Chapter 810: Admit mistake but don't know it

I have lowered my posture.
"Shi Yun, you admit your mistakes but you never know them."
Does it mean that I know that I am wrong?
I couldn't figure it out, and Xi Zhan suddenly got up and left the ward.
I stayed in the ward for a long time, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was my fault. When I gathered up the courage to go out and apologize to him, I saw Xi Zhan and Assistant Yin at the end of the corridor.
Xi Zhan is smoking.
He smokes when he is upset.
I approached them without disturbing them.
Thinking of waiting for Assistant Yin to leave before coming forward.
Assistant Yin was reporting on the research room. Xi Zhan listened quietly. After Assistant Yin started to report on work, Xi Zhan took a cigarette and interrupted him and said,
You don’t need to report to me about the company. Mo Yuanlian gave it to him if he wanted it."
So this is why Xi Zhan is unwilling to return to the company?
"Mr. Xi what does this mean?"
"I once took away his power from his hands. If he wants me to pay him back this time, it's not owed."
Xi Zhan was extremely frustrated.
He once said that having power is to protect our family, but now he is willing to give up power unconditionally.
Does he even want our family?
Assistant Yin said in amazement: "But Mr. Xi, the company is yours. You finally got to this point. Why did you give in? I think this decision is inappropriate."
"Yin Ruo, don't you also want him to go back?"
Xi Zhan, this is a matter of provoking Assistant Yin to be Mo Yuanlian. Although everyone knows it well, none of them has ever found it.
Assistant Yin was taken aback and said: "I have always been Mr. Xi's person. As long as I take the salary that Mr. Xi gives, I will be Mr. Xi's person. I have never betrayed you for so many years."
"Yin Ruo, what if it was him?"
"Mr. Xi what does this mean?"
"If it was him, would it be easier to leave that position? I have been thinking about one thing these days, whether to continue wasting my life and running around busy, or to choose a suitable time to achieve success, but retreat again How easy is it?"
Assistant Yin asked: "Is Mr. Xi tired?"
Xi Zhan took another smoke and said, "Tired."
Xi Zhan's mood is low.
I want to comfort him...
But our relationship is so stiff.
I guess he wanted to retire because of me.
Because I broke his heart.
"Mr. Xi just said that retreating is not easy, so you must never think of retreating, otherwise your foundation will be ruined."
"Do you think Mo Yuanlian will kill them all?"
"Mr. Mo will let Mr. Xi taste his pain back then."
Xi Zhan was silent, and Assistant Yin stayed quietly beside Xi Zhan. For a long time, Xi Zhan asked Yin Ruo again, "Yin Ruo, the love I used to be sure of; the only one in this life that is sure; the guardian without any conditions; the happiness that is sure She denied it."
I have denied everything that Xi Zhan has determined!
What he said is denying himself! !
This is the most serious thing.
Assistant Yin asked clearly: "Mr. Xi has such negative thoughts now because of Mrs. Xi? In the past ten months, I am not quite sure what happened at that time, but I can detect that Mrs. Xi was very Guilt and miss you, she always calls me and asks me how you are doing."
"Yin Ruo, she..."
I tightly encircled the man's waist, his body was slightly stiff, and Assistant Yin hurriedly left the scene when he saw this! !
"Second brother, I'm sorry..."
Xi Zhan said coldly: "Let go."
I don't want to see him sad.
So I don’t want to let go! !
"I won't let go!"
Xi Zhan broke my fingers and said, "Shi Yun, we cannot be resolved by an apology. You must be clear about where you are wrong before we can have the next conversation."
He has pointed me the way.
I hurriedly said: "I know I was wrong. I have always been unclear about Mo Yuanlian's problem. I always thought you didn't mind, so I was even more unscrupulous. I made you uncomfortable, and I hurt you. , Xi Zhan, I apologize to you!!!"
I said softly again: "Second brother, can I apologize to you? Don't ignore me, you know I love you!!"
Xi Zhan still said coldly: "Let go."
"I was really wrong. I am not sure about Mo Yuanlian. I promise you that I will try not to meet with him in the future. Even if I meet occasionally, I will pretend to be a stranger, OK?"
"This matter, you have promised me."
Xi Zhan reminded me suddenly.
Yes, I promised him this matter.
I also vowed to say that I am not familiar with Mo Yuanlian.
But now it has developed to this point...
Many things are indeed beyond your control.
But I was really wrong on this issue.
Because I really promised him.
I once promised him but I didn't do it!
Now I started to promise him...
The story of the wolf coming is clear to children.
So how does Xi Zhan believe in me?
Although in my heart I am very willing to promise Mo Yuanlian to be a stranger with him, even if I promise Xi Zhan vowedly, who can guarantee that in the future I will not be involuntarily involuntarily and then gradually start to meet again for one reason or another? !
Once that was the time I lost my promise again.
And these are not important.
Whether there is any intersection with Mo Yuanlian in the future is not the point.
But in the eyes of Xi Zhan, I have a problem.
I have a problem with my understanding of love.
This is what he cannot tolerate.
I said in a daze, "I did promise you, but because of this...I really can't explain to you anymore, because it's like an excuse, and I know what you want! Xi Zhan, you think I want me to understand where I stand and who I should care about, instead of letting one after another appear around me... such as Gu Tingchen, such as Gu Lanzhi behind, such as Fu Xi, and Mo Yuanlian, Or the next one and I don’t know who it is... These men are not the point, the point is how I treat them."
Xi Zhan treated the woman beside him coldly and alienated.
But I always treat people politely.
Once polite and courteous, it is easy to have problems.
What Xi Zhan cares about is my attitude.
But what kind of attitude will not go wrong?
This is another complicated issue.
I am sad because I can't figure out how to express my thoughts to Xi Zhan, and I don't even know how to promise.
"Xi Zhan, none of them have much to do with me. You know this. Even Mo Yuanlian...I don't have any thoughts about him, but as your wife, there is a problem with me. I don't I should approach him, shouldn't have pity for him, shouldn't think of being his family member, and I shouldn't give him the opportunity to get close from the beginning. This is my biggest mistake.
"So you admit your mistakes but never know it."