Chapter 92: For the rest of my life

Title: Nine Years of Shi Sheng.
　　 I carefully recalled the nine years I had not been very happy, and then I held the pen and wrote on the paper
　　 I am Shi Sheng.
　　 The CEO of Shi’s family.
　　 Shi’s family is a well-known big family in Wucheng. When doing business, they always abide by the bottom line and principles. They have never done anything harmful to the world. I can guarantee that Shi’s family has a clear conscience in society.
　　 This is Shijia, and I don’t need to describe too much in words.
　　 The current online turmoil is due to my personal feelings. It has nothing to do with the public, but it has already affected the reputation of Shijia because of the trouble.
　　 I would like to explain this.
　　 Nine years ago, my parents had no bones left in an air crash. At that time, I was the only one left in my family. I was only fourteen years old that year, and neither my body nor my mind was healthy.
　　 has been stuck in endless sadness and depression.
　　 I was sensitive, fragile, and withdrawn until I met Gu Lanzhi.
　　 Nine years ago, I didn't know who Gu Lanzhi was. I never thought that he would become an internationally renowned music master in the future. These are not important. What is important is that I once loved him so much.
　　 That year I followed him day after day, for fear that he would disappear in front of me. At that time, he would call my little girl in a gentle and gentle tone and would play piano music for me.
　　 I guarded him carefully, but he disappeared into my life after all. I didn't even know his name. I searched for him for the next six years and failed.
　　 Until the chairman of the Gu family took the picture of Gu Tingchen and found me wanting to marry the Shi family, when I saw the familiar face, my heart trembled.
　　 also contains expectations.
　　Because that is the man I think about day and night.
　　 I boldly took a gamble.
　　 bet Gu Tingchen to marry me.
　　 bet that our marriage will be respectful even if there is no love.
　　 bet he would take care of me like a qualified husband.
　　 At that time I thought that marrying him would be my world.
　　 But that's just that I thought...
　　 I have a secret hidden in my heart
　　 I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years.
　　 When he was young, he often followed behind him.
　　 finally became his wife when he was old.
For nine years, I have been unswervingly guarding the man for nine years, guarding the secret love with an uneasy and careful guard, even if he does not give me love, even if he has never even had any mercy, I still stand by his side without hesitation. .
　　 Because my love is pure!
　　 Until this lifetime, this is the only one.
　　 But no one told me that he also has a sibling brother, a man who looks exactly like him.
　　 The man I love who is as gentle as the breeze and the moon is never him.
　　 The so-called memories, the so-called deep feelings, are wrong from the beginning.
　　 My nine years of obsession and that love have almost become a joke.
　　 But the mistake has been made, and none of us can go back to correct it. When I went back to Wucheng again after the operation (Note: I had a son, palace cancer, and there was little life left.)
　　 When I returned to Wucheng, when I faced Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi, I fell into endless hesitation. I knew that I didn't have a healthy body, and I didn't deserve to be loved and loved by others.
　　 Besides, my love seems to be split in half.
　　 is half of the past and half of the present.
　　 Gu Tingchen, Gu Lanzhi.
　　 Two simple names sound simple, but love is too difficult.
　　 Having said that, I finally chose Gu Tingchen.
　　 Because the man of flesh and blood who has been with me for three years is Gu Tingchen.
　　 Gu Lanzhi is just a beauty that needs to be cherished when he was young.
　　 Even if I can't bear it, I'm willing to bear it after all.
　　 I thought I would be happy if I chose Gu Tingchen.
　　 may be counterproductive.
　　 There are too many things in this world that run counter to my wishes.
　　 Gu Tingchen and I divorced three months ago.
　　 After that, it doesn’t matter.
　　 Gu Lan and I are in the past after all.
　　 From now on I wish him a bright future.
　　The street where the wind lives
　　 is my own obsession after all.
　　 For the rest of my life, we will be well.
　　 Writer: Shi Sheng.
　　......
　　 When I wrote these words, I felt very calm, as if I had finally bid farewell to the past. I was unreasonably relieved. I took a standardized photo and sent it to my colleagues in the public relations department.
　　 Soon afterwards, the assistant asked me, "Shi always, are you sure you want to send it out?"
　　 There is no big secret in that paper.
　　 is just an analysis of my inner self.
　　 I replied: "Yeah."
　　 Assistant posted what I wrote in the name of Shijia’s official website.
　　 is also accompanied by a text.
　　 For the rest of my life, we will be well.
I have been staring at Weibo, and I have just sent tens of thousands of comments soon after I sent it out. Someone below, Aite, posted on the official website of the Xi family and thought to comment: "It's a pity, it turned out to be a wrong love. Nine years of obsession said no. It's gone, it's okay! It's okay! Mr. Xi will be in pain in the future, baby Shi Sheng!"
　　 Fallacy Because this Weibo posted by Shijia changed its direction, many people are lamenting the past and remembering their youth.
　　 The number of people scolding me is gradually decreasing, but the number of netizens on the official website of Aitexi's home is increasing.
　　 It was Xi Zhan who took me to leave that day. In the eyes of netizens, he was the savior who descended from the sky and left with me in arms. This scene is the CP they want to see.
　　 Fortunately, he was cold outside Xi Jiaguan’s grid and never responded to this.
　　 I stared at Weibo for a long time, waiting for the situation to get better before washing and resting.
　　 I woke up at 6 o'clock the next day. I grabbed the mobile phone on the side of my pillow and posted on Weibo. Seeing that there were 70,000 or 80,000 comments on Shijia’s official website, it was difficult to find out the remarks scolding me.
　　 Without exception, everyone is pitying me.
　　 Although I don’t feel sorry for myself.
　　 But the effect of this wave is in place. At least Shijia’s stock today won’t fall too badly. As long as the rest of the matter is stabilized, it is easy to solve it. I tilted my head and looked out the window. The sky in Wucheng is rarely exceptionally clear.
　　 I got up and washed in a happy mood. I changed into a rare white vest with a belly button, and put on a pair of light blue denim shorts, and put on a few fashionable rings and necklaces to go out to the company.
　　 I was pleasantly surprised when the company assistant saw me dressed up and asked: "Is always in a good mood?"
　　 I asked him back, "Am I going to be sad?"
　　The assistant shook his head and smiled and said, "It's better to be happy when you are."
　　 I went back to the office to keep an eye on the stocks, but instead of falling, I went up a little bit. Seeing this, I was relieved to log on to Weibo again, and saw the official website of Xi’s repost the Weibo.
　　 and accompanied the essay: "Please don't worry, cute, Mr. Xi will definitely spoil your baby Shisheng."
I:"......"
　　 This can never be Xi Zhanfa's, nor can it be the official website authorized by him, and the only person who has the courage to do this and loves to watch the excitement, I can only think of Yuanyou.
　　He really fears that the world will not be chaotic.
　　 I felt upset, so I quickly called Xi Zhan.