Chapter 997: Heart sick

Mo Yuanlian has been lonely all his life. Of course, this is in the eyes of outsiders, but he himself does not think that he never needs mercy. In Assistant Yin's eyes, he never spends the New Year with others for so many years. All of this is true. Even though Assistant Yin knows he has a world of self in his heart, he still feels lonely.
Otherwise, he won't be here on New Year's Eve.
Assistant Yin's careful thoughts are how Mo Yuanlian is not clear, but he never cares and is too lazy to waste words with him.
After Mo Yuanlian left, Assistant Yin contacted Jiang Chen.
The other party replied: "I will be the head of the house later."
In recent years, Assistant Yin and Assistant Jiang have not been married, and there are no people at home, so they all spend the New Year with Shi Sheng’s villa. Fortunately, there are many people there, and they are not bothered.
They just make up for themselves and have fun.
On the other side, Xi Yun said to Yue Chun, "I'll have to leave for a while later, should you wait for me first at the airport?"
Yue Chun agreed: "Well, it's up to you."
Xi Yun glanced at the time and said, "Then I'll go first. When my mom asks me, you will tell me that I have some personal affairs. I will go directly to the airport later. Brother remember to help me with my luggage. See you later!"
Xi Yun left in a hurry. She went downstairs and asked the driver to take her to Mo Yuanlian's apartment. But on the way, she ran into Mo Yuanlian holding a red umbrella. She quickly asked the driver to stop. She rolled down the window and lay down in the car. The window shouted obediently, "Big Brother Yuanlian Happy New Year! Even though I am an adult, I still want a red envelope!!"
Mo Yuanlian turned around and smiled slightly.
His eyes narrowed slightly, and he smiled.
"Big Brother Yuanlian, you are so beautiful!"
"Xiao Yun is sweet."
Mo Yuanlian stretched out his hand and rubbed her head. Xi Yun grabbed the back of his hand and placed it under his cheek and said, "My anorexia is getting worse, brother Yuanlian, how can I overcome it?"
Mo Yuanlian asked first: "Do you have a new plan after the year?"
"Well, I want to go to Ireland to participate in the game. If I stay idle, I will be very depressed and increasingly anxious."
"Then where are you going now?"
Every year on New Year's Eve, Xi Yun will accompany Mo Yuanlian.
But she came earlier this year.
There must be something to leave later.
Xi Yun's aggrieved little expression explained: "Go to Rongcheng, the eldest brother's biological parents' home, I don't know what is going on, but it must be a big deal for him to leave on New Year's Eve."
Hearing this, Mo Yuanlian knew everything in his heart.
He didn't care too much about Yue Chun's things, because the more Chun he could deal with, he took out a bottle of medicine from his pocket and handed it to Xi Yun, "This is the medicine to suppress anorexia."
Xi Yun took it and said, "Wait until it's serious before eating."
Since childhood, what Xi Yun feared most was taking medicine.
"I prepared this before. I want to wait for you to tell me that I am seriously ill before giving it to you. I don't want this day to come... Xiao Yun, when you have time to come to me, I will help you relieve your mental stress. A large part of anorexia is caused by this, and your anxiety...seems to be serious."
Hearing that, Xi Yun asked with a pale face, "I can't stop, right? I want to learn more, I want to keep myself busy all the time, I want more freedom? But brother Yuanlian, I have I’m approaching the limit. I will learn everything I want to learn these years. I also plan to climb the most dangerous ice block next year. I have been gambling with my life! But you tell me now that my anxiety is more serious. What am I..."
What should she do? !
To learn more, to challenge the limit, to take risks in various places, to gamble with one's own life, these are not the fundamental treatments for anxiety disorders, for her, it is just a vent, because of this, her condition has been very difficult for so many years. Stable, but since when did you become seriously ill?
Mo Yuanlian thought carefully and thought of Yue Chun.
Since they are familiar.
Since they were together.
Mo Yuanlian originally thought that Yue Chun could redeem her.
Of course she also gave Yue Chun salvation.
But this also gave her another cage.
Thinking of this, Mo Yuanlian asked her in a low voice, "Xiao Yun, you asked me last night. I think you are troubled by your relationship with Brother Yuechun. This trouble makes you think about it every day and adds to your pressure. I think this is the cause of your anxiety."
Because he didn't know how to solve the relationship between the two and the close two, Xi Yun's anxiety became more serious.
This matter is not a good thing.
But two people get along with this level again.
"Big Brother Yuanlian, I'm tired."
Xi Yun was tired, and smiled to face all of them every day. Tired; tired of running around every day; reminding himself every day to keep a good mood. Tired; every day cranky thinking was also tired.
She is very tired. She has been very tired all these years of life. She blinked her eyes and said in a calm tone: "My father thinks I can't remember things when I was a child. How can I forget? I just don't want to remember, because too Tired, they always say that I am heartless, but why am I really heartless? Brother Yuanlian, I’m so tired, it’s really tiring to live, you say me, the daughter of the Xi family, don’t Lack of money and freedom, have not tasted the hardships and pains of life, why do you still live so tired? I don’t know why this is so, I feel life is very difficult, next year I should spend more time on the run, I even I hope there will be an accident one day..."
Mo Yuanlian interrupted her, "Xiao Yun."
Xi Yun reacted and said, "I just talk about it at will."
"Xiao Yun, whether you are sick or not has nothing to do with whether you have money. If your heart is sick, what does it have to do with your money?"
"Yeah, my heart is sick."
Mo Yuanlian rubbed her cheek and said, "Brother Yuechun is a psychology student. You can try to tell him to communicate with him."
"Can he give me the answer I want?"
"He might give you love." Mo Yuanlian said.
"Can love cure heart disease?"
Mo Yuanlian smiled and said, "If you are sick, a doctor can treat it. If your heart is sick, love can treat it. If you still don't know how to rely on him, let's continue running next year. It's better to find an outlet than depression. After you figure it out, you can confess with him. I believe that Brother Yuanlian, he must be the person who loves you most."
Xi Yun's anxiety is not groundless. It was initially related to her five-year-old incident. Xi Yun didn't want to think about the specifics. The only person who knew her was Mo Yuanlian.
Mo Yuanlian knew that she was not really heartless, she was just used to suppressing herself, and she didn't want to think about the past.
She will filter all unhappy things.
So people always think she is very happy.
But only you know if you are not happy.
"Big Brother Yuanlian, I like Big Brother, but I don't know how to express myself, but he is very important to me."
"The thing that Brother Yuechun can't control and has the least confidence is to be sure of your heart, so you are still unfamiliar."
"So how do I let him fix my heart?"