Chapter 849: He doesn't want to go far away

I went back to the bedroom and Xi Zhan took a bath in the bathroom. I sat on the bed and took care of the child's quilt. After he came out, I went to the balcony. I went out with a hairdryer and saw him smoking.
I asked him, "Anything bothering me?"
He shook his head slightly and asked, "Aren't you sleepy?"
Xi Zhan spit out a smoke ring. I plugged in a hairdryer to blow his hair from the left side. His hair was of good quality, soft to the touch, and dark in color. In fact, Xi Zhan's whole body was exquisite, and it was hard to imagine old. Heaven favors him so much.
I dried his hair and put the hair dryer aside to embrace his body. The nightgown on his chest was slightly loose, and my hands slowly slipped in to stroke the scar on his chest.
Here is the scar left by me.
So far I feel guilty.
There are too many scars on Xi Zhan’s body skin. Many of them are superficial after the passage of time. They are not so scary, but there are also many left in the last two years. They are so scary. This man once The experience is unimaginable for me. I know that it is not easy for him. I also hope that he can put down everything in his hands and be an idle man. It is just the father of the child, my husband, but it is not easy to put it down.
Mo Yuanlian is the best example.
The world is too sinister. How easy it is for us to live an ordinary life. The most important thing is to be able to hold it. I and him have heavy burdens, and we must hold onto our current position.
"Don't move, Pantera, you know?"
Xi Zhan never hides his desire for me.
The palm of my hand stopped and asked him, "Second brother said before that he wanted to quit his current position. Have you thought about how to quit?"
Xi Zhan took a puff of smoke, floating in the air filled with smoke. He said silently, "Send the clouds to a higher position."
Xi Zhan was talking about Yunyi, not Mo Yuanlian.
"Yunyi..."
"Yunyi is Mo Yuanlian, and Mo Yuanlian is Yunyi. I want to withdraw from the center of power and send Yunyi to a higher position, but this position must be below me and above Lanshang. The three of us form a tripod. We can maintain peace for a period of time and wait for our children to grow up... But before that, Yun Yi and Mo Yuanlian must be unified. I am talking about his spiritual world. Mo Yuanlian’s mental illness must be healed."
It turns out that Yunyi means Mo Yuanlian.
"What if you don't get healed?"
"This world will be chaotic, and he himself will collapse."
"What is his current state?" I asked.
"As far as I know, it's a state of suppressing oneself."
Mo Yuanlian is suppressing herself...
I then asked: "Will Young Master Lan be the enemy?"
Xi Zhan shook his head and said: "Although Lan Shang has a deep mind, he doesn't have much interest in power. His calculations are only aimed at what he hates and are not in the Lan family's interests. The real one still belongs to him. Indifferent to fame and fortune."
"Can I understand that he didn't take the initiative to pick things?"
Xi Zhan looked at me with his eyes, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed my lips and said: "Well, Lan Shang doesn't take the initiative to choose things, but he will never allow himself to be bullied, so it can be considered a trouble. In the world, as long as it is a big family, as long as it stands in a prominent position, it will be targeted by others."
I told Xi Zhan my thoughts: "Mo Yuanlian is under you, you can suppress him, and above Young Master Lan, he can suppress Young Master Lan, which is equivalent to one ring and one ring... In fact, this is not the best. If the three of you cooperate...Although I say this is whimsical, if the three of you cooperate, the major families below will no longer have the courage to provoke you, and this will create long-term peace."
Hearing that Xi Zhan hooked his lips, he took a breath and turned his head back and vomited on my face. I coughed, and Xi Zhan suddenly grabbed the back of my head and pulled me towards him. The tobacco-scented lips fell between my lips and teeth, and I subconsciously opened my mouth to cooperate with him, and his palm reached into my pajamas, and it was not too much to rub lightly.
After a long time, he let go, and his forehead touched my forehead. I smelled his breath and heard him answer the question I just asked: "There is no long-term peace. In the short term, your suggestion may be feasible. Yuanlian Lanshang and the others negotiated, but in the long run it would not work. Moreover, Mo Yuanlian’s current mental state is not suitable for forming an alliance with us. Besides, under our tripod, there are families that have been catching up and surpassing ours. Sooner or later the world will change dynasties."
"Second brother mean you will be seized of power sooner or later?"
He bent his lips and kissed me again: "No one can occupy a position for a long time, including me...because the world is the world of young people after all, all I can do is send my flesh and blood to that position, but they still Little...but thankfully you found me a fourteen-year-old Yue Chun."
I was surprised and asked: "Do you want Yue Chun to succeed you?"
"But not only I think, but Mo Yuanlian also thinks."
"What does this mean?" I asked.
"Mo Yuanlian has seen Yue Chun in Mohe."
I know about this. Yoona took his candy two days ago because Xi Zhan is determined to give Yoona a quit.
"When he saw Yue Chun, he wanted to..."
"No matter what he wants, he will not deal with Yue Chun, so sending Yue Chun to my position is my best way to retreat. Of course I need to wait for him to grow into a position that can sit in this position. People, this time will take seven or eight years or even longer, no matter how long it is, it will be shorter than Qingying for more than ten years."
That is to say, Xi Zhan needs a short-term peace before Yue Chun takes this position, and this peace is not negotiation but suppression. The three pillars of suppression are one after another.
Xi Zhan pinched out the cigarette and hugged my waist and said: "I don't need a short-term peace, I can hold this position by myself, but baby, I was never afraid of danger before, but now I am afraid. With fear, and with someone who is concerned, I always wonder what if I don’t come back to you one day? You cry, you are sensitive and crazy, and your body is still so weak, if I’m not by your side. Who will take care of you? Rely on my three children who have not grown up?"
Xi Zhan's voice is low and deep but gentle and gentle: "Although they are your flesh and blood, you have to believe that they will grow up eventually and will eventually go away to explore their own world. They will not be by your side. For the rest of your life, you have been talking ridiculously, but when you want to say something in your heart, no one is listening to you? So, only Xi Zhan will be by your side in this life. Because of this, I am afraid when I go out. What kind of danger is oneself? This is an emotion I have never had before. I am afraid that I am gone. When you are wronged, who will coax you, and whoever is bullied will help you. I think the only thing I can do Xi Zhan, so, I want to be by your side and I don't want to go far away anymore, so I won't let you worry anymore."
Xi Zhan had never expressed his emotions to me like this before, and I was touched by all his considerations for me.
I never thought he cared about me so much.
I also understand that a man who used to be fearless and fearless has a weakness because of me, and this weakness will directly kill him.
Xi Zhan's love...
Xi Zhan's love is moving.
Fortunately, I am the one he loved.
"Second brother, thank you for letting me meet you in this life. Compared to you, I know that all my obsessions are trivial jokes. Your view of love makes me understand what faith is."
He made me understand what this life is, the only one.
He made me believe in this love firmly.
"Although our marriage will have contradictions, I want to say that our marriage is the most perfect marriage because of you."