Chapter 83: She wants me to live

Ji Nuan on the phone was particularly scared,
　　 I have never seen her like this!
　　 She just said about the child.
　　What kid? !
　　 Ji Nuan did not make it clear, there was still a noise on the phone and was forced to hang up. I quickly called the assistant and asked him to help me check the whereabouts of Ji Nuan.
　　 Just in case, the assistant set up location tracking on my mobile phones and Ji Nuan.
　　 But I have changed a few of my mobile phones, but Ji Nuan has been using the same one, and the assistant quickly found the location.
　　 When my assistant and I arrived in a hurry, I saw Ji Nuan lying on the ground. There was a piece of blood under her, and the ground was full of broken glass. I hurried to hug her with a pain in my heart.
　　 Feeling the warm body temperature, Ji Nuan slowly opened his eyes, and there was a deep silence deep in her eyes.
　　 seems to have just experienced life and death.
　　 I hugged her uncomfortably in my heart, she grabbed my sleeve and murmured: "He is gone, he left me forever."
　　 I subconsciously asked: "What?"
　　 "Child, Chen Chu's child."
　　 Just then, an indifferent man strode in outside the door, and he took Ji Nuan from my hand and left the room.
　　 I quickly got up and followed him.
　　On the way to the hospital, I looked at the car in front and asked the assistant, "Did that man Chen Shen feel sorry for Ji Nuan just now?"
　　 Just following them, I heard Chen Shen whisper in Ji Nuan’s ear,
Don’t be afraid of Nuan Nuan, I’m by your side.

　　 Don't be afraid of warmth, I'm by your side.
　　 What a sweet love story.
　　 Assistant replied: "At least for now."
　　 Ji Nuan was already in the operating room when my assistant and I arrived at the hospital. After waiting for about three hours, she was pushed out by the doctor. The baby in her stomach was not saved after all.
　　 I don't even know when she became pregnant. This is Chen Chu's only bloodline in this world, but I still haven't kept it.
　　 I think Ji Nuan will collapse when he wakes up.
　　 I feel terribly uncomfortable in my heart. I feel that everything is piled up together. I feel very sorry for her in my heart.
　　 Her life is really not much better than mine.
　　 "Shizong, do you need to investigate this matter?"
　　 I looked at the man guarding Ji Nuan's side, shook my head and said: "He will solve it, let's leave first."
　　 I am going to meet Shicheng now.
　　 I sent a message to Shicheng at the entrance of the hospital.
　　 He returned to me, "Wait for me at the door."
When 　　 Shicheng drove over, it was already seven o'clock in the evening. I don’t know when Xiaowu will arrive in Wucheng.
　　 But I know she will always wait for us, waiting for me and Shi Cheng at the door of Shi's house like she used to.
　　 After all, Shi Cheng and I are children of Shi’s family, and often go out to some parties, but Xiao Wu often waits for us to return home at the door of the villa, day after day, year after year, until she leaves Shi’s family.
　　 She is really nice and considerate.
　　 Shi Cheng and I love to be with her very much.
　　 But...
　　 Time has passed, and things are different.
　　 The smallest change among the three of us is Shi Cheng.
　　 He is still so selfish.
　　 And Xiaowu and I are on the verge of life and death.
　　 It was eight o'clock when Shi Cheng and I arrived at the airport. He and I spent a long time searching in the airport before we found Xiao Wu in a corner.
　　 When he and I saw Xiao Wu, we were both shocked.
　　 A thin and small girl squatted there, with a large suitcase beside her, her eyes looked around in a bewilderment, and she suddenly smiled when she saw us.
　　 Xiao Wu, she is still the impression she has.
　　 Except for being tall.
　　 She got up and pulled the suitcase and walked towards us. I couldn't connect the girl in white T-shirt and jeans with the girl who kept asking Gu Tingchen to marry her.
　　 With red eyes, I said, "Welcome back to Wucheng."
　　 Xiaowu stretched out his hands and asked, "Can you hug?"
　　 The three of us hugged each other as we once did, but we all knew from the bottom of our hearts that there was a boundary in each of us.
　　 It is difficult for us to go back to the past.
　　 Shicheng red eyes, after all, this is the girl he likes in front of him, and he took us to eat Xiaowu’s favorite food stall.
　　 Xiaowu kidney failure, can't eat too spicy food, and neither she nor I can drink wine, a meal is dull and tasteless.
　　 After eating, he asked, "Where do you live, Xiaowu?"
　　 Xiao Wu smiled and said, "I have a home in Wucheng."
　　 Xiaowu is a child adopted by Shi's family from an orphanage. I don't know where the home she said is, but according to her address, Shi Cheng and I took her to Chengzhong Village in Wucheng.
　　 is a very shabby place, but Xiao Wu walked very carefully. It seemed that this was the most important thing in her memory. She took us to the innermost place.
　　 A very dilapidated old house.
She took out the key from the bag and opened it. There was an old pear tree inside. She explained in a soft voice: "This is where I lived before I went to the orphanage! I used to have parents, but unfortunately they had a car accident. "
　　 Shicheng put his hand on her shoulder, and called Xiao Wu in a slightly lower voice, and said with comfort: "I am your family."
　　Shicheng used my word.
　　 He excluded me.
　　 In fact, he did nothing wrong.
　　 She politely said, "Thank you, Shi Cheng."
　　 Shicheng: "..."
　　 It's dirty and shabby. It's impossible to live here, but Xiao Wu insisted on living here. Shi Cheng couldn't take her luggage in and pack, but I accompanied her to the city to buy things.
　　 Neither I nor Xiao Wu mentioned that we were immersed in shopping. I originally wanted to pay for her but she refused.
　　 When Xiao Wu and I were walking back, I felt that the car was too silent, so I asked her casually, "How are the years?"
　　 "Very good, I never thought about going back here."
　　 I turned my eyes to Xiao Wu, her face was abnormally pale, as sickly pale as mine, and her eyes were slightly swollen.
　　 Her condition is not as optimistic as mine.
　　 She tilted her head to look out the window and said: "I never thought of going back here, but my kidneys can't support my future life. Shi Sheng, the purpose of my return this time is just you. Let's exchange."
　　 Exchange with each other...
　　 She healed me.
　　 I donated a kidney to her.
　　 But I don’t need her to treat me.
　　 I always feel that things are not that simple.
　　 I said calmly: "I don't have much time left. After I die, I will write a will and give you the kidney."
　　 "Shi Sheng, are you willing to die?"
　　 Xiaowu asked if I would be willing to...
What if 　　 can't bear it? !
　　 Xiao Wu suddenly turned his head to look at me, and said softly: "Gu Tingchen loves you very much. I tried it for you. He would rather marry me and save you. He really loves you."
what does she say? !
　　 She said she tried Gu Tingchen for me?
　　 Didn't she marry Gu Tingchen just to avenge me?
　　 Does she want to know Gu Tingchen's affection for me?
　　 I stared at Xiao Wu with a stunned look. She reminded me: "You drive well, I want to live well."
　　 I retracted my gaze and looked at the road ahead, Xiao Wu's voice came again: "Shi Sheng, I hope you are alive."
　　 Xiaowu hopes that I will live well.
　　 I didn't know what it was like for a while.
　　 I would rather she blame me for hating me than treat me selflessly, she should hate me, she shouldn’t be like this!
　　 Then I used to be a villain to treat a gentleman's belly?
I couldn’t suppress the crying in my throat, Xiao Wu’s clear voice suddenly said:
I met a young man before entering the orphanage, even though he is the demon king in everyone’s eyes, he is especially perfect in my heart. , Because he will protect me from being bullied by other children like a hero. He is a ray of light in my life, and it makes me ecstatic to shine in the loneliest place of me."
　　 Xiaowu's tone is neither sad nor happy.
　　 seems to be telling other people's stories.
She smiled and said softly: "I have a crush on him for many years and dare not tell him, because at that time I sent someone under the fence, and I didn't have the courage to say that love, so that I have never had a chance to say it. Shi Sheng, I am I will never tell him that I love him, nor will I have too much trouble with him."
　　Hunshi Demon King?
　　 Send someone under the fence? !
　　 I asked in surprise: "It's time..."
　　 Xiaowu interrupted me, still smiling and said peacefully: "It's Shicheng, I have a crush on him for many years, all these years abroad..."
　　 Xiaowu stopped suddenly and said, "I am not worthy of being loved. Even if you donate a kidney to me, I am a useless person."
　　 I murmured: "Why?"
　　 "Because I have no fertility."
　　 I want to tell Xiao Wu Shicheng what I like about her, but I can’t make any claims.
　　Because there are other women beside me in the present tense, I can't selfishly destroy other people's happiness.
　　 I asked, "Is it because of Shi's family?"
Xiao Wu said frankly: "Well, my body has been very poor after I lost that kidney, and my illness has repeatedly brought out many diseases. Do you know why I studied medicine and why I should study medicine for uterine cancer? ?"
　　 I roughly guessed the reason.
　　 I covered my lips, guilty of my heart.
　　 "Sorry, Xiao Wu."
　　 "Your apology is not important to me."
　　……
　　 After Xiao Wu and I went back, Shi Cheng had already cleaned up the old house. We helped her put the bedding and left.
　　 In the car, I hesitated for a long time. After all, I did not tell Shi Cheng what I and Xiao Wu said. I don't want to ruin his current life.
　　 I asked Shicheng during the separation, "Do you like her?"
　　 Shi Cheng asked me, "Do you hate it?"
　　 I shook my head and said, "I'm afraid."
　　Shichi smiled and said, "Me too."
　　What is he too?
　　 Is Shicheng also afraid of Xiaowu?
　　 After Shi Cheng left, I went to the hospital. Ji Nuan was resting. I thought about taking a taxi and returned to Shi’s villa.
　　 The lights in the villa are bright.
　　 I was standing at the door very hesitant. When I was about to leave, the French window on the second floor was opened. The man looked over with a faint look and asked in a low voice: "Shi Sheng, where do you want to go?"
　　 "Gu Tingchen, do you really consider my house yours?"
　　 He coaxed me and said, "Hey, come in."
　　 I finally stepped into the villa.
　　 I stood in the living room for a while and went upstairs. As soon as I opened the door, I was hugged by someone. The man's shallow breath fell to my ear.
　　 I pushed him away and said, "Don't be like this."
　　 "Sheng'er, we didn't break up yet."
　　 I suddenly remembered what Xiao Wu said in my mind.
　　 She was testing Gu Tingchen for me.
　　 I know Gu Tingchen's love for me, so she doesn't need her to test it at all, but it creates a gap in our hearts.
　　 This barrier is very difficult for me to get rid of.
　　 In addition, my health is very poor now.
　　 caused me to be unable to be brave enough to reconcile with him again. I felt timid in my heart and wanted to leave him alone and wait for death. I didn't want him to watch me leave.
　　 Yes, I still refuse the exchange of Xiao Wu at this time.
　　 I don’t need her to heal me.
　　 I don’t think she forgive me so easily.
　　 I don’t want to live with guilt.
　　 Gu Tingchen kissed my ear. I felt itchy and turned my head away from him. He reminded him, "Xiao Wu has returned to China."
　　 Gu Tingchen looked surprised, "Have you come back?"
　　 I sneered and asked, "Aren't you going to pick her up at the airport?"
　　 Hearing this, Gu Tingchen hugged my body and hugged me on the bed. He said displeased: "Don't poke my heart with this, you know, I just hope you can get better."
　　 "But I don't want to make up with you again."
　　 Hearing that Gu Tingchen's arms tightened my body, he asked me in a particularly puzzled manner, "Why are you so stubborn?"
　　 I am not stubborn.
　　 I just don’t have much time left.
　　 I just wanted to talk about him perfunctorily, but my heart was always full of nausea. I couldn't help but cough. Seeing me like this, Gu Tingchen quickly reached out and patted my back, with the other palm pressed against my lips without disgust.
　　 I spit out, it was all blood.
　　 Gu Tingchen saw the red face in the palm of his hand, and his face was particularly ugly. He took my wrist and got up, "Let’s go to the hospital."
　　 My body is a little uncomfortable, I smiled and said in a calm tone: "This is the reason why I reject you."
　　 "Do you think I will leave you like this?"