Chapter 1174: Drink poison to quench thirst, raise soup to stop boiling

"Two of them, one is injustice and the other is guilty, but if we don't deal with it properly, the one who is wronged will become our wrongdo; the one who is guilty will also become our sin."
Indeed, this is the trickiest thing.
At this moment, Father Yu's voice sounded outside.
"The emperor, can you pass on dinner?"
Zhu Feng turned his head and saw that there were already a few people standing outside the door, and he said "um". Soon, Lord Yu brought a few eunuchs from the Imperial Dining Room into the room.
Seeing them two, Grandpa Yu smiled at Nan Yan, but Nan Yan coughed a little embarrassingly, and stood aside.
In fact, Grandpa Yu was okay, but the look on the faces of those little eunuchs made her embarrassed.
This seems to be the first time that the emperor actually came to the cold palace to eat. However, after hearing that he was staying in the cold palace before, everyone didn’t think it was too strange, especially when he walked into this room and found Many things in Yikun Palace have been moved in.
Everyone can't help but wonder, is it true that the imperial concubine really wants to camp here?
Then, the emperor will go to the cold palace every day to spoil the concubine?
What a thing!
Everyone had different expressions on their faces, but they were still suffocating, and they put out the dishes in the food box, and there was a full table, and then they stepped back.
Aunt Tongyun and Nianqiu are coming to serve them, and Zhu Feng only waved his hands lightly: "No, I will have dinner with the concubine tonight, and you don't need to serve."
So they also retreated.
Nan Yan was taken to the table and sat down. He faced the table with a sumptuous meal, but had no appetite, but Zhu Feng still picked up his chopsticks and said, "Eat more."
"Yes."
Nan Yan was also obedient, holding the bowl, and eating in silence.
For a while, the room became quiet again, and only the sound of clashing dishes and chopsticks was left. After a while, Zhu Feng saw her put down the dishes and stared at the dishes on the table with a fascinating expression, and asked: "Why? Stop eating? What are you thinking about?"
"..."
Nan Yan was silent for a while, and said, "The concubine is thinking about something from her childhood."
"Oh?"
Zhu Feng raised his eyebrows slightly.
Since his amnesia, he can only understand Nan Yan's affairs from the beginning, but it is already troublesome enough to understand her, especially the people around him can't explain it through, but it's her family's affairs, the queen. Spend some time with her.
Therefore, he knew that she had another unpleasant childhood.
How can you still think of things from your childhood?
Zhu Feng said: "What did you think of?"
Nan Yan said: "When I was young, my concubine would tease me and try to push me into the pond for a year. But I refused to give up. Instead, he dragged him into the pond, causing him to fall into the water. There was a high fever at the time."
"..."
"Mother is so angry that she will hit me indiscriminately."
"..."
"Fortunately, I was seen by the old grandmother. She protected me. My mother held a grudge and couldn't disobey the old grandmother, so she suppressed this matter for the time being."
"..."
"Who knows that one of the kippers steamed in the kitchen disappeared that night."
Zhu Feng frowned subconsciously: "They said, you stole it?"
"Well," Nan Yan nodded and said, "Because my mother doesn't like me, I can hardly eat at the table during the Chinese New Year. That day, I was really greedy, so I lay down at the kitchen door watching them steaming fish, so, I clearly saw that it was a cook in the kitchen who secretly took the fish away to his family."
Zhu Feng said: "But, they don't believe you."
Nan Yan nodded and said: "At that time, no matter how I cried and said that I was wronged, but my mother didn't listen, and threw me to the wood shed for the whole night."
Speaking of the past at this time, in fact, she did not feel too much uncomfortable, painful feeling, after all, everything was over.
But Zhu Feng frowned.
Seeing a hint of aggressive intent flashed in his eyes, Nan Yan hurriedly said: "The emperor, the concubine said that this incident is not for revenge. The matter has passed, and the concubine has long stopped worrying about it. The concubine just thinks. , This matter is also quite interesting."
"What do you mean?"
Nan Yan tilted his head and looked at him: "One is unjust and the other is guilty."
Zhu Feng's eyebrows frowned slightly.
South flue: "It's like there is a radish with a pit. Although the radish was not pulled out of this pit, as long as it is put in, the pit will be filled and the radish will be gone."
"..."
"It's like the current situation, although this injustice and this crime were originally irrelevant."
"..."
"but--"
Having said that, she bit her tongue.
Zhu Feng looked at her, his eyes burning: "But what?"
"..."
"..."
Nan Yan looked up at him, but didn't say a word, contradictions and entanglements appeared in his eyes.
Zhu Feng himself said the following words: "However, the Jian family's grievances will not get Zhaoxue."
"..."
Nan Yan almost bit the tip of his tongue.
He nodded heavily.
In fact, she didn't care about King Ning's sin. That was something the emperor and the ministers in the court should worry about, but she couldn't care less about the injustice of the Jian family.
If she just fills the hole with an irrelevant radish just to whitewash the peace, how can she be worthy of the Jane family?
Therefore, she could not continue.
While Zhu Feng looked at her, his breath became heavy.
After a long silence, he slowly said: "What you think is consistent with what I thought before."
Nan Yan raised his head to look at him.
Zhu Feng said: "There is really only this way to solve the current dilemma."
"..."
"But, I—it's the first time I can't make up my mind."
He has always been decisive, fighting a battle, attacking a city, and even launching the battle of Jingnan to win the throne. He has never hesitated or been uncertain. This is the first time he faces a choice. , Hesitate.
Nan Yan's heart also became a mess.
She thought for a long time and said softly: "Then, what did Master Heyi say?"
Zhu Feng said in a deep voice: "He said, the choice in the world either has more advantages than disadvantages, or harms more than advantages, but only the choice in front of you has equal advantages and disadvantages.
"..."
"No matter what you choose, it's all right; no matter what you choose, it's all wrong."
Nan Yan was silent.
He Yi was right.
This method is to drink poison to quench thirst and raise soup to stop boiling.
but--
She was silent for a long time before slowly raising her head, looking at Zhu Feng, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Since the emperor has figured out this method, in fact, she has already made a choice."
Zhu Feng looked at her: "What about you?"