Chapter 318: Mild renal failure

My heart shook, and the hand holding the phone began to tremble, and my heart was suddenly suffocated to death, and I was out of breath for depression!
　　 How did Song Yiran suffer from kidney failure? !
　　 She is the same as my mother!
　　 No wonder she would give Shicheng the child!
　　 She was not willing or forgiving him!
　　 She is just in a compelling situation!
　　 I hurriedly called Song Yiran, but the busy tone kept showing on the phone, so I quickly called Shi Cheng again! !
　　 He quickly connected, "What can I do?"
　　 I hesitated to ask: "Have you seen Song Yiran recently?"
　　 His voice was full of irritability and said: "No, she didn't see me, and I don't know her whereabouts. Why did you suddenly ask her?"
　　 I hesitate, I don’t know if I should tell him Song Yiran’s current situation. After thinking for a while, I decided to conceal him temporarily!
　　 After I hung up the phone, because I was worried about Song Yiran, I personally ran to S city. Because Jing Yi was on annual leave, I gave the assistant a few days off, so I only brought a few bodyguards with me!
　　 It was almost noon when I arrived in S city, and the assistant sent me Song Yiran's address before, which is in the central hospital of S city.
　　 I unexpectedly saw my sister-in-law when I rushed to the hospital, but she went into the emergency room, and I thought I would come back to her later.
　　 When I found Song Yiran, she was on the rooftop, her face was particularly pale, and she was sitting in a wheelchair quietly basking in the sun!
　　 I haven't seen Song Yiran for a long time. Her body looked very thin, the kind of morbid weight loss, like her body was full of skeletons!
　　 It's empty, like a gust of wind can blow away.
　　 How did she become like this?
　　 I approached and shouted, "Miss Song."
　　 Her eyelashes trembled, and she slowly opened her eyes to look at me, her eyes filled with sadness, she whispered, "Miss Shi, you are here."
　　 I nodded, and squatted in front of her with wet eyes and squeezed her weightless palms, "Why are you so thin?"
　　 She smiled and said, "It's okay, but my body is not up to date. I have become thinner and thinner during my stay in the hospital."
　　 "But my assistant said you..."
She took my words and said:
It’s mild kidney failure, not so serious. I blame my usual work and rest schedules, stay up late, and can’t keep up with nutrition, so I’ve been in the hospital for a while. Jiuer took care of Shicheng!"
　　 Song Yiran always smiled and said: "He is Jiu'er's father after all, and Jiu'er is qualified to enjoy his father's love."
　　 I asked concerned: "Are you really all right?"
　　 "Well, what the doctor said, if I cooperate with the treatment, there will be no major problems, and I will live for another ten years."
　　 ten years...
　　 Ten years are very short!
　　 But I am relieved that there is no life-threatening for now!
I told her what I was thinking: "My mother donated a kidney to me. It is now in the late stage of renal failure. Her life is only a few months away, and you... I worry about you and cannot say that you are worth it. It's not worth giving Xiaowu that kidney, but you don't owe her!"
　　 Song Yiran does not owe Xiao Wu!
　　 is not familiar with Xiaowu again!
　　 She doesn’t need to listen to Shicheng’s words to donate her kidney!
　　 But things have happened, and there is no point in investigating the right and wrong of the past, but in the end, Song Yiran is biased in my heart!
　　 I blame Xiao Wu for being too selfish!
　　 But then I think that Xiao Wu also wants to live. It is normal for people to be selfish before death. Xiao Wu just made the easiest decision in human nature. I can't blame her for persecuting Shi Cheng!
I sighed, Song Yiran's fingers squeezed the back of my hand, and said softly: "Our bodies are not healthy, but we also have the hope of living. You have experienced more life and death than me. You should see more clearly than me. All that was in the past is in the past. We don’t have time and energy to care about it! So it doesn’t matter whether it is worth it or not. After all, we live for ourselves in the rest of our lives, so we don’t need to care about Xiaowu again!"
　　 I question her for a while, "Will you forgive Shicheng?"
　　 Song Yiran smiled and said: "I have forgiven, otherwise I won't take care of Jiu'er. I will lose to myself in this life!"
　　 Losing to myself is better than losing to love!
　　 I asked: "Will you be with him then?"
　　 Song Yiran shook his head and said, "No."
　　 I pursed my lips, and asked with difficulty: "Why?"
　　 "I forgave him, but I can't forget everything he did to me. I can't let go of those grudges, I can't let go of this life, even if I'm together, I won't rely on him as much as before."
　　 She raised her eyes and looked at the blue sky and said: "People have to have some bottom lines in the end, and these bottom lines need life to guard!"
　　 Song Yiran’s love is pure, because she once said that her parents love each other very much, and Shi Cheng touched her bottom line!
　　 "I see, I respect your ideas."
　　 How to choose is Song Yiran's own decision!
　　 I support any decision she makes! !
　　 She sighed and said, "Miss Shi, maybe I will meet a better person in the future, just like you meet Xi Zhan now. Who can say this accurately? Maybe I will be happier in the future."
　　 I pursed my lips and said with a smile: "Then I bless you, when you want to get married, you must invite me. I am the Patriarch of the Xi family, but I am here to support you. In the future, your husband will not dare to bully you!"
　　 She smiled and said, "Well, it will definitely be."
This is reality, this is not a film and television drama, plus we are not young anymore, we don’t have the certainty when we were young, and we don’t have so many end to the same thing. Whether it’s Song Yiran, Ji Nuangeng or Xi Nuo, I hope for us. I can meet the right person!
　　 Even if there is endless suffering in the middle!
　　 Even if the wound is full of scars!
　　 May Qianfan make the best of our ability to love others!
　　 "Miss Song, you will meet your own Prince Charming!"
　　 "Well, it's okay to die alone," she said.
　　 I quickly said: "Why? You are so beautiful! There must be a man who favors you waiting for you in the dark!!"
　　 Even in my heart, I still hope that person is Shi Cheng.
　　 Shi Cheng is Shi's family after all!
　　 I am partial to him after all!
　　 But even other men I wish her happiness!
　　 She deserves happiness, because she is a good girl!
　　 She laughed: "It's okay, I have Jiuer with me."
I stayed with Song Yiran for a while and then went downstairs. Before leaving, I told her what she needed to tell me. I will do my best to help her. She was grateful: "Thank you, I will. Once there are difficulties that cannot be solved. I will definitely find you!"
　　 I feel relieved after hearing this! !
　　 I was worried about my sister-in-law, and when I went downstairs, I hurriedly went to the emergency room, opened the door and saw that her arm was covered with scars, and the metal plate on the side was covered with glass shards!