Chapter 861: Not everyone has a God's perspective

Nan Yan only felt suffocated.
She couldn't believe her ears a little, and stared at Zhu Feng's tall figure with wide eyes. At this time, she even felt a little black in front of her eyes.
I don't know how long it took, Zhu Feng turned around slowly.
And Nan Yan saw the expression on his face, and he was frigid.
This is not the expression of Zhu Feng now, but the expression of Zhu Feng when he heard the news at that time.
From the body to the heart, it was completely cold.
Nan Yan shuddered suddenly.
Qin Ruolan.
She actually—? !
I couldn't believe it. I always thought that she was a fight between Zhu Feng and the prince, but it turned out that she had nothing to do with the prince from beginning to end.
She is going to enter the palace and become the woman of Gao Emperor!
And when Zhu Feng touched her, it was equivalent to--
Nan Yan's voice was dumb: "How come, this way?"
"How could this be……"
Zhu Feng also gently repeated: "At that time, I also asked myself countless times, how could this be?"
Nan Yan said eagerly: "Ning Fei, does she know?"
"..."
"Does she think she will marry the prince, or is she—"
Zhu Feng sneered, turned his head to look at her, and said: "Silly girl, you are still the same, you will only think for the better."
Nan Yan shuddered suddenly.
The whole body became cold, she whispered: "She..."
"Of course she knows." Zhu Feng said: "When entering the palace or marrying the prince, it is impossible for Qin Zhengqi to hide this from his daughter. She knew it from beginning to end, and even from a long time ago, she knew that when After her aunt, the former concubine Qin died, Emperor Gao missed her concubine Qin very much. Her father had planned to let her enter the palace at an older age to relieve Emperor Gao’s lovesickness."
Nan Yan shuddered: "So she—"
"She lied to me."
Zhu Feng said solemnly: "She lied to me like this, let me jump into her trap stupidly."
"..."
"When I was imprisoned and looked at the small skylight above my head, I was still asking, how could this be?"
"..."
"Just, no one, answer me."
"..."
"Later, I stopped asking."
He said these words very lightly, and there is a feeling of lightness and lightness, but Nan Yan knows that his lightness and lightness, I don’t know if he has experienced so many bloodsheds and painful sufferings. Only in exchange.
It was not that he was calm and gentle, but that he let himself accept the fact that he had nothing.
Nan Yan only felt his eyes hot.
She seemed to understand why Zhu Feng had such a deep feeling for Qin Ruolan.
This kind of feeling is not only the liking when I was young, but also the love of mutual affection, but also the despair and helplessness after being betrayed by the one I love. This is almost destructive to anyone. Blow.
Some people, maybe really can't hold on, just give up on themselves and let their lives be broken.
But Zhu Feng, he persevered.
It is precisely because he persevered, so in his life, even in his heart, he will inevitably leave this deep-seated scar. Inside the scar, the three words "Qin Ruolan" are written all over.
She brought him memories of love and memories of hate.
After a long time, Nan Yan whispered: "Then, the emperor was in prison, what did he go through?"
"..."
Zhu Feng was silent for a while and said: "I don't remember."
"..."
"Always come later, I am still out of prison."
"Emperor Gao, I still forgive you."
"Perhaps, it was only because my reputation in the north was already very high at that time, and Emperor Gao was getting older, and the generals who followed him from birth to death are also getting older. He needs someone to guard the north and calm the frontier for him."
Listening to these words, Nan Yan only felt sad.
If it was Zhu Feng before, he would definitely feel that he was still appreciated by Emperor Gao.
However, after experiencing being betrayed by Qin Ruolan, he no longer even dare to believe that his father would appreciate him, but just thought that he was valuable to him.
Is this the temperament that is caused by how sad and painful self-denial is?
Nan Yan said again: "Then, King Wei..."
Zhu Feng's eyes were cold again.
After being silent for a while, he said, "I stayed in prison for two full months. When I was released from prison, they told me that she was pregnant."
"..."
"So, I married her."
It turned out that Zhu Chengxuan came that night.
Nan Yan finally understood why Zhu Feng didn't like him anymore.
This child's temperament is kind and gentle, unlike him, he likes medical skills instead of warfare. These are not reasons why a father does not like his son.
The real reason is that this son came that night.
For Zhu Feng, that night was humiliating. It was the memory of being betrayed by the one he loved. It happened that the son got it that night, which was really cruel to him.
Every time he saw this child, he would think of everything he had experienced.
It was nothing more than, tearing open his own wound bloody.
Nan Yan only felt that there were tears coming out, she turned her head subconsciously, and the tears slid down and fell to the ground with a clatter.
Zhu Feng looked down at her.
With a hoarse voice, "Do you think I am pathetic?"
Nan Yan wiped the corner of his eyes and turned to look at him.
She really felt pitiful for him, but she couldn't say anything like this.
For so many years, Zhu Feng has come here like this. He is stronger than anyone. A strong man like him does not need anyone's pity.
Nan Yan whispered: "The emperor, I..."
Zhu Feng didn't seem to want to listen to her, so he interrupted her and said, "I don't feel pitiful."
"Yes……"
"I just think I hate myself."
"emperor……"
"Knowing that there are powerful enemies around him, he still takes it lightly, even people who easily believe in the prince's party."
"..."
"I deserve it!"
When he said this, he almost gritted his teeth.
Nan Yan only felt that her heart was breaking. She stepped forward and said, "The emperor, don’t say that. In this world, there is nothing'clearly knowing'. No one is a god, and he can’t open his heavenly eyes. Qualified to scold others, because not everyone has their heavenly eyes open."
"..."
"Judging from the perspective of hindsight was originally unfair to myself at the time!"
Zhu Feng looked down at her.
Nan Yan said earnestly: "The emperor once used sincere heart, this is not wrong."
"..."
"The wrong one is the one who lied to you."
Zhu Feng suddenly hugged her into his arms. Nan Yan felt his arms tremble for the first time. It has always been his arms that gave him strength, but at this time, he seemed to want to hold her Come and gain strength by yourself.
He said solemnly: "Why didn't you meet at that time?"