Chapter 625: Life and death

Chapter 625: Thoughts of Life and Death
　　\"Why don't you speak?"
　　 Lilith woke up, Robben rushed over after receiving Ian’s notice, but Lilith was lying on the sickbed, turning her body sideways inside, ignoring anyone and not looking.
　　 Robben’s words did not receive a response. Seeing Robben’s gaze, Ian also shook his head helplessly. He had tried to communicate with Lilith, but it had no effect.
　　\"Roben, did Lilith have any accident during the awakening process?"
　　 Robben frowned slightly for a moment, then suddenly asked: \"How is your injury?"
　　\"My injury...my injury does not matter, your healing scroll works very well, and the injury recovers very quickly."
　　 Looking at the bandages on Ian’s chest and shoulders, Robben smiled and said: \"This is not very much like the way of bandaging the dark elves, and it looks a bit awkward. You did it yourself, right?
　　 Yi'an didn't mean to hide it.\"I did it myself. There is nothing serious about this kind of injury. With your healing scroll, I think I will heal soon."
　　 Robben shook his head helplessly, \"That's fine, as long as it can be cured."
　　\"Roben, Lilith..." Ian asked again.
　　\"The Elf Ian, I want to talk to Lilith alone..." Robben cut off Ian's words.
　　 Ian was taken aback for a while, and his gaze swept back and forth between Robben and Lilith, and finally nodded, \"If there is anything, don't forget to call me, I'm just outside the door"
　　Roben understands that this can be regarded as a kind of warning. This time Lilith has become like this, and she has an inescapable responsibility. Ian is now a little wary of herself.
　　 Ian walked out of the tent specially built for Lilith, Robben withdrew his gaze and fell on Lilith.
With a long sigh, Robben seemed to have infinite grievances, \"I said Lilith, what do you want? Do you know how dangerous it is to do that? Didn't I tell you too, this verification is You are life-threatening, know that you were injured in Yi'an yesterday. If I didn't catch you, what impact would you have if you escaped here?"
　　 Lilith remained motionless, as if she hadn't heard Robben's words.
\"You will kill on the street and attack all targets that can be attacked, but in the city... it is all the human empire that has just implemented the decree of the elves as legal citizens. In just a few days, there are elves in the city. Do you know the consequences of rushing into the street during the day to kill people?"
　　 Lilith's body under the quilt seemed to shake slightly.
He walked to the side and picked up the water prepared for Lilith. Robben grunted and quenched his thirst. Then he said, \"I don't know exactly what happened to you, but I think now What I want to say to you is that you have caused a lot of trouble for all of us, do you understand?"
Rolling his eyes, Robben sat down beside Lilith’s bed.\"I said, Miss, can you talk? I am quite clear about the awakened person, and neither is the awakened spirit in my hand. I know how much it is. After the state is lifted, it will be weak at most for a period of time. You are now in good health and mentally very good. Continue acting?"
\"What do you want?"
　　 Robben sighed, \"Finally spoke... Then I don’t know if you can turn around, at least look at me with respect to me and talk to me?"
　　 Slowly, Lilith turned her head, looked at Robben expressionlessly, propped up her body, without any emotion in her voice, \"What do you want?"
　　 Robben raised his eyebrows, \"This sentence, I should have asked you...I want to know now, why on earth did you do this?"
　　 lowered her head slightly, Lilith said faintly: \"I did what you said, and then it became like that. Under such an accident, you now...are you going to ask me back?"
Robben sank, "Before, I have clearly explained everything to you, and all possible situations have been explained to you clearly, but when I want to freeze you later, you interfered. My actions Miss Lilith, there is no accident in this matter, and I want to know why you didn't say a word after you woke up?"
　　 Lilith looked at Robben, lowered her eyes, and said faintly: \ "I... I can't remember anything at that time, and, after waking up, I suffered some injuries, so..."
Robben took the stubbornly directly, \"I know better than you know whether you were injured, maybe you really lost consciousness after running away, and Ian hasn’t spoken to you, you probably don’t know. I wounded you at the time, right?"
　　 Lilith’s eyes didn’t fluctuate at the slightest, \"So it was you..."
　　\"Yes, it's me, but I just stunned you, even as long as you wake up and walk a few steps, there will be nothing more, you now...have no injuries at all."
　　 Lilith closed her eyes silently and was silent.
　　 Seeing Lilith like this, Robben only shook his head.
\"Forget it, I don't want to pursue you for anything. As for what is going on with you, I am not interested in knowing, after all... it may be your private matter, but you are like this, I can't let the elves You command, you will kill your people."
　　 Lilith's hands slowly began to tighten...
　　\"If... you feel that your condition is not very good, I can send you back to the Elf Forest first, and when you adjust yourself, you will come back not too late."
　　 Lilith is still silent, but the hand holding the quilt tightens...
Seeing Lilith's silence, Robben made the last effort.\"Well, speaking of it, we are not acquaintances. Sometimes, we can talk to people who have nothing to do with him. , The object you tell will not enter your world, nor will it have much impact on your life. If you have something in your heart, I can be a listener and walk out of this tent. It’s guaranteed to forget everything."
　　Tighten...Relax...Tighten again, Lilith's hands trembled slightly.
\"thank you for your kindness……"
　　 Luoben sighed slightly in his heart,\"Well, you have to rest first, and I will arrange to send you back to the Elf Forest immediately. I want you to be happy with the Queen and Ellu."
　　 Robben stood up and prepared to leave, but he didn't expect his wrists to tighten. When he turned back, Lilith suddenly reached out and grabbed him.
　　\"I...I don't want to go back to the Fairy Forest"
　　 Luoben felt puzzled, and Lilith couldn't help shaking with the feeling from his wrist.
\"What do you want?"
　　 Softly, Lilith let go of Robben, and fell silent again.
Robben might be a bit mad, \"Lilith, we are not kids anymore, now is not a time to be stubborn, I want to lead all the fairy islands to the devil world, and come back before the start to calculate us in winter There is not enough time. Even if there are some personal reasons, it should be put aside first. If it is really impossible to jump over, then go back and stay quiet for a while. Is there anything wrong with it?"
　　\"I... why didn't I wake up?"
　　 For no reason, Lilith asked nonchalantly.
　　\"Lilith, we are not talking about that now"
　　\"If it fails, why am I still alive?"
　　 Robben's pupils shrank slightly, only then did he notice that Lilith's eyes were blank, there was no anger at all, and the faint voice seemed to be talking to herself.
　　\"I neither successfully awakened nor died, haha...this is really a good thing..."
　　 raised her head, Lilith's eyes appeared a little hopeful, \"Roben, can you awaken me again?"
　　 Robben shook his head slowly, \"Lilith, we have succeeded, you light elves and dark elves have the same possibility of awakening. This has been verified, there is no need to do it again..."
　　\"There is no need..." Lilith's face was stunned...
　　 was silent for a while, Lilith whispered in a low voice: \"Roben, if I beg you, would you promise to awaken me again?"
　　 This time, Robben was silent, only looking at Lilith with inexplicable eyes.
　　\"Sure enough... can't it..." Lilith gently shook her head, a little self-deprecating in her tone.
　　\"Do you want to... die?" Robben spit out a few words softly.
　　 There was no sound in the tent for a moment, Robben and Lilith entangled each other quietly, and the surroundings were as silent as death.
　　\"Yes..." answered softly, as if a thin needle had fallen into the silent tent.
　　 These eyes... so desperate...
Pulling a chair next to him, Robben sat down and said with a sigh: "This thought, there are so many people who want to die. Not only people want to die, even you elves want to die. This world has already Is it almost finished?"
　　 said what she was holding in her heart, but Lilith seemed to be more careful, lowered her head, and asked in a low voice: \"Can you?"
　　\"I think this should not be possible."
　　 Lilith flicked her hand and grabbed the quilt again, \"Why? Can such a request not be accepted?"
\"Don't say it so easy, you are dead a hundred, have you ever thought about the feelings of people who are still alive? It is a very difficult thing to make such a request to others. Have you tried to kill someone next to yourself? For no reason, why should I agree? It will make people feel very uncomfortable."
　　\"Sorry...I asked too much..." Lilith's voice didn't have the slightest anger.
　　\"Do you want to die that way?"
　　 Lilith was silent.
\"Everyone has a different experience. Since you are not going to tell me, I am not going to ask or dissuade you. But if you really think it is better for you to die, you can end it yourself. If you don’t want to return to the Fairy Forest, as an ally, I can promise to bury your body in a place of your choice."
　　 After a long time, Lilith shook her head.
　　Roben's eyes twitched, \"You don't want to die again, do you?"
　　 Lilith shook her head again.
　　 There was some fire in Luo Ben's heart, how did he feel that this female elf was playing with herself.
　　\"I...can't die like that..."
Lilith's voice trembled slightly, "I am the elf queen, I am the pride of my mother. I am responsible for my people. I can't let the people see my weak side. I want to be as strong as a warrior... die "
　　 Robben felt a bit silly to discuss the question with the elf in front of him...
　　\"You are dead, you still care about so many?"
\"This... is my only belief. Since I was born, I have become a warrior under the guidance of my mother. The only meaning of my life is to fight for the benefit of the people. That's it... I... want Die as strong as a fighter, in front of all the people"
　　\"But speaking like this, it does not seem like a strong fighter."
　　 Lilith took a deep breath, Robben seemed to see two tears falling on Lilith's hanging face, hitting the quilt, but Lilith's hand covered it...
　　\"I'm really sorry to say this, but...I really can't stand it anymore...I..."
With a sigh, Robben stood up, walked to the window, and placed a hand on Lilith's head lightly, \"I don't know what kind of pain you have, but... as someone who has fought side by side before My comrade-in-arms, I can help you out. If you really want to leave this world now, I can kill you right away and help you end everything."
　　 Lili slowly raised her head, her eyes still have a little sparkle, \"Really?"
　　\"It's easy, isn't it?"
　　\"But... how do you explain to my people?"
　　 Robben smiled lightly, \"I don't need to explain anything, I am a dark mage, there are many ways to make you look dead natural, everything has nothing to do with me."
　　 Lilith's eyes are slowly expanding, and a faint look slowly rises in her pupils, \"Roben, thank you..."
　　 Robben slowly closed his eyes and stopped looking at Lilith, \"Relieve it, maybe in the next life, you won't feel pain for this or that thing."
Sisi's black light came up when Robben fell on Lilith's hand, and slowly penetrated into Lilith's head. Lilith's eyes slowly began to close, and finally, her body tilted and fell... …
　　 looked back at the door of the tent, Robben smiled slightly, Ian probably didn't hear any movement, he had already planted silent magic around him.
　　\"Sleep well, this look is really nostalgic..."
Thousands of years seem to flash in my mind for a moment, the bright sunshine, the sweet rain and dew, the forest is always the fragrance of birds and flowers, the people are always kind and kind, in the forest, except for those dark-skinned elves who are very annoying. , Everything looks so beautiful.
　　\"What is a queen mother?" The childish voice lingered for a long time, and a small elf acted like a baby in his mother's arms.
　　\"Hehe, Eluru, the queen is my mother. In the future, you will also become the queen. Manage this forest with everyone, everyone will listen to you.

　　\"Really?"
　　\"Of course it's true, how could your mother lie to you?"
　　\"That sister will listen to me too?"
　　\"Haha little devil head, now I want to bully my sister"
　　\"Why~~~Why isn't the elder sister being the queen?" The little elf was full of doubts, and the mother with deep meaning in the corner of her mouth...
　　\"Ah...you bullied me again" the little elf shouted with his cheeks puffed out.
　　\"You are obviously not obedient"
　　\"I am the queen, you have to listen to me"
　　\"I'm still a little bit dare to say that I am the queen"
　　\"You are not anyway"
　　In a forest of dusk, two elves are fighting...
　　\"Lilith, you are a qualified fighter from today, you must always remember the glory of my clan"
　　\"It's mother..."
　　 That cold blade, that hot blood...
　　\"His Royal Highness Lilith, we must leave here immediately, we are in ambush by the dark elf"
　　\"The queen personally told me to arrive at my destination before tomorrow, we must not hold back"
　　\"Your Highness Lilith is dangerous..."
　　\"Lilith, you did a good job and I honor you..."
　　\"Sister, are you going out again?"
　　\"Little devil head I will be back soon"
　　\"But you said that last time, but only came back yesterday. Did your hand hurt?"
　　\"Eluru, don't bother my sister, Lilith, hurry up."
　　\"It's mother..."
　　\"Eluru, this is a birthday present from my sister"
　　\"Haha, sister, you are so good...When I become a queen, I will definitely reward you well. By the way, sister, when is your birthday?"
　　 The little elf hugged her beautiful sister with excitement on her face, and her sister’s face had a faint but stiff smile.
\"You obviously made mistakes in Lilith's battle this time. You have to understand that every mistake you make is at the cost of the lives of our people. Can you tell me why you were not in the team when the dark elves came. Among them?"
　　 The four-color orchid in her arms has withered. That is the mother's favorite thing. Today...it seems to be her mother's birthday.
　　\"Lilith is in an emergency situation, I know you are tired, but you must leave early tomorrow morning"
\"Lilith, you must always remember the glory of my clan, and the hatred between my clan and the dark elves. You should not let go of those old dark elves. They can still provide for the dark elves. Wisdom, and when they were young, they were also full of blood"
　　\"Lilith Eluru is already asleep, don't disturb her, Ian is waiting for you, you are going to stop the dark elf forces now"
　　\"If Lilith has nothing important, don’t bother me at this time, Eluru, go back to sleep."
　　\"Lilith..."
　　\"Lilith..."
　　\"Lilith?"
　　\"Mother..."
　　\"Don’t be silly? I’m not a mother. I’m waking up. You have been sleeping for a long time."
　　 The face of the White Elf Queen slowly distorted and deformed, and finally... became Robben's face full of concern.
　　\"Roben?" Lilith's eyes were completely blank.
　　 Robben breathed a sigh of relief,\"I finally woke up and it seems that I can’t use this to your elves. Your memory is too much."
　　 patted Lilith on the cheek again, Robben finally saw some clarity in Lilith’s eyes.
　　 Slowly propped up her body, Lilith looked around, everything seemed very familiar... Looking back at Robben, Lilith could not help but hugged her head with a slight pain on her face.
　　\"Don’t worry, I made a mistake. Your elves have a long life span and have a lot of memories. Now... I guess you will have some headaches, but this will not last for a long time. You will be fine soon.
　　 After a while... Lilith shook her head, and the pain on her face finally disappeared.
　　 looked at Robben’s face and everything around him again, Lilith’s face was blank again, \"Am I... dead?"
　　 Robben couldn't help but smile, \"Well, it's dead"
　　Looking at Robben's smiling face, he looked at his own quilt, there were even folds on it that he had grabbed, Lilith's face couldn't help but feel gloomy.
　　\"Roben, why did you lie to me? I...didn't die, right?"
Robben shook his head and smiled: \"Finally smart, of course you are not dead, how could I kill you? This is a question that can be thought of with my toes, just the two of us here, and then you die and I live, How do you tell me to explain this?"
　　\"Then... why do you want to do that?"
Robben raised his hand and pointed at Lilith's forehead. "Lilith, I am a doctor [Super doctor recommends reading this book]. The thing I can't see the most is that someone else died before my eyes. As a comrade in arms, I You will never be allowed to die in front of my eyes, let alone kill me. I just did it just to awaken some of your memories."
　　\"The memories of the past?" Lilith was slightly at a loss.
\"I don’t know what is hidden in your heart, so that you will seek death with all your heart at this time, but in a person’s life, it will not be all unfortunate things. If you think about it carefully, there must be a lot worthy of your survival. There are many reasons for...As long as this world still has contact with you..."
　　 Lilith looked at her hands silently, without saying a word.
\"Lilith, sometimes, people will get into the tip of a dead horn, and those sad things will flood you up and drown you, but if you think about it carefully, there are actually many other things you can do Think, you can do it, don't always sink yourself in sad things, suicide, is a very sad thing, although we are not familiar with it, but I can feel your strength and courage, don't be caught by some things for a while Knock yourself down~EbookFREE.me~ Now, the elves are walking out of the forest, Lilith, in such a transformation, anything can be born. Your elves have a very long life. You will encounter what you will encounter in the future, you can't imagine. "
Standing up, Robben said: \"The forest that imprisoned your elves is no longer binding you. Lilith's fate cannot be tied to anything else, it is always in your own hands. At this time , You can take this opportunity to restart your destiny, maybe, if you have really decided to leave everything behind and leave this world, it is better to fight hard at this time. Since you feel desperate, it is the opposite The direction, there must be something you yearn for..."
　　\"I...what I yearn for?"
\"Everyone will have something they yearn for... There is only so much I can do. All decisions are in your hands. If you make the final decision, you still want to see yourself tomorrow , Come out and meet us all"
　　 Robben finished his last sentence, turned and left the tent.
　　 Looking at the back of Robben leaving, Lilith's eyes were blank...
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