Chapter 74: Someone like me

The one who doesn't want to see you sad is me.
　　 These are the most emotional words Gu Lanzhi ever said to me.
　　 I stared at him in a daze. Gu Lanzhi turned his head and asked suddenly: "No matter what happens, Ting Chen should be the one who doesn't want to hurt you the most. Have you ever thought that he has problems?"
　　Difficulties...
　　 Gu Tingchen said that he has his own difficulties.
　　 But he also said, "If she comes to Wucheng, I will marry."
　　 So it doesn’t matter whether he has any difficulties.
　　 I shook my head, and Gu Lanzhi said, "I don't know what happened between you. I won't force you to tell me."
　　 paused, he said: "But I want to be with you."
　　 Hearing this, I got up gloomily and stared at him flusteredly. Finally, I only said, "Sorry, I have to go."
　　 I hurriedly left the hotel to find my car and drove to the company. After arriving at the company, I asked my assistant to find me a new apartment.
　　 I never want to go back to the Shijia villa again.
　　 After returning to the company, my mental state was very bad, and I kept thinking about what Gu Lanzhi said in my mind.
　　 I understand what he meant, but now I can be with him as long as I be brave.
　　 But I can't do it.
　　I never chose him between Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi. Now I cannot turn back and find him because of betrayal.
　　 This is too unfair to him.
　　 I am even more sorry for my feelings.
　　I stayed in the company for a day in a muddle-headed manner. I was very tired. I realized that sooner or later I would be ill by myself in this state.
　　 Thinking about this, I want to leave Wucheng for a while.
　　 did not notify anyone, even the assistant did not tell, I drove the new Rolls Royce to Tongcheng.
　　 When I entered the Tongcheng highway intersection, I had a small car accident. The car was rear-ended by an ordinary car.
　　 The owner got out of the car and stared at me with horror, and asked nervously, "Your car looks very expensive."
　　 I knew what he was worried about, and said hurriedly: "It's okay, there is insurance coverage, can you send me to the 4S shop?"
　　 Seeing that there is no compensation, he quickly promised to send me to the 4S shop. I took a taxi into Tongcheng and did not find Fu Xi but found a homestay.
　　I rarely come to Tongcheng, but every time I come to Tongcheng, I will contact Fu Xi to live in Fu's house, but when I realize his thoughts, I don't want to go too close to him, because I never use someone as a spare.
　　 I lay on the bed in the hotel and sent a message to the assistant, "I'm not in Wucheng. You will take care of Shi's house for me during this time."
　　 I thought about it and added, "You check Xiao Wu's specific address, and if she needs help, help her secretly."
　　 When the family owed Xiao Wu, I would never pay it off in this life.
　　 After sending the message, I turned my phone on silent and put it on the bed and went out. The owner of the hotel saw and reminded me: "Tongcheng is very messy at night. You, a little girl, better not run around."
　　 I paused and asked: "Tongcheng is messy?"
　　 In my impression, Tongcheng is a very prosperous city.
　　 The bustling city should be safe.
　　 The owner of the B&B smiled and said, "Tongcheng is not messy, but it is messy for you, a pretty girl."
　　 I said in favor: "I won't run too far."
　　 Although this point is approaching the evening, it’s just the night after all, so I shouldn’t have a problem going out to buy something.
　　 I went to a nearby mall to buy daily necessities, and bought a few changes of clothes. I still want to go to a movie when I see the time.
　　 I chose a comedy. It was too late after watching it. I stopped a car on the side of the road. The taxi driver couldn't find the location of the hotel and left me there.
　　 I am particularly speechless, because I am not familiar with Tongcheng where I was born, and I can’t navigate without a mobile phone.
　　 I walked around for more than 20 minutes without finding the way. A subway passed by behind me. I passed through the underground passage. The corridor was empty, with only one stray man playing.
　　He is singing.
　　 sang "Someone Like Me"
　　 A good person like me
　　 should have lived a splendid life
　　 How come over twenty years
　　 still floating in the crowd
　　 a smart person like me
　　 Say goodbye to innocence
　　 Why did you still use a love
　　 go get a scar
　　His voice is very low, with a breath of vicissitudes of life, I passed through the long corridor and burst into tears.
　　 Someone like me, who should have lived a splendid life, how can they still use a relationship to change their wounds...
　　 I turned around and looked at the wandering man. I used to take out 100 yuan and put it in front of him. He smiled slightly and said, "Thank you."
　　 I left the corridor, and the sadness in my heart was temporarily suppressed. I searched for a long time but couldn't find the homestay.
　　 I was very irritable. I looked up at the gloomy sky. If I didn't rush back, I would get soaked.
　　 I exhaled and continued to walk forward.
　　 I don’t know how long I’ve been walking, I finally found the homestay. When I was about to go in, I was suddenly hugged and pulled aside, and my mouth was tightly covered by a cold palm.
　　 I remembered what the former owner of the homestay said when I left, the fear in my heart rose in vain, struggling hurriedly, he pressed my arm tightly and warned in a low voice beside my ear: "Don't move."
　　 His voice is hoarse and deep.
　　 How can I listen to him? I bit his palm when he wasn't paying attention. I pressed hard enough, but he kept warning me and said, "If you move around, I will knock you out."
　　 I didn't dare to move any more, I was restrained by him.
　　 He asked me, "You live here?"
　　 His tone is cold, but his breath is weak.
　　 I said: "Yes."
　　He indifferently ordered: "Take me in."
　　 There are the owner of the hotel and other guests. It is safer for me to take him in. I quickly agreed to him.
　　 He let go of me, as if not afraid of me running away.
　　 His body softened on me the next moment, I turned my head to look at him with the light at the door.
　　 his face was stained with blood, and his body was dirty. It seemed that he had just gone through a purgatory.
　　 I wanted to leave him behind, but after seeing him hurt, I couldn’t bear to ask him,
Should I take you to the hospital?

　　 "No, they will find me."
　　 I don't know who they are in his mouth. Seeing that he was not too bad, I helped him into the room with a kind heart.
　　 There was nothing in the room, and his injuries were very serious. I ordered gauze disinfection alcohol and the like from the Internet.
　　The healing stuff is still on the way. The man didn't care about it at all. He asked me for some cloth and just took off the clothes and simply bandaged it. He didn't seem to worry about infection.
　　 There are blood stains on his face. I can't see clearly what he looks like, but he is very strong, with a typical six-pack abs, and his shoulders are wide and his waist is narrow, and his body proportions are perfect.
　　 But there are a lot of scars on his body, and there seems to be a gun hole. I was surprised at what happened to him, but he is a stranger to me after all, so I suppressed all my curiosity and sat on the bed.
　　 Suddenly there was a knock on the door outside, the man looked over with a pair of alert and cold eyes, and I explained, "It might be a takeaway."
　　 I got up to open the door. He got up and followed me and stood behind the door, seemingly afraid that people would discover his existence.
　　 I opened a seam, and the owner of the hotel handed me a pocket and explained: "I just arrived, the delivery person said it belongs to Miss Shi."
　　 I took it and said thank you.
　　 The owner of the B&B shook his head and said, "You are welcome."
　　 After he left, I handed the pocket to the injured man. Without even looking at it, he went straight to the window and opened it.
　　 He seems to be observing the terrain here.
　　 I asked him, "When are you leaving?"
　　He rolled out two words from deep in his throat, "Immediately."
　　 I walked to the window and saw a river outside.
　　 I asked him curiously, "Are you going from here?"
　　 He was taciturn, and suddenly turned his head to look at me.
　　 "The scar on your face is ugly."
I:"……"
　　 After I arrived in Tongcheng, I removed my makeup. The scars appeared on my smooth face. It was naturally ugly, but I didn't expect to be directly rejected by others, and I just took him in for the person who rejected me.
　　 I pursed my lips, and finally chose to remain silent.
　　 He asked me suddenly, "What is your name?"
　　 His voice is very low, very hoarse.
　　 I don’t know him well and there’s no need to say a name, but he opened his mouth to ask me and I couldn’t say anything, so he lied: "Shi Yun."
　　 He twisted his eyebrows and didn't ask me again.
　　 Although the river outside the window was calm, he wanted to leave from here and it was a idiotic dream, and just then there was another knock on the door outside.
　　 The man standing by the window reminded me with a serious look: "They will torture you if you don't follow me away."
　　 I asked in a daze: "Who?"
　　He spit out five words coldly, "Those who want to kill me."
　　 "You said the knocker was looking for you?"
　　 "Well, they know I am here."
　　What does the person looking for him have to do with me?
　　 I refused: "I will not leave with you."
　　As soon as the words fell, the door outside was pushed open, and the person who walked in the front indiscriminately cut it over with a knife! !
　　 I was stunned, I have never seen such a posture.
　　 The man by the window pulled me directly to jump out of the window, but my shoulder was still scratched by a knife when I jumped down.
　　 I snorted and fell into the cold river before I had time to react.
　　 I swallowed a few mouthfuls of water before I had time to breathe, trying to show my head, but I was pressed by the palm of my hand.
　　 The breath in my chest is almost gone. At the moment when I feel death, I still think of the man Gu Tingchen.
　　If I could come back, I would never meet him again.
　　 I will never forgive him this time.
　　 I slackened and let my body fall down. Within a few seconds, I was hugged around my waist and my lips were blocked.
　　 The thing blocking me is very cold.
　　 But I seem to have gained life.
　　 I sucked and sucked greedily, feeling that the person holding my body was a little stiff, and it didn't take long before I came out of the water.
　　 I kept breathing the fresh air outside without realizing that I was in the arms of a man at the moment.
　　 I lay my head on his shoulder wearily, and muttered, "Who are you?"
　　 My consciousness became more and more blurred, and I seemed to faint.
　　 When I woke up again, I found myself lying on a big bed. The room was full of cool things.
　　 I opened the quilt and found that my clothes were gone, only a large white shirt.
　　 This size seems to belong to a man.
　　 Could it be that my body was peeked at? !
　　 I got up and stepped on the floor barefoot, opened the French windows and stood on the balcony and found that I was in a villa.
　　 And there was a man sitting in the front yard of the villa.
　　 An unusually handsome and cruel man, he should be the blood-stained man last night.
　　 He is different from all the men I have ever met. There is a gloomy breath on his body, his face is cold and merciless.
　　 He seemed to be aware of something, and raised his eyes to look at me with meager cold eyes. We looked at each other up and down.
　　 I asked him curiously, "Where is this?"
　　 "Xijia."
　　 "Tongcheng?" I asked.
"Ok."
　　He is reticent and cold.
　　 I thought about it and asked: "Who changed my clothes."
　　 He lowered his head slightly and said, "Maid."
　　 I was relieved when I heard that, turned around and went back to the room to see a light-colored dress next to the bed.
　　 I took off my white shirt and found that there was a wound on my shoulder. I remembered what happened last night.
　　 It's really unlucky for people to drink cold water and get stuck between their teeth.
　　 I endured the pain and changed into my dress. When I went downstairs, I saw him sitting there basking in the sun. I said goodbye: "I'm leaving."
　　 He was silent, and I turned around neatly and left.
　　 From beginning to end, I didn't ask his name.
　　My mobile phone is still in the homestay. I am definitely afraid to go back to get it. I simply go to the business hall to buy a replacement card for the mobile phone.
　　 I don't have any cash, so I bought a mobile phone and logged in to WeChat to transfer the money to the salesperson.
　　 I did not look for a homestay this time, but a small hotel.
　　 I did this just to prevent Gu Tingchen from finding me.
　　 I stayed in the hotel until the afternoon and remembered that my anti-cancer drugs had also fallen into the hotel, so I simply went out to the hospital.
　　 I called and asked the doctor in Wucheng for a medicine list, and then gave the list to the doctor in Tongcheng.
　　 I was leaving with anticancer drugs, but I didn’t expect to meet someone downstairs whom I thought I would never meet in my life.
　　 Fu Xi’s ex-girlfriend.
　　 A particularly jealous ex-girlfriend.
　　 Forget it, but she knows me.
　　 I was met by her when I came to see Fu Xi a few years ago. At the time, she poured a glass of red wine on Fu Xi and cursed, "A scumbag.
I didn’t want to cause trouble, I wanted to bypass her and leave, but she found me and stretched out her hand to stop me and said:
Oh, I look at you from a distance and I am familiar with it. So it’s you, how are you now? I was dumped by Fu Xi. No? Is this face disfigured?"
I:"……"
　　 I think I have a good temper and I don't want to argue with her.
　　 Especially when I saw a man coming over behind her.
　　 A man I just separated in the morning.
　　 This world is so small.
　　 I can meet people I don’t want to meet everywhere.
　　 Seeing that I was silent, she cursed again: "Ban, man, do you think Fu Xi really likes you? There are so many women around him, he just plays with you, so you take it seriously."
　　 All these words fell into the ears of the man, and I frowned and fought back: "Fu Xi and I were just for fun. Do you think I am like you? Have to tie a man for a lifetime?"
　　 I stretched out my hand and patted her on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "Miss Sister, the world is big, you are very beautiful, you can look around if you are idle and panic, maybe you can sleep a few more men with rich and poor life.
　　 Her angry face turned pale, the man paused when he heard what I said, and then passed me indifferently into the hospital, he looked like he didn't know me.
　　 But it doesn't matter, I don't care at all.
　　 I was too lazy to argue with her anymore, and hurriedly left with the anti-cancer drugs. After half an hour after leaving, Fu Xi called me.
　　 He laughed and said, "My ex-girlfriend just said you scolded her."
　　 Did I scold her? !
　　 I didn't, I didn't say a word of swearing.
"probably."
　　 Fu Xi asked me, "Are you in Tongcheng?"
　　 "It's here." I replied.
　　 "Then see you with the Lord?"