Chapter 1512: Nan Yan never moved

However, she also knows very well that Gu Tingqiu is a clear-headed person, and he is not a nonsense person. He did this for his purpose.
So he said: "It's useless to guess like this. Go back and have a look, let's talk about it."
"……Yes."
Having said that, Ran Xiaoyu saw a tired expression on Nan Yan's face.
Asked: "Is your mother tired?"
"A little."
"The slave servant will take care of the empress and rest."
"Well, that's fine."
Ran Xiaoyu served her to wash, and then made the bed. Nan Yan lay down on the bed, leaving her with a candlestick beside the table, and Ran Xiaoyu walked out.
In the room, only Nan Yan was left alone.
She was tired, but she couldn't sleep a bit, and the way Zhu Feng was facing herself constantly appeared in her mind. He wanted to laugh or not, his eyes were bright, even, even Ran Xiaoyu said, he laughed so hard that he even had a posterior molar. She can also imagine what she can see.
What is his mood now?
It should be very good, very happy.
They—at least in his opinion, have reconciled, and even, are slowly returning to their past relationship.
but--
Does he know how he feels?
And what about yourself?
Do you know how you feel at the moment?
Those memories, the memories that once made her bruise all over her body, can really be forgotten; but if she does not forget, what will she do to him?
Two thoughts, like two people, kept whispering in her ears, constantly telling her that it should be like this, it should be like that, almost every time she breathed, the thoughts in her heart changed once, this feeling of contradiction and entanglement, It almost made her heart torn apart.
She slowly closed her eyes.
In the darkness, many black shadows were shaking in front of them
For a while, it was the shaking figure of the mysterious man; for a while, it was Jian Ruocheng's pale face; for a while, it was Li Bu's eyes that hurt the wolf...
In the end, everything came together into one face.
A face full of domineering and gentle.
This face made her feel more conflicted.
At this moment, she subconsciously stretched out her hand and touched under the pillow. The rough thing was the blood-stained rag that Mother Su sent during the day.
Nan Yan did not open his eyes, but stroked it with his fingertips.
As if feeling the traces of blood on it.
I don't know how long it took, she sighed: "Oh..."


Next, time passed quickly.
According to Zhu Feng's account, Grandpa Yu would go to Gu's house every day to teach them the etiquette of saving relatives. Before returning to the palace, he would also go to the Taimiao to offer incense for the little princess.
Although Zhu Feng tried his best to squeeze out time, he went to Yikun Palace to accompany Nanyan every day, but after all, by the end of the year, he had more and more affairs, and at most two people could only sit together for a meal every day.
Fortunately, New Year's Eve is here.
Early this year, the palace has already arranged. The emperor will not hold a banquet in the palace on New Year’s Eve this year. The imperial concubine and concubine will also return home to save their relatives. Therefore, the other concubines will be quiet this year. After Ann, everyone returned to their respective palaces, some of them got together in twos and threes, and some of them celebrated the New Year on their own.
But when the time passed, Concubine Hui came to ask for an order. After the emperor's permission, she left the palace and went to the residence of Lord Wu Dingwu in Peking.
But Nan Yan never moved.