Chapter 445: What is secret love?

I didn't want to hide it from him. At first in Syria, I just didn't want him to worry about me, but now I am too lazy to mention it because the Mo Yuanlian I know is very different from what he knows.
　　 If I say that Mo Yuanlian is not in danger, he will definitely care.
　　 will make him think that I am helping Mo Yuanlian to speak.
　　 This must make him unhappy.
　　 But now he found out that we met...
　　 I tried my best to pretend to be natural and said: "Well, I have seen it, but I didn't want to worry you at the time. Later, I didn't think it was very important and I didn't mention it for a while. Why are you stern?"
　　 Xi Zhan's eyes were cold. He didn't follow my explanation perfunctorily. He just reminded me with a faint tone: "No matter what Mo Yuanlian said to you, you'd better not believe it."
　　 I asked strangely: "Why?"
　　 Xi Zhan said, "What did he say?"
　　 I said in a tray: "He said that he has his own business to do when he stays in Wucheng, and he won't work against you, do you believe it?"
　　 I was testing Xi Zhan's credibility with Mo Yuanlian.
　　 He directly rejected: "I don't believe it."
There was silence, Xi Zhan still had a cold, handsome face, and said in a low voice: "Mo Yuanlian was already a master of psychology before being pulled off the top of the world. After that, he studied for another nine years. You can know from your manner what you are trying to say, what you are doing, and whether you have a defensive heart against him. Even with him, you can completely disintegrate you."
　　 Mo Yuanlian said that he learned psychology.
　　 But I don’t know how terrible it is!
　　 And so far I am also strange!
　　 I wonder how special he is to me!
　　 Is it because I am Xi Zhan’s wife?
　　 Ke Xi Zhan's wife shouldn't let him go!
　　 I really can't fathom the man Mo Yuanlian!
　　 "Well, I will pay attention."
　　 Xi Zhan always considers me.
　　 Next time I meet Mo Yuanlian, I have to be careful.
　　 I rubbed the tip of my nose against Xi Zhan's chin, coaxing his tone and said, "I just don't want you to worry about it."
　　 Xi Zhan kept condensing his eyebrows, his expression revealing displeasure.
　　 I know that he is angry.
　　 I held his arm tightly and said, "Mo Yuanlian is just an outsider, don't be angry with me because of him?"
　　 Hearing me say that Mo Yuanlian is an outsider, Xi Zhan calmed down, and said in a light tone: "I just don't want to see you dumb and sweet, I fell into a hunter's trap without knowing it."
　　 Xi Zhan said I was silly and sweet.
　　 I deliberately asked with a straight face: "Am I that stupid?"
　　 "Yoona, you are more kind-hearted than ordinary people. As long as others offer any kindness, you will feel that others have no bad intentions."
　　 Xi Zhan is clever, guessed something, but not specific, just said these words to remind me of my defensive heart.
　　 I shook my head and said, "I don't believe him."
What Mo Yuanlian said is that I remain neutral. I have only heard it and kept it in my heart. Besides, the words he said are some of his own affairs. It doesn’t matter if I listen to it or not, it doesn’t involve any interests. There will be more meat and no less meat, just like two strangers chatting casually.
　　 I firmly said: "I only believe in you."
　　I only believed in Xi Zhan from beginning to end.
　　 And I have my own judgment.
I couldn’t kill Mo Yuanlian with a single stick when he didn’t do anything dangerous to me. I thought he was a bad person. Naturally, I wouldn’t listen to what he said and believe that he was a good person. I once said But we are not enemies for the time being.
　　 As long as he is dangerous to Xi Zhan, he is my enemy.
　　 This is my position.
　　 "Don't hide anything from me in the future."
　　 I quickly responded: "Yeah."
　　 He sighed: "I am worried about your safety."
　　……
There were bursts of gunshots to the ears, and Mo Yuanlian, who was never afraid of any danger, looked at the soft and pale woman in front of him and his heart tightened. He threw down on her and protected her strictly. He was shot. The first thing that hurt was to stretch out his hand to cover her eyes. He didn't want her to see him hurt for her.
　　 Because he knows that she is a softhearted woman who is easy to feel guilty because other people treat her well, mainly because she has suffered too little warmth, so once others treat her well, she will be at a loss.
　　 The old wound was not healed and a serious new wound was added to his body. Mo Yuanlian bleeds too much. When Jiang Chen found him, his life was hanging by a thread.
　　 The night sky of Syria is very pure, the starry sky is unusually bright, Mo Yuanlian leaned on the stone and looked at the night sky silently.
　　 There is a fuzzy outline above the night sky.
　　 That is his beloved little girl.
　　 Jiang Chen saw Mo Yuanlian's weakness, he squatted forward and opened the medical kit he brought with him and shouted, "Mr. Mo."
　　 Mo Yuanlian did not respond to him. Jiang Chen gave Mo Yuanlian anesthetized, then took out the scalpel inside, disinfected and fetched bullets for him, and sews and bandages him well.
　　 Seeing that the blood stopped Jiang Chen, he was relieved.
　　 After a long time, he slowly said: "Mr. Mo, welcome your return."
　　Mo Yuanlian was still silent, as if thinking about something, before she said for a long while, "You have worked so hard to be by her side these years."
　　 "We must obey President Mo's orders."
　　 Yes, Jiang Chen is from Mo Yuanlian.
　　 was the person Mo Yuanlian sent back to China to help Shisheng nine years ago before being assassinated. After nine years, many things were wrong.
　　 Fortunately, some people are still there.
　　 Jiang Chen saw that Mo Yuanlian was silent again, and looked at the night sky with a faint expression. He thought about it and asked boldly: "Mr. Mo, Mr. Shi is now Xi Zhan's person, you still..."
　　 Jiang Chen paused, not daring to keep asking.
　　 Mo Yuanlian asked softly: "How?"
　　 His face was pale, and his eyes were red because of the pain of the wound, but he was used to forbearance and did not say a word from the beginning to the end.
　　 even has a hint of lightness.
　　 Jiang Chen endured the grief in his heart and asked, "Are you close to her?"
　　 Jiang Chen asked if the approach wanted to get her.
　　 Mo Yuanlian did not answer, but only said: "I have a crush on her for 14 years. This relationship has exceeded the urge to get her in my heart. I just hope that time can be happy."
　　 After a pause, he said: "Her happiness is the most important."
　　 Jiang Chen asked: "If this is the case, why does President Mo return?"
　　 Mo Yuanlian never seemed to think about this question.
He thought for a long time in a motionless posture, and suddenly said inexplicably, "What is secret love? Jiang Chen, I never let her know my affection, she doesn't even remember me... Secret love is the mud that makes people desperate. There is a flower blooming; it is the heavy rain that has been moisturized once in my life, and I will never forget the sweetness. Naturally, I will get sick because of the heavy rain, and I will never forget it in my life. she was."
　　 If it wasn’t for Shisheng...
　　 If it wasn't for that little girl...
　　 Without her, he would not have the courage to live.
　　 Secret love is the only light in an exhausted life.
　　 is the first touch of Mo Yuanlian's life.
　　 and is the only touch of light in this life.
　　 "President Mo, you make me sad."
　　 Jiang Chen was accustomed to seeing Shi Sheng’s begging, and accustomed to seeing her tears, but Mo Yuanlian’s calm tone...
　　 Jiang Chen was very sad because of Mo Yuanlian's request. He should have prevented Shi Sheng and Xi Zhan from being together.
　　 But he couldn’t bear to...
　　 Jiang Chen never had the heart to stop Shi Sheng from doing or pursuing, so when she was about to marry Gu Tingchen, he did not stop her, and his assistant could not stop her.
　　 After all, she was full of Gu Tingchen at the time.
　　 That kind of humbleness and compromise.
　　 Mo Yuanlian sighed in his heart. Thinking of the two days with Shi Sheng, he smiled softly and said, "She is so gentle, sometimes it makes me want to cry."
　　 Jiang Chen looked over, Mo Yuanlian was crying.
　　 That is all the tenderness when thinking of a person.
　　 Jiang Chen lowered his head and shouted, "Mr. Mo."
　　 Mo Yuanlian retracted his consciousness and stopped thinking about it. He said in a faint voice: "Tell them not to act rashly."
　　 Jiang Chen respectfully said: "Yes."
　　 "Yin Ruo told him to stand still."
　　 Jiang Chen said: "Yes, President Mo."
　　 Mo Yuanlian played a very big chess game many years ago, and has not played these chess pieces for more than ten years.
　　 He still doesn't want to use it.
　　 High-thinking people never care about what is in front of them.
　　 Mo Yuanlian wanted nothing like this.
　　 "At times, secret love is just my business."
　　 So this matter can only be a secret in this life.
　　 But Mo Yuanlian's heart is still unwilling, because Xi Zhan and the others deprived him of the opportunity to grow up with her, and they wanted to kill them when they thought of this Mo Yuanlian.