Chapter 1282: But I really want to see him

Nan Yan didn't speak, as if half of his sanity was still in the chaotic dream.
Looking at Ran Xiaoyu blankly for a long time, she spoke, and said in an inaudible voice: "Where is the emperor?"
"..."
Seeing that she had just woke up, even her sanity hadn't recovered, she asked the emperor as soon as she opened her mouth. Ran Xiaoyu only felt sour and bitter in her heart, and gently squeezed the messy hair on her forehead behind her ears: "Niang, hello Is it anymore? Does it still hurt?"
"..."
Nan Yan was blank for a while, as if she didn't understand her at all.
Intuitively, she didn't answer her own question.
So he asked: "Where is the emperor?"
"..."
Ran Xiaoyu only felt that his eyes were hot, and originally thought that he would not have tears, but seeing that Nan Yan had suffered such a severe injury and had become so weak, but subconsciously asked Zhu Feng, he felt heartache.
She said softly: "The emperor, go away."
"..."
"Did the empress forget?"
"..."
"Last night, the emperor-he left."
"..."
Hearing the words "last night", Nan Yan opened his eyes wide, and the mist in his eyes cleared, as if he had finally recovered some memories and sanity.
She finally remembered.
Suddenly, her quiet and weak eyes became flustered, and her breathing became disordered. She trembled and raised her hand, trying to sit up on her back, panting and saying: "He's gone? I, I'm going to find him, I Explain to him, Xiaoyu, help me—"
She has a limp body, two months of pregnancy, and a miscarriage. Perhaps she has not suffered as much damage as she received during the previous delivery, but after all, she has already suffered an injury, and some serious and old illnesses are still in the body. This time the injury Pain completely broke out all hidden dangers.
Even speaking a few words, I was so weak that I was panting, let alone sitting up.
But seeing her clenching her teeth and insisting, Ran Xiaoyu could only hold her, let her sit on the bed, and put a pillow behind her, but Nan Yan was still unwilling and wanted to get up again:" Let me get up."
"Manny, don't move yet."
Ran Xiaoyu pressed her shoulder and pressed her back again.
"You are weak now, you can't go down and walk around."
"..."
"You take a good rest first, okay?"
Nan Yan's eyes were red with panic, especially at this time, she fully awake, remembering the words Zhu Feng had said to herself in Lenggong last night when she came to her in front of her.
He cannot forgive himself.
This recognition made her painful.
Nan Yan looked at Ran Xiaoyu, choked up and said, "But I—"
"Manny!"
Seeing Nan Yan like this, Ran Xiaoyu was angry and distressed again, pressing both hands on her shoulders, almost effortlessly, stopped all the weak her actions and made her unable to move, she said in a deep voice : "The emperor has already said those things to you, he--he just doesn't care about you."
"..."
"What are you going to do with him?"
"..."
Hearing Ran Xiaoyu's words, Nan Yan's body trembled suddenly.
A tear gushed from her dry eyes and slid down her thin cheeks.
Her lips trembled slightly, and after a while, she choked and said softly: "But I—I want to see him."
"..."
This sentence is as thin as a mosquito.
But it was like a heavy stone, pressing on Ran Xiaoyu's heart.
She felt sad, and looked at Nan Yan: "Niang Niang..."
Nan Yan lowered her head, tears falling down, she choked and whispered: "I know he is angry with me, and I also know that he hates me, but I—"
"..."
"I want to see him."
"..."
"I feel so sad, but I really want to see him."
While she was talking, slowly covering her face with her hands, tears slid down between her fingers, dripping drop by drop on Ran Xiaoyu's hand.
Her heart was also shaking.
Having been with Nan Yan for so long, she knew very well that although Nan Yan looked petite and weak, her heart was firmer and tougher than anyone else. Even in the face of Zhu Feng, she dared to "prefer death to death". .
But now--
Her heart, for the sake of Zhu Feng, has become so soft.
To her, losing her child was not a physical or psychological injury, but Zhu Feng's cold attitude towards her, I am afraid it was the deepest hurt in her heart.
Ran Xiaoyu had no choice but to say: "Manny, don't worry, you can't get out of the cold palace with the way you are now. Slaves, go and see for you, okay?"
"..."
Hearing these words, Nan Yan raised his head, and a little hope gleamed in his tearful eyes, looking at her.
"Really? That—"
Once she calmed down, she suddenly thought that last night, Zhu Feng was already so angry, and now she is deeply in the cold, but it is different from the previous situation. Before, everyone had some doubts about themselves, but now, I am afraid that there is no It's that simple.
She whispered: "Can we go out?"
"..."
Ran Xiaoyu's face also sank.
Last night, Zhu Feng's words were regarded as formally injecting Nan Yan into the Leng Palace. The situation now is really different from before. The door of the Leng Palace is already guarded and they are no longer allowed to enter.
However, Ran Xiaoyu immediately said, "Don't worry, the maidservant will find a way. Besides, I can go to Ye Wei!"
Yes, Ye Yu!
Nan Yan's eyes lit up and he was distraught, almost forgetting that there was another Ye Yu.
As long as Ran Xiaoyu speaks, Ye Wei will definitely agree no matter what the conditions are.
Nan Yan nodded in surprise, and immediately said, "However, you must also be careful. I am afraid that the emperor will be angry with me, even with you--"
Ran Xiaoyu had acted recklessly in the past, and Zhu Feng had forgiven her on his own face, but now, I am afraid it is not that simple.
"Don't worry, Empress."
Ran Xiaoyu comforted her again, got up and walked out.
Nan Yan watched her back disappear to the door, although there was still some pain in her body, but her heart was full of hope.
Maybe, wait until Zhu Feng's anger is gone...
But this time, he may not be so easy to calm down.
But it does not matter.
She bit her lower lip, shook her hand laboriously, and said to herself: No matter what, she will find a way to let him forgive herself.
They will definitely reconcile again.
In the next time, even though Nan Yan was tired and weak, she persisted in sitting on the bedside, staring at the door without blinking, looking forward to Ran Xiaoyu's return.
I don't know how long it took, and there was a sound of footsteps outside.
she is back!
Nan Yan was overjoyed and immediately cheered up, with a little smile on her face: "Xiaoyu, how did you ask--"
I choked up before finishing talking.
Because she saw that it was not Ran Xiaoyu who walked in from outside.
It was Wu Wan and Gao Yurong with a sneer on their faces.