Chapter 3188: Tired out of old age

Although she has been in love for nearly ten years since her canonization, but—
Will the human heart really not change?
Although Zhu Chengxuan didn't say this sentence, the contradictory expression on his face and the tangled expression in his eyes made it clear. Nan Yan chuckled lightly and said, "How can the human heart remain unchanged?"
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"Of course people will change."
Zhu Chengxuan said: "That Niang Niang"
Nan Yandao: "His Royal Highness was just worried that the emperor's heart would change, but why not worry, my palace's heart might change someday?"
Hearing this sentence, Zhu Chengxuan was surprised.
Indeed, he only thought that maybe one day his father and queen would change, but he never thought about the imperial concubine in front of him, who has always been his strong backing, even the imperial concubine who has a deep love for his dead mother and queen. , May also change.
Seeing Zhu Chengxuan's speechless, Nan Yan smiled calmly: "People will change. I don't know who will change in the future, nor what the world will be like after changing."
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"So, I don't think about the future."
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"Now, this palace has such a mind, just doing this, this palace is at least worthy of the current self."
There seemed to be something surging in Zhu Chengxuan's heart, and the heat rushed up, making his eyes red. He was silent for a long time before he whispered to Nan Yan in a dumb voice, "I believe the empress will not change."
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"I also believe that with the empress, the father will not change."
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"I, I don't want to change either."
Hearing these childish words, Nan Yan's eyes narrowed with a smile.
She stretched out her hand and dusted Zhu Chengxuan's shoulders to help him remove some falling snow. She smiled and said, "Natural changes have the same benefits, but this can't be used as an excuse for not growing up or making progress."
Upon hearing this, Zhu Chengxuan immediately understood what she meant and blushed immediately.
Nan Yan smiled and said: "His Royal Highness can't be childish blindly. If a benevolent and successful monarch has one intestine straight to the end, he will definitely be deceived and used by the traitor. Therefore, your Highness is right to grow up. You have to grow up soon, so that your father can breathe a sigh of relief earlier."
With that, she looked up and looked forward.
Zhu Feng, playing with her sons and daughters, does seem to be very happy, but Nan Yan knew in his heart that now Zhu Feng can eat at most a bowl of rice for a meal, and she reluctantly eats it under her persuasion, and sleeps very well. Few can sleep until dawn, and more often, he wakes up in the middle of the night, holding her sleeping and watching the night out of the window silently until dawn.
Although he is not old yet, he is indeed very tired, tired out of his old state.
As if feeling her gaze, Zhu Feng turned around to look at them while having fun with the two children. He smiled and said, "What are you still watching? I don't know how to come and help?"
A lot of snow had been thrown on him by the two children, and even his eyebrows were white.
Nan Yan immediately smiled and walked over: "Who do you help?"
Xinping yelled: "Help me help me, mother concubine help me beat father emperor!"
"it is good,"
Nan Yan smiled and rubbed a ball of snow. When she walked in front of her, she suddenly smeared on her face. Suddenly Xinping was dyed into a little white monkey. She was so cold that she yelled and hurriedly called her brother over. Help, Zhu Chengxuan also smiled and ran up, so the family of five fought into one, and the laughter reverberated over the imperial city.
This time, the emperor and the imperial concubine fought such a big battle in the south, and finally returned to the capital. Naturally, they had to be told by the prosecutors and envoys to give them all their faith. Zhu Feng had been annoyed by them for a long time. Can bear it, so for a long time after that, they all stayed quietly in the imperial city and never took a half step out of the imperial palace.
Fortunately, Zhu Chengjin's big matter has been resolved, and they don't have to go out to do anything.
About two months later, news came from Jinling. Ye Yi took Ran Xiaoyu and set off for Zhoushan. After another four months, the news from Zhoushan came up, and the fleet went to sea.
This time the fleet is not large, but there are also four large ships, seven small boats, and hundreds of people.
Moreover, although Ye Yin’s purpose of going out to sea was to find Zhu Chengjin’s whereabouts, he couldn’t say that. After all, Zhu Feng sent an unnamed corpse into the imperial tomb shortly after returning to Beijing, but he didn’t. To build the official tomb, it was casually buried in a place far away from the tomb of Emperor Gao.
He did not say anything about this, nor did he deliberately conceal it.
Therefore, the news spread quickly.
Generally speaking, if the court gives a final conclusion on this kind of thing, the people may still guess, but because it is so vague, the people must have rebelled in the south before the nameless corpse, His Royal Highness Wen. This fact is convinced.
Therefore, Zhu Chengjin is really "dead".
In this way, after hearing the news, some of the remaining forces left by Zhu Chengjin in Yan Country completely sever the idea of ​​rebelling.
Naturally, Ye Xu went to sea to find Zhu Chengjin. He did the same as Gu Yiyou and Tong Sinian did when they went to the Western Regions. He found many caravans and bought them with the money Zhu Feng left him. Many silks, teas, and porcelains went to sea with great momentum, and they were also known as the prestigious culture and education of the Great Yan Dynasty.
After receiving this news, Zhu Feng shut himself in the royal study room again.
All night.
Nan Yan didn't want to go in and disturb him, and he didn't let others disturb him. He only went to check it out from time to time. There was no sound in the Imperial Study Room until dawn, when Zhu Feng opened the door and walked out.
Nan Yan waited outside early and saw his red eyes, walking forward with distress: "The emperor."
Zhu Feng gave her a haggard look and smiled a little.
"I'm fine."
In fact, I knew I had to be separated for a long time. The reason why Zhu Feng decided to go first was because he was afraid of going through that kind of helplessness. However, he didn't expect that he would still not be able to run away.
But the pain is over.
Although Ye Xun had dug out a piece of his heart, he still had to live, for the country and mountains in front of him, for the little woman who was trembling with distress in front of him, and for his lovely children.
So he cheered up and even went to the early morning.
After busying until noon, he returned to Yonghe Palace. Nan Yan served him to eat something without appetite, and then ordered everyone around him to go down and let Zhu Feng sleep.
Zhu Feng was lying on the couch next to the bed with his eyes closed. Nan Yan thought he was asleep, and gently slapped him with a fan.
Unexpectedly, after a while, he suddenly said: "There is one more thing, I almost forgot."