Chapter 758: Love is not about asking for perfection

Xi Zhan refused very simply. When I wanted to ask him the reason, he first said to me: "The Xi family is your property, and your father left you the property. Even if we don’t distinguish each other, it will always belong to you. Something, even if you want, everyone in the Xi family... Yoona, they have been sincere to your father. You let me accept that the Xi family will cause a lot of unnecessary trouble, and I hope you hold an important Power, so that even if it collapses in the future... the two of us will not collapse at the same time, leaving a share of power is to plan for the future."
Xi Zhan has a foresight.
I never thought of these questions he thought.
"We are managed separately. Even if there are any problems in the future, the two of us will always have a share of power and peace."
Hearing what I said, Xi Zhan agreed: "It's true. There must always be one of us on the highest point, not to be greedy, but to protect our family."
Life is fickle.
Neither Xi Zhan nor I can guarantee the future.
So only think deeply from the present.
Xi Zhan put down Run'er, and I pulled his sleeves and said, "When Run'er is cured, we will return to Xi's house to live for a while. The scenery is beautiful and the air is fresh, suitable for children to live in."
The old house of the Xi family is near the ancient town. It is full of human fireworks and is suitable for taking children to live and play.
The man seemed to think of something: "Well, after I accompany you this time, I will be busy again, and you won't see me often."
After hearing this, I sighed: "I can understand you."
Xi Zhan and I are not short of money. If there is a choice, we want to live in seclusion, but if the person in our position wants to withdraw, the end will be like Mo Yuanlian back then.
The Xi family must always be run by someone.
Xi Zhan must also always stabilize his career.
This is the fate that the two of us cannot escape.
Xi Zhan pulled my neck against him. He kissed my forehead and said, "We want to give the children time to grow up."
I won't refute how Yue Chun chooses his life, and even support him wholeheartedly, but Run'er can't.
Yun'er is going to take over his father's mission to protect our family, so Xi Zhan will work as hard as he is now before he grows up. I hope that Yoon'er can also help her brother.
Of course, I hope Yuechun will participate.
I hope my three children will support each other.
But I will never force Yue Chun to carry any mission.
I prefer him to be himself.
I hope he chooses his own life.
"Well, wait for them to reach adulthood."
When the children grow up and when they can support the sky, Xi Zhan and I will be able to retreat behind the scenes. Although this time is still very long, it is so long that I can hardly imagine what they will be like when they grow up, but I know them Will grow up, will take on the responsibilities on his shoulders, and hope I will be there.
Although I am very reluctant to think so, I am a person who has removed a kidney. The lifespan of a kidney is limited. My lifespan is naturally much shorter than that of ordinary people. What's more, my family has a family history of kidney failure. , Including my mother.
my mother……
Grandpa said that his mother had a kidney transplant when she was young.
It stands to reason that my mother should not be able to donate kidneys to me after a kidney transplantation. I still need to know more about my mother's condition. I will talk to my grandpa in detail when I find my grandpa in the New Year.
But about my kidney...
Xi Zhan has always been clear.
He knows that people like me have a limited life span!
Fifty or sixty is already the limit!
And it doesn’t include whether you will get sick on the way.
Hope I can stay healthy and healthy till the end.
Deep in my heart, I suddenly felt melancholy. I pressed Xi Zhan's waist and pressed my cheek to his chest. My ears could clearly hear his heartbeat, and it was rhythmic.
I shouted, "Second brother."
The man responded softly, "Huh?"
"I cherish the days we two were together very much. When I first met you, I didn't know that I would love you so and this way. If I knew, I would be with you the first time."
Xi Zhan asked clearly, "What are you thinking about again?"
I shook my head and said, "No."
"Don't think about it, you accompany Run'er to sleep, and I will accompany you here, and I will take him home tomorrow when his fever subsides."
There is also a doctor at home.
Besides, rest assured at home.
After all, I also remember Yoona in my heart.
"Well, then you have to sleep when you are tired."
I lay next to Run'er, Xi Zhan covered us with a quilt and finished the quilt. He held my palm and stared at me for a long while, then dropped his head and kissed the corner of my lips, "Good night."
"Good night, my husband."
Xi Zhan curled his lips, "Yes."
...
Shi Sheng slept extremely restlessly. Xi Zhan stretched out her hand to straighten her ears and hair. Her forehead was covered with sweat. She was supposed to be a nightmare. He wiped it with a tissue, and when she was asleep, he got up and opened the window. Look at the night view outside the window.
Shi Sheng has been vomiting very frequently recently. She will vomit when riding in a car, and when riding a roller coaster. She seems to be very fragile and will cause problems if she doesn’t pay attention. Xi Zhan understands that this is the reason for her poor body resistance. , Thinking of her previous Xi Zhan's heart began to blame Gu Tingchen, that man had left irreparable physical damage in Shi Sheng's life.
Therefore, Xi Zhan never agrees with Gu Tingchen's love.
There is too much harm in his love.
It is a pity that he met Shi Sheng too late.
Xi Zhan closed his eyes and suddenly felt helpless in his heart, helpless with life, and helpless with Shi Sheng's poor physique.
I hope she won't be hurt in the future.
Otherwise, Xi Zhan would never forgive himself.
In fact, Xi Zhan has made unprecedented investments in uterine cancer and kidneys in the past two years. Although he has prepared everything, he hopes that that day will never come. He hopes that she will be a lucky person, luckier than her mother and luckier than Song Yiran.
"Yoona, I hope I will bear your pain."
"Yooner, although Gu Tingchen has given you great grief, and although you have experienced despair and illness, I still hope that you can be a happy princess in the future."
"Yoona, you just belong to my princess."
Xi Zhan loves Shi Sheng, not because she gave him two children or gave him a family, but because she is only Shi Sheng, she let Xi Zhan understand that there is another person in this world who is willing to give and has nothing to do. A woman scrupulous to love.
If Shi Sheng is Mo Yuanlian's belief, then Shi Sheng is Xi Zhan's only joy in living in this world.
That girl,
The girl who broke into his world with a lie, the girl who promised to make him entertained but didn't know what love was!
Although she keeps saying that she knows love best, her love is too cowardly, too humble, and never put herself in a fair position to tell the people he likes sincerely. She has always been wronged and asked for completeness. As for making herself embarrassed in the end, such a girl really...
He wanted to say that surrender is not love.
"Yoona, love is fair and dignity."
People who love you won't lose your dignity.