Chapter 2630: I feel like he is leaving

After a long silence, he sighed long and said, "You've grown up."
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Hearing these words, Nan Yan's nose became sore, tears flooded into her eyes, and her vision was blurred instantly.
She choked and said softly: "Brother Ye..."
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"I, I have always missed Brother Ye."
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"It's just, I really didn't expect that Brother Ye has lived like this over the years, you have done so much for us..."
Yan Ye sighed and said, "I have just said that I am not doing this for anyone. It has nothing to do with you or the emperor."
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"I only do it because I want to do it."
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"Don't be grateful to me."
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"It's you—"
As he said, he glanced at Nan Yan and said, "You were only that old when I left. Now, you are the noble concubine of Yan Country. And I heard that the Si family, together with the Gu family and the Tong family, are all because You have been reused again."
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"If your father knew this, he would be very pleased."
Upon hearing this, Nan Yan subconsciously opened his eyes and looked up at him.
"Brother Ye, my father—"
"I know,"
Yan Ye said calmly: "When you canonized the imperial concubine, the court of Yan Kingdom seemed to have made a lot of trouble because of your background."
Nan Yan's eyes reddened.
He whispered: "The emperor, he protects me, those people didn't do me anything."
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"It's just that over the years, I haven't known my life experience, I don't know where I came from, that feeling is very sad."
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"When I was young, Mu Yun and Mulan always said that I was a wild species of unknown origin..."
Yan Ye frowned and said solemnly, "You don't have to pay attention to these people, and you don't have to pay attention to those words."
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"People in the world often use selfishness as a spear and foolishness as a shield. The more abuse and attack on an innocent person, the more they show their own despicability."
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"Furthermore, you are not from unknown sources, but for your safety, no one can tell you your life experience."
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"But now, you are the emperor's concubine, and he—"
As he said, he glanced at Zhu Feng's indistinct figure in the distance. He was sitting by the campfire on the other side, looking at the fire with his eyes, as if he was thinking about something, and he seemed to look at them through the flames. , Yan Ye retracted his gaze, and said: "His national policy towards Emperor Gao can be changed, and naturally he will not leave you in the cold because of Emperor Gao's orders."
Nan Yan whispered, "So Brother Ye, do you know my life experience?"
Yan Ye nodded: "Yeah."
Nan Yan said hurriedly, "Brother Ye, my dad--is that the uncle in my name?"
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"That is, your teacher."
Yan Ye said: "Do you know everything?"
Nan Yandao: "When I was canonized as a noble concubine, the old grandmother handed me a letter left by my father. I only knew that I was not his biological daughter. But later, because of some things, I guessed She should still be the daughter of the Si family."
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"It's just that no one can give me a definite answer."
Yan Ye nodded and said, "You are right to guess, you are the teacher's daughter."
"...!"
Nan Yan took a deep breath.
Although this answer was almost affirmed in her heart, there was no definitive recognition. She was still like a floating grass on the water, unable to find her place.
Now, with Yan Ye's affirmation, she seems to have finally settled down from the sense of void floating without roots.
Nan Yan sat in front of the bonfire, watching the flames that were constantly fluttering.
It was obviously so cold around and the night breeze was biting, but the heat made her feel a little stupefied. She suddenly smiled, and she held her knees with her hands a little helpless, rubbing gently with her palms. .
It seems I don't know what to do.
After a long time, she choked and said softly: "This, this is great."
As she said, she looked up at Yan Ye and smiled with tears: "I finally know who I am."
Yan Ye looked at her crying and laughing again, sighed softly, and said: "The reason why I didn't tell you, I only regarded you as the daughter of the uncle's master, and even made people mistakenly believe that your origin is unknown. It’s because of Emperor Gao’s attitude towards the teacher, no one dares to admit that you are the teacher’s daughter."
Nan Yan looked at him, and a little flustered, raised his hand to wipe the tears from his eyes.
He said: "I once heard that Bowanghou-his father, was originally a capable minister who made great contributions to Emperor Gao, and he was also named Bowanghou. Why did he suddenly disappear?"
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"Why, Emperor Gao no longer allows anyone to mention him, and even deprives him of his official position."
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"Why, he obviously gave birth to me, but he didn't guard me?"
She was originally wiping her tears, but as she talked, all the feelings of grievances from small to large came out again, and together with the tears, it was like a bank burst, constantly flowing down.
Yan Ye looked at her.
After a long time, he sighed softly and said, "I was young then."
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"And that matter, the teacher and the uncle, seem to be deliberately hiding, concealing, so I don't know too much."
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"It's just that I have some faint feelings, it seems to be-for a woman."
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Yan Ye looked at her and said, "I want to come, it should be your mother."
"...!"
Nan Yan's heart squatted and looked up at him.
"My mother? Who is my mother?"
"I do not know either."
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"I only remember that it was the last negotiation between the teacher and Emperor Gao that the teacher participated in with Emperor Gao. The two sides negotiated the delimitation of the northwestern territory."
Nan Yan's heart moved again.
Si Boyan participated in the negotiations with Lai Guo?
Isn’t that the scene shown on the painting Wu Yingqiu drew in the small building of Jinlou Bieyuan?
In other words, after that, her father, the once-famous Bowang Hou Siboyan, disappeared from the Yan Kingdom, not only disappeared from the court, but also disappeared from everyone’s sight. in memory.
Nan Yan hurriedly asked, "Brother Ye, where did he go, do you know?"
Yan Ye shook his head and said, "I don't know."
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"In the past, the teacher has participated in many such negotiations, sometimes with me, sometimes, not."
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"And that time, he didn't take me."
Nan Yan's heart sank.
Yan Ye said, "Although he didn't take me with him, at that time, I felt a little bit."
"What does it feel?"
"I feel that he seems to be leaving."