouted in surprise, "Sheng'er, I didn't expect you to contact me..."
　　 Chairman Gu was not surprised by the fact that I was still alive. After all, Chu Xing released my news before I returned to Wucheng. As a large family, the Gu family is very sensitive to these matters.
　　 What's more, the Shi family hasn't really got them in their hands.
　　 "I just met Gu Tingchen." I said.
　　 He asked in surprise: "Have you met?"
　　 I said in confusion: "Well, he doesn't recognize me."
Chairman Gu thought for a while and explained: "He stayed in the courtyard for a while after he came back from your funeral, and then when someone mentioned the name Sheng in front of him, he would question who it was. We noticed When something went wrong, he took him to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that Tingchen's current condition is selective amnesia."
　　 So, forget me alone, right?
　　 It was a joke when I confessed to the wrong person three years ago.
　　 Now Gu Tingchen forgot about me...
　　 I am simply a joke in a joke.
　　 care? !
　　 don't care, I really don't care.
　　 But there is a faint loss in my heart.
"Okay, I get it now."
　　 I was about to hang up, and Chairman Gu said hurriedly: "They are not married."
　　 I subconsciously asked: "What?"
　　 He said anxiously: "Ting Chen and Shen Ruyan are not married."
　　 Whether they are married or not has little to do with me.
　　 "Oh, I want to ask you someone."
　　 Chairman Gu asked: "Well, who?"
　　 "Where is Gu Lanzhi?"