Chapter 987: Knowing you don't love

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve. After breakfast, everyone gathers together to paste window frames and decorate the villa. Everyone has a task. Xi Yun takes the couplets and follows his two brothers.
Xi Yun asked Xi Run, "Where is Sister Song Er?"
"I have a cold and I am still sleeping."
"Oh, I chatted with Sister Song'er last night and felt that she seemed to have something on her mind. Did your brother bully her? You are a big man and you are not allowed to bully girls, and Sister Song'er... I always feel that Sister Song'er is lonely. Quite insecure."
Xi Rundun paused and asked, "Is she worried?"
"Well, it feels like something is on my mind. She also asked me if I want to abandon something, but I am willing, what should she do."
Xi Run picked up the key and asked, "Abandon it?"
Immediately he put the lantern in his hand in Xi Yun's arms, "Brother has something to do, come over to find you later, forget it!"
Xi Run left in a hurry, and Xi Yun looked helplessly at Yue Chun, "Brother, just hang the lanterns on the couplet with the two of us."
"Let's go, finish mother's order first."
He called his mother, and she called his mother.
There was no sense of disobedience in her heart.
It feels like they are siblings.
This illusion...
Does it seem to be in love?
Xi Yun was suspicious in his heart, but also resisted asking.
When Yue Chun arrived at the place designated by Sheng, he began to paste the couplet. Xi Yun helped him. After the couplet was pasted, he hung the lantern again. After hanging the lantern, Yue Chun turned his head and saw Xi Yun squatting on the ground playing in the mud with a wooden stick. This is more and more warm in my heart.
Sticking couplets and hanging lanterns is the first time he has done this kind of daily family life, although he lived with Shi Sheng for two years before.
But so many things happened in those two years, so that there was not a good year, and I didn't have the heart to make it so delicate.
"Xi Yun, I envy you."
He said suddenly, Xi Yun raised his eyes and looked at him hesitantly.
"Xi Yun, I envy you someone loves you."
"But mother loves you too."
"I know, but I want to be unique."
unique……
Xi Yun bit her lip and asked, "What do you want to say?"
The man’s voice is firm, "I want your love."
"Brother, you finished talking with Sister Song Er so soon?!"
...
Xi Run hurried upstairs. He pushed Song Yejiu's room into the room and asked her straightforwardly, "What do you mean by the little lion? Song Yejiu, what do you want to abandon?!"
Song Yejiu lay on the bed and looked at him calmly. He didn't feel any fluctuations in his heart because of what he said, because she had expected it a long time ago. What she said to Xi Yun also wanted to tell Xi Run through her, because Some things always need to be said.
"Song Yejiu, we were together when we were fourteen, and for four years, what exactly do you want me to believe in me?!"
Song Yejiu calmly shouted, "Xi Run."
Xi Run's face was cold, her expression really ugly.
"Xi Run, let's break up."
Xi Run: "..."
He was silent for a long while, seeming to be uncertain and asked in a nervous tone: "What did you say? Song Yejiu, you say it again."
"Xi Run, let's break up."
"Song Yejiu, you are crazy!"
Five minutes after Xi Yun saw Xi Run again, she squatted down on the floor and said, "Brother, you finished talking with Sister Song'er so quickly? Let's go back to the living room after we're done."
Xi Yun did not give Yue Chun an answer.
Did not give him the answer she didn't understand.
Because she said she loved him.
But he didn't believe it.
Why doesn't he believe it?
The problem is also on yourself?
But how does she prove herself?
Xi Yun took Xi Run's arm and walked forward. Yue Chun looked at the figure in front of him with a heavy heart. Xi Yun didn't understand anything, but she pretended not to understand, and then ran away from him.
He was indeed too anxious.
But he wanted to confirm her mind.
I want to make her a real woman.
Yue Chun who thought of this felt greedy.
Before, I just wanted to get close, but now I don’t have enough.
But how can he be content with such love? !
"Knowing you don't love, I don't know what I can do."
Yue Chun closed his eyes and looked up to see Song Yejiu.
Her eyes fell on Xi Run's body.
Yue Chun hooked his lips and retracted his gaze.
The Xi's villa was lively and lively. Yuan You and Muri both rushed to the villa. On the side where Yi Zheng and Ju Shutong had just arrived, seven or eight people were busy preparing for tomorrow's New Year's Eve in the villa garden.
Yue Chun went back upstairs and saw Song Yejiu at the end of the corridor.
He lit a cigarette and walked over, "What are you looking at?"
"Brother Yuechun, I'm watching Xi Run."
Yue Chun guessed and asked: "Have you quarreled?"
Song Yejiu shook his head and said, "We broke up."
Yue Chun took a puff of cigarette. The man was already pretty. His smoking look charmed all beings. He asked lightly: "Why break up?"
"It's nothing, it just feels that it's suddenly inappropriate, because he has his worldview, I have mine, and his notion is not as good as mine. He has never been able to understand what I want in my heart."
Yue Chun asked directly: "What do you want?"
"What I want is love without distracting thoughts, and he...he has been busy all these years. He has not been the same boy at the beginning. Rather than waiting for the two to go further and further behind, it is better to stop at the right time, I Think this is the best choice."
Yue Chun spit out the smoke ring, and there was little snow outside. He leaned on the wall to watch the excitement below. Xi Yun interspersed in it like an elf, smiling happily, but only then did she avoid herself, she The excitement does not belong to me.
Yue Chun asked clearly: "Are you afraid he will change?"
Song Yejiu was afraid that he would change. After all, she did not have enough sense of security in her low self-esteem, and she did not have enough trust in Xi Run.
Don't blame her, blame Xi Run for not understanding women's thoughts.
"Well, I don't feel safe myself."
"Sister Ye Jiu, I am the same as you."
The same insecurity.
"Brother Yuechun is talking about Xi Yun?"
"Life is long. It's not easy to meet someone you like, and it's even more difficult to meet someone who you like and loves yourself. But I never thought about letting go. I'm afraid letting go is gone.
Yue Chun did nothing inferior to Xi Zhan.
It can be said that he is confident in every aspect.
Only Xi Yun fell behind here.
He threw the cigarette in his hand from upstairs into the snow below, and said in a low voice: "Qingying is a man in charge. He does need time to grow. It is not wrong for you to leave now, but how can you guarantee There will be no other people around him in the future? How will you deal with yourself at that time?"
"What does Brother Yuechun want to say?"
"Treasure when you should cherish. Don't worry about uncertain things in the future. Life is long, but life is short."
Xi Yun was talking to Yuan You, Yuan You teasing her with jokes, she smiled and raised her eyes to see Yue Chun in the window upstairs.
The man's eyes were cold and cold.
It was a look she had never seen before.
Did she disappoint him? !