Vol 3 Chapter 573: Find yourself in the lost

"In the twenty years of Morihei, I can remember what happened every day, but I only fainted for fifteen minutes." Ronaldo said: "Zhuo Yang, I don't know the fifteen minutes and the twenty It doesn’t matter what year it is, but what I have experienced is so incredible."
"During those two decades, I have never been able to find that I am Ronaldo. So, I am not sure which one is true. Am I Morihe or Ronaldo? Are those twenty years a illusion or are they now illusions?"
"Zhuo Yang, I can't be sure because I couldn't find myself."
"When I woke up, I lost myself. Although I was still the best striker in the world, and later I won the World Cup again, I was lost. I don't know who I am."
"I am lost in love, Susanna left me, and later Milani also left me. I also lost in life, football is increasingly unable to make me happy, I do not know what I want, my life begins Become a mess."
"Actually, since that fainting, I am no longer Ronaldo, I lost myself."
After listening to Ronaldo's story, Zhuo Yang can no longer be described as'fantasy'. Ronnie's fantasy experience completely exceeds Zhuo Yang's perception of the world. All this will only happen in the story in the web, but was told by Ronaldo solemnly, but Zhuo Yang could not help but believe it.
Ronaldo came today and was not looking for answers. He didn't want answers when he was in Morihe's army. Ronaldo only wanted to tell Zhuo Yang his own story, perhaps because the ‘a pair of waists’ and ‘Yang Yi’ in his story are both yellow-skinned, dark-haired, and light-eyed Orientals, just like Zhuo Yang.
In that fantasy twenty years, Morihei and Yang searched together for ten years. One of the sheep healed Morihei’s old wounds, and taught him a lot of magical kung fu, bow sword stone horse sword. As soon as the sheep searched for hundreds of years, it didn't find out who it was. When Mori died, the sheep still didn't give up.
Zhuo Yang also did not know where Ronaldo had gone this time through the "travel". In his memory of reading Chinese historical stories, there were no two names "Yi Yao Zi" and "Yang Yi". According to the limited details in Ronaldo's story, he can only roughly estimate the equivalent of the Middle Ages in Europe and the Sui and Tang Dynasties in China, but this is also completely uncertain.
It has been ten years since Morihe returned to Ronaldo. Ronnie's memories of many things have been blurred, and the stories told are also fragmented. With a hammer and a hammer, he has not only lost himself, but is also losing his memory.
"Perhaps Morihe should not give up." Ronaldo said: "He should listen to the dissuasion of Master Yang and continue to find himself."
On the farewell, Ronaldo said: "I actually want to know whether Master Yang has finally succeeded, and whether he has found himself."
Ronaldo left, he said goodbye to Zhuo Yang and also said goodbye to Europe. He was already 33 years old and bruised, it is difficult for him to return to European football, just like the story of Mori Black and Sheep from Europa to the East, Mori Black I never went back to my hometown again.
Zhuo Yang heard his regret from Ronaldo's story and words. Ronnie was very sorry to lose himself in his beautiful years. In 1998, the 22-year-old Ronaldo was omnipotent on the striker line, but it was also the pinnacle of his football, and he has never made any progress since.
The growth of professional players generally lasts until the age of twenty-six or seven, and around the age of twenty-eight will be the peak period of the players. After thirty, it will slowly go downhill. The difference is that some people walk slowly and late, and some people walk fast and early.
But Ronaldo reached the pinnacle of competition in the 1998 World Cup in France. Although he led the Brazil team to the World Cup in four years, he actually regressed in terms of football ability. Otherwise, with his previous growth trend, reaching the peak of the next two World Cups, it will become the only in the ancient and modern football, and must surpass Bailey and Maradona. But all this stopped in the summer of 1998.
And in 1998, Ronaldo's private life began to become a mess. He didn't know what he loved and who he loved. As Ronaldo said: I am lost, I did not find myself.
Because Morihe didn't find who he was, Ronaldo lost himself.
This world is so strange, so difficult and ups and downs, all living beings can hold on to themselves in the red dust and muddy, but people always do not know that they have lost, and can not think of looking for themselves.
For lost, which is the illusion? Which is real! Which of Morihe and Ronaldo is real? None of this is known, and it no longer matters.
Can you be sure that the world around you is real?
Can you be sure that you are not in an illusion where you need to find yourself?
Do you know who you are?
Ronaldo left, but left an absurd story to Zhuo Yang. Zhuo Yang should probably hate Ronaldo, because he can't tell others such a bizarre story. Big Luo Jinxian made him remember to keep his mouth shut. He didn't want people to think he was a neuropath.
Zhuo Yang is a person who keeps his promises. Since he promised to keep secret, he will naturally not talk to others. But such a fantasy story, it's really uncomfortable to hold it in his stomach~ EbookFREE.me~ Maybe Ronaldo told Zhuo Yang just because he was uncomfortable.
Fortunately, Zhuo Yang is a versatile person. He spent the whole night writing the absurd and grotesque feelings in the story into a ridiculous mazurka (9). In the dance music, Zhuo Yang uses a lot of strange and abrupt tone changes, as well as many illogical chords, which gives the tone a unique sense of creativity. At first glance, it sounds a bit rebellious, but the grotesque and absurdity of it are unique and charming, leaving the audience trapped in eccentricity.
The whole dance music is like that story. It is complete and colorful. You can understand the story, but you can't figure out the cause and effect cycle. You know what it is talking about, but you can’t believe everything it says.
After Zhuo Yang confided this story to music, he finally relaxed a lot. He didn't have to work hard to keep a secret for Ronaldo. Zhuo Yang told the story to the world in another way.
One month later on Christmas Eve, Ronaldo announced the signing of the Brazilian famous Corinthian. After the New Year, Ronaldo came back from his injuries and went on to fight.
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